i went out in the city with all my friend from back in highschool and all his hommies
we pregamed and drank some wine and had a blast
we walk around linked up with more folk got more drunk and walked more

i thought we were goin to a house party but we went to this club thing

i was thrown off by alot really over welmed by the venue. i felt so chode and stiff.. chicks were checkin me out cuz im good lookin or whatever but i was so stiff. there was so mannny chicks

i havent gone out in a while guess  so i sucked . it was lame i was to scared to even talk to anyone idk wtf was up
im normally not like that

hung out with this fly ass girl last week and shes been all over my brain so i was tryna was her out my mind by goin out ... no luck... i must say i was upset..the alcohol didnt help either 

too many lame ass excuses 

guess i'll go out tomorrow and hope for better


if ya got any sugestions id love to hear! positive stuff please!



mad love