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September 2nd, 2014
PIX + VIDEOS: RSDMax – From an Insecure Little Brat to a Hard Working Beast
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stc25

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Join Date: 01/16/2013 | Posts: 241

Really enjoyed reading these field reports.  Took my mind off work when I needed 20 minute breaks haha.
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BingOBert67

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Awesome stuff bro..some pics of your penis would be nice
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adam_k

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Awesome stuff, love the detail. Keep posting bro
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EPIPHANIEEEES:
+ Quiet but attentive for the win… again.
+ Pushing the escalation until the first block
+ Just keep plowing, even if there doesn’t seem to be much compliance from her side!

 
It is summer and I get an email from RSD asking me to build up an Inner Circle for Vienna, since DC worked out so well. A job that I don’t even have to think about accepting. And here we are now… 253 members later ;)
 
Vienna in summer time is awesome… fucking awesome. The hot days are ideal for sweating work out, swimming, more work out and the hot nights are cozy and warm to pimp all up to the break of dawn… I love working my butt off every day, building my body, getting better at game, leading the community here…
 
Pick Up, RSD, friends, bros, and of course girls… thank you for that awesome time, for all the beautiful hours, for everything I can enjoy in my life!
 
 
------ > The Cute 18 Year Old Lolita < -------
      ---- > Sex On Day Off < ----

 
 
Fast pulling on the first date 
I actually wanted to take some days off from game, cultivating other hobbies, but fuck, sometimes things just go differently… In addition, I think this LR shows nicely how to get back on track after really rough nights and how to keep motivating yourself. You know the deal, many details, enjoy:
 
Preliminaries – Demotivation
I’m at Volksgarten – a high quality club, showing some newbies from the Inner Circle how to game, let’s call one of them Gohan. Gohan has strong AA and also has to work on his self amusement. But with the time he opens more and more up and soon I send him into a set in which he’s gonna stay longer. She invests a lot and I can see on her body language that it is on. I pass by them and whisper into Gohan’s ear that she wants to be isolated and off he goes with her.
 
For me, however, the night is a lot tougher. The excessive going out of the last 5 weeks have really drained my energy levels and for days I have been dragging myself through clubs and bars, without really a good feeling. The fun-feel-good-free-from-outcome attitude has turned more and more into a coercion and subconsciously the idea of taking some days off has been growing… just to find myself again and cultivate other hobbies.
 
Still, I keep approaching and burn a lot, after a painful hour it is clear why: I’ve suddenly started to be validation seeking again, classic mistake. I get my shit together and have some nice interactions, tell Gohan to kissclose and decide to call it a night, but hola…
 
The Approach – Who are you?
I’m in the nice outside area of the club, tired, hungry, still lacking motivation, actually looking forward to being at home. All of a sudden I notice her, right next to me, sitting with her friends.
 
Boom “SEDUCTION” that one word pops into my head in a super funny, creepy voice. I HAVE to open her. A second passes and with two steps I’m in front of her, holding out my hand: “Ey!” She looks at me, eye contact, takes my hand, I pull her up, she wants me, “one minute, I have to go soon…”
 
I had initially noticed her super cute face… full lips, beautiful eyes, a sweet look in them. Now that she’s standing in front of me, I notice the rest of her. A tight mini skirt covers her tight body, her tits have an awesome shape and stand tight in her cleavage. Dark, blonde hair. Holy mowly, finally a really hot, young girl! I call her Lolita.
 
„Ha that was a funny Hi,“ I acknowledge, she gives me a fake smile. Me: “Who are you?” Her: “18”. Me: „Haha, no, WHO!“ She introduces herself. We shake hands, smalltalk and all of a sudden I’m fully back in state: Funny, shittalk, Free From Outcome.
 
She doesn’t really seem on though and doesn’t invest a bit, too bad. Nevertheless, I keep rambling, just for the reference experience. Still, no investment, no kino, no IOIs, BUT she’s still here and doesn’t sit back down with her friends… that’s enough for me and I decide to let her invest:
 
I just stop talking and give her my shoulder. This totally uncomfortable silence emerges and I feel how she’s still turned towards me. I’m getting nervous and slowly count to ten in my head (a technique I always do whenever I feel resistance towards the uncomfortable silence): 10…9…8…7…6… she still doesn’t say anything, it’s super uncomfortable already, haha. 5…4…3…2…1… ten very slow seconds have passed, still nothing… so I just start solving mathematical problems in my head… “So, do you come her often?” Omg, after around 20 seconds of thinking, that’s all that comes to your mind? LOL. I have to laugh inside but reward her for her investment and resume the conversation.
 
Rapport + negs, and I have 7 more minutes to catch my night bus. Some other newbie shows up and we high figh, he’s actually a really cool natural and I get some value.
 
Still, the set didn’t really seem to go well, no investment from her, I could’ve sworn she was not into me at all. In the past I would have just ejected but within the last months I trained myself to be a bad-ass-motherfucking hard closer, so I do number close her.
 
Running to catch my nightline, going home, being tired, going to sleep. It was indeed an exhausting evening and my mood is accordingly shit, but “at least” I did ONE close, even if that one’s gonna flake, haha…
 
 
Time off… time off
The rest of the weekend remains exhausting and I decide to really let myself go on the following Sunday and Monday. No sports, no work, no game. Just me, some Zombie movies and masses of Kellog’s Frosties… It feels great and I can feel how my batteries are being charged again.
 
Sometime on Monday I remember Lolita and text her… the first funny shit that comes into my mind. We text around a little and I’m able to gain a lot of attraction through some negging and DHVing. But still, a meet up doesn’t work out since we’re both busy.
 
 
I have the poweeeeer – Endless motivation
It’s Tuesday morning and the 2 days off felt awesome. I gained all my energy back and just WANT to work hard again. Get up, work out til I almost puke, cold shower, reading, ah and there’s Lolita… I text her again and we schedule a meet up.
 
The Date
Well it’s just after 9pm and I actually planned to take some more days off of game but okay, let’s see where this is going…
 
We meet up at 09:30 and I have exactly 90 minutes to pull her, she tells me her friends are going to pick her up at 11… great… But okay, all the dates from the last 3 weeks have been under time pressure, just been too busy with working on myself… ah, how I sometimes miss the non-busy days when I had a whole day for one date :D
 
We meet up, Lolita is hot as fuck! She’s wearing a mini skirt again, her face is naturally beautiful and really cute. I want her. We walk into a park, she is shy, has to get warmed-up with me first. I plow through her shyness (something I learned through a lot of dates): Joking around (breaks the ice), questions about her little brother, school, hobbies (Rapport), interrupting her with random stuff, pushing her away (Attraction), all that within 10 minutes. Consider her as warmed-up now ;)
  
The Pull
The park is too dark already, I tell her it’s too creepy and we turn around. All I’m thinking is, 10 minutes into the date are enough, I have to pull now. But so far she has barely invested anything. I decide to risk it and to burn it to the ground if necessary.
 
We reach the tram and I notice how passive she is, she’s not having any questions, I’m leading, cool. I tell her we’re gonna have the best ice cream in Vienna (a place close to my place, hehe). No objections and we’re on the tram. She’s trying to get me jealous by telling me about the rest of the night we met. She’s met some dudes who were into her, blablabla, I remain non-reactive.
 
I keep the vibe up, tell funny stories, get to know her better. My stop is coming, I tell her that the ice cream place is probably already closed, she objects, I insist and tell her “But ey, I have a cool idea, let’s get off here, quick quick!” I take her hand and pull her out. We walk into the direction of Luke Jaywalker’s apartment. No objections, no questions from her. I tell her I’m craving fruit yoghurt. She likes the idea and we buy some in one of those Turkish cornershops (I love that place, they don’t believe in opening hours – remember, this is Austria, where everything closes at night!).
 
Almost at the LJ25 (my apartment), I grab her hand to test how much compliance I actually have. So far I haven’t really done any physicality. She puts her hand in mine, doesn’t pull away. I hold her hand for a second and let go. Good compliance.
 
 We enter my apartment, no questions, no complaints from her, nice. I show her all rooms (important, so she can feel comfortable), we make epic fruit yoghurt and eat in my room.
 
I show her my guitars, we listen to her favorite songs on Youtube… 40 minutes until her friends pick her up. Okay Max, you really have to escalate now! She’s sitting on my bed, I’m on my desk chair, I pull her up, she’s super hesitant, I pull her close and kiss her. Again, she’s really holding back but I plow through and we make out. I let go of her (Push) and do stuff on my computer. Again, make out, 30 more minutes.
 
Escalation Plow
I put on my bang movie: „The Art Of Flight“. Passionately I tell her about snowboarding, we chill on my bed, 25 minutes. Okay Max, just plow through until you hit the first block. We make out, she’s very passive. It even feels unnatural to me, just escalating so quickly without a lot coming from her. But my head is empty, I’m present to the moment… thanks, Eckhart Tolle, thanks, meditation.
 
She gets distracted by her phone, has to coordinate her friends. I remain cool and play Jurassic Park on my phone… thanks, Steven Spielberg.
 
Make out, I take her hand and let her feel underneath my shirt. She feels my abs and starts breathing heavier while kissing. It is on. I keep plowing, take her hand and let her feel my boner, starts rubbing it and seemingly enjoys it. Damn it, I have to piss, but I don’t give myself time for that. Keep plowing, open belt, hand underneath my pants, she moans, keep making out, no resistance. I grab her tits, she loves it, I now feel her tight ass, off with my pants, she jerks me off, I’m horny as fuck.
 
My hands underneath her skirt, no resistance, I finger her over her pants, no resistance, off with my shirt, she’s still wearing everything, I pull down her panties, no resistance, I finger her, she loves it, off with her top, off with her skirt, I’m super horny now, I finger her, kiss her flat belly, her skin is super soft and she feels great.
 
 I eat her pussy a little, she loves it, I give her G-Spot action, unbelievable how her pussy is contracting, I put my cock in front of her pussy, no resistance, I penetrate her, we both moan.
 
The Sex
She is passive, but moves her hips nicely. I like that despite the moaning she keeps wanting to make out. She contracts her pussy and makes it really tight for me… I have to get my shit together not to cum immediately, but I give my best.
 
I take her doggy, take off her bra first, damn what unbelievable tits! She rubs her back against my chest while I kiss her neck. I wanna fuck her really hard but have to fight with Sergeant Halfmast (hello Sir, long time no see!), as I really have to piss, but FUCK NO!
 
I calm down and keep fucking. However, the girl is so tight I can barely fuck her hard without cumming too early. I pull my dick out… girl cum on it… awesome. Keep fucking, pulling it out again, already cumming inside the condom a little.
 
Again G-Spot action, I notice how she dropped all her shyness and is now looking at me with all her horniness. I look her in the eyes intensively, new condom on, keep fucking.
 
After some 20 minutes I decide that I’m done and let her jerk off. She gets really horny when she notices that I want her to make me cum. She moans when I cum all over her tight belly… ah girl…
 
Finally, no LMR! Finally, great logistics, thank you, Fortuna Logistica!
 
Furthermore, I am surprised at how much Freedom From Outcome I was actually able to cultivate within those days off. I just enjoyed myself, played some guitars, watched some movies, ate crappy food. Of course, hard work is awesome and one should always be pushing but one/two days off can really work miracles!
 
Afterwards
We lie there sweating, I do some more rapport and we connect well.
 
I bring her to the street where her friends pick her up, I say good bye as they drive off into the summer night. It’s warm outside and I enjoy the light breeze caressing my legs. My shorts are cozy, I pull out my phone and check the app I had just downloaded, it shows me the entire night sky with all its stars and planets… oh look, I can even see Pluto!
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#45
adam_k

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Join Date: 03/27/2013 | Posts: 313

Sweet dude.

Curious, what do you mean by go to turkish shop to get fruit yogurt, then go back to your place to make it?

Just wondering becuase I'm trying to find different reasons to bring them back.
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Max~

Max~

Alex Hot Seat Member | RSD Instructor Assistant

Join Date: 02/03/2013 | Posts: 686

adam_k Wrote:
Sweet dude.

Curious, what do you mean by go to turkish shop to get fruit yogurt, then go back to your place to make it?

Just wondering becuase I'm trying to find different reasons to bring them back.


Basically, that's the excuse to to to my place ;) --> 1) Let's go eat ice cream. 2) Fuck ice cream, I'm craving Yoghurt! 3) Oh look, a Turkish shop that sells ingredients for an awesome fruit yoghurt! 4) Oh looks, there's my apartment, let's make it there and eat it! 5) Hehehe

Best wishes,
LJ
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-------> Fucking an Elegancy from High End Club <------- 



Rich girl. Stunner. Has lawyers, pilots and doctor dudes running after her.

Dear Fellaz! Following LR deals with looong, long time bridges, a high quality HB, a meet-again with an old veteran and many, many insights into my own success-mindset that I’d love to share at this point. You know the drill… many details, many thoughts, enjoy!
 
Epiphanies?
+ Fuck long time bridges
+ Fuck fast lays, sometimes it just takes you forever
+ But never fail to see the light at the end of the tunnel ;)

 
Preliminaries
It’s some time in June and again I’m going out A LOT. I’m perfectly in a flow of working (forum stuff, Inner Circle organization), work out (pumping it hard) and pimping,
 
We hit “Passage” a high end club; expensive, fancy, cocktail dresses and high heels everywhere. We’re taking things slowly and chill, doing some approaches and focusing on the fun, I’m not even thinking about pimping it hard. However, one has to be careful as to not fall into an approachless state.
 
The Approach
It feels good to see that not only the weird approaches end in lays, but actually also smooth ones:
 
I walk around, killer instinct in my balls, eyes closed tightly, smelling the prey… suddenly I see her: Long, loooong black hair, perfect body, unbelievably beautiful face. Black cocktail dress, high heels, THIS GIRL I want to fuck. She looks like Pocahontas. The excessive going out, paired with non-masturbation horniness help a lot… no need for an opener, I simply AM.
 
“Ey! Just a second… say ‘Hi’!” My body is completely turned towards her, I give her laser eye contact. She says Hi. We introduce ourselves, handshake, smalltalk and despite her stunning beauty she loses some attraction, as she somehow seems like a typical disco-bich. Absolutely gorgeous but not much going on otherwise. I lose interest and am about to eject, just quickly asking her where she’s originally from, since she doesn’t look Austrian at all (still speaks perfect German though). Her Dad is from the US, her mom from Romania. So that’s where her looks come from – my first thought. My second thought I say out loud: “Cool, so you grew up bilingually?” “Trilingually, actually. English, German and Romanian.“ Boom, all of a sudden Pocahonta’s value increased dramatically.
 
She’s smart, super smart, speaks 3 languages fluently… okay fuck, now I really want her. Fritz (my friend) wings perfectly and engages her fat friend. I turn away from her, act as if I’m leaving, turn around, hug her and keep my hands behind her back. “Okay girl, I really have to go now, otherwise I’m falling in love with you. You’re just impressing me too much…” She chuckles and shows compliance. I do some mystery role play: We’re marrying, building a house, but have to get divorced since we’re too similar, would always fight and I would win. We laugh and have fun.
 
I’m self amused and ramble shit, she looks on my lips, I keep talking holding eye contact with her beautiful eyes, there, she looks at my mouth again. The set lasted for about 3 minutes so far. Fritz isolates fatty, again her look on my lips, we kiss. We keep vibing and connecting, she wants back to her friends, I let her go.

Guess who „happens“ to dance next to me some hour later… We make out again and I numberclose her, while she’s saying „Sure, we can grab a drink or go to a movie sometime!” I pull my phone away from her and say: “Wooow, we don’t even know each other for 10 minutes and you’re already coming up with the lamest ideas… No, we’re gonna go play uno… the winner gets a free Frozen Yoghurt!” She gives me the anime eyes.
 
The Rest of that Evening
Nothing special happens, go home, recover, rest, gain energy. Since some people have already asked me, here’s my Nighs Evaluations. Whenever I’m in a period of excessive going out I use this structure to point out my sticking point. This is quite useful, as it brings a lot of structure into the chaos of reference experience and focuses on good things, bad things and what I want to do better next time. This is what it looks like:
 
Wednesday, June 19 (PASSAGE)
+ been myself
+ felt totally comfortable in the club
+ very chill, aware of my qualities
+ trusted myself, self-confident
+ had fun, despite exhausted
+ pushed state, despite exhausted
+ NICE: GAVE HER SPACE TO INVEST
 
- didn’t approach that much
- didn’t go for SNL with HB9 (Pocahontas)
- played to not lose
 
à Go more for the SNL, approach more
 
Pulling at the First Date?
Of course I do pull her. At least I try. We meet up and she already starts testing me a lot. We play uno, she wins, I would have to pay FroYo, but it’s a cold, rainy summer day and I tell her we should just boy some chocolate and make some tea. She hesitates, but goes along. Before heading to my place I keep making out with her in order to make her horny again. I do deep rapport and we’re at my sister’s place (I’m crashing there for 3 weeks until I get my apartment back).
I escalate fast and notice how horny she gets. I finger her over pants, take off my shirt and she breathes faster… but blocks. I can’t get further today, damn it. Can still tell that she’s really into me and we say good bye.
 
Ohhhh the Lies
Shortly afterwards I’m moving back to the LJ25, super busy – with other girls – and schedule another date with Pocahontas. I’ve just gotten a lot into the RSD Julien stuff, so I want to use his step-by-step-pulling on Pocahontas. We go eat ice cream. “Hey come, let’s go there! … Fuck it, let’s go there! … Oh look, there’s my apartment, come, we’ll make our own ice cream!” hehe…
We’re at my place, I escalate hard again, she loves it but blocks her pussy again. Freeze out, do it again, again block, she has to go.
  
Next date, again at my place, again I escalate, she blocks, I approach the issue from a different angle, open my pants, let her feel my boner, get completely naked, she gets more aroused and can’t control herself any more, I let her jerk me off, she gets hornier and hornier, but still manages to block. She has to go, I let her finish and blow out a load.
Next date, again to my place. Again escalation and really good game (I may say that at this point, I’m super centered and Free From Outcome, she’s hanging on my lips, we have a really great time, I have a lot of abundance, many fuck buddies). Yet, she keeps blocking. This time, I get to know more about why: One year ago she was quite a party girl, made out a lot and didn’t take life seriously. Still, she claims to not have slept with more than 4 guys. She doesn’t want that any more. In addition, she’s been “tricked” by a player who only had something going on with her in order to get to one of her girl friends. If she ever has sex, than only with feelings involved. I listen to her half-assed and don’t believe everything. I accept her reasoning and still escalate hard.
 
Note: Girls say a lot. Really seeing how much truth is beneath it can only be revealed by keeping to escalate and seeing how she reacts. Calibration – super important.
 
I keep escalating, she blocks: “Time out, time out! I want to get to know you better!” So, all of a sudden she throws dozens of questions at me and I notice how she’s increasingly been finding me more and more awesome for the last dates. Her shittest have all been super subtle and nasty. She wants to know everything. How many girls am I having currently? Am I a player? What do I want from her? etc. I have dozens of girls right now, some fuck buddies, go out pimping almost every day… the truth neither would be easy for her, nor would it get me laid, so I decide to lie… sorry. “Hey, I may seem like a total player, but I’m not!” I keep claiming that I haven’t had sex in quite a while, that I only seem like a player.
 
She’s relieved, I escalate more, she blocks. It doesn’t go that fast with her. It’s okay, she has to go again, I invite a fuck buddy and we have great sex.
 
Time Bridges
The following weeks are progressing slowly with Pocahontas. She’s travelling around, I’m travelling around and if we both happen to be in Vienna we can only hang out for some minutes. Long time bridges arise. I try to proceed with dates without a lot of effort; always meet up close to the LJ25 (my apartment), barely wasting money, and of course, I try to pull her every time, but logistics always suck. The dates themselves are awesome, I’m in state, neg her, we laugh, connect super well. She gives me shittests en masse, very smart, very subtle, but I’m experienced enough to handle them. She keeps wanting me to get jealous talks about all these rich, tall, good-looking guys who wanna ask her out etc., but I just smile inside and tell her stuff like: “Wow, this guy sounds awesome, I hope you gave him your number! Haha.
 
Very frequently she invites me to go out with her and her friends but I’m not down and definitely won’t get shittested a bazillion times while in a club with her. She would get approached constantly and use it to get on my nerves. Too much energy waste for me, too much abundance, too much Freedom From Outcome.
 
Inside My Head
My mindset during those weeks is fluctuating a little. At first I’m in player mode, negs, alpha, but then I start dragging myself down because I just don’t seem to progress with Pocahontas. I lay enough besides her – super easily (see Lay Reports, haha), but I just won’t take things further with her. I even catch myself thinking “even all those lies don’t help”!
 
Note: How dumb I actually was to think that lying would get one further…that lies could be some kind of “tool”. Truth is, honesty and congruence are above everything. Period.
 
At some point I hit the right spot: Indifference. So far I’ve just felt too much “entitled” to have Pocahontas, expected too much, but what’s even worse: I built up a player IDENTITY. The year 2013 has been so awesome so far, I grew so much, learned so much, had (for me) unbelievable success… in such a degree that I slowly built an identity, an ego, around my PU achievements. At some point I even catch myself thinking: “I am Luke Jaywalker, god damn it, I should have banged her already!” – Stop! I’m shocked towards those thoughts. Where the hell am I going with this?
 
Note: Identifying oneself with an area of life is really easy, especially once you’ve reached a certain level: I am the bodybuilding champion. I am the TV star. I am the Pick Up Artist. All that may be nice, but what happens if the inevitable low strikes? Success is being waited for, almost reaches zero, drags down the identity and all the self esteem with it. Suddenly you’re standing there… alone, having nothing left.
 
I’m lucky it didn’t go that far with me. You are not your job, you're not how much money you have in the bank. You are not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You are not your fucking khakis.
 
But enough crap, how did you bang her? I hear you asking, dear reader, well, let’s see:
 
The Game Changer
Like I briefly mentioned, she kept inviting me to go out with her friends, but I was never down. In retrospective that might have been the clue: Social Proof. She knew I’m a cool, social guy with many friends, but I guess she also needed to SEE it.
 
As it happens, to female friends of mine come from Paris to see Vienna and crash at my place for a week. I enjoy their faces while I have 5 different girls over within 5 days, hehe. Of course, I also invite Pocahontas to come hang out with us and we all go to smoke some Hookah. The two French girls give me tons of value, Pocahontas brought another friend with whom I connect super well, we run into a Pick Up friend of mine who keeps DHVing me and we run into a co-worker of mine who also seems to be into me. Much value.
 
The Pull
A few days later the jealousy-shittest Pocahontas I know is gone and suddenly she seems very tame. It’s her birthday and again, I get invited to hang with her friends. I’m out with newbies though and prefer showing them how to game. She drunk texts me and wants to see me… how cute. We decide to celebrate her birthday on our own, a few days later.
 
I decide to go a lot towards Chode and actually take her out to dinner. The plan is pizza at restaurant + Ice cream at my place. Before she can take the first bite of her pizza, I stop her, pull out a pink birthday candle, and light it on her pizza. She gives me total anime eyes, loves it and even takes a picture of it. I have her.
 
We go to my place for ice cream. In the tram we fool around and I carry her some of the way (love doing that with girls). But somehow my body strikes and I’m from one second to the other I’m about to collapse. I feel dizzy, everything is spinning around and I have trouble breathing. I’m carrying this 110lbs girly and feel pain all over my back… wtf.
 
I keep pushing and we reach the LJ25. We chill in bed and listen to music.
 
My Libido
Why the heck am I writing an entire paragraph about that? If I only knew…For some reason I’m just not feeling horny for Pocahontas… the whole evening. We talk a lot and connect so well, I know it’s the perfect date to fuck her… I’m physical and make out with her but I just do it because I know I have to, I barely feel it.
 
The reason: Last days have been really tough for me. Barely slept, been to a music festival, been working out ridiculously hard without listening to my exhausted body – baaaaad choice… My body is a wreck. At this point, all my body’s thinking about is survival, never mind that gorgeous girl lying next to you.
 
Damn it.
 
Escalation
Still, I escalate… under pain. We start a movie, I’m not horny, basically just want to sleep. But fuck it, I escalate, we make out, she gets hornier, I massage her pussy over her pants… block. I smile inside. I finger over her panties, she likes it, gets hornier, but I’m completely cold. I keep doing it though. I go under her panties… no block anymore. No LMR. After weeks of back and forth, there’s no objections any more. She’s wet, but somehow doesn’t seem to be that excited… maybe she feels how cold I am inside. Maybe it’s all just in my head…
 
She opens my pants, gets out my cock, she jerks off well and thankfully I start getting horny.  
 
I don’t fuck around a bit, lie her on her back, spread her legs, put on a condom, expecting LMR, but nothings… I penetrate her and she feels good.
 
The Sex
There she is, lying under me. Her beautiful face is looking at mine while I slowly fuck her. Her body is brilliant, so tender and tanned, flat belly, damn nice titties. Exactly how I’d expected them. Her super long black her is amazing… but somehow I just don’t feel it. To be honest, I can’t tell exactly what it is… Maybe I’m too stressed out, maybe it was the ridiculously tough work out, maybe I know (and respect) her too well? 
 
I try to do better, fuck her harder, put her legs over my shoulders, penetrate her more deeply. Wanna fuck her doggy, tell her to turn around, she objects, she never does doggy, feels degraded, wow, what the fuck. She wants to be on top, lies me on my back and there he is again…
 
Sergeant Halfmast, back from retirement… panic included. Condom off, her questioning look, chill, relax, turn her on her back again, jerk off until hard, keep fucking, phew. I almost come, decide to pull it out and finger her.  
 
G-Spot Action, she fucking loves it, but has no idea about female ejaculation, keeps stopping me because she thinks she has to pee herself and is ashamed, haha.
 
I wanna fuck her again, not getting hard, she want sto help me, I feel pressured, soft again, jerking it off to hardness, soft again.
 
I’m in my head again… “Damn it, Max, you’ve gamed her for so long, now you can’t give her good sex!? Now don’t fuck this up!” With a lot of effort I gain back presence. I give up, we try to take it with humor, I let her jerk me off half-masted and I cum over her belly.
We spend the rest of the evening and she sleeps over.
 
Postliminaries
After all this pimping, after all these awesome experiences, all this investment that I had to put in to lay Pocahontas, I somehow feel unimpressed… empty. I’m feeling too much indifference, or is it just my body that is happy to finally catch some sleep?
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Have spent the past few days reading through these inbetween studying; they're fucking entertaining, man. Keep up the great work. If you ever head over to the UK, hit me up. I travelled around Austria a few years ago. I loved partying in Vienna. 
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Met Jaywalker recently, he's sleeping on my couch for a week. He is a kickass dude! His game is super solid, pretty awesome to meet him. 
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RSDNationJordan Wrote:
Have spent the past few days reading through these inbetween studying; they're fucking entertaining, man. Keep up the great work. If you ever head over to the UK, hit me up. I travelled around Austria a few years ago. I loved partying in Vienna. 


Thanks man! Sounds like a plan, always wanted to go visit the UK ;)

dave7- Wrote:
Met Jaywalker recently, he's sleeping on my couch for a week. He is a kickass dude! His game is super solid, pretty awesome to meet him. 


Yo Dave, thanks bro! Having the time of my life here in Miami!

Best wishes,
LJ
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