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Animus

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My old Account was Huckleberry. Heres My old Field Reports.www.rsdnation.com/node/192732/forum



Gonna go cray up in this hizzy. 

Been trying out Alex method. Decided to Journalize it. Lemme know what yall think. Peace, Bed Bath & Beyond.

 Ive written down the entire processes and mindsets to get me through the night on a little peice of paper to keep me on track and help me internalize them faster. 

Looks something like this.

1. There is no reason why you are not enough // Be Unappologetic// Create the Adventure. 

2. Priority is to Unwind & Relaxed Arousal
        - Focus on the Process
        -Honour 2 hour rule. (Fuck around, talk shit, unwind, no expectations. Shake the rust off)
        - Fun is generated through my own initiatives and experiments, no one else can do it for me. --> Chat, Do stupid shit, Talk to dudes, Drink water, Pretend youre at a ranch
        - Weight on heels/ Be loud / loose shoulders / Tap Feet
        - Party talk. Waffle. Social mood. Verbalize ALL thoughts. Calibrate afterwards.
        - All girls are fat 80 year old grandmas. So...no approach stress. 
        - Get bored to find true initiative.
        - Slower time frame.

3. Skills:

A. Create Initiative/ Arousal/ Full Range of Emotions/ Expression. (Create the acid trip/ let her experience you/ no filter.)
        -Love hate, Push Pull, Stories, Jokes, Roleplays, Edgy humour and topics, self amusement, fuck around with other people, Say stupid shit, 
        -Expression coming from a Calm Self amused easy going vibe. No stress or sense of urgency. Tyler Scratching head type vibe, for all you hotseaters.
        - Holding the sexual Tension, playing with it. 
        - Be the Doer.  Not the reciever. Be at the cause of the environment not the effect, mixed with chill, no urgency easy going, slower time frame.
B. Stay in set up to 4 times/ Patience/ Adoption - Specialist Lion Tamer Frame/  Man in her life (Calm her through the acid trip)
        - Dont get bored & Leave, stay and be patient, and give her time for her oven to warm through inception to your initiative & arousal..
        -Empathetic.
        -It is only a matter of time before I have sex with this girl. My job is to open her up and make her comfortble with it. 

C. MAke Moooveeesss. Physical Rapport
         - Just to break the initial barrier. Use as a way to stoke the fire when NEEDED. 
         - It is a form of leading, i.e setting the frame from the start that it is man to woman.
         - Not meant to create attraction. Meant for fun & comfort.
Review : http://www.rsdnation.com/brad/blog/top-10-reasons-why-guys-fail-when-getting-physical

The game has NOTHING to do with girls or anybody else. It is about YOU. About making your life awesome, being awesome. Girls will come.

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 Thursday 20 2012

Went out, ended out chillin out on the streets unitl round welve. Used 2 hour rule. Its really cool. If you do it properly, you totally lighten up and approach girls just for fun, but from a suuuppeerrr chilled place with ZERO urgency. Because youre not even looking to make anything happen. You just mack for fun. So you can be aggressive, but still have no pressure on the girl. Probably one of my favorite parts of the night.

Met a short cute asian chick, approached super chill, talked smack, my wing joined me, I decided I need to practice longer sets. That even if the girls were boring that I need to ride it out.  Its my responsibility as the "man in their life". Anyway we bounced them to a hotel, but my wing diidnt like his girl so we left. But staying with one set and really building that connection over a large period of time is cool. Its like you become friends and you dont have to try and HOLD them as much.

Walked around in the rain, did a bunch of other sets, danced with a 7 foot tall olympic javelin thrower ( Olympic athletes were in town.) Haha.

Did TWO taxi cab raids tonight. Raid that shit like HONEY BADGER.  Probably the hottest girls I talked all night. I see her, I point, hard eye contact, I walk straight up and stick my head into their window. They love me. Go for the make out, but not down, so I settle for some lipstick on the cheek. Second time cab was waaayy more down. You could see it in her face, but her frieds were there, and I hesitated a bit and fell a little bit nto cvhat mode after my strong entrance. WEnt for the make out stiil. no dice. Cheek kisses. But I fucking love, Just sticking my head in like im raiding a bee hive. Honey Badger Don't Care.

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Another memorable one was the magnetic hand of god. She was standing on the other side of a dividing pole thing bout five to six feet away, I just look her dead in the eye, and stick my hand out, her shes drawn over and I get physical right away, whispering in her ear. A little bit of a stumble as I ask for her friends name and she assumes that I want to hit on her friend. Pass that shit by introducing mine and getting back to the girl. Then as im about to leave, I ask for the number, and drop my phone everywhere. Smashes on the gorund. Smooth. So I just bounce. haha

One of the funniest ones of the night that was cool, was I was behind this chick paying for her tab, and I throw ice on her back. She turns around and I pretend to act as if it was an accident. She calls me out, we laugh, I dare her to get some guy. She DOESS IT> never had a girl do that before. Guy gets all pissed and threatens to fight. Normally i'd just hold my frame, but im trying to be nicer, and so I appologize. Then I start getting a bit reactive. Which is sweet, cuz normally I can hold my frame pretty damn well when it comes to conflicts.
Anyway girl has a boyfriend.

I start running out of energy at the end of the night and start doing limp dick approaches. Fuckin sucks. When I get here the only thing I have in my arsenal is physical game, and it normally doesnt work because I dont have the VIBE. The shine, the bright eyes, The barrage of expression and the relaxed arousal. Oh well. 


Things I want to work on. 
-Cutting back on heavy Physical game to develop proper attractive vibe.
- Practice Party talk. Anyhtig you think, you say, 100% expression. 
- Talk TO the girl, not AT. I think they can tell that Im just looking into my brain for random shit to say, rather than looking them in the eye and expressing myself  TO them. 
- HOLD SEXUAL TENSION, rather than barrage her with value.
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Friday 21 2012

Pulled a 38 year old chick from the bar haha. For the adventure. 

Went early tonight so I could properly unwind at the bar. Im there with a bunch of my wings. Followed the 2 hour rule. There is no reason why I am not enough, so why the fuck would I stress and try and even think about picking up. So I just making totally unwinding and letting any concerns I have go. The club is my holiday zone. My temple of relaxation. These two thoughts brighten me right up, and I feel like im ona cruise ship about to go have fun, rather than SARGING GIRLSSS GAHHH.  Happy times. 

Wait for the club to fill up, talk to a few girls at the begining of the night, everyone is still abit defensive (specially the asians, I dont think they ever fully unwind) (Im asian too btw ;)  ) 
I go up to these older chicks, and Im playing around with my camera, and totally nonchalantly, ask them about how girls take pics without flash normally, cuz it fuckin sucks. Im still in unwinding mode, so I have no expectations. That being the case, their defensiveness, and frame of " random bar guy trying to pic me up" was totally overwhelemed by my lack of caring...at all... Not trying to pry anything from the interaction. My sole purpose is just to loosen myself up. That being the case, one of the girls start showing lots of interest, I dance with her for a bit, but keep it light. I hold back the makeout until I can extract at the end of the night. --->> So fucking boss. I just have her on the hook, and I can go around talk to other girls, have other guys trying to hit on her take care of her for me while Im gone, and I drop in everyonce in a while to give her warm.

Talk with some asian girls, and I really tried to come from a frame of adoption and patience, and you totally see that they just have fucked up social skills, and that theyre really not comfortable talking to strangers. A lesser man would fall into their frame of  " oh no theyrre rejecting me," and become reactive. But a lesser man I am not. I just saw that I needed to be patient, because I was doing NOTHING wrong. totally chill, trying to open them up and open myself up as well, just an easy going positive vibe, and they would say really strange things taht just made them come off as socially retarded, ex. We were talking about people or something, and she comes out of nowhere and says " I dont like men" and Im just kinda like.........ok..........aaaannnnyyywwaaayysss, youre being weird, lets keep rolling along :P.  I gotta be patient, not everyone is as socially experienced as me. So I just understood that  I needed to be patient to deal with their uncomfortableness, and that it was not because I was doing something wrong, or even sucking value from them. You have to be confident taht you are GIVING value, and taht your actions are OK and NORMAL as a cool social guy in a night club. fuckin hate asian girls, but I guess theyre cool for practicing the adoption frame.

Keep fuckin around at the club, approach, but totally no expectations, harrass a bunch of people. Talk one girl with her friend and she says, come back in twenty five minutes....seriously ;) -> wanting to spend time with her friend, but wanting my dick too fair enough. I'll wait. (I talk to one her other friends later and she gets pissed at me though, so I guess shes, not getting laid tonight.... 

anyway, 130 rolls around time to bounce. Im not too experienced in the home pull, so its all the more fun. Her friend wants to cock block, shes also a swat team officer or someshit. I just tell the girl to invite me over, im hungery, and then fully assume Im going with them as I leave the club with them. Friend says its not happening, so I invite my girl to my place, the usual comfort building ( nothings gonna happen, I got a fire place, I wanna play guitar for you, food, cuddle.) She talks with friend. Friend is concerned, I give her my number for comfort. awesome move. prolly give a fake one next time.  

My girl starts freakin out on the cab ride home, saying im too young. etc I just plow over with random vibing and cuddling. get home. build some comfort. shes on her period. I bang her anyways cuz im boss, and then send her home. 

She has a 16 year old daughter.......feel like i banged my mom..... it was sweet.

-Unwinding is boss. No ball of stress carried around all night like normal. You have more fun too.
- If youre with your wings and you all yell AAAAYYYYYOOOOOO at the same time in synchronicity, it creates a nice little bubble of fun around you and people notice. Feels, like your party is better.
- I am cool.
- I did a really good job with holding back and not trying to bang right there. But rather holding a long set, and not validating her until I can escalate sexually.
- I fuckin love it when chodes try to "steal your girl" by coming up behind her while youre dancing with her and grinding like some kind of fuckin barnacle on her assss. I just laughed in his face, until he left haha. Totally just sandwiching the girl.  Lame. 
- Gotta be more dicipline on PUTTING MY OWN GOOD MOOD, RELAXATION, AND FUN FIRST ABOVE ALL ELSE. If you dont, you become so fuckin lame, valuesucking, boring and reactive. Total shit.
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 Saturday 23 2012

Based God Fucked My Bitch.

Cool. Had a good night at a smaller club. Free which is nice. UNWINDING is fuckin boss. Putting your good mood and relaxation and fun before anything else is SO key. I dont think i've ever beent his natural before, this self amusing and calm at the same time. Also while youre talking just thinking there is no reason why youre not enough, and you just chill waayy the fuck out. Its sweet. Dont really remember much. I chilled at the begining of the night, got  majorly calm, kinda feels like after you have sex, just noooo urgency at all, slower time frame, this is your holiday zone, and I was just kinda oblivious to what people were thining of me, I  was pure output.

Im gonna start a marriage service where basedgod can fuck eveeryones bitches. Awesome honeymoon.

Blah blah blah, my new favorite opener is asian power. 

Haha, also Im really seeing how a lot of girls blow themselves out of set just because they cant handle it socially. Guys do it too. Weird. Gotta be patient, and not try to be confrotational or out do them, comes off weird, be patient, and let them open up. 

Hoped in a cab with some random girls just to see where it would go. Might as well adventure.

Love you all. 

P.s watching Alexs infirld video over and over for the vibe, and then going out and thinking about the video reminds me. OH YEAH. im here for the fun, the excitement, to push it. NOT TO FUCKING BE A WEIRD LEECH. ITs cools to realize what vibe to replicate infield. Gold.
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The. Fucking. Best.
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 Monday September 24 2012

Daygame.

Sweet daygame sesh, just went out and felt relaxed got into a good mood. Not necessarily to "Pick To Chicks" I was actually out looking for work. Got a few numbers, pretty normal stuff. I got one though by being a complete idiot and asking the girl to tell me how big the hole in the back of my pants were, because I had just ripped it on my bike. Then I proceed, to change gears on my bike so I can ride slower and show my ass off to her in the middle of the side walk.  Just workin it. we walk for a bit chit chat, I send her a txt saying" ass model" she asked me for my real name, and I just told her we'd used made up ones. She would be Josie and I would be ass model. Shes a cute indian chick.
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Thursday September 27 2012

So Ive been just slacking in terms of life and have been doing jack shit all day. Feels decent in the moment, but when you go out you realize how far off you are from the right groove, being sef posssesed, centered, dynamic and happy. You walk in feelin just kinda like a reactive slug. I love going out. Really great for reseting your emotions and straightening shit out to how it should be. Im opening really solid these days, and am getting less and less "bad reactions" Its just cuz im more chilled, I expect it, and Im not being all dancing monkey, creeptastic. A few girls realized what was up, and knew the opportunity they had, a lot of times girsl just dont realize that youre the shit and that youre awesome, so they blow themselves out. Fer real. Your job is to help them manage that. 

 Since i've been off the path the emotions just werent there and it took a bit more than usual to spike it up. I gotta just keep the base line higher in my everyday life. Do things that center me, relax me, gets me out of my head, and tests my will power, and gives me that glow of satisfaction.  GYM, MEDITATION, GOING OUT/ HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS, EATING WELL, READING, FOCUSING REVIEWING GOALS DAILY TO FOCUS RAS, WORKING, FIELD REPORTS.  These are reallly the things taht settle my soul, and gives me that calm. Just the calm and fulfillment that comes from knowing that you are competent, and running a tight ship with your life. That youre doing everything you can to grow, and taht ou are not going to die a chode.

Note to self: Take some time to deeply asses your game, and come up with a game plan. If you do the same things over and over you end up spinning your wheels.  Start setting both outer game goals, and inner game goals and criteria for success.

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Its Friday The 28 and you are tuned into the Animus Field Reports.

Went out late a gain, but its all good. Went into the club deciding I was on vacation and shit didn't matter. I actually decided I was a t a ranch, and that I didnt need to get all pumped up in the club so I would have value.
Fuck being cool, and fuck value. The game has nothing to do with value. Its kinda funny actually how after you realize that you see how much people act in a way to try to be high value. Value is actuallya really dumb concept and way to look at the world. YEAAH GURRL IM HIGH VALUEEE, IM COOL, LIKE A FUCCKIN ROCK CUZ IM  " UNREACTIVE." thats shit. 

No value, the measure of worth is how much you act through your own intentions.

I open really fucking well haha.

Highlights,

I pick my friend up and try to auction him off as a nice asian boy to do their math.

I pick a girl up after her friend tries to run away with her, holding her hand. Fuck that.

I told a girl she probably fucks like a man.

Longer sets is the new comfort zone, youre not wasting time, youre pushing your new comfort zone, I just stay in come hell or high water, and learn to chill and relax andfeel good and socialize like a normal person, no flash game.

Im chill, indifferent and positive, go talk to a girl, and she starts beng really defensive trying to frame it as if it was because I dint have enough value. Well I know for a fact that value has nothing to do with game, so Im fine. It really just came off as being kinda socailly retarded of her. So I had to be patient, not try to out do her, and help her come off of it, by consistently being positive, fun, and easy going. She'll come around.

I also love collecting lipstick kisses on da face. 

Fuck being impressive, and high octane, and being a pimp. I do fun oblivious idot game biatch.

An Idiot has nothing to prove and nothing to gain. Only his own good mood, and feeling of aliveness. Just gotta stay in set.

Peace.
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 Saturday 

Hang out with friends I havent hung out with in a while, felt kinda awkward just cuz my normal social skills are declining from going out in a pimping capacity too much. Hard to chill and not be crazy. Oh well. 

Got Drunk.

Start Hitting on girls.

Find Cute shorty.

I fall In love. 

Youre Cute. 

Hug.

Hug Gay friend too. They both love me.

Bring her outside, kiss a bit, show her off to my friends, just to be a show off. She bounces back in to her friends.

I chill some more, get her number, its cool, we'll meet up later. 

Im really trying to internalize this " There is no reason why I am not enough" Mindset. ITs really cool. Basically, Im never in question, nor are my actions...why would they be? THere is no reason why I am not enough. Its sweet.

Blah blah blah, excessively drunk, am a raging dickhead on the street and harrass a shit ton of girls on my way walking home with friends, they get freaked out and try to rein me back....which I hate. I can handle myself...I guess its just outside their reality.

I rub my face on some girls face with glitter and a blue wig, peck on the lips, and now I have glitter on my nose.

I proceed to tell more girls I just ate out a unicorn.

Meet up with wings, but they always leave when my sets hook and I have to go look for them. Fuck that. Why bother having wings if you dont stick together?

I go it alone, less people to worry about, can stay in set as long as I want,  relax when I want, do stupid shit..

I get lost in the night.

get tired, and calm down a bit, decide to try and JUST use the I am enough frame of mind to game. No Physical, no crazy self amusement, just pure Im a normal dude, youre a girl, ima talk to you.

Its really cool just cuz you almost do nothing and the girls react to you, and act shy around you, I cant hold the frame for long, but I start strong. 

Meet a hottie, probably an 8 by conventional standards, both her and her friend loves my, just cuz there is no reason why they wouldn't. I dont use any crazy game tricks, just normal go up chat, be myself, hug both of them off the bat, take the one  i like and we proceed to walk. She says im cool genuinely, which is a nice compliment i apppreciate, It means Im making progress. 

get her number, not sure why I didnt try to pull..on second thought. Didnt want to mess it up with the friend being there and all. 

Theres some art exhibits in town and its suuuppeerr late so almost everyones gone home, so I say fuck it im gonna just go enjoy myself. 

I randomly approach some girl and we chat, Im super out of it and so shes kinda leading the frame, but oh well, I'll just enjoy my time with her and look at some exhibits. We smoke a bit of pot. and Im just a teeny bit awkward, but what ever I stay in set. Nothing to lose, just gonna enjoy myself either way. We walk for a bit in the exhibit, not much rapport, or vibing, we just end up walking around this underground parking garage with art in it, im half following her around, but eventually she waits for me too, basically I wasnt man to woman, and laid down almost NO ground work, except for the approach. Im considering bailing, but what the hell, just enjoy yourself. Were almost done the exhibit, and I decide to step up. I mean if attractiveness is a moment to moment basis thing, then i can still turn this around, by acting congruent to an attractive male. Once ive decided this, all my psychological cues fire up, and its basically just like doing a normal approach all over again. Were walking and I just grab her hand, say were going on a date, then I pull her in so she wraps her arm around me, I look her in the eyes, say stupid shit, she lights up and I kiss her.

Haha Total mindfuck. 

Despite not having set the frame right AT ALL for the first hour, just because I was so congruent with the frame after and had no hesitation, she just followed. It felt super natuaral. Like there would be no reason why this wouldnt happen.

Talk about a longshot.

Lesson learned. Stay In Set, Its never too late to be a man.

Anyway we get into her car, start foolin around, i try a buch of shit to get her to invite me over. No go. So she drives me home. Im leaning over and kissing her and fingering her then entire time over. Then we do that some more parked in the back of my house for like half an hour trying to convince her to come in. Eventually, i ask her if she really wants to go home and sleep alone. She buckles and comes in. I promise no sex. 

We cuddle, i try some more to get in for a good hour, but shes really not down, i get tired of it, so we just cuddle and go to sleep. haha, nice girl. I like her.

I think some girls just need more time. I kind of dont like this pulling too hard to get the sex, makes me feel like a weird slug trying to worm my way into her pants. I'd rather just enjoy the girl and have her when she's ready. Inspirational results, not manipulation results. 


Awesome decison to leave the wings, gives me more mobility, and to push comfort zones more easily. Theyre fun to chill with but sometimes theyre too business and don't really mess around and relax as much as Im looking to, also It fuckin sucks leavin sets so you can go catch up with your wings. You end up spending half the time chasing after them. Maybe my own fault and I should just do my own thing, when opportunities arise. But why bother having wings in the first place then? This applies mostly for street game I guess.

Im just gonna start doing my own thing, tired of tagging along. Maybe find dudes that are more relax oriented and share similar goals.

Peace.
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 Updates.

Met up with art exhibit girl. Went to her house, it was a nice little date. Drank hot chocolate. I went for sex a bit soon though, just cuz i was worried about stalling out. (Long sets arent my strength. Gotta do more day 2 game. She was worried about me fucking her and then not calling back. I tried to build a bit more comfort. But its all good. Never had a girl ride me that hard before. haha.

Pulled tonight at a club. Been otu of it for a few days, so it took me a bit longer to switch on. But even when I was, i wasnt really high energy or anything. Mostly just chill and low anxiety over all. I was really focusing on staying in set. Its funny how you get girls that arent receptive to you at first warm up a little bit, just cuz yure chill make moves, are funy and not too needy. Even if youre not PIMPOSAURUS REX, its pushing the comfort zone. As in im only comfortable staying in sets where the girls LOVE me right away. The next frontier is just staying in no matter what. You might have a better chance of pulling if you keep switching, but in the long run staying in set will build stamina. 

As I left, I opened this girl wearing conan the barbarian fur jacket, teased her, her friend was leaving, and I just kept the 10 hour rule in mind. And Even though I wasnt BOMB the whole time, the fact that I had SOME  AROUSAL over a LONG period of time, did it for me. Just talked joked around, moderate physicality. Got to her apartment, and just fully assumed that we wrere going up together. No reason why not.  I tried for the makeout several times along the journey and she would give me the tap. Normally that means she has a guy. HAha, find that out later as im lying in her bed. She keeps asking"WHERE DID YOU COME FROM?" I keep saying heaven.  try for rapport a bit. But at the end of the day it was a no go. Learned some important lessons though.

Stay in set no matter what . Even if it doesnt pan out, you've built that stamina. Youve sacrificing potential results now for better results in the future.
Dont have to be super pimp and intense all the way through, just keep a general good  shared vibe thats sustainable. and see it through to the end. 
Was tired, and not feeling super happy, but had low fear and low outcome dependance. So I could still pimp it decently.
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