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December 9th, 2016
Unchode Or Die Tryin'/ FR
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adm388

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Join Date: 01/26/2013 | Posts: 12

To reach a higher level in game, or just fuckin' start gaming again, I decided to share my 'infield experience' with the community from now.

First, I want to introduce myself quickly. I'm a 24 years old employee from Germany.

Once upon a time... it's somewhere in 2011 I guess. Chode-me is surfing the www and incidentally finds out about pick-up in some shitty german-pickup-faggot-board. It was just the usual scripted game/ mystery-crap but I worked up curiosity and started to develop some more interests in this topic.

In the beginning of 2012 a friend of mine, who turned out to be my regular wingman later, introduced me to RSD/ natural game. We both joined Free Tour and Hot Seat2 with Julien in Amsterdam in March of 2012, which was a great experience. Since then things started to roll out and my wing and me went out 4-5 nights a week. In the beginning, my motivation was high, my skill wasn't and the success was even lower :D (but that’s another topic I guess). After 6 month, my motivation slowly crashed and after my wing moved to start some new study in a far away city, I quit game completely because of being a SUPERCHODE.

Anyway, by a cruel twist of fate this crazy motherfucker came back to visit his family during christmas time (strange guy hahahaha). He came, he saw, he... somehow succeeded in motivating me to have a 'comeback'.
Drop your pants and spread your legs you naughty bitches of the world, daddy's back again!

From now on, I'm going to enrich you all with my mental effusions. I hope you'll enjoy my shit (in case I have something constructive to report someday), subscribe or comment. If not... I don't even give a fuck :D

That's all for today. Going to have a quick fap for the last time... I hope.
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adm388

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Join Date: 01/26/2013 | Posts: 12

So in my first post I want to quickly summarize what happend since I started 'the game'.

Suffering from a huge aproach anxiety and being a superchode for ages, I took benefit out of my first RSD live experience and slowly developed some skills in game. As I mentioned before, my wing and me we went out quite a lot for about six months, solely gaming in nearby clubs totally sober. In this first periode I still couldn't unchode myself they way I wanted to, so my greatest victory was NC'ing a hand full of random bitches and in the end, after texting with just one of them for a regular basis (3-4 months), having one lay. This shit totally fucked me up and my motivation crashed badly. When I think about this right now, my earlier ME was such a dumbass. I should've been more proud of the steps I made foreward. Comparing this to chode-me it was a huge step at all. But that's my never-ending-story: back in the day's I allways've been this unsatisfied little biatch :-D

After quitting game for chode-reason I recovered when my wing came back for christmas. From now on I just want to write down my 2012 reports in bullet point form:

24.12 Went to a bar sober, got overwhealmed my the venue and choded myself into a corner. Just talked to a few friends, didn't approach hotties, which definitely were there. Left the bar on my own early because of having duty the next day. Fuck it!

25.12 Got drunk after work and hit our local chody club for the annual xmax party. The alcohol unstiffened myself, so I approached a cutie right from the start. I had a cool conversation and developed state then droped her to go with the flow and take benefit out of my state. Met my wings brother, who was super surprised of his lil' bros skills, I suddenly felt challanged and hand-of-goded a girl next to me. I pulled her in very tight, talked some shit, lifted her and banged her into a corner just to go in for the kiss. I wasn't intent inought and hesitated so she turned her face away. Totally messed up but learned my lesseon (thanks here for my wing who witnessed this and coached me after that). After that I NC and droped her too. Then I went on to approach maybe 2 or 3 more girls, which ended up in nothing. Again went home alone but gained some reference experience!

31.12 Went to club with my wing, totally sober. Saw this one special girl but choded all night to open because some dudes were talking to her. My wing decided to 'punish' me for choding and opend her. He pulled me into set. NO INTENT NO CLOSE :/ Quickly NC her and then went home with my wing for some serious 'we-have-to-change-behaviour-and-take-action-immidiately'-conference at my crib :-D
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adm388

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Join Date: 01/26/2013 | Posts: 12

So now we are in 2013. My new year started the same the old one ended - FUCKED UP! I got sick and couldn't go out until the 08.01.13. Fortunately I had vacation from this day on so I decided to visit my wing in his new hometown in bavaria. To snack some motivation for the future we both attended Alexanders Free Tour in Munich. Here are my reports from this day on:

10.01 Attended Alex Free Tour - motivated me a lot. Went out to a club with a bunch of Munich Inner Circle guys. State right from the start! I opend about 5 girls right at the entrance to the dancefloor. Had some quick conversations, got physical right from the start. 2 girls hooked whom I decided to game later again. I reopened one of them 2 more times. My second reopen was superprolike: saw her, pulled her in, not talking just BÄM kissclose. Made out with her almoust half an hour then tried to pull her several times. She choded and mumbled something like 'boyfriend' I don't know, who gives a shit. Tried to pull her a couple of times but I wasn't intent enought I guess. NC her and then forced her to leave :-D This shit made my day! Since then I just relaxed in the club and approached maybe 5 more girls but with no victory. FUCK IT, THIS NIGHT WAS GOOD!

11.01 After having a quick nap in a cheap crackhoe-hotel in Munichs red light district I continued my journey through bavaria. I visited my wing in his new hometown. We went out to a bar to pre-clubgame and shift some beers. I approached 2 cuties and had some cool an fluid conversations. I lost this one girl in the crowd and my wing missunderstood that I was into her so he pulled me out of the bar to go to a club. I was in a good mood so it didn't bother me at all.
In the club I approached a crazy girl that was using the mens restroom while having a piss. Dumbass me I should've tried to bang this right at the sport.... arrr. Anyway I approached a few more girls but suddenly my state crashed and I was totally choding in some dark-chode-corner. Remembering Juliens analogy having 'unlimited chips' I spotted one sweet girl, took action and opend her godmode-style. Walkt to her, straight line, pushed her fucking chodefriends away and told her she was cute. We smalltalked a bit but I recognized that she was menatally broke because of recently splitting with her boyfriend. I couldn't take benefit out of this situation, my fucking conscience blocked me and my statet crashed again. She left I choded again in my corner waiting for my wing who had the time of his life!
In the end again no close, no pull, but some reference experience and the lesson that I should not affect my game by state.
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adm388

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Join Date: 01/26/2013 | Posts: 12

12.01 After coming home from my roadtrip to bavaria I was pretty tired from the 5 hour ride. First I didn't want to go out but then I decided that tiredness is a chodelike excuse and went to our local club solo. I got stuck in the line, after waiting 45 min in the freezing cold I went home... that's life folks.

16.01 Went to Düsseldorf solo again, which is my personal cryptonite. In front of the club the bouncers didn't let me in without telling me a reason. I asked this motherfucker gently why but he ignored me, so I did a second time with strong eyecontact and more intent. Lil' coulnd't hold his frame, haha, told me it was nothing personal but my outfit was to sporty for this kind of party. This shit pushed my comfort zone and I went home happy. The only sad thing was that I spend fuel for a 100km (60miles) ride just to get rejected at the door... it's a hard knock life.

19.01

Part1: It's a pitty that in my area there are not many guys from RSD community. Having no wingman at this time I decided to search for one in this german pickupboard I mentioned in my very first post. It's kind of a crutch but who cares. I just need some dudes for motivation and to not go solo everytime (cryptonie etc.) so I went to this Düsseldorf Lair meeting that afternoon with a new guy from that board.. First time streetgame for me. I was kind of excited and anxious. 2 dudes took care of us newebies and we walked trough the city for 2 hours. I approach one hottie at a mall quiete good but then got nervous when she mentioned that her parents want to move on. I forgot to nc her... shit! Approached a second one at a bookstore by recommending her a book of Tony Robbins. Ejected to early when she mentioned she's married and her husband is buying a book right now. No close today, but just one step foreward to the goal. I pushed my comfortzone and gained some reference experience which makes me quite satisfied.

Part 2: Met with another guy from this board to clubgame. This guy was a total failure and a megachode. Could've gone out solo instad. Anyway I played hard by myself, tried to get in state by opening different sets. All night I got blewn out, maybe 15 in number. At 5am I was so tired and dissatisfied that I went home. Took a last chance approach when going out of the dancefloor. Had a smalltalk with this 18yr old cutie, introduced myself to her mainly male friends. One of them tried to AMOG me and played very hard but he was a lil' chodebitch and I handled him quite good. NC'ed the girl after that.

Lesson I learned: NEVER GIVE UP AND TAKE ACTION UNTILL THE FUCKING END !!! Night's over when you step into your bed ;)
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adm388

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Join Date: 01/26/2013 | Posts: 12

24.01 Went out with one guy from RSD community whom I met in Munich on Free Tour. My state was good, I opend 1000000000000000 girls had relaxed conversations but could not get into pickup headspace. Later that night I choded around but could handle the situation and get into 'unlimited chips'-headspace so I approach this one special hottie. I must have been very present and intent because she gave me solid IOI's. Game went good until her boyfriend stepped into set and tried to AMOG me out. This didn't bother me so I stayed calm and relaxed, had a talk to both of them and pushed my comfort zone to the limit. Since there was no hot girl left anymore I decided to drive home. This night was fun. I gained some reference experience, my approach anxiety fixes more and more and I finally found some new solid wingman!

25.01/26.01 This weekend I didn't go out at all because of feeling sick, like getting a flu or shit. I hope that I'm going to feel better soon. I like the flow in my game that developes step by step, it would be bad when this state crushes...
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USNxCid

USNxCid

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Join Date: 04/18/2013 | Posts: 20

 and he was never heard from again
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