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January 22nd, 2017
No more butt-hurt chode :) making first steps, leaving the void.
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#11

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 Dude I don't :D

I'm back from gym, it's pretty fucking rad. Eating 200g of chicken breasts with one pack of rice.
I love gym not beacuse I feel great and my body is working, but because it gives me momentum to the next day. 
I decreased time between sets so I sweat, it really changes the game to the next level.
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#12

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 So today, normal day in school, center of gravity(alex video) and looking at things is cool
I lost both girls I've been texting with. 

The text with fun girl from yesterday. After sexual texting and putting the frame of us havign sex/being fuck buddies couple.
me: "haha, I can't believe we're writing shit like this, because in school you look like a lost little dog! Lol we can't have boring sex, we are fucking cool, adventurous couple! The world is ours"
her: "Hey! That's look of fearless sexy little bitch! So you know :) Yeah we're no wreck! We live our way B))  " (note that in fact she said "little bitch", it is not so harsh as saying bitch. There is not equal word in english)

while having this conversation I finished listening to Alex's SELF CONSULTANCY video (link below), so I realized I don't have to play this silly game and keeping her entertained.

me: "hah I'd like to meet the unflinching little ;)) "
her: (after some time) "once maybe.. :)"
me: (realized this is game-over) "well I finished my bathing, gonna eat something and go to bed, good night :)"
her: some meaninglessness about not eeting before sleep...

aaahah.. some let's summarize it.
# I texted crazy stuff with girl I've met once and being drunk (no memories)
# After that crazy stuff I met her for the second time on a bus station, I was so nervous that my hands WERE SHAKING. When she sat to me in bus, I was cooler than expected. It made me happy!
# I probably over-gamed her, or she is just happy with her boy, who knows.

Anyway.. My good friend from class is really cool, fucked a cute titted girl from class, few girls from lower classes. 
And I really like Alexs stuff. I've seen just 2 videos so far, but it really helps me. He doesn't repeat everything ten times like Owen (owens videos are hard to translate ).


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#13
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start meditating bro, LOL
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#14

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 Hahah, I already do :) it's great. Meditation, working out, kombucha, DDP yoga, being single.. epic
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 I'm slowly getting feeling that the Center of gravity ( CoG ) has potential to dissolve all need for validation and trying to impress people.
I noticed that when I look in the eyes of stranger(female, hot) I can sense the center go upward in my back.

The same goes when saying joke to friends. When I have the feeling of the CoG being really up, in my chest or even in throat, jokes and in fact anything comes off really weird.
But when I pay attention to where my CoG is and I position it to hips, and then say for example "Why did Suzie fall off the swing? She had no arms. Knock knock.. who's that?... not Sussy" even I laugh, because I find it funny! Incredible. It makes my life much more fun.

I also can connect with my friends more easily, because I'm just being myself, centered
That leads me to todays talk with my classmate/buddy David. He's pulling younger girls, like 16-19yo, and I asked him how does he do that. I was shocked. I was curious about it a long time, because he is the most centered guy I've ever met. He doesn't talk much, he just looks and it's there. Note, I wouldn't consider him good locking. 

You can see him in this video of our Ribbon Ball. I am also there from 18:10. I bet you can find the only guy there haha.
David is there from 19:50, the guy with red guitar who jumps like a kangaroo. On 20:10 you can see how "slow " he is, hah funny. He is like a turrtle, really slow and centered


But the thing is how he fucks those girls.
Well basically he says:
don't you have a cig?
Where are you from?
You are visiting the grammar school right? 
What's your name?
I like the captain morgan, I like the drink.
hey Big bang theory? That's really cool.
Let's dance.
//MAKEOUT//
Hey, I'm gonna go home watch the BBT, bye.
Girl: Wait, can I go with you?

My mind was fucking blown. After watching so many RSD videos, I realized being normal guy and having CoG on the right place (waist) / being centered is ENOUGH. It was ridiculous, so easy? WTF! Hahahahaha I couldn't believe and I'm still wrapping my head around it.


But next topic:
I was in a gym with an old friend Martin who wants to get rid of his beerpouch. We talked after gym about girls and how've we been, we haven't seen each long time.

btw:
Squat 20kgs on each side
DL: 15kgs on each side
Bench: 15kgs on each side.
some tri, some biceps.
I'm slowly getting better, I like it.

We talked about girls we've fucked, man stuff, and how our city(remember population :10k) suck because there's only one club, we agreed that it would be awesome to go to other city where noone knows us and meet girls.

I got home, and Fun Girl texts me if I don't wanna go with her and her female friends to some party which is 30kms away! Haha what luck! I told her only if i can bring a friend and she's like yeah take Martin, yeah!

Life is sweet. I love it.
I was like fuck yeah
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#16

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 Oukey, I'm gonan go to party where my ex will be and where the guy and girl who beated me up will be too.
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#17

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 Live is giving me shit.. Let's see how much can I take..

I'll probably get beaten up tonight..
I might cry..
I might get drunk and vomit.. and cry.. .. and got beaten up.. hah.

If god hates me, be it. He's a faggot
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#18

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 Well so yesterday I went to the party.

Fucking AWESOME.

I was social as hell.
Met new friends, they were 60 years old lol! They were fun, it was group of 10 people same age, friends, we danced together, laughed, talked, blabla.
I met my old friends too from summer job. LOL we laughed so hard.

There was a raffle, I wasnt fast enough to buy tickets, but lol, most of young people, especially hot girls won dead pheasant, like literally. I laughed at them hard!
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I took a list of prizes and their numbers, run to everyone in the queue and asked them what their numbers was. God I laughed at those chicks so hard. They loved me. It was cool because I was so social and not weird. Hooray!

I danced with the old people, young ones, drank, laughed, played darts, cool

It was about 1am when  I looked where the prizes were and theer was left some small box and a pillow, big nice one. Nobody was standing there so I grabbed my ass and walked there, looked at the list and brought the pillow back to my table. 
A guy came to me and asked what my number was. 23 I said. He showed me a ticket 23 on it, I gave him the pillow. Why do you take it when its not yours? Ohh sorry, I thought its not yours :D my first thought was "god I'm gonna get beaten up again" and my state dropped. Fuck..

Sooooo:

There is a video of Chinaboy with Alex which changed my view on how a game works.
You can find it here: http://www.rsdnation.com/alexander/blog/self-generate-vibe-makes-you-attractive-hottest-girls-draw-state-within

""They don't really care about girls, they have their own bubble""


This is also epic post :  http://www.rsdnation.com/node/127450/forum
It absolutely changed my chode look on the game and how the whole having fun things work and look like. I always thought of it like some job, like proving something, trying something, it is soo wrooong. WROOOONG
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#19

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 Some news

I fucked my EX. She cried during sex, coz "I was nice like when we were in ltr.." so I will cum on her face next time. I've never done that.

The sex sucked. I'll repost it here:

... today I had my ex come for sex.. after few little minutes of fucking I was on the edge and had to stop... repeated it like 7 times. Then we did side fuck, I was stimulating her her clit, she started climaxing, I started fucking her hard.. 
she was like "MORE MOORE FUCK ME MOOREE"
.. and I was "I FUKKIN CANT IM GONNA CUM!!!!"
"FUCKK MEE EAAAAH IM ALMOST THERE!!"
"I CAAANTTT WRUAAAGGGHHH!!!!!!!! FUUUCKKK!!!"
with her screaming "UAAAY UAAAY UAAAY COOMMEE UUAAY HARDER UAAAYY"
I pulled dick out, trying to surpress ejaculation, semen started dripping from my dick, I was fuking confused, was I on the edge, or will I benow,!?!? And it just finished with no orgasm.

I was so angry I had to go to the bathroom.

this si cool http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?4218-ELIMINATE-premature-ejaculation-quickly-and-forever! 
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fuck report #2
with ex again.
In 27 months of relationship she never sucked my dick immediately after fuckin. She said she doesn't like it. 
She did it 40 mniutes ago.

Lesson learned:
Be dominant and you'll be happy. It is who you really are.
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