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Kid Kaz Doing What He does. (Real Game Is... There Is No Game)
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Kid Kaz

Kid Kaz

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Join Date: 04/07/2012 | Posts: 372

Popping off my own Field Reports finally.

been lurking on this site for about 6+ months. just recently made my own account (can tell from my posts)

Welp. Hit up Atlanta tonight. Did what i did. Pretty much my 2nd night out ever out to a club.

Went to Club Opera. walked in at around 10:11ish?
Shit was pretty much dead at the time... only came in that early for the discount lol. shit...
Vibed on my own and socialized a little bit at the beginning to get in my zone felt out of synch. but whatever lol

 bout 11:00-11:20ish people started coming in. club started gettting packed. i just did i did. and i do what i do.

socialized, danced, danced, checkedout girls, socialized, danced on girls, left girls, socialized, danced.
^ pretty much defines my whole night.

My main focus really was just to have fun on my own. i wanna bring the party. not leech on other peoples energy

My style of game is inspired HIGHLY from reading posts by Gravity and Distant Light. Good shit guys.
If you havent check out:
Make Her Chase You - Gravity.
2000th Post: Distant Lights Philosophy Of An Attractive Man - Distant Light

I would post links but ima noob and need 30 posts lol. e_e

I'd say my night was 98% Awesome. simply because i was focused on my own fun.
If i would have focused on the girls my night would have probably been....about.....*mental calculations 2% Awesome.
Yup... I wasn't excited by them at all..no fun... none..

but. yea.. so if you guys see this ((Gravity or Distant Light)) them hmu. gimme pointers or whatever. thanks.

and anyone else. much love.

I just wanted to add.... I've gotten into a headspace where i honestly don't care if i get good at 'this' or not.... whatever 'this' is... i honestly don't even know anymore..
Its like...All i think is either you're going out or you're staying home. And i'd choose going out anyday honestly...so whatever bullshit comes my way just is what it is.
Ive actually never thought this way before so i'm not exactly sure if this mindset is healthy. Its actually scary to a certain extent too.
Basically... if i never got laid again and was alone for the rest of my life...then i honestly don't think i would mind...i'm honestly just happy going out. Showing up by itself is the success...
But yea guys. Peace..
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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Distant Light

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Have fun!!!! Hahaha, your on a nice path of thrills and adventures hahaha, last bit of your post is a good place to be btw...

Your on the right track so longs your also giving people the opportunity to atleast be inspired by you (ex. simply observing you having your own fun whether it be dancing alone, socializing with people, etc) BUT at some point don't be too selfish give people the opportunity to have a fun interaction with you and actually have a good night too. I'll keep an eye on this thread... ;)
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Gravity

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haha mannn and I was gonna give a nice long response too :(

basically what he said^^ haha
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Kid Kaz

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oh god. DL & Gravity replied . (Restrains inner fangirl)tounge
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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Kid Kaz

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Quote:
Gravity wrote:

haha mannn and I was gonna give a nice long response too :(

basically what he said^^ haha


Don't Let that stop you! :)
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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Kid Kaz

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Probably not gonna post anything for a long time since i don't have shit goin on rite now... My Life Moves Slowwww...

Stuck at home with no way to go out. All my so called 'friends' suck lol. Yet I'm loving life :)

Been applying for jobs like crazy everywhere. lol

Went to the mall and was there for 5-6 hours hitting up every store asking for a job and just chatting with randoms. and i mean EVERY store.

Shit like... Bath and Body Works... Victoria Secret (Hahaha), Female Clothing stores... i didn't give a fuck :P

I thought this was funny. I even went into a Jewelery store ALREADY knowing the guy was gonna be a dick (have no idea how)
I'm talking to him and hes one of those (I will be rude to you unless you're putting money in my hand) kind of guys... I was just very present with him and smiled at his attitude lol.

I made my experience funn though..
I was walking into stores, talking to the employees, pretending i worked there with the customers lol. Just walking up to ppl sayin 'yo you should check this out blah blah, ohhh girl this wud look good on you' hahaha (super gay ;D)

Prob the highlight of that day was when i went into Hot Topic. and i had the girl there help me out with a full new wardrobe! New Shirt! New pants... hats! sunglasses. lol
Two hotties walked in and i started chatting with em. Started pickin out One Direction shirts and saying how hot i am wearing it... (BTW! One Direction are a bunch of badass thugsz.. dont be fooled by their music homiee ;P)

Then i told her 'You know whats funny... i don't even have any money to buy all this stuff :)' LOOOL! She wasn't mad about it at all. and i helped her put all the stuff back...

what was weird was that she got really annoyed when i jokingly put my finger in her face.

LOL she completely despised my existence after that which i don't understand. For like a sweet split second i felt horrible and was thinking how stupid and reckless im being... then my awesomeness kicked in and i thought 'Welp, you fucked up the fun! bye!'

(This was really good actually now that i look back... cause honestly, we were having fun and joking around. making her day at work more fun and memorable. but if she chooses to ruin her chance by being offended of me putting my finger in her face then shes obviously not the 'fun loving' type of person and doesn't deserve my time.) So i just bounced out. No regrets ;)

Soooooo Yea... sitting here... With a stack of applications... I hate filling these things out... its like every letter i write is just screaming 'PLEASE HIRE ME, IM A SAD PERSON WHO NEEDS MONEY! HELP!' God... it makes me sick lol. literally causes me physical pain haha

But yea... lesson i learned from this was how to talk to people and not WANT anything from them... Just talk for the sake of talking. You don't have to escalate or approach every hot girl you see. Its just kinda 'whatever' lol.
I only approach if i'm genuinely curious of them. NOT because i have to complete my total amount of approaches that day.
Just be natural. They don't even have to like you... Have fun just to have fun.
No more agendas :)
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We 'Grow' out of life... and into death.


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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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Kid Kaz

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I just wanted to mention something that i remembered... Happened about a month ago...

During my first night out to a club ever i experienced something surreal & utterly great. but completely terrified me.

I was having so much fun... It was my firrst night out ever to a club. and also my first time out the house in months. so. I. JUST. WENT. APESHIT. and it was AWESOME.

I was having soooo much fun that everyone in the club was looking at me. girls were dancing with me ect ect.

But i noticed... when ever i got the thought 'Yo that girls into you... Makeout with her now' I always got the feeling of it just being a waste of my time... or that i didnt really feel a DRiiivEE to go up to her and talk or makeout with her...
even though she WAS physically hot and WAS staring at me dancing with me and smiling.

It was almost like.. i'd have to KILL the fun i was having at the moment. just to go up to her and kiss her...it just seemed like it wasnt worth it.

This feeling actually fucking scared the shit out of me.

Cause before i always thought that you just approach every girl thats at least fuckable and try to get laid and thats just what we do... but now i was Having Fucking Fun and only approaching when i felt an 'Energy' or 'Magnetism' towards that girl or experience.... yet that magnetism was rarely there... and i was terrified...

I started panicing a bit. (i actually still feel this at times in my chest)

I just felt like i didn't know 'The World' anymore... and i called a natural-friend whose REALLY good with girls (dudes kindof a flakey dick that i don't really talk to anymore) and i asked him if he knew what i was dealing with.

and at first he was like . "Dude... I think you finally realized you're gay. I KNEW IT! Hahaha!" and i was like "Noooo! LOL! come on bro lol, be serious..." and i explained further what i was talking about. and he told me whats up..

It was always weird for me when we hungout cause I thought he had extremely high standards cause whenever i'd see a girl and check her out, he'd always think she was ugly like 80% of the time.. yet in my eyes they were at least 7.5s or 8s... but now i kinda see what hes talking about... (They're not necessarily UGLY but they just don't light that DRiiivEE inside)

I got brought to the point that i'm just lacking CHEMISTRY with the girls... Yea, they can be physically hot. staring you down... but do you really WANT to go up there and mess with her. or do you just think you are SUPPOSED to mess with her just so you can be cool.

It all sounded like stuff like 'complete enjoyment, living life through your own eyes'... and stuff like that

But i still had this fucking EMPTY BLACK HOLE in my chest :c

Stark Espada #1 (Bleach)
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It was scary because i could SEE that the girls were fucking hott! but i just didn't FEEL them to be that enticing.. and i was just asking him 'Dude, what if i never Fall in love.'
And he simply said 'Then it just wasn't meant to be i guess'

And that just kinda hit me.... i started thinking about God, and destiny and 'The Journey' and ... The Man Must Walk His Path (Monk Voice) Shit like that... and it all kinda came together and densified into one point...

The point is:

Could you be happy with Never falling in love?  then i thought deeper... into being COMPLETELY alone, NEVER getting laid, not having friends, never being accepted, supported, respected, admired and literally being tortured by the Devil himself burning in Hell

When i reached this point. it kinda felt like.. My heart was leaking or bleeding.. something in me just went Dark. The pain was like something i never felt before... in my chest & solar plexus.. Burning. I laid on the floor, almost in a fetal position, shaking, gritting my teeth, and i felt like i could cry. Yet i could bare it. I was simply just an 'observer' of it.

And i just thought... remembering a quote by Bruce Lee saying that you must be COMPLETELY yourself in ALL situations... and i just thought about Jesus (i'm not Christian yet i can appreciate the religion) and admired the 'idea' of a Man who could endure all that pain... and honestly. i was feeling 'It' ... I felt like i could truely relate to what he went through.

Basically... what i realized through this was that, seeking validation from others or 'Wanting' things is fucking Sick... its like. Black sticky tar attaching to your Soul. literally. its an infectious disease and im not sure why or how it started.

I feel like i get it now...

The teachings of Desirelessness in Hinduism and Buddhism... Nirvana... and stuff like that... I feel like i actually understand it..

'Desire is the cause of all suffering'

What i'm saying is that. i think that all we have, and TRUELY ever had is what we came into this world with... and it was simply a Spark in our heart... a drive to take action/experience.

It kinda reminds me of how people would say 'Do it for the love of Musiccc Maannneee!' and they would get angry when someone 'sold out' for the money...

We're not here to get money or reach a goal or collect 'cool points'

We're here to resonate and express our Passions. And my definition of Passion is what we enjoy doing regardless of if we're good at it. We do it regardless of if we're getting a result or making money. Regardless of if it brings us attention or makes us look cool to others. We simply do it JUST and ONLY to do it. Take action & experience.

I... to some extent. now feel... that i can let go of everything... all this 'need' and 'want'... i don't have to put in effort for all that stuff.. it will come when/if its meant to. I can finally LET GO and just BE.... and it feels like for the first time in my life.

I'm Actually Freeangel


This song is pretty heavy yet the lyrics describes 100% EXACTLY how i felt during the time. and i hope you guys check it out. It was actually kinda surreal how closely this resonated with me. Almost felt like the artists wrote the song SPECIFICALLY for me. lol
Its inspired by the Bible chapter Isaiah 6 and i advice you guys to look into that too. Just to get a feel of what i felt.... Thanks. :)

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We 'Grow' out of life... and into death.


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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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Kid Kaz

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Anyone else find it fucking hilarious that

the desire to shove your weiner in a female's peehole turns into a full-on philosophical/spiritual quest of enlightenment...


ohh the irony...
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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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Kid Kaz

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Was out . 8am. trying to get my drivers license.

some girls were in there... they was cool.

A girl came in there... she was awesome ;)

I can feel....

....I can feel them from a mile away....

Its warm ;)


Oh... and btw.. i failed the test. LOL! taking it again tomorrow x3
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We 'Grow' out of life... and into death.


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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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Kid Kaz

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__________________
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We 'Grow' out of life... and into death.


http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/51Rf7x1pmRL._SL350_.jpg

Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4fhjkx5rS1r5y0sto2_r2_250.gifhttp://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4fhjkx5rS1r5y0sto9_250.gifhttp://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4fhjkx5rS1r5y0sto20_r1_250.gif

"Before you jump off the cliff you've got a million things racing through your mind... but once you jump... nothing."

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Kid Kaz

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Sargentpepperoni!!!!



This guy right here is a huge inspiration right now.
I love this dude because he records every approach he does and uploads them daily on youtube.
People love talking shit about this dude, but he still presses on regardless.
He's not necessarily 'good' at the time.... infact... he's pretty bad, lol. but i can tell he's improving. and thats fucking awesome.
Most people talking shit probably don't have nearly the amount of resolve this guys does cause i know you fuckers woulda quit by now.
Yet he keeps doing his thing, no matter how bad & awkward it is.
You have my respect Sargentpepperoni *Military Salute*
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We 'Grow' out of life... and into death.


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Presence Is All There Is. Attraction Just Happens. Questioning This Is Self-Rejection.

Enlightenment: The Radical Simplicity Of The Present Moment.


My Journal: Kid Kaz Doing What He does.My Inspiration: Linxspiration
Just Incase you didn't know: Hahaha we're all the same thing really...
Make something out of nothing: What would you do if some guy was hitting on your girlfriend?

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