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Ego Death

Ego Death

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This is what plays. When a God dies.



I always have an image of things.

How I think things should be.
How I want things to be.

I try to make things... fit
To keep my image in tact.

But things change.

Things don't always go according to plan.

And I feel it's not enough.

It hurts knowing I can't control The World or Universe.

It's hard to accept that I'm powerless.

Yet what I always seem to forget...

Is that in that powerlessness... lies my divinity.

I deserved to witness it.

I thought I didn't want this.

I thought that it should be different.

But it's not.

It is what happened.

I think things go wrong.

I see things as mistakes.

Only because I have this Fantasy

A belief of how things SHOULD be.

And when the Universe goes against that.

I'm knocked down.

I can't accept.

I try to rebel.

Yet...

I'm only rebelling against myself.

I am the Universe.

I make all of this happen.

All those mistakes

All of the heartbreak & failure..

It was all me...

For me...

There is no failure.

There is no mistake...

I'm given the Universe.

I'm given Divine Power.

Yet I ask for more.

I believe it's not enough.

I seek for something more than this

Something more than what is.

Theres is nothing else to find.

Only the disconnection from unity

Only separation.

I don't want anything.

I don't need anything.

I have it all already.

It is all before me.

I don't need to ask.

It is given before my mouth can even open.

It is manifested before I can even imagine.

It's all here & free.

There is no explanation.

Or truth.

or mission.

There is no where to go.

Nothing to do.

Everything is here.

and Now.

and Done.

I'm done.

With all this.

I Give Up.

I Surrender.

Surrender Love.

I Am Kid Kaz

So Unafraid.

"Here I Am, Send Me." Isaiah 6:8

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Ego Death

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Jeff Foster

Bentinho Massaro

Adyashanti

Alan Watts
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 Shit reminds me of Jed McKenna & Ayashanti's works.
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 u can control everything man
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Ego Death

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Atonus wrote:
 u can control everything man
Could i have controlled whether you posted this comment or not?
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 Wow, shut the fuck up and go fuck girls.

So sick of these stupid ass KJ topics you keep making.
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cool story bro, tell it again
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Ego Death

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Hyperion_Dark wrote:
 Wow, shut the fuck up and go fuck girls.

So sick of these stupid ass KJ topics you keep making.

you're so troubled Hyperion & you don't even know it.
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Nyal wrote:
cool story bro, tell it again
no reason to.
just re-read what i wrote.
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Hyperion_Dark wrote:
 Wow, shut the fuck up and go fuck girls.

So sick of these stupid ass KJ topics you keep making.

Hyperion_Dark's latest post:

"Hey OP, any advice on how to "stop caring for sex" so much?



Major sticking point for me. "


The level of irony is absurd.
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 Hey bro I pulled last week while you were watching naruto and being a virgin.

Lol.
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