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J.T.

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Friday - 8/23/13

First night months of no cold approach. Got no friends, no bitches, nothing to lose. Nervous as hell and out of it.

Get out at 11:30. Calmy walk to my fav bar. I get a water from the bar and sort of walk around, getting re-acclimated to the bar scene, it feels very overwhemling and uncomfortable, but i know that with time it wont be shit. After 10 minutes i head outside and walk down the sidewalk. Feeling super overwhelmed at being out alone I decided to give up and return to my car.

1st set:

As im walking back to my car in defeat a tall, beautiful, brunette white girl is walking the same direction by herslef. I am walking on the elevated sidewalk and she stolls along side me in the street. I can sense her checking me out but i dont open her. She then goes out of her way to climb up a drain in her heels and gets on the side walk next to me. No choice gotta talk to her now:

J.T. : That's a really treacherous path to take...
Girl: yeah i know but i made it
J.T.: You scaled that like a fucking professional Billy Goat
Girl: yeah well i AM half billy goat, ya know
J.T. : oohhhh, thats why you look that way. What side oof the family? was your mom a billy goat or your dad? (lol i think tyler mentioned something like this in one of his videos - he told a hot girl she was half goat or something - popped in my head at the time so i went with it)
Girl: haha I dunno I'll let you guess
J.T. : hmmm definitely your mom. Your mom's a Billy Goat. but you're not insulted by that...blah blah blah
Girl: agrees with my about her mom being a goat 

At this point we get tot he end of the street. She literally looks at my expectingly, smiles, and waits to see if i will cross the street with her. But i go auto pilot chode mode and i turn right and head to my car, all giddy bc it "went well" .lol anyways...

2nd Set:

I got a real kick out of the first one so i muster up the balls to go back and approach more. Im heading back to the bar when 2 hot sluts come up walking behind me. one black girl, one white girl, fine as hell, covered in tattoos (my favorite!) I hesitate for a while and then i turn around and open them over my shoulder as im still walking infront of them:

i say some shit about her chacking out my white boy ass
they say umm...no
i say some shit about her snarkyness
they say umm...why are you talking to me...

 i blow out and they walk past me. tight asses and all. My brain is not on point. its funny how i was so easily tooled by these girls. I know its only a matter of time to sharpen the blade. i'll be able to fuck with these girls.

thats enough for one night i feel. my head is spinning. i head back to my car. got my feet wet the first night back.

more to come.




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 Saturday - 8/24/13

In Houston for the night to chill with my oldest friend before we go our seperate ways for another year. we meet up and cruise around a little smoke a joint. little sister, M, of a girl we know called us up and invites us to a house party.

AT the party:

bull shit around for a while chatting and getting drunk. Im being "loud and attractive" as Brad says and only a small group of kids remains at the party as the cops busted it before we got there. M and her friends are getting all into me. she says

M: So, J.T. whats up with that hat??
J.T. : it makes me uglier so bitches will think they have a chance (credit Julien) 

M is into me. i bullshit with other parties guest and pay her no attention. several hbours of bullshitting and fun i find M sitting on the couch, drinkin a beer, watching tv by herself. Its time. I sit next to her, caht some bullshit about her being so different from her sister and how shes grown up a lot since i've last seen her. M gives me the anime eyes and i pull her in full makeout. I get her laying ontop of me and passionate mug down insues. The other fucking idiots at the party are trying to take pics and my friend is fucking shit up, i suspect he is jealous. 


I decide im going to pull M into a bed room soon but i need to piss so bad. Ive been push/pulling during the makeouts, putting her hand on my erect cock and she quite down she loves it. I break her state when i get up to go pee but it must be done, theres simply no way i can fuck without a huge piss first. been drinkin :/ . When i come out of the b-room M has rejoined the party, i go out for a beer with one of the dudes there, we chat and i decide i want her now.

I roll through the kitchen up to M, she is leaning on the elbows on the bar, tight teenage ass and legs on display 


I grab her and then take her hand (brush and lead credit alexander). i tug her hard and walk towards the bedroom, she follows no protest, shes so down

As we are about to walk through the bedroom door, the guy who lives here (it happens to be his bedroom) yells "AYE NO NO NO NOT IN MY BED!" ----FUCCKKK man come on. M turns around and walks back to the kitchen now that everyone is looking at us.... i should led more here, maybe taken her across the hall stright to the other room - but M feels social pressure here she doesnt want to look like a slut...which is kind of a stretch at this point lol

rejoin the party...later on i try texting her to "come and find me" im chilling in the bedroom, but shes sitting with my friend on the couch and hes not really trying to fuck her just keeping me from fucking our friends little sister - hes a good guy, i've become a sexual predator im my drunken state - not proud of this. we make out again before saying goodbye, i text her something chode the next evening and she never responds. she will be comeing to me school though to visit so i might see her again...maybe... to be continued
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Thursday - 8/29/13

Im feeling a bit wierd about going out alone again so i have 2 beers and a red bull on my way out. Head to my bar and i pass numerous sets of girls - this is something i need to work on - the WHOLE NIGHT needs to be treated as one big set. 

1st Set: i go to a small club, tiny dancefloor but PACKED. here i want to dance around and get a little crazy just to loosen up and have some fun. I dance around for about 10-15 minutes and i come to a group of 4 sexy latinas grinding eachother. 2 of the girls have dudes grinding them. I claw one, its a bit awkward but she goes with it, puts her ass on me and we start grinding. the song kind of slows to a stop and she stops and turns around to look at me. i hug her, bring her in and start talking in her ear:

"You're adorable, im adopting you as my little sister, and if your good we will climb a tree and have koolaid. but i'd feel bored so ill disown you and then marry you as my wife and then we can have adult fun and rob the liquor store and make babbies." she laughs smiles but i sense she may be a little spooked. I think this is because i went in VERY high energy and may not have been congruent with it. The grils were high energy dancing, but i went in super hard they all were amused but kind of taken aback by me. The other guys in the set were doing nothing just chilling and grinding. hmmm calibration.

2nd Set: Very cute white girl, short curly hair and a beautiful tatoo just standing in the middle of the dfloor smiling. I went up, instant rapport, she told me she thinks these places are gross she likes another bar down the street better. I didnt say lets go there because i sensed she was just being polite to me, but something seems off. She goes to the bathroom. I see her later and we dance a bit but then she leaves with her husband..........ok next

3rd Set: im outside the dance club and i see a cutie come out af the back ally, i roll up, spin handshake, hug, youre adorable, im adopting you, liquor store and make babies. The girl enjoyes it but her troll friend tries to pull her away. I grab the friends hand and pull her into me and the girl, now i have them both under my arms and im trying to explain to the friend that me and girl like eachother, she must approve of this union, blah blah. Friend drags her away and there are a group of chodes 10 ft away waiting from us and they go in the club yapping about how wierd i am hahaaha......yikes..

4th Set: Im coming otu of the public bathrooms and as im washing my hands, a cute girl in black dress is standing next to me drying her hands. We lock eyes and i make a comment about how this bathrooms are icky (lol) and she digs me and comes up real close and we start blabbing. i feel that its on. pull her in for a hug and i am "waffling" into her ear, she loves it and is giggling but at some point tries to start pushing me back. calibration? doing too much? i bust on her for carrying around bandaids and trying to heal people. she likes me and she says so, im challenging her on stuff. she gives anime eyes and tells me that she is NOT trying to take me home to night. then shows me her engagement ring....WTF. anyways here i think i should have said "I wish you were..." and pull her in for a make out. then she goes off to wait for the cab with her group, i let it go. 

5th Set: cute latina locks eyes with me and she instantly gets that shy little girl look and smiles and blushes. i B-line it towards her "Aye im J.T." handshake she tells me her name i tell her shes cute she says you too, we chat for 10 seconds about her being from south america, then her group starts walking and she leaves. i dont go after her

after this its 2 am and the bars are closing. people are flowing out. I know this is the time that i should being GOING HARD. but i feel as though the wind has been let out of my sail. Also i've noticed that i am SO INTIMIDATED by hottest girls. the dont even show up on my radar, i physically cannot make my body go over and open them and this pisses me off because i see them with little chode fags all night. 

DID GOOD:
-went out alone
-successfuly unstifled myself in the dance club
-got phyhsical

TO WORK ON:
-approach the hot girls that im attracted to and actually WANT
- hooking sets
-get out earlier so i can become more chatty and social
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 Friday - 8/29/13

Really interesting night. I had 1 long set that stood out - i think i learned more from this set and any other before.

1st long set:
I am standing outside the pizza shop around 12:00 am munching a slice when 2 cute latina girls stop infront of me they are chatting and looking around. I finish my slice, roll up and start talking some shit about how they look like 2 little girls who have lost their mother in the super market, then love it and giggle, and then i relate a story about when i was young i would always lose my mom in the super market, blah blah. i am talking in short sentences, breaking rapport tone, making commands at them and it gets me some good attraction. i screen logistics and find out they are part of a group of 6 girls and the rest are in the club but they didnt want to go. (i forsee a red flag here but i roll with it)

I bounce them to the pizza shop behind us and we all grab a slice. we bullshit around and i just amke sure i am talking talking talking waffle waffle waffle and they become extremely quiet and shy, not even able to hold straight eye contact. After about 20 mins they loosen up and start contribution to the convo.


 i lay out the plan for them. We will go to the small dance club a block down the street and dance. They say they dont like dancing, i say its fun c'mon lets go lets go. i stand up and stand inbetween their chairs and bear down on them and say lets go 1 more time and they comply. outside i grab both of their hands and i have to LITERALLY drag them the whole way there, bc i know they might just get scared and ditch me in the crowd. (note: i notice that at this point they are not really holding my hands back, they are just allowing me to hold theirs - later in in the night they are squeezing my hands hard and putting their hands around my waist) now we are going in through the back door and that means we must walk into a very sketchy looking ally way. the girls freak out in protest that its sketchy and litterally stop walking and try to break away from me. I say lets go lets go its right there and i have to PULL HARD on their hands  - i feel like one of those worlds strongest man competitions wehre they drag and 18 wheeler. (note: i am not kidnapping here, its jsut token resistance, they protest but they are havig fun and enjoying this.) so finally we get in sight of the door and i shove them in ahead of me. we go up stairs, i have to show them how to dance and have fun and grind on me (these girls are like 19 and have never been out before and are sober). then i say lets go downstairs and chill, grab their hands and lead to a couch downstairs. i waffle waffle waffle a while. i say lets go back up and dance, grab hands, drag them up stairs, dance some more

Here, the other girls start texting them, i sense a disturbance in the force, time for them to go. i grab their hands and lead back to the pizza shop to meet with their friends. I meet them and chat and the friends love me. and we go outside and i get super physical with all of them. Im grabbing 2, shoving 2 off, spinning them, hugging, grabbing their asses. I am barking orders at the leader of the group to get her reacting to me and she does. the grils are thrilled with me. we go down the street to meet 1 of the girls sisters to take them home. i feel like a pimp, with two girls on my arms, and the other 4 walking in a cirlce surrounding ME like body guards. bitches a gawking. I meet the sister, we all take a group picture, hugs, and  then they leave LMFAO. way to go entertainer man! 

the girls were going to get drunk back at the elder sisters apartment, but she wasnt comfortable with me as i JUST met her, so i couldnt get myself invited to the afterparty.

i dont have the skill yet to logistically orchestrate a pull like this but it will come.

Other set:
after leaving these girls i see a cute white girl walking the sidewalk on her phone. i roll up. i tell her dont text and walk its dangerous and she was also speeding so i must issue her i citation. i tell her what your name, where you from, where you going in rapid succession. shes into me. THEN a buff chode from her group walks up and totally tools the fuck out of me, i mean i get fucked hard here. He says he will follow me into a dark ally and beat me up and tells me to fucking walk away and is very confrontational. Also, i can imagine that i am a very easy target for him to tool since i am all alone and he is with his whole group. Looking back on this, it definitely pisses me off lol. In the moment i dont feel like it affected me emotionally because i know whats going on here, i think i should flip the frame and get him reacting to me - but i am just at a loss for words. the words litterally dont come out. im not in sharp enough yet. Then another hot girls in the group questions "why the fuck are you here" - as if i am not allowed to be standing on the side walk - and i am totally defeated, i walk off and the buff chode talks some shit as i slug off into the darkness. brutal. sharpen the blade.

DID GOOD:
-leading super hard FTW
-physically is getting there
-im getting the girls reacting to me 

TO WORK ON:
-should have kissed these girls/been more sexual intent
-anti-amoging skills? aka dont allow dudes to tool me
-APPROACH HOTTER GIRLS
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Saturday - 8/31/13

So, long FR here - it was a long night, many ups and downs, and a lot of shit happened.

My old wing who is visiting from Houston calls me up and invites me to a party for his asian frat. When i get there, i find some isolated bushes to piss before i head in, here i get very socially anxious, nervous, i dont want to go anymore. This is the turning point of my night, once i got over this hurdle and just SHOWED UP, the night just develops and starts to gain momentum - learned this invaluable lesson. Head spinns but i finally get a hold of myself and roll into the party. 
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At the party im an 1 of only a handful on non asians - as i roll around the party i imagine this is how Godzilla feels when he rolls through Tokyo (sorry lol). i dont find anyone i want to talk to until i go outside for some air. Hot Body Asian girl with lip peircings and a tattoo on her arm (peircings/tatts are my favoite). i post up on the wall of the ally next to her and just chat a very relaxed, cool vibe. i get her qualifying herself to me and she asks me a whole bunch of questions - we find we have a lot in common. I meet her sister, sister loves me, then i meet her brother, brother likes me. good. give her my number (i fucked up here by not getting hers)
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I go out for a piss and this is where i meet two girls i had so much fun with. These girls are on the chunkier side but they are fun as hell and love me. they are looking for a ride and i take this opportunity to make them my wingmen. I sabotage them getting a ride from other people leaving so they are stuck with me. i tell them i live by the bar so i can drive them, but they need to help me hook up with my asian love. so we roll into the party, both girls on my arms like a pimp, go up to me asain and her bro/sis and my girls start publicly worshiping me. My asain seems a bit intimidated (despite her appearance, turns out she is a church going girl, has NEVER had a relationship - virgin- and studies actuarial science). i tell my asain and her family we are going to the bar. here sister is down and i spend about 20 minutes trying to find her friend s to "say bye" - the girl is procrastinating here -i think she is nervous, but when i try to lead her outside, she clings to her borther. wash rinse repeat i finally get her out. 
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The asain girls elect to follow me and my wing girls in another car...i cant get them to ride with us no matter what. so we drive to the bars and realize the asains are nowhere to be found. sad but i lost my girl. oh well, i have 2 lucious thick bitches on my arms and we stroll through the crowded streets in style. WE hit a bar where Girl1 of my girls is meeting her crush - me and girl2 agree to wing her and help her get the dick.the guy she likes invites us to an afterparty - awesome. we're heading back to the car and i see a gorgeous girl pop up in the crowd, she sees my 2 girls all over me and is into me. i claw her waist, she hugs me, i talk some shit for 10 second and bam instant number close. hug goodbye and continue on. 
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The after party is mostly Latin / Spanish people (i dont like this crowd at all - im white and in the past get categorized as a "gringo" and marginalized - but i speak a little spanish and be social with eveyone around - win people over soon enough - mainly the girls, which pisses off the dudes...). here i meet the GIRL OF THE NIGHT. a sexy tight little spanish girl, crazy big blonde wavvy hair, perfect ass and tights in high heels. HBspain. SEX. we chat as i hand out jello shots to everybody and get them drinking. Shes into me. then my 2 wings girls do their thing and my spanish girls then plays it aloof and talks with other beaners i suspect a jealousy plottline. so i stand by the door and claw every girl that walks by right infront of HBSpain and im amvery physical with these sets - im a not attrcted to any of these girls and they really go nowhere. i hang with my 2girls, meet some chodes and make a new friend i recognize from 1 of my classes. soon its time to go smoke at my girl1's crush's place.
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SO we all hop in my car - me, my girl1 and girl2, HBSpain, and some chode named Joshua - lol. we get to the spot. the guys faill to deliver. we go to my girl1 and girl2 appartment nearby. HERE i start to get physical and lead HBspain. we decided to all go back to the previous party. we get back in the car and its just me and HBspain, the others follow us in another car. WE vibe here and build comfort. What i dont like about this girls is that she is a spoiled little shit. She is complaining and whinning and if i command her in anyway she flips out. very feisty and i do not really know how to handle a girl like this.
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WE get to the party, the others never show up. As me an HBspain are walking into the house, i pull her in "how good a kisser are you?" she gives me eyes, makeout. makeout more. i push her off "thats enough dont be greedy." we head into the party and she starts shit testing me about telling her what to do. i wall slam and make out and after asec she shoves me off and tells me she will fucking kill me and not to tell her what to do, i drop to my knees and cling to her legs and fake cry like "im soo stupid dont leave me" (credit tyler/julien) she loves it and kisses me. we go inside and there are only spanish kids left - the dudes at the party are conspiring to fuck with me and keep their spanish girl for themselves. 
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after a while of her telling me i am being awkward (which i am - im super uncomfortable in this house as all these mexican chodes want me dead for stealing the hottest out of their party, and they make that clear, trying to amog me while im waiting for the bathroom) i drag her outside to the front porch. we get cozy of the front doorstep and make out a bit. i feel her ass - tight, round, juicy, she makes me stop. She starts telling me about herself and this is the weird part. She is building commonalities with me/and then immediately shit testing me. like the girl is PUSH-PULLING me hard. then feel that she wants to build some comfort here but i am not sure exactly how to buld it. I have been drinking and its about 5 am and im a zombie - no intelligence left. i try to pull her to my car to go home (i live 1 minute away) but she will not let herself be "told what to do". fuck she is so fiesty i dont have the experience to handle her. i try to pull her several more times, chatt more for comfort, makeout again, pull again, endure shit tests again and again. Eventually i grow tired and extremely annoyed with this girl. and i tell her i am leaving. she says she is staying with her spanish friend here. im a little frustrated and i roll out. night.
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DID GOOD:
-showed up, even though i was scared and anxious, in the past i would have quit
-i am getting better at organizing logistics/leading girls
-im a just so happy i forced myself to go out tonight and take action, learned a lot

TO WORK ON:
-comfort building
-end game, pulling home from the venue
-SOCIAL STAMINA - should have stayed patient and stayed in longer.


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 Thursday - 9/5/13
kick off another weekend - met up with some friends for hookah and a beer, then we head out into the night.  
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We get into the dance club and i start getting warmed up -- rejection, rejection, rejection- hello old friend! the girls simply dont bite but im having fun and meanwhile get my buddy approaching. later on in the night i get the claw warmed up. i must have approached ~15-20 girls tonight but few stood out, i cannot remember the rejections
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1st Set - standing in the middle of the dance floor clawing any girls who walk by. 3 delicious brunetters roll by and i claw the last one, her friends see and pull her back about 4 feet and they are all just looking at me like "nooooo". i smile and reach out to grab my girls hand, then i tug her in to me, and wrap an arm around her waist. she reciprpcates and take my waist as well. I start yapping ing her ear about i will adopt her as my little sister, climb trees and drink koolaid, disowner her, marry her, rob liquor store and make babbies + bedroom acrobatics. (i need to get away from saying this stuff i think its becoming canned material). The girls friends try to intervene and i meet them, claw them in and have my arms around the 2 while speaking to the third - they are cool with me. My girl asks me if she can give me money to buy her a drink - i say "I only buy drinks for girls who give me blow jobs." girl: "Ohhhh, okay..." i char for another 30 seconds and then just fizzle out. This is a sticking point of mine: I open well, physical right off the bat, set the rhythm of the conversation, strong tonality, get initial attraction, and then after a minute or two i just fizzle out.................i throw my boys in the set and go onto the next  -shoulda statyed in here.
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2nd Set - I walk out side back of the club with my wing i ran into, round the corner and a hot brunette wearing something that barely counts as a shit! on sight i immediately hug her, pick her up caveman style by the waist, set the rhythm (Who are you. Where are you coming from. How old are you...) and then i make her back up with me and move closer to the wall because. I am holding her by the waist yapping in here ear and about 1-2 minutes into it ONCE AGAIN i fizzle out. once i feel this i immediately drop my hand from her waist and put them into my pockets  ---i just noticed that i am doing this bad body language. im not taking it anywhere so i introduce her to my wing and then she goes inside...
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Later on in the night i see the Spanish Girl from last saturday night walk into one of the clubs. I yell out her name but she ignores. She brings some latino chode to the outside pattio and gets handzy with him - i suspect she wants to make me jealous for dropping her like a hot coal last weekend and not calling/texting. about 30 minutes later when i am standing in the street talking to my buddy (he did great by the way - opened a lot of girls and grinded some) HBSpanish walks by with her little boy in tow and walks right passed me. I dont pay attention, i feel nothing for this girl (even though maybe i should have go for it for the reference) - i will probably see her tomorrow night.
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Good night to kick off the weekend. My physicality is getting a lot stronger, now i need to get verbals warmed up!

DID GOOD:
-physicality is on point
-stayed positive in rejection

TO WORK ON:
-getting sets to hook and the million dollar mouthpeice!!
-keep hammering away and approaching until the end of the night - dont quit early
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 Friday - 9/6/13

Learned a lot tonight about "calibrating after the fact". social life is growing these past 2 weeks. cool. validation.
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picked up my roomate and headed to my 2 female friends' apartment. Then we all went to her friends place to pregame. It was lame so we went back to our place because its right next to the bar, dropped off the 2 girls and 2 guy frineds and never saw them again. I call my ex-fuck buddy to come over so we can go out - she mentioned that she wanted to by my wing...............-___-
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Long story short i am getting a bit drunk and i want to fuck her so i taker her into my room. She is very butthurt because a few months back i threw here out on the street harcore and shit when she wouldnt leave my house (she didnt have a place to live at the time) - turns out she has some daddy issues where her old man did the same....yikes. i must say i do love these girls with deep seeded psychological issues - i find it hot. long story short she would not let me fuck - in the beginning i could not even hug her. but i did like julien told us - do it anyways and calibrate after the fact. so i would go in, touch her and she would flip out and i would say "im sorry im sorry im sorry! i dont mean to do that i just cant help it!" then she would say aww its okay its fine. wash rinse repeat. i did this for over 2 hours. i did not fuck her but im surprised at how well this works - im starting to understand what julien means by "you can get away with anything". a girl i pulled home almost a year ago but didnt fuck hit me up aswell, shes back intown for the weekend, probs gonna see her tonight. all in all good learning experience!

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 Saturday - 9/7/13

Cool, got LAID on a bad night.
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My "exploding social life" from last night was non existent. Went out alone. Today was a football game day so the bars/club were PACKED. i was so intimidated because i was solo. choded out soo hard. i could not even walk to the venue. i gave up, went home after a while feeling defeated and questioning my sanity for even doing this shit. im about to go to bed when i get a facebook message from a girl i cold approached almost a YEAR AGO, pulled her back to her hotel but never fucked becuase i could not get her isolated away from her bachelorette party girlfiends. she is in town for the football game.
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She texts me to come pick her up so we can get pizza. i say fuck it lets go. i pick her up and take her straight back to my apartment. i give her a beer so she can rationalize being drunk (she drinks it and says OMG i am soo drunk....lol) and i have a beer myself. we sit on the couch and chat, just catching up for a bit and i throw Pulp Fiction on the TV. we cuddle and kiss a bit. half way thrrough the movie the TV goes asleep and then i get sexual. she tells me over and over, "I am not having sex with you". i say "i know haha, i dont want to have sex and then try to finger her again. I grab her hand and put it down my pants, she goes for my cock and i unbuckle and unzip, she gets handzy. i try to unzip her shorts - "no, i am not having sex with you". "haha i know, i dont want to have sex". she asks me if i am a virgin. i tell her, "I''ve never been with a girl, i'm too shy." after more makingout and handjob-ing, i take her hand and pull her to my bedroom. 
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she lays down on my bed, and i proceed to remove my pants and underwear and hop in bed with her, rub my cock on her leg. she jacks my dick more and i try to get her shorts off
, "i am not having sex with you. I have a rule, i dont have sex with random boys who are not my boyfriend." i tell her "im sorry im sorry im sorry, i didnt mean too, i just cant help it" (my go-to lmr shit i guess..) i do this process over and over several times untill i take a different approach - pull her shirt up, suck on her titts, and say "OMG so fucking sexy...fucking tight little body" wow this REALLY turned her on. i keep talking to her in this way she is eating it up, i bite her tight little through her shorts and pull them down with my teeth - she squeels like a piggy. shorts off, lick it for 10 minutes. finger her, she cums. penetration. She chokes me LOL. GOOD NUT. shower. she leaves immediately - good timez.
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Strange how the night started soo bad, i gave up, took zero action, was down in the gutters, and now i sit here feeling like a boss. i dont know what to make of this....
WELL, the last 2 nights i've learned a lot about LMR, how stupidly illogical and easy it is to get through. so i guess that's progress.

i think my inner game is really fucked up. Gotta really start sucking my own dick for event aking the smallest action, instead of beating myself up for not having a social group to go out with all the time. On some fundamental level i think that i have an entitlement issue with just being out at bars/clubs. I am still 20 years old for another 8 months and somehow i feel like i am not welcome/dont belong out in barcs/clubs night. This is total and utter bullshit i know, but its how i feel when im out alone. anyways, i should just congratulate myslef on a lay and stop analyzing the shit out of this. all in all another weekend of learning. Free tour/ Hotseat in austin,tx coming up in 2 weeks - so pumped.
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Thursday - 9/12/13
 absolute shit night, im really lacking in motivation. tomorrow will go hard, i must.
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 during my morning meditation on the toilet bowl i had some interesting thoughts about last night.

1. I DO have motivation, i have all the motivation in the world.
2. my problem - not rigging the game to work in my favor, why the FUCK would i be negative, I am playing on MY OWN TEAM. and its a one man team - i should never go "against myself." self love.
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