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For a while I had this taboo that most people have which is living in denial. Escaping from the idea that some day they are going to die.

Everyone knows they are going to die, but no one likes to think of it. Some may say it is unhealthy to think of it, some may say it will make them depressed and weird. But the truth is, if you truly become aware of it, even for just a second, then you recognize the importance of time, YOUR TIME.

The conclusion you end up with is bizarre. Being aware that time is a limited factor in your life, does not makes you rush onto things, does not makes you want to get to the next step, instead, it changes your focus to your present moment.

Like Ecky says, the present moment is all you have in life, that's it, there is nothing else, your moment right now is your life and everything you have.

What you think you have you don't have it. You bought a Ferrari, it is in your garage, but if you are in the kitchen all you have is your kitchen, you don't have a Ferrari. Even when you are driving the Ferrari, you don't have it, you may be driving the Ferrari, but even if you "own" it, you are just borrowing it for the time you are driving it. Once you put it back in the garage, it is no longer in your possession.

The whole concept of owning something is silly, it doesn't exist. You don't own anything. You have a girlfriend, you don't own her, you have a wife, you don't own her, you have kids, you don't own them. They are just borrowed, even your body is borrowed.

If you can understand this, there is a great power that comes to you. The power of awareness, the power of being alive, the power of knowing YOU ARE HERE, and all that remains is the default, which is to be happy with that.

To me that's the definition of "being a man". To be happy with the present moment, to be aware of it and to know that it is all you have and nothing else, and since you can't ask for anything, being happy takes balls. That's probably the best explanation I can give you, I repeat, since you can't ask for anything, being happy takes balls, and letting go of everything is what makes you "masculine", valuable and attractive.

When you truly let go of everything else, you realize nothing matters, all that exists is what you focus on.



You think you have your past experiences, but let me tell you something, they are all gone, they don't exist, they are just a thought, what you have is a thought, a thought is simply a self made "approximate" recreation of what happened in the past, it is not what happened in the past, which at the time, it was the present.

You can even see a video of it, and still you don't have the actual experience, a video is also a recreation of it, your brain recognizes the waves and particles from the video and constructs an image, it is amazing, it is a miracle, but it doesn't change the fact that it is just a construct of your brain, an idea, nothing else.

The world around you as you see it doesn't exist, what you see is an interpretation of it by your brain, and so nothing in it matters, you can't find yourself in it because there is nothing there. You think eternal life comes after death, you are in eternal life already, because you are not your body either. They are just ideas, constructs, interpretations.

Even time does not exists, time is based on the idea that there is a past and there is a future, but such things are just constructs of the brain, they do not exist, what gives you the impression of time is the interpretation your brain gives to an arrangement and re-arrangement of particles and waves of energy flowing around you, that's it.

And so you realize there is only one thing that is under your control, this one thing is what separates you from anyone else. That is that as an individual you have a perspective that is unique to your own space and time, a space and time that defines you and from which you can work on.

Since nothing matters, the only thing that matters is what you want to matter, those things become your values, and easily can transform in your beliefs, eventually they can come and define you, they are the product of your unique perspective, taste and significant attention.

When a girl sees a man with no values, no perspective, no self imposed direction, she is not seeing a man, she is seeing just something that is part of it all, and since you are just part of it all, you may as well don't exist, you have zero value in her eyes. Only a real man has a unique perspective, a unique point of creation, a unique set of values.

The female role in this world is to expand that which is masculine. When a girl finds the masculine, she feels an urge to expand it, to be penetrated by it and to reproduce it, this is not something she chooses to do, she has no option, just like a rock falling under the force of gravity has no option other than to fall. Attraction is not a choice.

Under the right circumstances, it is only a matter of time. This is the reason why any kind of constructs like physical appearance, money, or even convenience, cannot and will never give you enough value, you cannot be enough through something that it is against its nature to give you value. You cannot ask a tree of apples to give you oranges and so looks, and money cannot give you "love".



A girl needs to make sure you are congruent, she wants to know that you are that unique perspective, that unique set of values, that self imposed direction, function, vector, whatever you want to call it. She feels the unconscious force to test it, to make sure she is reproducing something that actually exists, to make sure she is fulfilling her life purpose which is to nurture and reproduce that which is something. She doesn't choose to do this, she just can't help it.

And so you can't fake something that you are not, the self will always come true, the only thing you can do is to become and transform into something that has value. Oddly enough there is nothing you need to do, other than to let go of everything, to become present and acquire your own set of values, your own perspective in life, to be unique, to know that nothing else matters but your own perspective and all that which defines you, to look at the world through your own set of eyes, to be congruent with it and to not allow the external world to push you outside of that which you are. This is the true meaning of being yourself.

Therefore you are enough, nothing holds you back, everything that you give your attention to has value solely and only because you have given it to it through your divine focus. Everything you focus on is your own creation. You are a god creating everything around you and everything you give a significant attention to. Everything you think, say and do is divine because it is god's creation.

When a girl looks into your eyes she has access to this god within you, and you are giving this to her, as a gift, without asking anything back, you are sharing yourself, your real self, you are your own island, you are the most important person in this movie, you are the factory of your reality and therefore the strongest frame, and no other frame can overcome it.

What you see is what you get, you are not looking outside for it, IT COMES FROM WITHIN. She just wants to be part of that.

Notice that your values, beliefs, tastes, likes, etc., do not matter because what they are, but because they come from the real you, because YOU ARE UNIQUE, IMPORTANT, AND IRREPLACEABLE. This is the truth about who you are.

You can like Duken Nuken, you can like Dragon Ball Z, or you can like to control the financial system, it doesn't matter, what matters is that these things are unique to you and are authentic. The incongruence that comes from trying to impress an image of something that you are not makes you appear insignificant with no value whatsoever.

You can be Kobe Bryant, but if you don't feel you are enough to her specifically just for being yourself, and you try to buy her with expensive gifts instead, she won't love you, you don't exist, all that exists are all those other things that you are trying to give her, and ultimately she may as well divorce you and get those things, since you already set yourself out of the picture and don't exist. Value is arbitrary like that. If you give her looks, she will care for that, not for you.



The truth is that even as an arcade machine player you can have any single girl in the world, no matter how rich or famous she is, there is no single girl you cannot have. You are enough, under the right circumstances that allow her enough time to receive your god influence enough to notice you and allow her to open up to you.

You have to realize that in a polytheistic world, anyone congruent has as much value as you have, even the bum on the street. Yes, the fat ugly bum in the street can anally fuck your girl with enough time under his belt if he is congruent and does not tries to project something he is not. What happens is that most likely the girl will not notice him. But if there is a situation where she can be around him, she will have sex with him.

Maybe you are a super rich good looking humanitarian and want to help this guy, you offer him your shower, you bring him to your house, you give him new clothes, you find him a job, he is at your place eating, you leave to go to manage your businesses, when you come back your girl happens to be pregnant, BOOYAH, the bum is enough just like you are, no involved.

However just because everyone around you has the potential to be enough does not means that you are not enough, you are just as enough as anyone else and you have access to all the girls within your social situation reach. You can fuck them all. The standard is, if she is in front of you, you can have her. Not need to amog anyone. It is useless and it doesn't help you at all, the only possible use of it is that maybe you need more time and you need to get rid of distractions, but even then if you are the only one that is enough in that particular situation and you have a head start in terms of the attention she has given to you, you don't even have to worry about it, is that simple.

In a situation of two congruent men looking for the same girl then you may actually be better off taking her somewhere else physically. This is why in a congruent situation where she is in a group of friends, her friends have a head start, and just by taking her attention away from them you can work on showing who you are and "get her".

When you "pickup" a girl you are not getting her, she is fulfilling her life purpose, her is a gift to your movie, you are in your reality and simply enjoying the flow as a celebration of yourself.

Sex is like a trance song, the sound builds and then it explodes, the more the DJ holds the sound, the stronger the anticipation is, and the stronger the explosion, this is the kind of emotion and experience you are providing to her when you are celebrating who you are.

As a reference listen to "Sun & Moon" from Above & Beyond, listen how the sound builds and then explodes with the lights around 2 minutes 50 seconds in. The anticipation is what creates that excitement in the crowd, if the crowd had not that much anticipation the celebration would not had been as rejoiceful. This is why giving away too much from the start kills the anticipation and may even kill your whole fun and celebration.



In fact in the old school there was a terminology for a man to a woman interaction. It started with open, then hook, then vibe, then find a sex location, then sex. It is still the same. However you must know that if you already "hooked" a girl, as long as you can maintain her RAS on you, you pretty much can be at peace knowing that for sure you are going to fuck her, it is just a matter of time if no forces outside your power intervene; and by for sure I mean you can be 100% sure it will happen, this is why trying to rush things is silly. Sex is a self fulfilling prophecy.

You can hook her with drama, with status, with fame, with money, with looks, with a smile, it doesn't matter how you get her RAS, if she is hooked, she is yours already, take it for granted.

However if you are not enough then all these rules do no apply to you; you may be already in the same bed with her, and you still would not be able to do anything unless you her.

Girls will have sex with anyone not because they are "sluts" per se but because it is their life purpose. The only reason why exists and a girl perceives a sexual encounter as is because some guys have no value, they haven't allow time and congruence to open her up enough for it. One can argue that since all men are potentially enough, is a problem of timing. If they were enough, something that an outsider could easily point at as violent will not be in her eyes if she feels she is fulfilling her life purpose.

As a man you have a different purpose in life. Girls are not your purpose, thinking of girls as your purpose is utterly ridiculous and a laughing matter. If you feel having sex is your life purpose then you are acting from your feminine nature as opposed of acting through your masculine nature, that is attractive, abundant and therefore indifferent.

In no moment you should feel you need sex, sex is something you must take for granted. Unless you are Hugh Hefner and indeed your life purpose is built around women, acting like women is your purpose will make you unmasculine and unattractive. It is your duty as a man to find a purpose in life and pursue it with all your focus.

Seek the kingdom first and all the other things will be given to you. Be congruent with it, fight for it, give it 24 hours a day, be the best you can be, nothing holds you back, your vision, your focus, your thought creation, it is all divine, you are present in this world you may as well make the best out of it since nothing matters anyway but that of your own creation, of your own god focus. This is the meaning of living your life through your own intentions.

Your intent is all that matters and it is all that it is you, if you are incongruent with your intent, if your words, thoughts and actions do not match, if you are not living your life through your own intentions, you may as well not exist, you are dead already.



Don't panic if you are not in your intent 100% of the time. True, you must be perfect like god your father is, and be with your intent 100% of the time. But this world has two forces, the feminine and the masculine. The feminine is the hymen, the masculine is your penis. One is a spear the other one is a net of resistance.

The world itself is a hymen, it is a net of resistance. Your glory is to break that hymen with your intent, your penis symbolize it, look in your pants, that's what your life purpose must looks like, erected and ready to go.

Being happy, being yourself is what makes you enough, you are a man, you give value by being in control of your life, with your presence, and with the influence of your actions.

It takes action, it takes repetition to make the white stuff comes out, to break that resistance, it takes strength, it takes force, the purpose of that resistance is to make you stronger, the exposure to it makes you indifferent, you are you and you are doing it anyway, give it time, gain momentum, you can make anything happen, you bring the value, you are the god.
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goldenbird

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awesome post man! the things you wrote, really resonated with the path I am on right now. Going through some rough periods of discovering myself and my purpose in life. Thanks for posting bro.
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VisionsDivine

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Thanks man. I appreciate your comments.
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Great Stuff. 
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Thanks.
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I appreciate the picture of the girl
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 I felt stoned reading that, an out of body experience that continues as I type this. Watching my body and mind from somewhere else...great!
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Awesome Stuff.
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Thanks guys.
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Hello Greetings all
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