Hi I am new to the "game" and I'll be thankful for the suggestions to the following scenario....
I work in one of the top companies of India.
One month back i.e. on 2nd Oct, I organised a trip in which many people came including some good girls.
I organised many games in the bus itself and engaged the whole public...I was the MAN in that whole scenario where everyone was looking towards me for my approval. There was a girl who seemed quite open and we exchanged a few casual smiles.
While returning back, I didn't get any seat and there was a seat empty next to her. So I sat next to her.
Now here's some of the bits of conversation I remember.
Me: So you had fun today?
Me: I had a lot of fun…did you go to the adventure park?
Her: What???where was it?
Me: …(I showed her the pics taken , she was feeling like she should have come with us)
Her: Next time I'll go with you. Have you heard this song....
(It was a hindi song with some abusive language)...what does the word (an abusive hindi word ) mean ?
Me: (straight away)...it means....(whatever it meant)
her: Oh k...I did some shopping today....see this.
(she opened her bag and showed me her new tops)
Me: What's this called?
Her: its called (something like spaghetti)....it worn inside of the top....
Me: ummm.....so...is this the same as BRA???
her: (amused, smilingly and slightly shocked)....no the bra is worn inside of sphagetti....
( I kept looking at her boobs to find where the bra goes
In between i told her some tales of my camping and how i was the group leader of the camp....I touched her a lot in the way that she'll feel that m just touching causally.
I hold her hands around 10 times in the whole bus ride.....
I spoke so slowly during the whole conversation that she her ear literally touched my lips in order to listen what I was saying.....
I got a lot of envious looks from the fellow passengers.....
It was awesome....and in fact in the end she said..that why she hasn't seen me in the company.....she was totally in me when she left....
I should have taken her phone no. atleast or asked her for a date in the whole conversation at the appropriate time but I chickened out....because she is in my company and I was afraid
that what if she complained to somebody.....
We saw each other a few times in the company and she always smiled but I was under the same fear of her complaining.......( or might be I didn't get the guts to ask her for a date...I was under
the pressure that my peers will taunt me over her)
During the whole approach in the bus....I was totally unemotional...followed rules by the book..had a lot of social approval because I was the organiser but I didn't feel the entitlement in the company premises.....My mind got fucked...as I became angry that I should have approached her in the bus......So I started having self talk in my mind.....which greatly fucked my peace....I wasn't into the girl...she was good looking HB 8 but I was induced "frustration attraction"...so I finally manned up a bit...started looking for opprotunity to ask her out in the company....but couldn't get a chance.....So i asked her out on.....here it comes........facebook.......
She didn't reply....I asked again....finally I came to know that she fucking defriended me....fucking who was about to roll on me in the bus...just defriended me....so I told her that I knew that she's childish and now I am blocking her.....
I saw her in the company afterward..we haven't spoken a word since and dont' see each other eye to eye......
Now something happened.....My desk which was very far from her that usually i couldn't see her at all for many days...has been shifted by my department ...right next to her seat...hardly 2 meters.....tomorrow I have to join at my new seat next to her and I have to fuck close the bitch....so I welcome suggestions....should I continue the cold shoulder or what???
Thanks in advance.