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December 8th, 2016
WHY SHOULDNT I FUCKING KIL MYSELF
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Lennon

Lennon

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Join Date: 09/07/2013 | Posts: 99

 ive fucking had it...ALL my life has been rejection...FUCKING HELL...EVERYTHING IS FUCKED...I FUCKING FAIL AT EVERYTHING AND IM SO GOD DAMN TALENTED..WHAT THE FUCK DO I NEED TO DO... to have friends? im 19..ive written 2 books...i have no friends...IVE DONE EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO GET GOOD AT PICKUP AND WATCHED EVERY FUCKING RSD VIDEO, GONE OUT EVERYDAY FOR 2 YEARS AND WHY ISIT IM A FUCKIN WERIDO THAT CANT GET A GIRL...2 years of going out...thousands of hours of rsd and books...and i cant even SLEEP WITH A FUCKING GIRL....FUCK my life. ive had the shittest fucking UPbringing...no one understands me. and why is my approach anxiety back..fuck man what do i do...just fucking help me. im weird,ive always been weird. i cant relate to no one. i dont see the point of anything..nothing will be remembered. ive got no friends. i finish college and i come home lonley as fuck..text no one, facebook no one..IM JUST THE STUNNNG GUY THAT NO ONE TALKS TO..and the game doesnt fucking work...im good looking and learn, charismatic, tall dark and handsome THE WHOLE SHIT.but NO..FUCK YOU! says god...
i met a girl 2 yrs ago that shaped my life. she fucked me over and for 6 months i cried. and now, i just cried again. yeah i fuckin said it..i cried myself to sleep and it fucking hurt..ive lost all hope now .people dont know. people dont know SHIT...when i play on stage with my guitar...the crowd goes fuckin wild...look! a rockstar...fuck it all. what the FUCK do i do man? i wish i could fucking talk to tyler...cos right now my entire life has just been a fucking FAIL
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idealcomfort

idealcomfort

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Join Date: 06/13/2013 | Posts: 414

Hey man change your attitude, most guys who are super sucessful with women aren't very sucessful in other areas life.

It's a long hard road, but killing yourself is one of the dumbest things you can do.
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fizzy

fizzy

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Join Date: 07/16/2012 | Posts: 25

 bro, you´re not alone.it´s ok to cry.cry to move on, not to give up.I am you.It´s life man, it really is just fucking life.pm me.
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bigjew629

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Join Date: 04/08/2012 | Posts: 1582

This is a joke, right?
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Tyler

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Join Date: 08/20/2006 | Posts: 8726

Here's why I woudn't talk to you.

I had ALL the same problems and feelings that you do.  ALL OF THEM.

The difference is I never allowed MY problems to put negativity onto OTHER PEOPLE.

Your post here is pure toxic negative.

It's obvious why girls don't like you: the type of guy who write this post is indifferent to how he makes other people feel (along with being desperate and mentally unstable) so they sense it.

All my career learning game, no matter how hard it was, I assumed I was a hardcase newbie who would have to struggle and take a long time to get results.

So all my posts were pure positive, and focused on getting better, and what I could do to improve.

Most of all: I posted FIELD REPORTS.

I was super positive in my field reports, so people read them and offered feedback.

You've written 23 posts on this forum, and so nobody has any idea of how to help you, other than to offer rhetoric.

Up til now you haven't offered enough details of your situation to offer anything constructive.

Here's my suggestions...

1)  Handle the basics if you haven't yet, like get into the gym, eat properly, get cool clothes, try to build a social circle even if it's other nerds.

Sometimes hardcase psychos fail to do this, and while guys like Julien or myself don't need to do gym or dress properly to get pussy, if you're a weirdo then dressing weird and being out of shape DRAWS ADDITIONAL ATTENTION TO IT.

2) Assume it's going to take time, so celebrate all small victories.  Don't ever compare your learning curve to someone else's.  You're not "meant" to "make it" since you suck shit.  But you can beat the odds if you keep a positive attitude and realize it'll take time.



3) Make a choice to never, ever create negative, value sucking posts like this again.

In fact make a choice never to take value from another person again.  Be totally self sufficient.

4) Post field reports.  Admit you suck and are struggling, but keep a FUN TONE in them, so that other people are INCLINED TO READ THEM.  Since normal humans don't like reading negative toxic bullshit.

Put a "flair" into them that makes them readable, and you'll get a lot of great feedback, and keep improving.

5) Find great wings.



Follow the steps from that vid, and you'll have great people around you.

OVERALL just be a self reliant person who ACCEPTS his predicament and makes gradual progress with a smile on his face.

Never ask anything from anyone ever again for the rest of your life.  Only offer.

Good luck!

Tyler
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idealcomfort

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Join Date: 06/13/2013 | Posts: 414

Lets sue tyler for making people suicidal
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Techsmith

Techsmith

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Join Date: 11/08/2012 | Posts: 98

 OP, if you want any kind of help, listen and follow what to what Tyler is advising you. Free advise from a smart successful guy. You should also watch Alex's Attraction Manifesto, and it will explain why girls get deffensive and run off at about the 1hr mark. I get what you are talking about, and I feel like this is some shit that I would pull. Just being negative and tell everthing fuck you. I see myself in this pile of crap. I think that your ego is in the way. You are attractive and talented but got shit in your life with other people. I just got a sense of contentment and peace inside of me, and refuse to have feel negative emotions. 
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Armatron

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Join Date: 06/05/2012 | Posts: 1039

Lennon wrote:
..IVE DONE EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO GET GOOD AT PICKUP AND WATCHED EVERY FUCKING RSD VIDEO,
Except for getting out of the 'victim' mindset, which is the 1st thing RSD teaches you. Maybe you need to watch more videos, or just grow the fuck up. You're only 19. The world doesn't owe you or I shit. Try having some gratitude for being alive in the 1st place. You have decades to improve and get good at this stuff and you're pissing because you didn't get what  you want in 2.
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nondual

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Join Date: 01/24/2013 | Posts: 394

 TL; DR.

All I saw when I skimmed through the post was FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK DIDN'T GET THE GIRL BLAHBLAH FUCKKIITY FUCK WEIRDO FUCK.

The gingerbread man's cookie-cutter response would be to read some Dalai fucking Lama, nigga.

Thanks Obama!
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Van wilder

Van wilder

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Join Date: 01/07/2013 | Posts: 494

I've met dudes exactly like you in local PU communities.The problem is that you are a fucking "drainer".You are depressed fuck and you try to put others in your depressing state.

Stop putting your responsibilities in others and try to take your own responsibilities for your life.Stop talking to peoples about your problems no one cares.

Follow tyler steps,You need deep identity change.

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rubbers

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Join Date: 05/07/2013 | Posts: 370

 Make a video so we can criticize u, even if its just you talking about ur problems. So we can see why the fuck ur so depressed. Itll help you if u dont take it to heart and use it to better urself.
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