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November 27th, 2014
What feels better, blowing your load in a dirty girls mouth, or your sweet girlfiends
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peacekeeper

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Ok I'm not saying I don't wnjoy getting head from my girlfriend, but I can't help but feel great blowing my load in a dirty slutty girl.

It's like you got your cock in this dirty cum dumpster and you're probably going to need a shot of penicillin because you've just been where 300 other dudes have been before.

But I just get this great feeling like "Yea you dirty fucking ho, suck that dick, I'm going to blow a wad of salty coconut butter in your face if you're not careful!"

I can't get enough of degrading women.
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Van Damme

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Geez I didnt realize this before, but from 12am and later on weekend nights most of the posts here are drunk posts...
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Matthew Modine

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I prefer blowing my load in a dirty vagina.
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Nathan!

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hahaha, PK. Domination always feels good.
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DonPasquale5th

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what if your girl is a kinky slut and the dirty girl is just an easy slut? Does your question still apply? Haha, Maybe that doesnt count bc your asking if you like a dirtier slut then your GF :D. Hell yeah, whomever can satisfy my fantasies win it!
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JFM

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I can't get enough of degrading women.

(posted by Peacekeeper)

I've had sexual excitement tied to this all along too....but it has dropped DRAMATICALLY with release of pain.

All Fight Club stuff baby. Addict hell. Not sex.

And the funny think about it is that it's GROUP THINK. For sure. You'll see that this acting out....the pain reliever....is EVERYWHERE now. For example, "facials". That was totally non-mainstream 15 years ago.

Now it's even called a "money shot".

Guys in pain....last scene in Fight Club. The degrading thing is the same as the bullet to Edward Norton's brain.

All guys totally understand your feeling I think ( sheep group think).

Sex addiction is MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSIVE right now. Completely and totally out of control.

It's just pain and isolation. That's where masculinity is today.

If maculinity screamed and cried for 36 months straight, it wouldn't have the slightest desire for the dirty ho. At least not in the same way. Mine dropped a ton...but it's definitely still there. Which means the western narcicism and self hate IS STILL THERE.

Group think rejects the concept entirely. The truth hurts....which is why the "sex" is so "good".
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The Natural

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hahahahaha, this post is hilarious.

Here's what i think.

Eventually every guy gets the urge to just blow one is some dirty slut. Sure you could blow it in your girlfriend, who is loving and sweet, but there are times where you just feel the urge to degrade the girl. You can't satisfy this urge with your girlfriend, because you have respect for her. So you have to find someone who you don't respect (i.e. a dirty ass slut) to fulfill this urge. I love a slut every now and then.
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paindoesnthurt

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@JFM
Find this very interesting. How did you do it? The 'release of pain'



I get aroused by the image of me being very dominant
I guess possible reasons are:
- my youth where i felt completely powerless and these beautiful girls all-powerful, no chance in hell to even be allowed in their shadow. Wow, even felt a little sting right now. Guess being the powerful now myself is the ‘dream’ that was born out of that
- watching 'standard' rough porn with very submissive tiny girls and very dominant big guys with large dicks;
[- evolutionary biology / david deada reasons]

Now it got ‘better’, having had 2 girlfriends. Meaning I am more often in mental mode one:

Mental modes of me:
1. One where i see them more as 'partners', more human than girl, we just have fun together, give each other pleasure
2. one where I see them more as sex objects, tiny girls, - I get more self-conscious about my height, muscularity, masculinity, size of dick, getting hard, lasting long, being good in bed

Now recently I had mostly very tender sex. I guess I can re-incorporate the more powerful sex while still seeing her as a human first.
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JFM

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Find this very interesting. How did you do it? The 'release of pain'

(posted by paindoesnthurt)

Dude...it's hard to see your post. Your ideas count man...make sure that it's big enough.

I have a different point of view on this because I ended up with panic disorder, anxiety disorder and clinical depression. Basically wearing the USA in my body. I'm at least 80% through it...and found out that it's a group illness. Almost everyone with mental illness ( and that's what it is) thinks it's "them". It never is.

Fight Club showed it was a system ( among many other sources).

Not everyone is symptomatic with pain, and those that aren't yet usually laugh ( as I'm sure I would without symptoms) OR they "manage" it.

But let's stay on the theme of wanting to blow your load into a dirty sluts mouth.

I think that's the focus of the thread. Important to stay focused.

I went the cognitive therapy Tony Robbins route....which doesn't work to release the real pain ( the dirty slut load blow compulsion for example). But it does get into the human deal quite a bit, and there is value there too. Just not for someone hugely melting down and knowing it.


Then things like reiki and rolfing ( a fantastic treatment which reshapes your whole muscle structure...amazing). That brought me forward light years.

Then Redirecting Self Therapy ( connected to porn actually) gocure.com This is super simple. Just think of an ex-girlfriend and then imagine punching your mother. It TOTALLY shows how projective we are. All the anger dumps out and it later on leads to tears. Lots of them. Total pain release. In using the porn you mentioned ( power imbalance) I would experiment and then do the redirect to my mother. WTF. It totally cleared me.....all compulsion for that kind of sexual stimulation disappeared for weeks. Then came back...double. Did it some more.

I reduced sexual compulsion by probably 70%. That still left me with a lot...and I have a ways to go.

Then I found a guy who does accupressure, but with a stick...pressing on the points in the foot. I still do that....logged 400 hours at least now. That changed everything. My blood pressure went from 90 over 50 to it's current normal 120 over 80.

I also worked the 12 steps a lot....doing recordings and working the steps. A ton of that. I worked Steps 1-2-3 which are about finally admitting lack of control and realizing a power outside of self.

In the last week I did EFT, and I'm not sure what to think. I mean it's really dramatic. It's got my head spinning on the possibilities.

Blowing loads into a dirty sluts mouth might be about fantasy and not pain related in some way. I'm saying might....trying to be open here....not sure how it's not primal rage and pain.

Again. No symptoms for a guy.... and it will be a non-issue and the main event is to keep going and find others who do what I do. Whatever it is.

The pain is that big.

I also did a TON of reading to put my experiences into perspective.

This forum has been super important for learning to distinguish between compulsive sexual acting out and sexual acting out.

It's a learning process.....but with loads of primal pain trapped in society, you can be sure that mother repeat compulsive "sex" will be a main dish for a long time to come.

Sorry to say that the words "load in the dirty sluts mouth" and "mother" are intimately connected.

Aint life grand?
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Halffull

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Sometimes I like to treat my girlfriend like a dirty slutty sexual being... sometimes like a wonderfully innocent goddess... range of emotions my friend.
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JFM

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When you dominate your sweet girlfriend, and bring that inner slut out, you are giving her a gift, and she will love you for it.


I think this is true and I want to learn about it....to fucking get it straight. Not to be black and white....and say "one way is wrong...one way is right".

I think you´re really onto something Lowdash69. Something important that I don't get yet.

I also know that there is truth to the point I'm making.

IT'S MISSING SOMETHING THOUGH. Something important I don't see and can't see right now.
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