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December 7th, 2016
Swanny's FR: Walk The Path, Don't Talk The Path.
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Swanny

Swanny

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Join Date: 11/20/2012 | Posts: 252

Right, lets rock into this!

Generally these FR things start with a manifesto of some kind, but I think I’ll just crack into my first field report and take it from there.

I usually head out about three nights a week, but hopefully over time I’ll increase this. However, I’m on holiday from work, so I can go out for the next eight days in a row – nine if you include last night.

Ultimately I would like to live somewhere where seven nights are realistic, but for now I have to make do with my small city pops and get on with it.

Anyway this is starting to sound manifesto-y, so let’s crack on with last night.

I headed out to a bar/club in town that I've been to countless times with friends, but last night was the first time in a very long time I had attempted to beast there alone. Success. I walked in and the bar is directly opposite the entrance. There are a couple of girls there and rather than talk to them I order a drink. They smile politely and one moves out of my way, so there was plenty of opportunity to get the lips moving, but nope, steely silence from the James Bond wannabe.

The bar is relatively quite, but I still walk past a few girls here and there on the way out to the smoking area. I sit down. Alone. And spend the next hour texting a mate and not talking to three different two sets of girls that come and hover around my table to have a smoke. I eventually say hello to one and then stare at her like a weirdo until I’m quite sure I’m not going to say anything else.

I decide to head into the club and bump into a friend and chat shit for a bit. Chat to a couple of girls he knows. I’m verbally quite free and this is good. I’ve been practising free-association quite a bit recently and that combined with the fact I wasn’t attracted to the girls meant I could spit quite well. Doing it in front of a girl I like is another matter.

I lose the girls and my mate during a toilet stop and head into the club not talking to anyone in the queue. I don’t feel like a douche doing this, but it’s obviously some sort of ego attachment. It’s not hard to just say ‘hello’ and ‘I’m shy’ which normally work as gentle openers t ease my way into things. I get in the club, get a beer and stand at a table alone for a few minutes until deciding to go for a dance.

I try pumping my state with some dancing and I get attention, but again I’m doing nothing. In fact I get approached by a pretty hot girl who it’s obvious is tooling me for laughs from her friends. Default response is just to laugh along with it and try and escalate. She heads over a couple of times I get my arm around her and she’s freaked a little and starts to eject. On the way out I buzz her (tickle her belly) for a laugh and she runs off giggling. That’s pretty much the last attention I get from her.

Then for some reason I just approach a girl. SUCCESS. Really fucking cute with a sentence tattooed on her back. I ignore this. I tap her on the should and say ‘Hi’ loads of eye contact and she freaks and heads back to her mate giggling. I force myself to laugh it off and she must have seen this because she heads right back! I chat away with her and her mate, pretty boring stuff and then inexplicably I eject with ‘See you in a bit, have a good night’. Dunno why. Perhaps the fact they were both so hot scrambled my chode brain.

After this I’m well up for it so immediately I chode around for the next half an hour! What the fuck am I doing? I go and talk to a chick who looks like Thandie Newton and again I eject early.

Over the next couple of hours I bump into another mate and approach three other girls, all of whom are either freaked out or non-responsive corpses.

I leave with my cock in my hand.

The crux of all this is that I want to be approaching from the start as soon as I walk in, spending less time farting around in between sets and approaching every damn girl in that place, not just the fucking hot ones!!

I know what I have to do. Finding a way to force myself to do this while in the field is somewhat of a problem. The only answer is ‘just do it’.

For some reason this is easier said than don.e

Tonight, however, is another night.
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Swanny

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Tough one tonight. My own lack of action. However, I've set the bar so low for what I consider success it was still a successful night.

I went out with a mate and a social circle girl of his. Actually headed out to a night we had never been to in Brum, so bonus points for that. I spent a whole hour or so just dancing around. Girls come and dance around me, I don't approach they leave.

A couple of girls dance with me and clearly like me, but my halfassed approach to dealing with them means ultimately they bugger off.

More dancing around. Alone. I take a break and dancing in front of me is a pretty little thing who has her back to me dancing with three chodes. She keeps looking to the side like she's trying to see where I am.

Fuck it. I tap her on on the arm. She turns round. Anime eyes. I freak her out as per, this time by telling her I'm freaking her out and of course she agrees and starts backing away. I tell her to have a good night and eject.

With a renewed vigor about me I make no effort whatsoever to approach.

I head outside and stand around like James Bond. A few girls buzz around my general area waiting briefly for me to open them. I stand there like a douche and do nothing.

I head back inside and dance around on my own again like a gay and go to the bar where I get opened by a social circle girl who I've never met. Very cute. Says something like 'This is might sound freaky if I tell you...', 'don't tell me then' I reply. Anyway she bangs on about some photo she has of me on Facebook, but she didn't know who I was blah blah blah. I tell her I'll catch her later. I then dance about alone for the rest of the night.

So there you have it. On paper it was a success. I went out. Success. To a new place. Success. I approached. Success. I had fun. Success.

But it was a pretty terrible night. My mate even wondered when girls danced near me why I didn't say hi. 'Its not like you'. He said. He's right.

It's pesky ego preservation mixed with an entitlement based on pretty much zero reference experiences.

Somehow I need to ditch the entitlement and put the ego on the line. The only way to do this is to approach.

I've had a few nights now where it's clear I am putting the right vibe out because numerous opportunities to open present themselves to me. I don't even need to go stalking round the club, I could get warmed up by opening girls that open me and then beast it up when I'm feeling like putting myself out there.

I'm disappointed that this sort of night still happens. I just not consistent with the nights where I'm a bit of a machine and those I'm not. It's ups and downs and what's worse is its my fucking fault!!

Anyway it's another night tonight and I have some insights to act upon. Lets see if I can execute in the moment.
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 Last night was better.

I went out with the ex. Always hilarious. She has a fella. I just say outlandish sexual things to her which freak her out, but make her laugh. We're well done. It's good to have a close female friend who is hot and who I can just vibe with once in a while when I'm out and about and back home.

She's a workaholic cat lady who tires early, but she made it until 11 and then I head off to the club. I join the queue and say hi to a tall fitty. I say nothing else. Man I'm fucking shit at this, really need to just get talking and social early on. I don't feel overly concerned about reactions, but there's this sense of pervading apathy. Maybe it's in fact fear of rejection rationalised as apathy. Either way I just need to get talking FFS.

In the club I hit the dance floor and chode for a little bit before starting to take action. I open I think five or six girls, none of them go anywhere particularly, but I'm pleased I'm trying and I'm also trying not to take things serious and laugh them off. At the moment I'm possibly trying to use this as a technique too since it worked so well on the hotty from two nights ago, but once my stupid brain figures out that won't work I'll soon drop it and just use it to pump my own state.

I bump into a fatty a snogged last week. Vibe with her easily, joke around and then move on. That side of it is cool. I can at times approach which is cool. However, linking the two is my sticking point at the moment. Open to vibe is tricky, espcially on the dance floor, but I know it's possible as I've done it in the past. Just got to keep figuring it out.

I bump into my cousin. He's jumping around like a retard. Full of energy. Perhaps a little too much lol.

I chode around for a bit and decide to do one more before calling it a night. Notice a set of girls from earlier hovering around. Got to start reopening sets. I do a final halfassed approach and decide it's been a productive night and go.

On my way out a social circle group of grils grab me. One who was a previous FB and her mates, one of whom I've been vibing with the ast couple of weekends. They convince me to go back in and I hang out with them for a bit. Say bad things to the one I'm vibing with and then just get bored. See I can do the vibing. Boring. I want to do open to vibing. I sneak of home when they're not looking.

Good night really. Learned a lot and I'm chipping away at approach anxiety nicely.

More of the same tonight.
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LR - Woo!

I head to my mate's and we chat for a bit. He's not too keen on heading out, so it looks like I'm rolling solo again. However, he decides he's down.

I leave my car at his and we hit the club.

I've been reading quite a lot of forum posts by the Vegas Crew and particularly @MrBoogie and his field reports of him becoming zero to hero in fuck all time + a great post by @therebellion. I'm pretty inspired.

So I decide to ramp it a notch...or ten. I hit the dancefloor and I'm in full obnoxious mode. Jumping around like I'm on something. I can feel the attention flood to me. As I'm dancing I note that no one is even as close to as cool as me. Then another mate of mine turns up and it ratchets me up even more. We're having a blast and girls are manoeuvring themselves to be near us. It's pretty epic. Then the more confident/pissed ones try to get involved. I figure bullshit to demonstrating sexual intent during the interaction, I'm going to do it now before I even meet the fuckers. I'm gyrating my hips, spanking invisible asses and miming like I'm wanking. All fucking cool and all as funny as fuck.

I get opened by a cute rock chick who is just giggling like a retard. I scream in her face that I want to fuck her, I grind her, I throw her around like trash on the breeze. She loves it. However, I note she's with a social circle guy mate of my buddies. So I stop pushing and escalating and push her back to her man. Meanwhile her mate has now locked her main beams on me, so I laser eyefuck her and spin her around too. Brilliant. Similar happens to a couple of other girls, but they're with chodes and a particularly cute one appears to be having a domestic cos her fella ain't as cool as me or something. Note to self, didn't approach her clearly enough. Need to maximise opportunities with this shit.

I'm drenched in sweat, but I figure if a girl doesn't like this she can fuck off. I get some water with my dancing buddy and some air to try, dry my clothes whilst joking with my buddy really loudly. We head back inside to a different floor. I'm in the same obnoxious mood and manage to piss of a couple of girls. I laugh it off and mock one of the girls' whiney voice. She gives me more verbals. I can't her her, I copy her voice again with 'wah, wah, wahs'. I also tell her I love her. Funny. I see them later on in tears, they must have had some sort of soap opera moment. More likely they realised they'd fucked up with me LOLZ.

On the same floor I get grinding and dancing with a really cute girl with a chode fella who is cool enough to realise I'm cool. I pretend to wank over her and mine the cum spraying all over her. She mimes like its on her face and she's licking it off. I loved this one. I tell her. Again, I hold back. It seems to be the ones I like. I should have just fucking gone for the kill. However, much fun was had and it gives me yet more stuff to work on yay! But seriously, yay. But seriously, missed poon opportunity. Sadtimes.

My mate has to go - sadtimes pt II. Oh wells. So I bid him farewell and head back to the original floor for a dance about again. This time there is a really cute big eyed girl. I grab her, pull her in and start dancing her. Then she starts flinging me around salsa style. I don't like. She say 'you're supposed to lead', I say 'you didn't give me a chance bitch'. We dance some. I'm getting wood. 'To the bar'. 'Ok'. Zero resistance and her mate's left to fend for herself. I chat her at the bar. We're both older than we look. Boring. She has a kid. Interesting. She wants to look at my driver's license. Boring. I inform her I'm concerned she'll steal my wallet. Interesting. Ten minutes in she needs to find her mate. Fair dos, 's'ko', drag her back to the side of dance floor, no mate. Awkward kiss. Then better one. Then outside 'need air'. Call your mate. Time to go. 'What do you expect to happen?' 'I expect to fuck you'. 'I have work in the morning, how do you feel about that'. 'Sad, would have been epic.' We've left together. 'You can come back, but you're not getting in my pants'. 'Sure'. 'I have work to do, will you behave if you come round'. 'Yup'. Taxi. Kissing. Her place. I get showered. Watch her delete emails. Joke around. Ask her how I can get a job where I just delete emails. She can't find her work. I'm proving to be a distraction. Laptop is shut down. Sex until dawn.

EDIT:

I think this is the fastest I've ever got a girl out of a club. It was around 30 minutes.
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therebellion

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 lol woooooooooooooop

show up fuck shit up and leave
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Show Up, Fuck Shit Up & Leave.. The real method.
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Swanny

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@therebellion.. shit got proper fucked up.

therebellion wrote:
 lol woooooooooooooop

show up fuck shit up and leave
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After a night off due to a family thing I decide to hit student night. There are a couple of options, but everyone appears to be heading to the usual, so I grab a little cash and head back there.

I was determined to start opening as soon as I entered the bar, but I grab a drink, go to the loo and I'm about to start my usual period of chodery when I just sack up and open a couple of girls at the bar. One is seriously hot. I chat shit for a bit, not really communicating man to woman and after a little while they head into the club. Rather than chode around I open another girl at the bar, not so good this time and she is joined by friends and fades into the club. Again, determined to stay in set I approach a couple of girls at a table and again have a fairly long interaction before it fizzles. It's the lack of man to woman again, but actually I'm really proud that I'm bouncing around at the moment. There's still the club to go too. Again I spot another couple of girls at the bar and again open, but yet again it's friend to friend stuff and after about ten minutes they go.

I decide to head into the club. I'm really pleased with the action I'm taking so far and this buoys me on to open a few more girls in the club as well as some dance floor game where I have quite a few girls reacting to me and I make efforts to open, but I'm nowhere as mental as Monday night.

I head outside and don't really open, head back in and bump into a couple of hot lesbians I'd met earlier. They really are lesbians sadly and not yanking my chain. However, one of them, a particularly hot brunette seems to love me. Maybe she's bi. She's grinding up on me, loads if eye contact, getting wood, when suddenly her girlfriend out of nowhere smashes me over the head with her handbag. It actually really hurt, but was pretty fucking hilarious at the same time. I have a mark.

I must have opened about 15 girls last night maybe more, which is really good for me. Remember going out and approaching one girl is my criteria for success for the night.

There's plenty to take away from the night too. Transitioning from cold approach to dance floor game was perhaps a mistake as I lost momentum. However, I want to make sure I have a nice rounded game, not relying on one particular type of game. However, this may be something to focus on once I'm killing it with one style of game for the whole night. There's no reason why I couldn't have continued to cold approach throughout the entire venue and even outside for the whole night. There were plenty of girls there.

Also I'm playing not to lose in my interactions, not escalating, not risking and certainly not leading the conversation. This will come with time once I start getting frustrated with whole nights worth of opens that lead nowhere. It'll reach a tipping point and I'll start pushing interactions further. Still, first things first a whole night of constant approaching is in my sights.

Really positive. Although, I'm feeling pretty rough. My exercise and diet has hit the back burner while I'm on my break, so I need to get on that otherwise the weekend coming up is going to feature me spending all my time in bed being ill.
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Swanny

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Wow!

Been pretty out of it since Wednesday. The rest of my week and weekend revolved around friends, family and being really ill.

Hitting it hard and dropping my diet and exercise for my break really cost me in the end.

I've not enjoyed the end of my break and I've had some miserable feverish nights sleeps.

My last night out with any approaches was on Wednesday, so getting back on it again may be tricky. Still, same rules apply. Reset the bar for success to going out and one approach and go from there.

This illness has meant I've had time to reflect on things. I haven't been ill for a long time due to great diet and exercise, but even then I wasn't doing everything I could do. So I'm going to set myself a few goals in this post and attempt to live by them.

1) When it comes to going home for weekends and holidays then I'll make these time for friends and family and not cold approach. Cold approach can be developed in my time away from family. There is plenty of time for it then. That way I can concentrate on one thing and not the other when at home.

2) Diet. I'm going to get back on this, but not just no gluten/lactose as previously I'm also going to avoid carbs such as rice and carb up using veggies like sweet potato. I'm also going to get back in touch with my hemp protein shakes because I'm looking a little thin. I'm also going to get back onto my juicing and inject some green veggies into my body.

3) Exercise. I've been going to the gym relatively consistently for a number of weeks now to swim, but I'm at a point where I've plateaued and I'd actually like to start building now I'm actually attending my gym consistently. I'm going to enquire about a personal trainer for the foreseeable in order to get me on the right tracks with free weights and then reassess based on progress later. This also means buying some gym clothes and a decent back. I can alternate the working out with morning swims and good walks.

4) Work. Need to get to London. I enjoy my job, but it's in the arse-end of nowhere and other than some considerable time retraining within my job and gaining additional experience I don't see it going anywhere. I work in education and I'm extremely well paid, but if I want to get leadership experience I need teaching experience to be considered for such positions, so I think it's time to consolidate the terrific skills I've learnt over the past two years and start putting myself forward for jobs in London.

5) Going out. Carry on as I was keeping in mind where I'm at so far. I'm going to try and up things to four times a week over the next few weeks. Remember to keep the bar for success low on each night out.

6) Community. Give something back to this community that's not game related. I've been asked, as I imagine others have, whether I'd be interested in participating in an RSD internship. Certainly happy to be involved, just need to know the commitment expectations. Also I'm going to attend my first free tour event and start becoming involved in inner circle London events. I feel justified in doing so now I'm actually approaching again. Finally, was considering world summit for the second time. It's certainly possible, but it's going to involve reigning in the belt a bit, financially, over the next few weeks.

7) Finances. Continue stacking wedge in my savers until I find an opportunity to invest.

These are points for me to focus on for the time being. I'll reassess after a few weeks.
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Yay!!! Back on it like a mother fucker. Well a 30 minute blast anyway. Really pleased with this after a weeks absentia. I could have choded in bed watching videos of Tyler and whacking my dick to oblivion, but I didn't, I went out. Kind of matter of factly really too. I'd normally expect some anxiety after a week of not stepping up and sure it wasn't totally anxiety free, but it's loads better than it has been in the past. I just don't really think about things too much. I just hang around until 11/11:30, hop in the car, park up, have a piss in the car park and then stroll to the venue.

I went to the usual place tonight. My goals were dead simple. Go out. Success. Approach one girl. Success. And my new goal approach as soon as I enter the venue. I don't think I've ever done this and tonight I can report...success! Entered the venue, two set dancing near the entrance. My opener 'Yo!'. Girls look weirded out and then I celebrated for the next 20 minutes or so. Headed to get a drink of water. BAD. Then hit the dancefloor and got approached a little. Saw a girl clock me from a four set and smiled. Hand out, she took it, pulled her into me, danced her a bit, 'who the fuck are you?', Kate, 'nice one', danced a bit more, 'you're a really amazing dancer, but I have to go outside and blah blah blah', 'fine! Get the fuck out of my life!' and off she pops. Dance around some more and start to chode, but hey baby steps. Went for more water. Chick and geeza at the bar. Wafting my sweaty teeshirt I announce that 'I'm 'ot'. Girl pisses herself.

Certainly the problem is that I'm not talking and unleashing the bullshit generator, but that's for another day when I'm pissed off enough to start trying that shit out. Really proud of the half an hour out tonight, learnt a lot and a very positive experience. I kept it short cos I have been ill and also I've a long day ahead of me tomorrow in London.

Talking of London I hit my first free tour last night. Dragging myself to London on a week night was pretty epic, but I managed it and it was very rewarding. The seminars were great, but the best thing was networking. Met loads of guys into meeting girls and one who likes daygame (which I'm shit scared of). Also I figured out a new goal for next seminar, to meet someone who is better than me who might want to wing.
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Saturday I went into London during the day for some movie action and a bit of culture at the museum. There were loads of girls there. Must remember for when I start attempting the terror that is daygame. However, I got back home and chilled out before heading out, got myself a bath and had a lie down for five minutes only to wake up at nine o'clock Sunday morning. Fuck. What a waste. Lesson learned; shower, not bath.

However I've just returned from a half an hour blast this evening. Went out. Success. Opened. Success. Opened immediately upon entering venue. Nope, toilet, bar, water, then open. Not bad, but not an immediate open. Lesson learned; drain the snake in the car park so there are NO EXCUSES. I opened a couple of girls and to be honest the venue was relatively quiet, that being said there were probably about seven or eight sets I could have had a crack at rather than just two. Still two is better than nothing and I was seriously considering not coming out as after my disco nap I was feeling pretty shitty. But I forced myself out and that's good. First set went well at first. Hooked and vibing, but then I could feel myself slowly losing the lead in the conversation and when she brought in her friend in I lost focus on my girl. She was cute, a tall eight with braces. Her mate basically dragged her away in a really calm way. I tried to reapproach a couple of times. Success. Then they buggered off to the loo, so I approached a cute blonde seven at the bar. Tried throwing a few jokes which she smiled at. I think she liked me but I just haven't got the ability to just riff yet. It's weird cos I know it's in there it's just initiating it in cold approach is eluding me. Couple of missed opportunities including a gorgeous black girl who I was psyched out of thinking she was with a fella only for her to start dancing some other guy. Sadtimes.

Another positive I noticed in my first set was that I was starting to say more and more off the wall stuff. Not mental, but a little off socially acceptable. This is great. More of this please as it had the girl laughing and made me feel good.

So, back on it with regards opening on venue entry. Work towards opening all, inject more unapologetic off the wall stuff and get those gums bumping!
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Back from a blast. Two hours of effort. More in a sec, but gotta say I found this inspirational and really fucking funny:


The original thread is here.

So anyway. Again the criteria for success was rock bottom. Tonight I felt more nervous than I have in a while. Butterflies. But I manage to dress myself correctly and stride to the car. I park up in town and drain the Pinot Grigio so there are no excuses and hit the bar. Success. I walk into the bar and immediately walk to a table of seven girls. Am I fucking crazy? Success for the open. Success for the immediate open! Eye contact with one I like. Blah blah and just as I'm about to get chatting I get another hotty try and frame me out from behind. I chill back and dominate at the same time. Is this possible? She's hot actually. I chat shit, she says she has to talk to her friend, I bail and hit up another two set by the bar immediately. In fact I do four or five girls in the bar without being out of set, so I'll call that an open all success. My interactions don't particularly last long and I still can't seem to get those verbals going, but I'm staying in set longer and chilling back too.

I decide to move on to another bar. More crowded here and I chode for a few minutes. New goal is to open immediately in every new venue I enter. That one kind of snuck up on me, didn't prepare for the possibility of having to open immediately upon a venue change. Anyway I get chatting and dancing and approaching. I maybe approach three or four girls. I get asked by one girl if I'm coming to a different club, I get confused and follow then don't know if I should have. I wanted to stay actually cos I like this place better, but then shes a 7 and she'd sure feel nice right now. I stay. I'd say out of all the girls I approached tonight they were mainly 8/9s, but that's by the by. Some kids give me kudos and I think I've made allies when the kid just starts value sucking and tooling the fuck out of me. He follows me around and every chick I approach he just fucking blows up the set with some fucking overbearing weirdo shit. This is the first time I've been amogged at all really and so aggressively too. Literally ten sets he just came in and freaked the fuck out of the girls. Sure if my game was solid maybe I could have held onto things once he had blown himself out, but boy was it challenging. I'm not bothered at a surface level at all, but it affected me on some subconscious level cos I ground to a halt. However, it was great approaching and to be fair I made some mistakes in the interactions myself and the kid can't really be blamed for that. Shocking though. I think back to when I was his age (18), I'd have never even considered being like that. Bear in mind I don't think the kid realised what a fucking nuisance he was being. He came up at one stage and said 'tell me if I'm being annoying'. 'How about the last fifteen minutes dude' I replied. 'I'm just having fun' he said and tbf he seemed like he was. Anyway fuck that chode.

I spoke to some real hotties and I seem to be consistently opening strong and well. I get great eye contact and we chat briefly and then the interaction dies. There is something not working here that is difficult to put my finger on, but I may have a theory, but it needs testing. I think I should be going for the close early on. Like I said my verbals aren't kicking in very solidly with cold approach, but I'm starting to think that chatting ain't really that necessary in the environments I'm going to. Sure friend are around so maybe it's a mixture of going for the close or moving the girl or getting physical by grinding. I'm not sure, but I suspect it's the close. I go in strong nothing particularly off the wall opener wise just zero anxiety. I think I'm solving the approach anxiety issue nicely and now there is a massive void of possibilities to work with, but it seems so big I'm not sure where to start. I had a chance to kiss one girl I approached who I'd say was probably a 7, but looking back I really would have like to. So weird to not be taking action once the fear of approach is dissolved.

That being said I am thrilled with my progress to date. When I post here and in the main forum I feel legit. I try and only post stuff that I have personal experience of and I hope I offer value. I'm reading My Big Toe atm and the early parts really emphasise the distinction between pseudo-knowledge like adopted beliefs and actual knowledge you went out and tested yourself: experience. Very appropriate to game. Keeping and open mind while remaining skeptical seems to be one of the book's main tenants. I'm content while I'm taking action like this and sure results are few and far between, but I'm really enjoying the process of taking action and the subtleties of game that are revealed as I go out more and more.

After AMOG central I decide to move on to another club. I open a couple of girls at the bar. Nice black girl who I'm not too attracted to, but again a 7 and again right now on my cock would be ace. I found my flow with her, so maybe part of the trick is getting to that place the instructors talk about where you're no longer attributing value to the way the girl looks so therefore you can unstifle and vibe freely. I imagine this will come as the gaps between interactions reduce. I dance again and talk to a cute ginger teacher. Fucking cute ginger teachers, honestly if I had a penny for every time I chatted one of them up..

Then I'm choding again and I'm done. Tomorrow is another night and this time I don't intend to wake up on Sunday morning having missed it.

On another note I've restarted my no fapp policy. I have ED, so it's important if I actually do end up with one of these girls that I have a break from waxing the poll cos I would like to enjoy it fully. So, I've set myself a 30 day reboot which isn't that mental since I've had some good breaks from choking the snake recently. I've also turned the meditation up a notch from twenty minutes to half an hour. I actually did a couple of sessions before I went out in amongst older Tyler vids. It's pretty sweet. Not gonna analyse it, but suffice to say that the clarity it engenders in me has had wonderful effects. I'm back on smoothies and green juices, eating well and I just need to get back in the gym regularly. I've also signed up as an RSD intern to get myself some additional skills and get in touch with some awesome guys.

Life is good.
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