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December 7th, 2016
Matt: Antics and Women
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Matt~

Matt~

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Join Date: 01/20/2008 | Posts: 624

I finally got myself to start my personal journal here on RSD.

I hope by writing regularly in this I may provide RSDNation with laughter, tears, insights and other wonderous things. For myself this is the tool to finally realise my potential and become one of the best in this game of ours.

At the moment I feel a lot like Abercrombie~ in his first post of his journal.

This summer, I spent six weeks in the holy land which is America. I've been to NY, LA, Las Vegas, San Diego, Santa Barbara, San Francisco and other places in California. I realised that California is a wonderful place to live and that I want to move to America and spend my life there, but first I got to finish my studies over here.

Because I had massive fun and a huge amount of girls in the USA, I fell into a deep depression kinda state when I came back to Switzerland. When I went out I was drunk and didn't approach, I had not motivation and did not enjoy going out.

I realised that this has to stop.

I am not afraid of approaching women and but my motivation has been lacking.

So where am I at the moment? I can easily fuck 7s and below, but with the super hotties my frame crumbles and they can sense that, that why I lay out the goals als follows:

  • Become Ultra Confident
  • Become Elite Congruent
  • Become the Man I know I am capable of Being
  • Sleep with the Hotties I know I should

These very broad goals should act as a reminder for me of what I want to achieve with this. Become the sexy, charismatic, glorious man I know I am.

To achieve this I will need to up the interactions with women, especially the hot ones and start to drink less, this journal will help me accomplish this.

Although this is mostly meant for myself, I appreciate every comment..
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Matt~

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It is monday and my room still smells like sex, funny but lets start at the beginning shall we?:

Thursday night:

At first I had nobody that wanted to come to a club with me, so I decided to go out alone, which I haven't done in quite a while. While riding in the train to my first stop a friend called and said that his date went home and he wanted to hit up the clubs.

We first went to this club where a good friend of mine is a barkeeper. I enjoy the free entry and the free drinks and then we bounce to our destiny of glory.

Once there I start talking to some old friends I havent seen in a while and then talk to some sets but nothing really hooks. But I am in state and I know it.

A little later some pettit brunette girl walks by and says "Hi!" to me she seems to know me, but I really have no idea how she is, she knows my name and stuff. We talk a bit and I then leave.

I see her later with this guy who works as a VJ and is supossedly also a PUA, anyways say hi to him and talk to HBpetite a little bit more.

Night progresses and I meet her again, shes looking for her friends she takes me by the hand and starts walking around the club looking for her friends.
As the night progresses I ask her how she gets home and she says that she doesnt have enough money to pay the cab. I offer her to sleep on my couch, she agrees and off in a cab we go.

At my place I direct her to my room give her something to sleep in and go to the bathroom to give her some time. As I get back she is already in bed I climb in and lay next to her in a spooning position and start kissing her neck, she turns around and we make out and then sex ensues. She leaves some time in the morning.

There is no need to make out in the club just get her back to your place and everything will be fine. Alexander~ taught me this one.

Friday Night:

Go to the same club where my friend is a barkeeper. With me is a friend and his buddy. We get our free drinks and I start chatting to some blonde with a cute friend. My buddy talks to the friend. Blonde is really touchy and grabs me at times, somehow my buddy fucks it up with the friend and they leave.

I go to the bar to get my another drink. As I get to the bar a cute little brunette girl (again?!) stands on my foot and we end up talking, within minutes I know that this is one is on and I just have to befriend her friend. Turns out that her friend is an ex-girlfriend of a good friend of mine and she got a STD from him, glorious times!

Anyways I move to the sofas with the brunette one and after while we start making out. We dance a bit then her friend and my buddy come back, I suggest we bounce to my place and so we do. We stop the get alcohol at the gas station and then end up at my place watching 'Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas'.

Brunette goes to sleep on the sofa so I pick her up and carry her back to my room, go back to the living room and give her friend and my friend a blanket and stuff and then go to bed in my room.
I try to escalate but beyond makeing out she wont let me do anything Im surprise as I tought this was easy cake, but she wont have none of it and I end up going to sleep, which isnt easy because she keeps stealing the blanket.. I try again in the morning but no dice.. Too bad.

Saturday Night:

I met up a few friends of mine, one is actually a pretty solid natural, turns out he has just broken up with this girlfriend its going to be a wild ride tonight. We get to the club and there is a huge line, but he skips it and we get in without standing in line forever. Inside one guy has a table and I go round saying hi to everybody I know.

At the table I get introduced to a few people, one tall blonde gives me the look but I dont pursue. Anyways I girl I fucked a fews times is there too, she wanted to have a relationship with me but I didnt so we didnt really talk for two weeks. I say hi to her and her friend.

After a while HBtallBlonde walks by and I start talking to her, after a while I start making out with her but she ends up leaving and I number close her.

After that I take HBrelationship out of the club to talk I explain that I like her but I dont want to have a exclusive relationship. She starts makeing out with me so I take that shes fine with a FB relationship.

Back in the club her friend gets mad at her, for her hooking up with me, anyways Matts glory prevails and she leaves the friend and comes home with me.
At my place I proceed to fuck the shit out of her, with all blowjobs, pussylicking and other wild stuff, she comes like two times and I in her mouth. Glory times! I fuck her the whole sunday long, its all good.


I wanted to take pics of her giving me a blowjob but she would have none of it. So any tips on how to take pictures of the girls while fucking them and them beeing cool with it would be appreciated.

So all in all it was a pretty solid weekend although I kinda took the easy way out on saturday, how do you guys chose between fucking the ones you know you can or going for another maybe hotter one?

Hope you enjoyed this one..
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Okay, last night was funny, went out with a russian friend of mine. This guy is pretty young but has improved a ton in the last few months..

So we sit in the vip lounge of this club and there isnt much going on, anyways I see two blondes at another table, get up and get them to our table. Smoke shisha with them and then bounce to the dance floor of the club.

I set my friend up with the hotter one and kinda talk to the other blonde, she doesnt seem interested but deep down I know that its on. That was weird for me because I never had that before. Usually a girl was giving me obivious signals and I knew it was on or she was not and I thought that Im out.

But anyways she is not really responding to my kino and she is not that talkativ, so I start ignoring her because my wing is now making out with her friend and I figure he doesnt need any help anymore. So start going round the club talking to some people I now bounce back to the blondes from time to time.

My friends girls looks like she is down to fuck, she is all over him and they are making out heavily. My girl isnt really enjoying the night, I talk to her and give her a kiss on the forehead, she doesnt seem to be to confident and shy but in a weird way.

My friend tells me that his ready for the pull to my place and so we suggest an "afterparty" at my place, his blonde is down to go but mine isnt. And thats were he kinda fucks up, he gets impatient.

After a while we are outside of the club and his girl is talking to her boyfriend on the phone. My friend is now really pissed that his girl wont leave instantly with us.
My girl just kinda stands there looking at me in a weird way. Anyways I end up talking to my girl alone.

Blonde: "Your mean"
Me: "Why is that?"
Blonde: "You just leave and come back randomly"
Me: "Why what do you expect?"

She gives me a coy look and I go in for the makeout..

And holy shit! Makeout deluxe, she is moaning and she and grinding her on my legs, its more then on its done!
As a popular saying goes: "Its always one, always."
Throughout the night you could really tell that she was that into me by the signals she was sending out, but I was confident enough that she was indeed into me and that it was totally on the whole time and she just needed more time to come through.

I pull her behind the club and have my fingers between her legs, thinking my friend is back on track with his one and we can go back to my place I tell her that we need to find her friend and go to my place, she agrees.

Turns out that my buddy got into a fight with his girl and she called a gay friend to pick them both up..

dadadad, game over..

my friend doesnt want to go and be with me but she is not the leader of the group and so they end up leaving..

Anyways its kinda cool for me because I actually only approached one set which could have turned into a ONS and it seems that core RSD concepts are going from concious to unconcious.

I knew it was on the whole time, but not on the same level but more on a "feeling" kinda level..

Comments are appreciated..
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Okay, Im a bit pissed. I start to drop back in lazy mode. Got drunk both Friday and Saturday, made out a bit at the clubs but thats not it.

I drunk to much and resorted to fuck my FB, she came three times I did not. And she wont let me take pics, buuuuh.

Oh and on another notice, its weird when women who are not supposed to hit on you, hit on you, like sisters of good friends, or good friends..
Guess one can't turn of being attractive :>
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I tried to get laid but alcohol was faster..

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Hm, I need to find a new venue, everybody knows me at my current one and its the same people over and over again.

Talked to a russian model, she seems down for a d2, already wrote me on facebook, thing is I dont really dig d2s, anyways Ill probably go..

Need to drink less and stop choding around..

Finally ended my thing with my FB..

No more masturbation and Im thinking of dyeing me hair blond, hehehe..

Off to work out!
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Okay, its been a while since I posted here, few things went down since then..

I was in a fight
My jacket got stolen
I got laid the night before Christmas Eve
I had a nice time with my family

I really want to talk about the fight. What happend was my boy got into an argument with four guys who pushed a girl at our table at the club we were at. I tried to calm everything down but no dice.
One of the guy tried to hit my friend and hit me and my friend instead. My friend punched him in the face and then the four guys came down on us. I got hit in the head and before think I hit the guy right back. And much to my suprise I hit him right on the nose, the guy fell back on the floor and stayed there and didnt move. Anyways bouncers moved quickly and settled everything..

After all the smoke cleared my boy and I were unhurt but the four guys were smashed. One had a bloody shirt, another one was crying..
Anyways after winning a fight of two vs. four I felt somehow strangly good.

I think its immature to fight and you shouldnt really, but it really felt good, I felt really really alive, was awesome..

Whats your take on this? Have you guys ever been in a fight? Did you feel the same afterwards?
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threesome

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They stole my jacket last night aswell. Sucks.

I've never been into a fight in my life but that is because I know how to avoid it, but last times I've been seriously thinking about learning a martial art to settle some asholes down when they really beg for a punch in their face.

I think that fights makes your reality and your frame (whatever one you have) stronger. This can be both a good and a bad thing.
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Brad

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Word... I expect big things out of this journal.

Keep it up, watch the booze.... shadesshadesshades
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Brad- Wrote:
Word... I expect big things out of this journal.

Keep it up, watch the booze.... shadesshadesshades


thx for the support man, booze my biggest sticking point :)

anyways I havent posted a while but I did a littel vid with my new years resolutions..




So my resolutions are:

  • Get a sixpack until summer
  • Get consistent with the SNLs, meaning 1 per week
  • Drink less booze
  • Get a cool job
  • Find a way to live in America in the next two years
  • Learn a few cool new songs on the guitar
  • Progress at university

And of course the points mentioned at the start still hold true:

  • Become Ultra Confident
  • Become Elite Congruent
  • Become the Man I know I am capable of Being
  • Sleep with the Hotties I know I should

So what happend that night? Well I made out with 5 girls or at least thats what my friends told me and I really realised that drinking is so wrong..
I have friends who can manage booze, I cant I get all these girls but I fuck it up because of alcohol, so a little booze is okay but no more drunkness, I fucked up like 10 lays this last years just because I was drinking..

Okay thats it for New Years stuff..
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So, booze has been in very good control since NYE, having fun without too much alcohol and it shows, have had some good results..

The thing why I write this is because sometimes I feel that I am being to nice to my friends. I introduce them to million of women, I open all the time they dont, most of my friends got laid off me and I feel I dont get the respect I deserve..

Maybe I should start taking all these women for myself. Maybe sometimes I am afraid to get all these and just shove em onto my friends..?
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