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December 10th, 2016
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Join Date: 02/08/2010 | Posts: 268

The Journal of Sweep. My personality is not where I want it to be. I started working in finance as a junior in mid 2011 and have been permanently shoved in my head and had my confidence crushed since day 1, all by the rules of social hierarchy where the quiet/weak one gets bent over and bummed. I'll be writing about my social experiments at work eventually but let's have a crack on these last few nights out first.

My philosophy in short. I'm here to solidify my personality, become 100% comfortable with myself which will naturally make me 100% comfortable with strangers. I believe that every time you push your comfort zone and do things you are not comfortable doing, you develop as a person. This takes MASSIVE effort as the absolute majority of people are lazy fuckers who will never reach their full potential and their dreams, because your dreams are ALWAYS outside your comfort zone.

I decided to commit myself to this about two months ago when I found out Julien and Alex were hosting a Freetour in London in late October. Apart from going out with chode friends who like sitting around in their circle all night and talk about how hot the girls walking past are, I went out a couple of times by myself. Scary at first but good experience. Freetour came along and apart from getting massive inspiration from Julien (who's a massive pimp by the way), I also met some awesome wings. Two days after the Freetour,´Julien did a Hotseat which I decided to go to. Fuck it, If I'm gonna do this, I'd better fucking do it 100%. Turned out it was a good decision, now we're in it and there's been some good experiences since. Let's go.

Stats and goals. My lay-count is somewhere in the low 20's with an average hotness of girls at like 7. My goal is NOT to sleep with as many girls as possible. My number one objective is to enhance my personality, to get mad charisma and confidence, but it's hard to measure so I'll let my wings be the judge of that. With this I want to be able to pick the girls I hang out with, regardless of their hotness.


Updates
03/02/2013 - Third week of going out 3-4 days a week is over. Getting more disciplined in-field, no sex yet, a few numbers. Confidence is up and I'm developing an attractive charisma/aura.
18/02/2013 - Keeping up the 3-4 nights a week. Opening more. Sets still go nowhere, ego getting hammered. I've hit my first plateau but I'm trusting the process.
05/05/2013 - Work-related stress has thrown me off track and going out has been irregular. Still opening actively but interactions are rusty.
19/05/2013 -
Approaching hot girls consistently now and unstifling/switiching into party mode is getting a lot easier. Chat still shit but something's happening.
17/06/2013 - Entitlement is high, good charisma, people sense I'm cool, still need a lot of work on actual in-field pulling technique. Have updated my goals  on page 5.


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