May 18th, 2013
Take off the mask
Posted July 18th, 2012 at 2:22 AM
I didnt pull tonight but I had quite a funny experience that I would like to share with you. I grabbed some girl and her and her firend (both about half a foot taller than me) were all "dont fucking touch me, you fuck, you cant just grab girls in the club, blah blah!!!"
I just showered her with positivity as is becoming almost automatic for me, a friend I was with almost reeled with embarassment "oh my god" and started with all the usual trying to make peace crap, lollll what a load of shit that is. I just carried on plowing, "I love you, lets get married, lets make beautiful babies, My mom would love you, you are just the kind of girl I dont usually go for, you're perfect etc etc..... " now this girl was unusually cold normally they crumble pretty quick but this girl took a while before she started to smile, she was an A -class bitch but I just to me its like a red rag to a bull. I loooove bitchy girls, I know its an opportunity to make myself stronger, when I get a bitchy girl I see an excersise bike.
After a while her and her friend cracked up but I was into another girl by then. My friend afterwards kept going on about what I did with her as if I did some voodoo trick or some shit....soooo wrong, its not a trick or a tactic or even wanting her to like me.
Heres the thing I expained to him:
I am cool, you are cool...why would we change to please her? we are already cool, if we changed we could only become uncool.
He stared blanky......."fuck, I never thought of it that way"
Which brings me to my point, taking off your mask and being vulnerable does not mean being a little bitch, it just means removing any facade, any tricks, any attempt to impress, anything that changes how you would act if she was not there.
Take off your masks, It took me a long time to learn to do this...I still have problems doing it, it is a work in progress.
Take it off and say "this is me, take it or leave it, I dont care what you think off me" when you do this you will find no one has any real power over you, they only have power when they can change you.
Maybe its because I had a good day at work today, maybe its because I'm built that way, I feel sad sometimes, sometimes I am filled with so much joy for people I feel I will explode.
Just be who you are and dont change for anybody but yourself...girls will love you for it, but more importantly you will learn to love yourself for it.
I am slighty drunk on vodka redbull, I hope this makes sense....
"Woman begins by resisting a man's advances and ends by blocking his retreat." - Oscar Wilde