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March 25th, 2017
Slowly but surely going deep
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Gambel

Gambel

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Join Date: 05/19/2012 | Posts: 16

 What's up guys!

First, let's put up some music to set the mood.



A bit about myself. I'm 20 years old. Have been up to date about pickup for over 2 years but didn't really do much about it. But it's time to change that.
Up untill I was 17 I was this shy kid who never said what was on his mind and never took action whatsoever. Play videogames all day long. No purpose in life. 
After I got into self-development and started working on myself I have become so much better then when I look back to that shy kid back in the day..
I am in peace with myself because of how I developed and am so happy about because I know this is just the beginning. I'm striving to be perfect, although I know we can't reach that. For me the process is what counts. Process is what makes events happen. I have my goals. I know my purpose in life. I know where İ'm heading. And I have no other option then to follow that road no matter what..

On to my experience with women. Have had no girlfriend. Fucked a shitton of prostitutes. A few makeouts in clubs. Got one blowjob. And thats about it. I'm not even going to go on further detail about these things cause I don't want my ego to take over on why this and why that. This is what it is. I have no regrets whatsoever as I have gotten to a point in my life where I'm about to take action hence this journal.

I am still in highschool. Am meeting many girls there but because I have standarts it never leads somewhere. And I have this thing about girls who are inexperienced, It turns me cold instantly. Maybe It's an ego thing or because of my past. This is my last year though so gonna meet lot more from there just for the hell of it. Still living with parents. This is the one excuse out of many I used to just do nothing about pickup. I mean where was I going to take her right? Oh, I don't know man her place? back of an alley? Stupid excuse. Can't know if you haven't tried it. I am setting things straight financially and will be able to afford my own place by the time I go to college. Which is in about 8 months. 8 months! Am I going to sit around and wait for this time to pass by because I know THEN will be a fucking great time? NO, fuck procrastination. Most evil thing there is. Going to get as much as experience as possible. How am I going to do this?

-Going out. Just not sit home. And be outside for atleast 2 hours. (I have become so accustomed to working indoors so this will help me)
-Saying hi to people I 'know' and have a little chat
- Eyecontact
- Say hi to girls working and have a chat with them.
- Talking to people who are seated or standing (old, young doesnt matter)
- Stopping people for whatever to just get accustomed to stopping walking people.
- Bring more self-amusement into all of this
- Eyecontact with girls who are seated standing and go up and say hi and have a chat
- Eyecontact with girls who are in a bus train whatever go up say hi and have a chat
- Eyecontact on street stop and say hi and have a chat
- Girl standing or seated go over and talk. 
- Go to a group of girls ask for whatever or just say hi and talk about whatever
- Girl doing something (reading, headphones etc) be creative in the moment to have a chat.
- Stop girl on the street. Say hi to her. 

These are all things that only include saying Hi, and that's really the only thing I need for now. I have been so expressive lately I hold nothing back. So after saying hi I will just go in talk mode and say whatever comes to mind.
This is it for now. This is what I'm striving for now. This is the process that's gonna lead to events. I will be always try to lead it to me getting laid but it isn't mandotary as it's for the greater good: A better Me.

I'm going to sleep. Will start tomorrow with a workout. After a shower and some food I will be heading to a mall.. LET'S DO THİS!!!
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Gambel

Gambel

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Join Date: 05/19/2012 | Posts: 16

 Today went out for 2 hours. Talked to a few people. Was with a friend which means only self-amusement. Doing all kinds of shit. Went to the mall and basically talked to a few girls working just for fun. Held eye-contact with every women that crossed my path. Yes even nannies. 

I figured something out today. If I am with friends and talking to people is just for fun purposes I can do that. Not being serious. But when I hold eye-contact I can't bring myself to go up because..  wow now I think of it all these thoughts are one bunch of bullshit.

I feel awkward when I go ask some girl for directions when I don't need it but expressing myself on how beautifull she is, is the only way. But I can't seem to do it.

I remember a couple times where I complimented a girl on her outfit and they all were so receptive. You could see how happy they were for receiving a compliment. But everytime I walked away after that.

Just gotta push harder in daytime and not fuck around.
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Gambel

Gambel

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Join Date: 05/19/2012 | Posts: 16

 So today I went out for like 2 hours was with another friend who is also into pickup but doesnt take much action. I stopped like one walking girl for directions. Caught lots of girls checking me out though. But didnt do anything about it. 

On the way home I fell into my old habit. And called up a prostitute. Couldn' even get it up at the beginning and the condom was bugging me. So after a while the condom went off. I fucked raw. I have never fucked raw before. It felt fucking great. I pulled out before I came though.. Long story short: I think I caught a std. Fml. Gonna see for a few days if there are symptoms if anything I'm running to the doctor before they chop off my dick..
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Gambel

Gambel

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Join Date: 05/19/2012 | Posts: 16

 Been a long time but a lot of progress overall in my life. Lost a ton of fat I gained over the summer. Have a bit more to go untill my abs will be visible. Read quite some books. Am starting my bussiness in 30 days which I'm really excited about. No more funky business for money. 3 months visited no prostitutes! You know I always thought of it as an option. But it only is an option when you get the other shit handled. Otherwise its just a pure pussified way of living. 

I have become way more comfortable with women. Its like everytime I meet somebody new I give off that vibe that I've known them forever. Am always physical. Not touching or caressing or whatever kind of physicality feels awkward to me. It's a part of me now. Am way more confident. I begin to have that natural charisma that women notice when I walk by. ANd I love it.

At the moment I am dating this one girl but I wont think itll lead anywhere cause I'm preparing for an exam which is in 15 days. Will go on a short vacation for another 15days and then leave the country lol. There is this other girl who wants to meet up and is probably dtf. But I dont have the time right now to meet-up. I dont find her that attractive so not now. 

After these 30 days with the business starting itll be busy at first but I will have quite some free time on my hands and will definitely do more and more on the matter.

My last post was 4 months ago. And I'm just pumped about the process I made. Am not content though it could be a million times better. I just have to push more and more.

The most valuable lessons I learned in these 4 months were:
-Take action in every part of your life
-If you want something go get it with 100% sheer determination. 
-outside sources can help alot, but it all boils down to YOU.
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