THE FORUMS

Saturday/06.08.2011 - last night - ADD blonde

I am on 3 hours of sleep. wanna sleep but gotta do some shopping for my people at home and then my brigade roomie needs the room to bang a stripper from rhinos.

i party a lot but never ever in my life partied so hard on such a brutal sleep schedule. 10 days of 4 hours daily at the most.

thx jetlag, summit and girls.

So yeah, it's last night and I am pumped. so much that to my surprise I'm not tired at all and for the first time in vegas: NO HEADACHE :OOOO

XS as usual. Talk to 3,4 girls then approach a hot blonde. She is a queen bitch. I do some major plowing on her ass... She tells me she is married. I call bullshit. She tells me she is a hooker looking for clients. I call Bullshit. She tells me she is from Berlin in some really broken german. OBVIOUSLY I call bullshit.

She is all over the place, ADD and lies. she gives me nothing. Only thing that seems to work is to go super dominant on her ass. Loud and breaking rapport. I keep grabbing her... then makeout with her, then smooth it out. Finally after all this her to focus is on me and she shows that she is attracted.

after some talking I lead her around but she is so ADD its rough. I gotta keep yelling at her every 10 seconds, THIS WAY, HEY, OI, COME HERE and constantly grabbing her, 
spiking it up with making out etc...

At the same time she is with her friend who I already befriended but actually i need to get rid off.. No chance. She tells me it's her little sister - which turns out as just another lie.

all the way to the pull she is shittesting me nonstop... flirting to people around me, getting distracting by every little thing...

I lead us to the bar, mainly to lead her around some more. but also it's always a great idea to drink beer. She tells me she takes vodka soda.

I get myself a beer.

She looks at me..  "where is my drink???"...

"we're at the bar. feel free to get one"

she says something like "you're not even buying me a drink?? that's it. good bye."

i'm amused..  "really?! yeah good bye then" and next i see her walking off into the crowd.. it does sting a little for only a brief milisecond until i realize.. ahh well, the night is young and i actually really don't give a shit. plenty of girls around.

i go back to the brigade, enjoying my beer, looking around for other chicks... and 5 min later i see her again... 

i reapproach HARD, physical right away so i have her locked in. she tests me hard on the drink thing... but i can tell she's happy to have me back.

guess after she ditched me she must have experienced quite a state drop since all the stimulation she got from me was suddenly gone.

yeah i look at her and she is definitely happy to have me go hard on her ass again.

"i don't buy you a drink. fuck that. not unless i want to"

i can already tell i have won.

she gets her sister in as a judge. i explain the sister that basically i was told she is a married hooker from germany and so obviously i have trust issues with this woman - she cracks up, loves me, is on my side.

ok, time to wrap up for the pull... rsd bro (same from last night, only know your real name though) is making out with sister but it seems like it doesn't stick... i am going for the pull... try to get it done without sister but in the end she comes along... i decide since sister is loving me i take my chances and try anyway...

to get her out of the club i have to work through more shit tests... constantly command nazi style... seems to be the only language she speaks... then get both in the cab... to her place, planet hollywood. 

at first it seems like the sister is staying at another friends room... woah, that was easy i think.... so it's only me and her... it's on.. making out... nice sexual vibe... then the sister comes back.. dammit... so i chill back with both of them... get them laughing and a good vibe going.... everybody comfortable.. giving my girl the laser eyes in between pauses...  then she hints me to go to the bathroom...

i go to the bathroom.. hear them laughing.. then a door closing...

when i get back to the room, friend has left...

she is not down right away but i wouldn't call it lmr, just taking things slow...

all good in the end :P





after that i meet up at the venetian and have a last breakfast...  chilling with matt, brad, tyler, tim, evil stifler and some chicks of them... 

next up i grab my bag from the hotel and off to vegas airport... and that was it... 10 days of awesome memories and then SUMMIT IS OFFICIALLY OVER.

i can honestly say it was all worth it... the immersion was intense... the rsd companionship was awesome... the seminars packed with value... my review will follow soon.

OK, summit's over. i'm so tired i sleep the entire flight time... All i get is 3 starts and 3 landings and 12 hours of sleep.

Monday/08.08.2011 midday i finally arrive back home in berlin.

and ready to party.

not really but basically i don't want to anchor the lesson i've learned to vegas but implement them in berlin right away.

so i hit up a club with 2 buddies.. some approaches... a makeout with a hottie.. but overall way to many protective boyfriend chodes.

i am doing pretty good when my buddies is hit in the face with a bottle... that kinda ended the night for us. he was bleeding but i think it will only be a tiny scar. wankers.

i guess my friends were inspired by the way i rolled but then lacked the necessary calibration.

Tuesday/09.08.2011 

hit up my favourite club, i'm running in pretty late. run into zappa and i feel it's always nice to see him working his thing. i'm busy though. catching up with all my colleagues and friends.. then finally getting to work...

in short, i really took several lessons home from summit that present themselves as major tweaks in my game. great night. i get several facebooks, 2 makeouts, 1 pull.

lots of stuff happened but here's the gist.

approach a girl, she is kinda like my last vegas girl. a hot blonde, high heels, she is even a head taller than me. and again a total ADD girl.

commanding her nazi style is the only thing that works... get us a few drinks.. go for makeout 10 times but no dice... she wants to drag me to the dancefloor nonstop so after a while i ditch her and tell her i find her later...

approach another hottie that is dancing with 2 guys.. go for makeout in the first 30 seconds. almost get it but then no. she likes my ballsiness though. i stick in there.. she gives me her facebook.

find my ADD girl, blow the dudes out. lead her around. get us drinks. she constantly flirts with other guys, i constantly blow em out. or chill and wait until they do it themselves. which they do. she is way to bitchy for chodes. then i command her to get her ass back to me.

so after all is said and done i pull her out of the club to "have a last drink in a bar". let's go. nazi style leading. she wants to invite a bouncer.. i tell her to shut up and let's go. she meets another guy and again invites him to come along. he is excited but i tell him "nope, not gonna happen" and lead her away... "stop inviting creeps. it's you and me now".

we go to a real shitty bar right next to my place... it's basically a mafia hangout but the cool thing is it's always open. never been in there before. but i feel it's necessary to have some more comfort with her before she is ready to come up.

3+ years of calibration seldom lie.

one drink, some vibing then i take her and lead her right next door and up to to my place. by now she has dropped all of her gameface and is a sweet puppy. pretty shy actually.

some decent lmr but then an awesome night. next morning she gives me head and swallows. awesome. then dissapears soon after. awesome.

 






Wednesday/10.08.2011

text the other girl from last night. she is down to meet. yeah why not :P

we meet up, vibe is awesome, she is fun, follows my lead. i take her around my hood, pretty much my usual date outline. we have a couple of beers and a good time. then take her up to my place, simply assuming she will come along.

"you're sleeping at my place tonight"

"ok"

lmr. i take shit very slow.

things heat up. things cool down.

wash rinse repeat.

i wasn't sure if it leads anywhere until she goes "ok now i want you to fuck me already". 

all good in the end. VERY GOOD.

dude, thx. i'm happy it all turned out this way. best decision of my life to start this journey and glad the journal makes an inspiring read. 

same for the other comments, appreciated!

actually yeah... out of all speeches tylers stood out by far and had the biggest impacts.

beeing in your own movie. being the hero in it, the star of your own life. sounds simple but it's DEEP. heard it before but this time the meaning really struck me. THIS is it. 

in the club. congruence vs flashiness. when i am on i was perfect but when i wasn't on my solution always was to fake it. it never really worked. so a nice chunk clicked into the right place with this one. not pretending to be all cool and in state when you're not but rather being congruent with your state of mind and the flashes of insecurity. then regardless, still taking right action, moving the interaction forward.  you might not be as sparkly and think thats a problem but the problem with faking is that girls are looking specifically for signs of incongruency, the cracks of fake confidence in your eyes... if you don't hide these flashes of insecurty (you can feel them so you know when they are there) but fully own them instead. then she won't find cracks. you are real as opposed to all the other guys that approach her in the club. since i heard this concept in vegas every night i went out i tested it and it's awesome.

but the biggest impact must have been the overall experience of summit also combined with tylers lifestyle speech of how people live their lifes... blew my mind.

being there in vegas, in a 5 star wellness hotel, hanging out with entrepreneurs, travellers, and likeminded aspriring lifestyle artists... it just made me realize, how bad i actually want this lifestyle... travelling the world, seeing places, enjoying the riches of life.

it struck me deep. 

i realized that girls are not my problem anymore. sure i can take it higher, and i will. but for right now this is more than good enough. fucking insane actually. i really did it.

onto the next. it's time to tackle the next big missing piece in my lifestyle.

money.

being broke never bothered me, kinda a part of my indentity even. but now it's awesome cause it clicked and i want change. financial freedom. when i roll in to vegas next year i want this solved. that's why i'm consciously forcing myself to stay at home right now. i'd love to go out. but i know i need to immerse myself 100% to get this incorporated into my lifestyle. 

i got a good couple of fuckbuddys who are crazy about me, so my sexlife is as good as ever. even allowing myself to cherish.

long short, if you don't hear from me anymore, that's because i spend my time working on my seo projects. i'm still shit but the immersion helps to slowly burn through my sticking points.

i shall return pimping on bitches bigtime (and i can't wait) when working on SEO is fully integrated into my lifestyle. just like gym, going out, eating healthy don't expand willpower anymore as they are part of my life.

time to nerd it up.

let's do this.