Chronicles of the Chocolate man!

Its hit or miss somestimes for me. I need clarity, how can you accurately tell if a girl likes a little rough sex?  

 I love bitchessssss!!!!!!!! That is all.

[='Times New Roman'][/]I've seen something interesting, girls loooooooove "fun'.  I want to know how I can display this to women with out being approval seeking. I wanna become the fun in the party and bring good vibes. I've notice I've become really introverted because I've been doing a lot of self delopement work on myself. I know trying to make a ghood impression to isnt right, its approvle seeking in way but I dont want to come across boring. When I go to parties. Boring = unattractive to women. Some tips would help me right now. I wanna be the fun guy that cool in parties. 

 Im stariing fresh! I found that I cant begin to start bringing in women into my life without first improving internally and externally first. That means imporving my health, communication skills and, my mentality. I also will crack down on my hygine at times I be fuckin pig. Im gonna pay more attention to my style, which means wearing clothes that fit better and wearing the right colognes and all that shit.  I also need to create a new visioin of myself, I need to learn what I want in life and how I want to live it out. Im planning on going to the Boston Hot Seat and the Boston Bootcamp as well. By the time those Boston events roll around I will see myself as a better person, Internally and externally!! 


http://youtu.be/moU4wSYngkA   ---- My theme music for 2012 lol 

 Im looking for some people in the greater boston area that are willing to allow me to join their RSD lair or group. I dont really like just sitting on my computer looking up how to improve my swag its kinda boring. Im looking for some down to earth cats that can demo their abilities so, I can end some of my limiting beliefs about picking up bitches. I want to expirence shit, get more social and gain some expierence. If anyones down just let a brotha know.

 Decided to take an RSD hot seat in boston. Cant wait to see all the new shit Ima learn.

 Last night I went to a college party with a couple of my homies. It was sort of a small road trip. We got an invite by this random chick so we got the address and directions and used GPS to get there. The  only reason we made the trip was because the girl said the party was filled with women so, my bros and I didnt think twice. We were unbelievable disappointed when we got there. There were only a few girls that ranged from ok to cute. That wasn't gunna stop my bros and I from fuckin shit up though lol. I started to let go and enjoy the company of the females. There was one chick I was attracted to, I stayed cool and flirted with her, got physical but I couldn't get the pull. I had intent but I also demoed that I wasn't eager by backing off a little so she could invest but, nothing happened. I wanted to hit that so bad that Im still obsessing about today, Im gunna go out again Saturday to see if I can let this shit go :)

 Im new to this shit., so that qualifies me as the newbie chode. I have very little understanding about this PUA stuff. I've only seen a coulpe of free videos on youtube. What turned me to  this PUA stuff was my interest in finding out what caused attraction in women. I saw some Mystery shit(dude from vh1) and some of the things he said made sense. I then came across some David Dangelo shit and learned some interesting truths about attraction. I learned a few things but l am confused on how to come across attractive to chicks I find dope. My social life isn't where it should be either and I believe starting my PUA training will help with that too. Im a 20 year old chocolate man, good looking and healthy but I know looks dont mean a damn thing if have no fucking game. I want to get good at this PUA life style. RSD help a brotha out!!