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December 10th, 2016
Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
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Kid Kaz

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here at the bar with my friend.

god i hope no weirdos approach me.

i don't know what it is about guys nowadays..

nowadays? hmm... as if i know what they were like before..

hmm i wonder if it was all the sameshit really. hah.

damn i wonder if i'm even hot enough...

jessicas way hotter than me.

maybe, maybe not. what if its all personality.

hhah im probably still not good enough in that criteria..

im probably not even smart enough ..

god im lost in the thought. okay.. *re-adjusts posture* be in the moment girl, this is life. just live.

ahhh all these guys here, am i supposed to be doing something... is this all even---

*Guy approaches*

Guy: Hey how are you?

*thinking* How am i? lol so polite... why do you really even care how i am. i don't even know you

Hi! i'm fine, and you?

Guy: i'm straight... just here, doing...whatever... heh

Ahah.. you're straight huh... what if you were gay?

Guy: you think i'm gay? wtf. all i said was hi to you. why are you being so rude.

Guy seriously? i'm just being me.

*Guy walks away angry*

ughh, all these men are just useless.. i don't need this...

hey Chloe what you doing..

*Chloe thinking* heh, what am i doing? do you really even care.. just saw you talking to that guy over there.
as if what i'm doing was better than that.

Chloe: Heyyy! just chillin!!

haha yeaa, this asshole of a guy just came up to me and was totally douche... i swear they're all the samee

Chloe: i knoww righttt reallyly, i don't even know why we come to these places... but hey i just take it for wat it is and have fun.

Yeaaa gosh girl you're so smart.

*Guy approaches both of them*

Guy: *party mode* Ayyyyyy laddiessss

*Chloe thinking* goddamnit what is this guy doing.... =__=
*Jenni thinking* oh yeaa... heres the party guy... ;)

both girls: Heyyyyyyy!!!!

Party guy: yeaa you girls are looking gooodddd can i touchhh ;D

Chloe: Noooooo! hahaha

*Party guy grabs Jenni*

Jenni: Ohh my godd wuhts happening!!

Party Guy: Dance! Dance!

*Party guy pulls to dancefloor*

*girl coding to Chloe* Oh my goddd! don't let me get in troubleee!

*Chloe girl codes back* Hahahaha you'll be fine!

*Party guy dancing on Jenni*

*thinking* i don't know if i should be doing this... i mean... am i a slut? godd... why do i even have to think about it.. can't i just BE?

*Party guy in his own zone*

God hes so... just... cool about it all... is he even thinking about what he's doing? ...nah i don't think so... hes just.. so whatever about it..

During this whole time shes innocently dancing on him and grinding

Party guy: ehhhh... i'm done... come with me... food

*thinking* Foood?? that means we have to leave the club! i don't know...

*clearly shows indecisiveness in her facial expression and vibe without saying a word*

Party Guy: come on.. it'll be quick. i'll bring you back to your girlfriend in time. don't worryy i'm just hungry ;)

Haha... uhmm.. okayyy lemme at least tell her i'm leaving!!

Party guy: alrite meet me outside in 5

mhhmmm *starts walking towards where Chloe was...*

*thinking* heh... why do i even have to tell Chloe... i mean... does she really have to know NOW? why.... she saw me leave to dance with him... and she was okay with it... why wouldn't she be able to handle me going out to eat for a bit?

godd... why do i even care this much... fuck it...

*walks outside to meet Party Guy*

*seems him talking to another girl*

*thinking* hah... hes talking to another girl? am i really that unimportant? god damn wut an asshole... and i actually thought that he would be differ----

Party guy: HEYY! yooo meet my friend Annah!

Heyyy Annahh!

Annah: Heyy! uhm..... whats your namee?!

Ohhh my names Jenni?!

Annah: Ohhh...hah cool, well yea... i see.. you've met Matt? :)

Yea he seems cool... we just danced and stuff... *shows signs of nervousness*

Annah: Haha, its fine.. i dance with him all the timeee. *not sure if that was the right thing to say at the time... but goes with it*

Ohh really, thats niceee

*Meanwhile Party Guy (Now named Matt) is standing around.. watching.. relaxed.. with a smile on his face*

Matt: alright Annah i'll catch you later, i'm taking Jenni out to eat *thinking* haha awesome.. now she can't that i didn't remember her name ;D

Annah: Ohhh alriteee i'll catch you lattterrr *girl code eyes to Jenni* it'll be fun... don't worry.. ;)

Jenni: ahha.. uhhh wuhhhttt :D :| :c :D :3 (Yes.... literally all 5 expressions)

*Matt grabs Jenni's hand*

Oh god we're holding hands.. does that mean we're a couple now?
What if he does something weird at this point?
What if he tries to marry me?
Who knows.. this guy could be THE ONE
Ahhh.. come on.. dont think like that.. you'll weird him out..
But really who knows... should i even care...
Gosh i always think so much... makes me feel so sick&needy.
WHAT IF HE KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING RIGHT NOW AND HES JUST COMPLETELY FUCKING WITH ME
God.. Oh God...

Matt: Hey.. you okay? :)

Jenni: Haha Yeaaaaa.. just thinkinggg..

*Matt lets go of hand and puts hands in pockets

Omgg what did that mean? did i freak him out??

*Matt pulls out wallet from his left pocket*

Matt: shit... i don't even know if i got moneyy ... pulls out a $10 dollar bill.

Matt: Heh... i wonder how much we can get with thiss ? ;)

Ohh nooo.. i got.. a $20?

Matt: Woah.. you're willing to pay? wow thats so awesome of you..
Matt: I was actually thinking that it would be wrong for you too. but if you're insisting :)

Haha uhmm... noo.... its fine.... i got you... :)

Matt: Wow totally? hah.

*puts money back in wallet* *wallet back in left pocket*

Matt: In fact.. right now.. i don't even know where i want to eat. lol
Matt: lets just blantantly walkk into a resturant that we've never been in before and demand to be served.. ;D

*thinking* Haha hes so crazyy

Haha you're so crazy!! *slaps his arm*

*Matt feels a slight surge of energy when she touches him*
*It relaxes him...*

Matt: Hows this place... *walks in*


Would write the rest but i had a fun night out and im sore and slightly sick from the alcohol WHICH I'M PROBABLY NEVER DRINKING AGAIN CAUSE ITS FUCKING DISGUSTING AND MAKES YOU DISGUSTING
but yea... i don't even know wtf this is.. i just wrote it... felt right... judge me if you want. cause i'm completely insecure and might have a breakdown about it... :)
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Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


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Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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Kid Kaz

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This is actually really tripping me out now that i wrote this..
its like if you disregard who the 'narrator' is. or what the purpose of it all is.
then its almost like you can read this forward or backwards and it all still makes sense yet can create a completely different outcomes or views of the same exact thing.

either this is just mental masturbation... or i'm still a little high from last night... or i'm just fucking awesome/weird regardless.. sweet ;)
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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MastahDeft

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What in the hell
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Kid Kaz

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MastahDeft wrote:
What in the hell
Crazy right?


thats what an interaction is.
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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MastahDeft

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Holy shit are you negging me?

Im blushing :)
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Kid Kaz

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MastahDeft wrote:
Holy shit are you negging me?

Im blushing :)
heh i read back at what i said a few mins later and it sounded completely smart-assish.

i didn't mean it that way. sorryy ;)

wanna have sex?
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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Kid Kaz

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Sitting at my computer...

watching Dragon Ball Z amvs on youtube..

chick texts me.

i tell her i'm watching Dragon Ball Z amvs on youtube..

she tells me i'm weird.

i tell her shes cute.

she likes me.

i hate her.

which i tell her.

she likes me even more

i like that i hate her.

so i guess i do like her...

then we fuck.... through the phone... cause this is science.

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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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Kid Kaz

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:)
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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Kid Kaz

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this hurts.
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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