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May 19th, 2013
Reached My Limit...Fuck This!!!
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Distant Light

Distant Light

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I have experienced enough, I got to the point where I'm through with this shit. When I first started I used to chat with this kid from ohio. I was speaking to him on the weekend and I just seen how much value he puts on women. He then began to say "If I lost my virginity I'd die happy"...

...Fucking Sad...

Then I seen a man watch me talk to a chick in mcdonald's and I started realizing how fucking sad it is. This guy was looking at her as if she was a goddess and he was looking at me as if I was the superhero about to defeat the odds. It pissed me off...

Today I was doing my everyday thing, the world is my playground so I fuck with the world. So I hop in the elevator and say "Stand clear of the closing doors boomp boomp". This guy is cracking up and I just start saying "How is everyone's day". I leave and go get something to eat and the guy in the elevator comes to me saying "Wow man, that was great what you did you made my day keep doing that you will improve people's life."

It brought a tear to my eye because I'm just being authentic and they appreciate it. Later on in the day I'm walking around being me playing around with people and you have a few people who don't enjoy it, my thought is "FUCK THEM, it's there issue not mines."

Then I met up with a wing and his brother to sarge...I want to have FUN and going around trying to approach women is not fun for me no more. My state dropped and I was all stifled, this never fucking happens to me. I get pissed and just go on a rapid blowout session almost on purpose. 7 blowouts in a row in less than 3mins. It then dawned upon me "WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS?!"

I became angry as fuck...it couldn't be to have fun because I enjoy walking around the world and just playing with it more than meeting women. Surely can't be sex because just going into Trance when Astral Projecting feels better than sex.

It was like right after that it clicked and I became more centered than I ever been. On my way home I called this one chick who picks up and is asking who it is, we spoke 10 days ago and I had to just chat her up, this time I didn't want to deal with it so I hung up on her and deleted her #.

It started to really put things in perspective about people putting woman higher than themselves, friends, and anything else important in there life. There are shitloads of obvious and subtle ways that I've seen, for a long time I used to joke saying "Pussy causes wars" and "People value a little thing between a chicks legs more than x-thing in the life."

Overall it just put things into perspective as far as approaching women, validation, rating women, trying to lead it to sex, etc. It's almost like FUCK chill, live your life, and stop valuing women, no woman is more valuable than the next.

So, in the end I basically decided to stop, astral projection really put life into perspective for me to the point where I don't care about anything. I stopped caring about sex months ago which I kind of knew would happen if I kept doing astral projection. But at the sametime it really showed me how to live life more because I started thinking about the world as my playground and fully stopped caring about death...

RSD...has helped me though in the sense of just being the authentic you and not holding it back...which is priceless...I would've never been in acting school, I would've never kept pushing outside my comfort zone to live my life...twice before I was going to stop this solely for the fact of astral projecting 24/7...but RSD taught me how to be my authentic self and I realized I had something I really enjoy in the physical world...FOOD

I actually feel very liberated and have actual time to do shit I always complain and say I don't have time for...
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The "journey" is about finding yourself first and foremost. If you feel you've reached that apex of self understanding than this level(the community) of your life has passed. Keep doing what makes you happy. That's what we all want in the end. Hope to see you out there again, we had some awesome times.
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Haze~

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Congrats man. I'm proud of you. You figured it out.

God speed friend and best wishes in all your life's endeavors.
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Distant Light

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Pimp of Persia Wrote:
Excellent. Gotta appreciate the tipping point.

And I'm off to acting school myself in September, in large part because of RSD... any advice for me bro?

Also, I didn't know astral projection was such a surefire thing. Any solid resources to get started?

Cheers man, love your vibe.


Acting school I going to be an experience just don't let shit get to your head and if you really want to get good...it takes HARDWORK.

One of my teachers was talking about the difference between good and industry good.

I wish I had the motivation to bust my ass at this but I don't...I just enjoy the experience and process of doing films...many people said I had potential because a few times I was going to stop just like this. Everything I do lacks motivation.

Practice, practice, practice...the ones wh go beyond what there required are the ones that will get by, also all this RSD stuff will surely help when people see your personality at auditions.

As for astral projection I'd say get "Astral dynamics" for a good insight on everything it is a great book...also "Mastering Astral projection in 90 days" both by robert bruce.

I wish I had the Mastering Astral projection a long time ago because you get to small chunk it and build your skills...I was just doing trial and error to the point where I had many experiences that drew many questions.

Also just learning the energy work from the book increases lucidity so dreams are VERY common and so are lucid dreams.
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Eight Wrote:
Shit yeah. Sarging is dead.

This is what I like about RSD. You look at the majority of the posts here.. they're about philosophical mindsets and self-improvement.

Most guys here realize that pussy is fucking easy to get. It's living an awesome life that's the real challenge.. and the real reward.

Cheers!


Really? Most of us came here for girls. And aren't bootcamps designed to help you get laid? Am I in the wrong place or what?
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CuriousUno Wrote:
Really? Most of us came here for girls. And aren't bootcamps designed to help you get laid? Am I in the wrong place or what?


Walk the path. Climb your mountain. And you'll see what we are talking about.

But really climb your mountain. Go past your breaking point.

DL said it beautifully:

"it just put things into perspective as far as approaching women, validation, rating women, trying to lead it to sex, etc. It's almost like FUCK chill, live your life, and stop valuing women, no woman is more valuable than the next."

In the end you should have fun when you go out. Really enjoy connecting with your woman. Fuck, I love sex and love women. I love to go out.
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It's weird how in one sentence you can be all happy and excited about people and life and then in the next sentence tell people to fuck themselves if they don't like you.

You're almost there, my advice is instead of thinking "Fuck you," a better mindset is just to not care at all. Have a happy apathy about that stuff. When people dislike me, there is no phase, there is no, "Fuck them," there is no nothin. It affects me the same way it would if they never said anything, I don't have a slight bit of negative thoughts for the people who dislike me. If anything I still like them.

Adapt that and you'll be the king.
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Distant Light

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CuriousUno Wrote:
Really? Most of us came here for girls. And aren't bootcamps designed to help you get laid? Am I in the wrong place or what?


As I see it, it's just a side effect from being that attractive man. Yep bootcamp helps you get laid but it's suppose to put you on that path of changing who you are. Atleast that's how I seen RSD as...

Summa Wrote:
Walk the path. Climb your mountain. And you'll see what we are talking about.

But really climb your mountain. Go past your breaking point.

DL said it beautifully:

"it just put things into perspective as far as approaching women, validation, rating women, trying to lead it to sex, etc. It's almost like FUCK chill, live your life, and stop valuing women, no woman is more valuable than the next."

In the end you should have fun when you go out. Really enjoy connecting with your woman. Fuck, I love sex and love women. I love to go out.


This is true and I'd take his advice, it's all up to each individual to create his own path and journey. I learned more about myself, I enjoy going out and just having fun based on my own terms.

Before I went out everyday to play around with social dynamics, give me anything and I was willing to try it...

Eventually I wanted to stop doing it because I enjoyed just living my life, hanging out and when I see a chick I'd chat her up...if I actually liked her I'd move the interaction forward.

Recently since I decided this I started seeing more about Offering Value and had an intense urge to fuck every chick that makes my dick jump because I would be offering them the Monumental Experience. It's not about the end result of getting laid, it's the process, journey, and experience you go through with that woman that makes it GREAT for them.

It took me forever to find out WHY women in my social circle loved me and how come nothing I do wierd them out. (They've seen me interact and play around with people on the street...even when I get blown out) The value that I offered they couldn't get anywhere else...

...Because there was only One Me...

robotboner Wrote:
It's weird how in one sentence you can be all happy and excited about people and life and then in the next sentence tell people to fuck themselves if they don't like you.

You're almost there, my advice is instead of thinking "Fuck you," a better mindset is just to not care at all. Have a happy apathy about that stuff. When people dislike me, there is no phase, there is no, "Fuck them," there is no nothin. It affects me the same way it would if they never said anything, I don't have a slight bit of negative thoughts for the people who dislike me. If anything I still like them.

Adapt that and you'll be the king.


haha...that was in context of that day...honestly it wasn't them it was me being ingenuine but I wanted it to work so bad that I just blew it off that way. I was seeking for past results and past reactions because I didn't want to drop it.

Generally though I feel any slight change in my state, behaviors, or whatever you want to call it...

Ryan C Wrote:
Astral Projection, eh? Isn't that where you dose off, half-asleep and see yourself visiting different "planes" of the universe or whatever? Weird stuff. Have you had any "encounters" with the dead yet? :p

But seriously, how did you get to that point in your life where you just didn't give a shit and could act authentic in public, even if it was just cracking jokes with random strangers? What is any specific RSD product like the BP? Wondering if you could elaborate on that more..


I've only started doing it hardcore again because before I had an experience which would've scared most people off, but yes it's when you have an out of body experience in the astral plane.

I used to think of it as wierd but it's a norm for me now...hahaha...I've encountered some shit that's all I can say, if I was more knowledgable then I'd PM but I'm still far from doing what I want to do...

Ryan C Wrote:
But seriously, how did you get to that point in your life where you just didn't give a shit and could act authentic in public, even if it was just cracking jokes with random strangers? What is any specific RSD product like the BP? Wondering if you could elaborate on that more..


This is where I think it's apart of who I am and my Authenticity...I've been through shit, I was very negative when I was younger...as I told my wing once "Your worried about some girl, you never had dudes who were searching to kill you and your friends." My lifestyle was self-destructive and to run away from it I wanted to join the army...

...Did RSD stuff, Pump myself with positivity, but couldn't hold back the negativity so I accepted my past and took what good there was. Add all this Astral projection stuff and you have...

A guy who is living life just to have experiences and then die. A guy who sits at the doorstep of death waiting for his time to depart from the earth...in the mean time live life to the fullest.

Slowly I started thinking "Expression of self", every thought is creative and all you have to do is express it. I always was feeling good, never losing state, and I just would start doing dumb shit...

The product that helped me the most was Blueprint, I've been following concepts a year before blueprint even came out, spoke to TD and Nathan a few times and that helped me out a lot.

Basically what I always used to dream of was just hanging on the NYC train station just hearing about people's lives, I loved socializing because of the shared experiences and the value that I'd offer which was "Me". It used to shock me on rush hour days 60 people in a cart all squeezed up on each other not saying a word.

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Other Stuff I do before I go to sleep...
- Creativity: Every thought is a creative form waiting to be expressed, learn to express it with filtering what's good or bad, it's coming from you so it has value (This is KEY!!!)
- Youtube: Play around with the dumb videos and use it to get you going, I have a shitload of vids that I randomly spit out when bored
- Step up, because your going to die one day... http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=i2TozNNg1oM

One day just playing around hanging with my mother I was expressing every thought I had...
- As stores pass by I'd sing some random song chaining each word that I see around in the environment, Interesting fun shit
- Old stuff came up in my head and I'd sing random songs, dumb quotes, crappy impressions
- Random dancing in the mall playing around with chicks
- Telling people random BS if they ask you something

Overall, you will always be in the moment, I've had a few people ask if I was high or drunk. (I don't smoke and only drink if bought by someone) There might be a side effect because I tend to forget shit 5 seconds later every so often. I remember asking a chick 6 times what her name was...hahaha...didn't effect the interaction though...
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Eight Wrote:
Getting laid comes easy when it no longer becomes a goal of yours.

It seems like a paradox.. but you'll understand it when you get there. You're in the right place.

Cheers!


Thanks for the advice, but frankly, you don't where I am. I understand what you are talking about, but it is disingenuous to say that "getting laid" no longer becomes a "goal" for us. Of course it is. If it weren't, then we would simply be dancing monkeys for girls. If it's no longer a goal, we lose the "intent".

Distant Light: It takes more than becoming an attractive man. If it were, then people like Martin Luther King would have to make an effort to shoo all the women that falls on his dick (in other words, women don't fall on your dick, you have to put it in them as I will explain after). It takes escalation skills, closing skills, and dedication to getting laid that will get you laid. Becoming an attractive man just prepares the ground for your escalation and closing to come smoothly. RSD does not have the best technology (in fact, I don't think it has any. Most of the stuff is borrowed from the Now, Tony Robbins, etc.) in becoming attractive. It has methods to train you in escalation and closing. This is why the company exists. If you disagree, then I'd like to say git yer head out of your ass, Mr. Buddha man.

I don't understand why this board has become twirly-swirly and mystical all of a sudden. getting spiritual advice from a seducer is almost laughable.
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Distant Light

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CuriousUno Wrote:
Thanks for the advice, but frankly, you don't where I am. I understand what you are talking about, but it is disingenuous to say that "getting laid" no longer becomes a "goal" for us. Of course it is. If it weren't, then we would simply be dancing monkeys for girls. If it's no longer a goal, we lose the "intent".

Distant Light: It takes more than becoming an attractive man. If it were, then people like Martin Luther King would have to make an effort to shoo all the women that falls on his dick (in other words, women don't fall on your dick, you have to put it in them as I will explain after). It takes escalation skills, closing skills, and dedication to getting laid that will get you laid. Becoming an attractive man just prepares the ground for your escalation and closing to come smoothly. RSD does not have the best technology (in fact, I don't think it has any. Most of the stuff is borrowed from the Now, Tony Robbins, etc.) in becoming attractive. It has methods to train you in escalation and closing. This is why the company exists. If you disagree, then I'd like to say git yer head out of your ass, Mr. Buddha man.

I don't understand why this board has become twirly-swirly and mystical all of a sudden. getting spiritual advice from a seducer is almost laughable.


It all depends on where your coming from, before I was in it to rack up lay after lay, that was a year ago...that has changed.

Honestly I think a naturally attractive man is a closer, for me I only want to close the women I actually like overall.

For me personally the way I met people was by inviting them into my party based off self-amusement. You can't get me to shut the fuck up and I have some people think I'm high.

I am what you call playfully sexual. I'm sexual but in a very playful way there is no way to get mad.

I'm not focused on getting laid at all. I could be kissing a chick and sex is still not on my mind. I'm just giving people an experience whether 1sec or 10 years. Sex to me is just an experience for her and another way of having fun...I'm telling you the feelings you feel when astral projection is better than weed and sex.

Moving it to sex is what determines if you have sex or not. I see it as me offering value, from when I first invite a person into my reality I'm offering value, I don't want anything...

Honestly its just got to the point where that's just me. I don't do anything anymore, I just am. I qualify and challenge chicks hardcore now because I really want to be around fun and interesting chicks...You don't understand how many women I passed up and walked away from.

This has nothing to do with buddha or any of that shit. I don't considered myself religious I've been into paranormal things for 6 years lucid dreamed for many years and recently started getting back in AP this year. Those stuff have nothing to do with RSD.

I don't want to go on too long but when I say I don't care about getting laid I'm one of the few who would say I don't care...

I care about experiences in life, I enjoy having shared experiences with people, when I interact with women I care about her vibe, energy. I want to feel like "Wow I like this chick a lot."

I don't get attracted based off a chicks looks alone anymore, I get attracted over time and I offer more and more value. Sex, touch, bouncing a chick around, etc is my way of offering more value. Sex isn't for me its for her to get the full experience of being with me. Only chicks I give full experience too without sex is female friends who are the coolest chicks on earth.

I can go deeper and deeper but it all stems from who I am...majority of guys just want to fuck chicks or he love sex a lot...
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heyy whered u get 7 blow outs, dance floor or at the bar??
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