So recently I've been working on myself lately.  I noticed my thought processes were not pointing me in the right direction, and so I decided to take some time away from pick-up and work on myself. 

Because of my school/work commitments starting back up, 8 hours of my day is taken away from me during the week.  During the week I've been waking up at 5:20 and hitting the gym by 6.  I either work-out or stretch.  I've also quit jerking off.

So I was at starbucks yesterday around 5:30 pm with my laptop trying to study.  I get started, and notice a tall girl walk in.
Cute face, hrm.  I get back to work, she gets a coffee and sits at a corner where a window and wall meet.

So I noticed her, and notice my distractability.  I'm thinking that I better either do it, or get back to work. But I didn't get a good look at her.  So I ask the lady next to me to watch my laptop, I go outside, and I check her out.  I can't find anything about her body I don't like.

I go back inside, study for a bit, and decide its time.  I know she's close to an outlet, so I ask if I can sit with her and plug in my laptop.

I ask if her laptop is a mac air.  I talk about mine, and the charger breaking, and dells getting slow as they get older, and how people who switch to apples, and how Mac users are almost a cult following.

I ask her what she's studying. I talk about what I study. I talk about whatever comes to my head.  Its like I have ADD and I'm jumping from thread to thread without really thinking it completely through.

And though I didn't think about it then, I'm thinking about the dichotomy now. The chump and champ.  And when you feel like a chump you forget that you've been a champ, the amazing things you've accomplished.

And when you take care of yourself, and your responsibilities, and pursue the things you want out of life, your sense of self worth shoots through the roof.  You champ gets acknowledged.  Champ was definetely out.

I ask her what her plans are for the rest of the night.  I say how I'm waiting for my friend to get back to me.

She says: "Or we could just go get a drink next door"

I say how I'm not appropriately dressed (gym clothes).  But I say tell you what, I'll go home and get dressed and meet you in 30 min.  I go home, shower/groom myself, and go back. 

We go get a drink.  Then we go to another place and play pool.  We make out a little bit when we play pool.  Tensions building. She warns me shes not looking for anything serious.  She says she likes tequila. I order tequila shots, and talk about awesome tequila I have at home.

I talk about my netflix subscription, and movies.  I say lets go.  She asks what were doing.  I say tequila and movies.

I get her back to myplace. I try to turn on music. I self amuse. ALOT.  I attack her at my liberty. I then stop and self amuse.  Its 99% percent natural, with a hint of logic knowing that I'm doing things right.

We fuck. Its really good. She's good in bed. She gives me head. I almost pull a muscle cause I cum so hard.

We hang out. We fuck again.  She gives me head again. 

She compliments my body a lot.  I tell her she's got awesome tits, and the rest of her is fucking hot as well.

We cuddle. She stays over. We get coffee in the moring. She goes home, and I run into my friend, and talk to her for a while.