Tonight my wing and I decided to 'pretend' to be RSD characters just for fun and take on there behaviors. I pretended to be Julien... shit was ACTUALLY POTENT. I realized that, before I go out, saying to myself, "Okay, I need to lean back, make direct eye contact, not talk with many words, talk slow, use push pull, etc" is too much shit to do. To compress that into 'be like Julien' is way easier and effective, and honesty pretty fun. If I do this long enough these will eventually become permanant behaviors. Yay!

Tonight was diesel. I hit mixed sets hardcore and annhillated that shit! I also transistioned into 'comfort building'- which I have been having trouble with. I can easily get attraction, and even escalate sexually, but my sticking point seems to be transistioning into comfort. I did an awesome job of crytalizing tonight.