went out with my friends to this cool hipster roof top party 

not guna lie sat in the corner for like 30 minutes ! hahah

my friend then told me "dude get up who cares what these people think! they all just want to have fun too"

those simple words really hellped get me out of my shell! i danced around for a long time im sure i made a fool of myself !  

i drank a lil but i talked to a lot more people than the last time


i will be goin out on much more regularuly guna force myself to approach more girls 

my problem isnt even anxiety i feel chill! lol and thats what my problem is the addiction to not pushing the comfort!

almost made out witha chick too lol

overall pretty swell night!


forcing myself to have fun !