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good day to you rsdnation....

sunday july 22, 2012

Had a day2 with the czech street set girl, she is cool, we ate ice cream and made out.
did sent a few random texts since, do not know yet if i will follow this up, i'm not in the mood right know to go on dates and stuff, i only want to go out and work on approaching and getting new even MORE INTERESSTING GIRL.
I guess if i would have been blown away by her i would have followed up properly but that might just be a rationalisation. do not know yet.

was sick the rest of the week, was on antibiotics and slept like a 2 days straight do not know what knocked me out there but the days my old chode self came trough pretty hard, i was just lying in bed, doing nothing. i realized it and accepted it for the days of sickness i guess.

friday july 27, 2012

it was supposed to be an OFF NIGHT but i learned pretty much i guess.
so, a friend of mine is going away for 2 months and she hold this little houseparty with like 7 or 8 people and A LOT OF ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES. so my buddy and i killed like 1 bottle of gin together with like 7 shots or so which means i'm pretty wasted at this time.
the cool thing is, last week where i was at this houseparty i was totally miscalibrated in terms like i was WAAAAYY over the top, screaming at people and like totally not a laid back chill guy.
so today was different, i was totally chill, calm, had cool (drunk) conversations with the girl who was sitting besides me, had some fun with the other guys and it was just cool to be there and be a part of the party.
i randomly texted this girl and tried to convinced her to meet me at the club, sadly she couldnt make it but the fact that i was totally congruent with my texts and even called her out mad the "conversation" pretty hones, which was cool.

we arrived the club at like 0030am, i, totally wasted arm in arm with the girl who was sitting besides me, talking about random stuff and just having fun, my buddy and the girl who threw the party, arm in arm and two other people.
this day was like the first day EVER that a bouncer tried to check if i am a cool guy, so he asked me if i where here before and stuff, i just looked at him and said "yes, last week" and he said " but you weared less i guess"  i replied " jap, i had a bathrobe" and then he whished me a great evening and let me in. strange but i guess i handled it pretty good.

so in the club i ordered a pretty strong cocktail, like a mai thai or so, tasted like juice but made me even more drunk. haha.
i see this blonde girl. TOTALLY FINE, like a 9 in my book. piercings in her cheeks and between her breats, tattoos, platinum blonde colored hair, like totally beautiful.
i go over to her and say someting, i do not remember anymore what exactly i said but it was something like "hey, you're totally cute, what is your name" ... the fact that i was totally drunken didnt turn out to be an advantage and she was kinda not into it, asked how i know this girl who was walking with me arm in arm, turns out they know each other...we do not talk much, she just said " its guurrrlss night, im sorryyyy" and turns around, whatever i said, i am a fucking champion for approaching like the hottest girl in my eyes in the club, so i said to my buddy who was besides me totally drunken:

"listen, i am a fucking champion for doing this stuff, nobody else is a champion but me, i go over to this girl, say to her that she is beautiful, nobody else do this stuff. man, i will do this over and over again, and i will get blown out over and over again but fuck, someday it hooks and then it is fine, because i am a fucking champion"

so after tooling a girl a bit and having fun we walk over to the hip hop area to have some fun, we dance and it is cool. but pimps gonna pimp so i approach a few girls, nothing sticks i guess because i way totally miscalibrated and tried to make out the whole time. this one girl was totally cool, she tried to talk to me in a normal way but i was busy trying to suck on her neck, haha, she excused her to "go to the bathroom" and that she will be back soon.
i grab my buddy and we walk a bit, see this two girl..mine is like totally tall, even taller than me, i am totally congruent and say that i am totally wasted but i do want to get to know her...i have fun, talk about her breats and how i love them..she has the same cocktail like i am and hers taste like theres more alc in it so i say that is because she has breats and i am not so i grab her and walk over to the bar to let her order a cocktail, hahahaha i am so funny....i changed my mind then and ordered jagermeister instead. the interaction then fizzled out a bit because i am not sooo into her because she is not thaaaat good and my friends are there and i talk to them instead.

i walk around alone for a bit and see this blonde 9 again standing there with her girlfriend, i walk up to her and say someting, i do not know anymore what i said but i guess it was cool because we actually talk and it is actually cool and she is actually cool, her girlfriend is gone at some point and it is just me and her. i am soon all over her, i tease her, i grab her, i kiss ALL her piercings and call her out an tasting like metal, she laughs and touches me and says how cool i am and stuff, hahaha.

THIS IS WHY I LOVE THIS STUFF. FROM A FUCKING COLD BLOWOUT TO " YOU ARE SUUUCH A COOOL GUY"...just because i was being myself and had fun.

so we are in love for a bit talk cool stuff, like how i marry her and about our honeymoon. i introduce her to my buddy as my wife and she is dying laughing.
sadly she is from like 1 hour away so i normally do not switch digits because in my mind it is like a waste of time to follow up on numbers from so far away but she makes shure that we switch digits and is promising me that we see each other again because i am such a cool guy and stuff.
she says she is going to search for her friend in the other area and i also have to go over there so i'm like "hear, i do not want to follow you like a creeper but i also have to go over there to get to my friends" . like, TOTALLY CONGRUENT.
we're holding hands and walking over to her friend, i introduce myself, she is cool...walk to my friends for a bit, have fun, but then walk to my girl again, i say to her that i am going to steal her away and she says to her friend that she is back in like 10 and holds on to me, totally cute, we walk over to the bar and i tell her that i do not only love her for her but also that i totally love her tits, we make fun about this guy who is sitting besides us because he has this girl with him but doesnt make a move. i say to her that is he is like that he is not going to have sex tonight and she is like "i also do not have sex on the first meeting" and then again, i totally congruent and honest tell her that i am "sexually positive" and that it is totally ok if two people like each other...hahaha the fact that she is DEAD SOBER and i am like this drunk guy who tells her cool stuff makes me laugh.
i tell her that i never buy girls drinks because that this is not my thing but tell her this is different and buy us 2 jagermeister shots.
i walk her over to her friend again, i go to my friend, have fun but then get told that my buddy and his girl are going soon. the thing is i crash on the girls floor because i would have to drive to mine but cant because i am drunk so i go to my girl and say buy, give a a cute kiss and go.
the rest of the night consists of me telling my  buddy and his girl how cats are the real champions because the do what they want.

fun part of the night was me yelling at EVERY dude in the club that  I AM A CHAMPION and they are not. i even tell this one girl that i am a champion and she it totally in love with me and all over me and then her boyfriend comes in tries to push me away but i do not react and keep on going talking about how champion i am, then like 3 of his buddys come over. my buddy comes over and i get dragged away because champions do not have to fight!

text my girl to get home safe. she texts some cute stuff back and i pass out.

so, this was my last drunken night for a while, the next few weeks are going to be dead sober again. i was lazy the last weeks in terms of learning and have to continue again going in hard. i enjoied the fruits of my labor and it was cool but now i am back on track again.
tonight is another night.


positives:

+was totally calibrated to the environment
+was cool and laid back and CONGRUENT and HONEST
+opened the hottest girl of the club
+made out with the hottest girl of the club
+will have sex with her in the near future
+i am a champion

have to's

+back to work, back to reading and learning
+back to approaching TONS of girls
+back to talk to strangers in the street
+follow up on this numbers, you can't be lazy
+back to FULL paleo again and working out more

edit:

just called my girl. something i had never done before. NEVER. but i am a fucking champion and she was HAPPY THAT I CALLED. talked about random stuff and i am going to drive to hers because there is a big fair in her city, we're going to drive bumper cars and i am going to fuck her afterwards.
#LESSON: call girls, they are happy that you do that!!
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saturday july 28, 2012

after like 7 hours of doing nothing and being hangover as fuck i met up with my buddy at like 10pm to drink some tea and talk, it was cool, figured out where we're going and entered the club at like 12:30am.
the fact is that the people there are pretty young, like the majority is 18. we stood there having a good time, and this girl is there and she is totally happy that she sees me and is like "it's THIS guy" to her girlfriend. i find out that i pretty much molested her yesterday by walking up and trying everything to make out with her. hahahaha. was cool. we walk around some more and talk to this 2 other girls, both not attractive but whatever, warmup. turns out the one girl is pretty much down to get fucked so my buddy swichtes digits, just in case...i see this girl from before again, we have cool eye contact and i walk up to hers, we talk, she is happy that she sees me, remebers everyting i said yesterday and i said pretty much awesome dunken stuff. she said she was looking for me but had to drive her friend to hospital because of a brawl and stuff. cute girl, we switch digits because she is there with her girlfriend which she hadn't seen in a long time.
we decided to get to a busy place to grab girls but i really didnt feel it. my buddy is on, throws this blonde on me, we talk she is boring but whatever, its her birthday so i say that we are going to dance.
my buddy at this place finds this blonde girl and is with her the whole night, pulled her and fucked her, HOLLA  DUDE, much love!!

blonde is boring so i decide to walk up to the girl from the day before, get pretty much cockblocked by her ugly friend who is interupting us every 2 minutes. i say that we meet up later and walk away.
this is where the i decided to suck i guess.
walked around and was totally not in mood to talk to strangers but i decided that i am a champion so i approached a few girls but wasnt committed to it and get blown out HARD. i decided to chill for a bit, drink a water (get it for free because i am champion) and then approach again. do so, again blown out hard.
only thing that was cool was this bachelore party, i wrote riddulous stuff on their shirts and have fun, but they have to go.
i approach some blonde who is sad, i say i am also sad because this place suck. turns out i know her from a few weeks ago, she wasnt into it, me neither so i decided to walk away.
at one point i was do depressed i walked out of the venue, to my car and was happy to be out of there but the
n remembered that I AM A CHAMPION and if i dont do shit then nobody else is going to do it.
i do not want this fucking mediocre life. i am in this for life motherfucker. once you ate the pill you can NEVER go back to your old self so i walked back into the venue. approach some more and got MORE BLOWOUTS. 
at this point only my self talk was holding me there. i walked around like a retard and talking totaly loud that i am champion, that nobody else is going to do this, that i have to approach, talk talk talk.
at like 3am and after a few more blowouts and strange reactions i decided to finally drive home.
text the girl that it was cool meeting her again and she texts back "destiny"...sweet girl, do not not if i will follow up on this....

conclusion:

SOLO and SOBER for the first time after weeks and weeks with friends. a new environment and me totally not in the mood...my old self would have drove home, my old self would have stopped approaching and would have been standing there doing NOTHING. my old self would have been depressed and would blame everybody else then me for this...my old seld....

I instead decided to take action, to step up, to do SOMETHING. even if i get blown out. whatever. i LEARNED, i GREW, i TOOK ACTION.
listen. i am in this for the long time, this is something you learn you whole life and this game consists of peaks and valleys. the edge between a good night and a bad night is pretty thin.
the term "bad night" is something i have erased out of my vocabulary. there is no such thing like a "bad night" there is a night where it sticks and you have fun with the girl and there is a night where you LEARN. i learned pretty much about myself yesterday. i learned that i am a champion. that i have endurance. that i can take action even though i get blown out like every time. there is nobody coming to safe me. i alone in this and this i my journey. i am alone have to walk this path to mastery and i am SO DAMN PROUD of myself for this.

positives:

+i took action
+i approached, approached, approached
+i blamed me not anybody else
+i walked back in when i was going to quit
+i am a winner

have to's

+ i have to lower my expected outcome
+just talk, talk talk. get your million dollar mouthpiece going
+lower the criteria for success even more. i was there and i approached --> CHAMPION
+be more congruent when talking to the girls. say to her that you have a bad night.
+work more on the eye contact. this was a missing piece yesterday
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thursday, august 2, 2012

finally another night of pimping. at first i was pretty low and tired sitting at home after some mma class and a day at work but then i watch the newest video from tyler and all of a sudden i feel the fire, that was pretty cool. so i was fully happy to go out, meet my buddy and enter the club at about 1215.
at first some having fun, making fun of people, i do 2 half ass approaches who turn nowhere.
my buddy then opens this girl, i just roll with it and open her friend, this turns into a 2 hour set where is have a LOT of epihaniys.
like i was talking fully chode, running no "game" at all but everything like pretty confident and with INTENSE eye contact and it was on like donkey kong. at one point she even says out of the blue that she is not going home with me tonight. i mean she thought about that fact which is soooooo eye openeing. i struggled a lot with being chill, relax and being me by allowing myself to chode talk but had always the fear that i "miss" some part of "running game" but this night showed me that i am on the right path.
only problem i my eyes i guess is, i should have made out with her when i was alone with her and she was all over me because it fizzlez out at the end a bit but that is only a guess. i have to get more reference points in this area to be shure what is up. i also get the vibe that she is not down to fuck at like the first date and she is the dating type so i not go for the number. i should have i guess but fuck it, i do not want to go on dates this times but work on my one night stand game more and more. i will get that part of the game handled.
so it was pretty cool to fully express my inner self and be able to be normal. at one point she mentioned that it is sooo different to talk to me compared with other guys because it is sooo cool to talk to me and she senses some kind of "connection" (wtf?!) funny but pretty cool because i was fully laid back, in the moment and fully myself.
she was testy as fuck but like i was sooo chill i recognized the tests and had time to think about before saying some stupid shit like i was piece of the matrix. pretty cool. i did not pass all properly i guess but it was cool to sense them.

positives:

+i did go out
+i was having fun
+ i talked normally
+worked more on my eye contact
+had my body language handled

have to's:

+be more persistend (like on the first 2 approaches i was like a little girl)
+make out when you have the chance to do it
+switch digits, you'll never know
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friday august 3rd, 2012

after a dicso nap i meet up with 2 of my friends to play xbox, was pretty cool to hang with them, we had fun..at like 1230 we enter the club and stroll around a bit, troll some girls and some dudes, have fun.
i talk to this girl and demand that she plays 50cent-in da club at my birthday because i love this song. she looks at me like i am a maniac and throws some uber tests but i just look her in the eyes and after some time it is totally cool with her, she sees that i am a normal guy and yeah, what should i say. we talk for a bit but then it gets boring, not because of her but because of me because i get a little in my head which isnt cool, she senses this i guess and gets totally cold. was cool to see tho. my buddy talks to her girlfriend and that is why i dont leave at first, i just say to her that she has to listen to my bullshit for a while now and she isnt that happy about the fact. after i while i eject with my buddy and we walk around a bit more. 
approach this FINE girl at some corner but she isnt having it...i stay in set tho and talk some stuff but then her phone rings and she answers, as i turn around i see that some dood behind me is calling her...i pad him on the shoulder and say that this was a smooth move. i eject. nothing much happend then. i get a little in my head and chill a bit at the bar, drink some water and RELAX, this is soooo important to me...the ability to relax and just breath and let the cards fall as they fall.
my buddy is in set with this girl so i walk around alone a bit and talk to this blonde. she is cute but i can sense that it is some kind of lukewarm. i say to her "you look way older than you actually are but this is a compliment"...she isnt that happy about it and walks away.
have short eye contact with some other blonde, i walk up to her and say that it was some kind of romantic eventhough it was short but i want to get to know her, she hates me but i plow. she hates me some more, i begin to aks funny questions. i ask her if she likes cats or dogs more, she says, "i hate you and i dont answer your questions" ...i say that she is strange and turn around.
my buddy is back from the girl but the girl is eying me hard, my buddy says that it is ok if i open and so i do...she is with some dude but the hand of god is the optimal solution. she gives me HARD shit tests. but i pass all of them and she says that we should go outside. so we do....she brings her girlfriend along who's even more testy than my girl. again i pass everything smoothly and she disappears so i have some privat time with my girl. she is not as cool as i expected but blows dudes out left and right and says that i am soo cool because i don't hold her drink and stuff. please...we talk a bit, turns out she was i a relationship for like 7 years and is single since 7 months and havent had sex in this time and doesnt want to have sex outside of a realtionshipt (i believe her) and the fact that she is from waaay outta town i some nogo. we talk for like 45 mins tho, it is cool. switch digits and drive home.

ah i forgott, the fuck me set of the evening was some blonde girl i opened and wanted her to throw at some friend of mine who was also drunk as hell. she wasnt feeling it and found me more attractive. we talk a bit, turns out she lives 5 mins away but is searching her girlfriend and i didnt want to go at this time so we switch digits and i tell her that i drive her home later. she's ok with that...i never called....

positives:

+i showed up
+i approached
+i had some loooong sets
+i can attract girls
+i can approach
+had fun. more or less

have to's

+LEADING (the long sets are cool but lead her around, show her some things, just standing at 1 point gets boring!!!)



saturday august 4th, 2012  LR / FR

had a day2 with the blonde STUNNER i met last week. i drive to hers and we walk to this fair and i was cool as hell, the girl is actually totally cool, even MORE HOT THAN IN THE CLUB. a solid 10. perfect.
i grab her under the ferris wheel and say this is romantic and we kiss, totally cool and the pressure is totally gone. we drive bumper cars and stuff and then walk back to hers to chill.
she just move in in her new appartement so she has no bed just like some matrass at the floor. i lay down and show her some MMA videos because she was curios about that. afterwards we cuddle a bit. 
more her to the couch and we watch a little TV, cuddle some more, kiss passionatly bud i sense that something is holding her back because she stops everynow and then, i ask and she says that nothing is wrong. cool. i continue. she doesnt want to get rid of her top but i am cool with that. i can sense that she wants it too. at some point she kisses me some more and i finger her above her pants. she moans in my ear and i get hard. i put her hand on it to show her what she is doing with me, she is rubbing it and moaning some more. i open her pants to get my hand in but she stops me from doing it. i pull her in and finger her above her pants from behind, she is loving it and gets soaking wet trough her pants. she's opening my jeans and rubs my cock. she's now on top of me and gets rid of her top and i see the MOST PERFECT BOOBS i have seen in my life. FUCK! PERFECT. i suck on her tits and turn her around to pull her pants down. i want to lick it but she stops me, i put my pant down and lay besides her, she is rubbing me and  i finger her, she is moaning and soaking wet. at some point she says " FUCK ME" and i try to stick it in. she has the most tiny, perfect i have ever seen so i have trouble to get it in and lose my wood. i say that she has to suck it and i receive the perfect blowjob, i get hard immediatelly but she loves sucking my cock, i have trouble to not cum in her mouth so i pull her in and fuck the living shit out of her, i pull her hair and she loves it. she is on top of me and i bang her and spank her ass. i cum, she cums and is shaking like 5 mins on top of me. CHAMPION.
pillow talk, cuddle and then i have to go to PIMP IT

meet my buddy in front of the club at 0100am. meet up with two girlfriends and we have some fun with them, talking and stuff, totally chill and cool. they leave at like 2 and we pimp it. the fact that i see no girl that i find hot gets me angry so i just scream "AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! " and shake my head like a maniac. this blonde kinda cute girls sees this and is curios. i tell her my dilemma and it is on like donkey kong, we talk a bit, it gets physical, i dance with her...sadly she is there with a uber fat girlfriend so i have to deal with her. props to her to handle the situation like a champ. she is letting me work and is minding her own business. cool girl....talk to my girl a bit but find out that the pull is some kind of a nogo because she lives with her parents and has to ride home by train with her friend.
so we continue dancing...i have to think about how cool this is and how champion i am and beginn to laugh and smile. my girl aks what is up and how am i smiling eventough i told her how shitty it is today in the venue. i answer " yeah it is shitty but now i found you" ENDGAME. she LOVES ME. i say that it is sad that she is with her friend because i want to get to know her some more and want to get to hers today, she is also sad but says we can meet up tomorrow. we switch digits. i walk her and her friend out and kiss her goodbye.

just called her, i meet her at 8ish at hers....i love life...

i love this game more than i love everything else. the fact that you go out and talk to strangers have a good time and then stick your penis inside of them is the coolest thing ever. i had SOOO much fun yesterday. the 10girl is totally perfect and totally cool to hang out with, i also love the fact that she lives 1,5 hours away so the relationship problem is out of the way. we will definitelly meet up again because i told her i want to fuck her tits. she loves the idea. i love this girl.

positives:

+fucked my perfect 10
+had fun at the club
+met another girl who was totally in love with me
+i can attract people because i am attractive

have to's

+ continue the journey
+continue meditating. have some kind of challenge and been meditating everyday since 1 week and this shit is incredible!
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sunday augst 6th, 2012

coolio, just came home from my day 2 with the girl from yesterday, she lives with her partens in some kind of a mansion.
the fact that her parents where asleep downstairs didnt hold me back to bang it out with her. she's a totally fine 18y.o. with almost perfect boobs and a fine body. nicely done champion....

i'm already looking forward to thursday. man i love life, hope you love it too
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thursday august 9th, 2012

had a pretty rough day, the university where i wanted to study declined my request so all the plans that i had made broke down literally in a few seconds. i still have to work in this shitty dead end job with my fucked up collegues and i still have no plan what i am going to do...
in the evening i was at the doctors to find out that my nose is broken and that i have to undergo surgery which fucked me up even more...whatever i am a champion and will figure out a way.

enter the club with my buddy at like 12 and i was chill, like UBER-chill which was pretty cool. my buddy opened straight away and i chilled back and drank some water. he ejected and we walk over to some other bar. he grabs a water wheras i approach this fatty with "SOOOOO WHAT ABOUT YOU GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER YOO!"  she's like totally in love with me, my buddy gets his water and we walk away. over to this tall blondie.."SOOOOO WHAT ABOUT YOU GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER YOO!" !" she looks at me, i look at her, just pure eye contact. this shits works sooooo good. we talk a bit but then it fizzlez out because i am boring and wayyyy too chill.

walk into some other area, chill back a bit, talk here and there and see this girl, again just eye contact. hold it, hold it, hold it. BAM! who are YOU?! talk a bit, her friends want to drag her away, she stays, wants to switch facebook, eye contact "i don't have facebook..." she lights up (shittest?!) we switch digits, she says call me, she is looking forward, coolio.

approach this blonde with a guy walking behind her HOLDING HER BAG. hahaha. eye contact. who are you. names. the dudes tries to interupt us. i say that the dude is creepy and we should walk away from him. it's her best friend ( LOL) and hes jelly as fuck. after a while they go.

approach some black haired girl, it goes pretty well till he BAG HOLDING BEST FRIEND walks to her girlfriend and tells her that she is like the 50st girl i approach this evening. girl is gone. haters gonna hate.

he walks to me and my buddy, and says that this shit we're doing is fucked up and this is creepy and that nobody wants to talk to us anyways and that approaching girls is creepy. like yes, you're the one holding the bag of your best friend. lol.
we tap him on the shoulder and compliment him on his pullover.
he gets some kind of physical. i lose my temper ( not good) think about it and don't want to get thrown out of this spot and walk away.

the cool thing is. a few months back this totally would have affected my "state" and i werent be able to approach afterwards because of the hard state drop.
not this time. immediatelly back in set with the black haired girl, she gives me shit about approaching women, her girlfriend gives me even more shit, i persist but it is not going anywhere. i bail and walk away.

find this blonde girl, talk for about 15 but more like friend to friend, had no attraction at all, i wish her a great evening and bail.

find my buddy and we wanna go. i think "one last set". see this dark haired beauty. eye contact. hold it, hold it, hold it, claw.
"who are you?!. i'm gonna steal you away from your friends"
damn she is ultra thin, and totally my type of girl. we talk a bit and i see the BAG HOLDING CHODE eying me. i tell my girl that i have to kidnap her for a few minutes because the creepy pullover guy might come over and tell her that i am a creep and a asshole and i am going to avoid this by kidnapping her, because i am smart. she understands and we walk out.
talk a bit, she gets testy but whatever. she is driver and is sober and has to dive her 4 drunken girlfriends home.
switch digits and bail.

on the walk out the first girl i switched digits is there, we walk hand in hand and she is drunk as fuck by now. she is totally not that cute as i thought under the disco light so i'm only semi interessted. i guess i only talked to her because i am horny as fuck.
talk a bit, send her on her way and drive home.

fun part of the evening: get pulled over by the cops. turns out it's a good friend of mine. haha. we talk a bit share a laugh and go our ways.

eventhoug i thought the last set was like lukewarm without attraction she texted back to my get home safe text which is pretty cool.
ASSUME ATTRACTION. YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE

positives:

+had a UBER shitty day. was totally happy
+was totally chill
+approached a totally BEAUTIFUL girl
+had ultra fun with my buddy
+realized once more that life is short
+did not get affected after a almost fight

have to's

+do not lose your temper over some uber chode
+assume attraction
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friday, august 10th, 2012

normal workday after like 3 hours of sleep. go home, nap for 1,5 hours and meet up with my friends to eat some sushi. had  a good time with them and eat a TON of sushi. we play videogames afterwards and then head out to the club at like 1am. it now only me and my buddy because 1 pussied out and the other had to work in the morning.
enter the club and it's like half empty. we walk a round and chill for a bit.
i am fucked up at this point because of the lack of sleep, the ton of sushi, the playing video games...combined a not sooo good mix to get totally prepared for the club....

this girl i met a few weeks back and was there, we texted back and forth a bit a few days ago and she was quite happy to see me. totally over me, so her best friend. we joke around for a bit and i get in the mood. hang around with them for like 30mins and then ditch them because...well i don't know, maybe i just wanted to get new girls or so...

open this blonde girl but she has totally bad breath so i walk away. don't find much more. dance a bit but then we decided to beast the streets.
do one last set, cute brown haired one...she has a boyfriend and also totally bad breath...

street. we open this 2 girls.in front of a other club.... totally bitchy and what not. we walk away.
2 other girls, the one lives upstairs the club so we try to convince her to get to hers and drink vodka. nogo. boyfriend or something.
stand around in front of the club, few cute girls, this one not so cute girl walks by, we talk, buddy steals, i let him, find another girl i met few weeks back. talk a bit. she has oral herpes or something, totally disgusting. talk for a bit, find a work collegue, get free acces to the club, dance for a bit, talk to some girl but i am not talkative by now so it fizzlez out. drink a water. open another girl, get blown out.
don't find any other cute girl so i decide to call it a night.
find my buddy and we bail.
have some good talk on the way to our cars and drive home.

positives:

+ i was at the club
+ i approached
+ almost no anxiety at all. if a girl walk by it's like automatically "hi"..smile
+ i had fun
+ had a good time with friends

have to's:

+ go in harder
+ escalate moarrr
+ hit hit hit to get in the zone
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D-52

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saturday august 11, 2012

the first half of the afternoon consited of working out and sleeping, whereas the second half constited of working my on anxietys with the feeling good handbook written by dr. david d. burns. and holly hell, i can only recommend this to every one...
meditated and met up with my buddy to drive to a friend to play some video games. was totally cool, i had sooo much fun hanging out with these guys. at like 1 we headed to the club and arrived at like 130am.
went in, checked out what is up and began to talk to girls. first of all i amused myself pretty much by asking totally nonsense but this was cool.
my two buddys are in set after i got some water so it was solo time. i strolled around and could feel that i HAVE to open otherwise i would be fucked so i talk to this girl. she's there with like 10 friends or so.
i talk uber nonsense because there where no filters at all. on one hand she loved it and on the other hand she couldnt handle it so she was pretty quiet and was listening. i talked to the whole group and just enjoyed myself but then bail because there was no interaction but just me talking.
see this girl in a yellow dress, walk over to her, say she is cute but turns out she has this nasty ass accent which is a total turnoff. she gets dragged away by her fat girlfriend. i persist but then walk away.
walk around a bit, find my buddys, and we walk a bit.
lose one because he is in set...i talk to this girl whose there with her boyfriend but its not going anywhere because she gets dragged away by him. see this half black girl dancing...eye contact, hold it..."hey"
she smiles. she has this fake glasses on and looks like she's straight outta brooklyn, i tell her so and call her brooklyn girl. she loves it. i tell her that i love this song which is playing right now and how i get rememberd at all my friends from school when i hear it.
it's too loud to talk so i grab her hand and walk with her in some quieter area. we talk, i have my hand around her hips, she has hers around my neck. fuck me is this girl hot.
i don't know why but i didnt kissed her at this point eventho she was waiting for it. i talked instead which ruined the whole thing a bit.
she says she has to find her friends because they have her money. i say that we will never see each other again if she leaves now. she grabs my hand and says that i should come with her.
i follow. we find her friends. 1 decent looking and one fatty. the fatty is drunken and is crying which ruined everything because my girl has to go now....switch digits and she is gone.

my buddys are on their way home also so its just me.
i walk up to this blonde stunner, tap her on the shoulder. say her that she looks georgeous and like love. she is not feeling it and turns away. i tap her on the shoulder again. ask her name, introduce me. she turns away again. i tap her on the shoulder again. she turns, says she has a boyfriend. i congratulate her and ask her where she is from. she didnt answer but talks to her fat girlfriend.
i walk away.
ask a fatty with glasses if this are real glasses or fake ones and how much books she has read this week, she answers something and i ask her if she likes harry potter. she laughs i walk away.
she walks up to me 5 mins later and asks if she can have my number. i tell her i have a girlfriend. she is sad.

i talk to this black haired girl with a guy besides her. turns out this is her chode best friend who's now gone with the excuse "i have to mack on girls" i laugh, she also. she's 31 and from waaaay outta town so whish her a great evening.

i walk up to this blonde girl with a dude besides her, turns out this is her boyfriend. i tell her that this makes me sad. i can see in her eyes that she is sad also.

the club is empty by now so i call it a night. champion

positives:

+i was out
+i had fun
+i HIT HIT HIT
+i was totally in the zone
+i approached a 10set
+i approached mixed sets
+i approached the hottest girls
+i was persistend

have to's:

+ESCALATE MOARRRRRR
+seed the pull more
+
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was a little butthurt trhough the week because my inner chode came trouhg a little bit combined with some ego validation stuff.
had some long convo with my buddy about that and solved the problem by writing about it and working even more on myself.
so i'm happy again and do not think about such stuff anymore. lol @ myself for being a chode....

thursday august 16, 2012

so after work i drove home, just chilled and did nothing, was looking for a shared flat because i FINALLLY want to move out of my parents basement.
decided to take a bath because i felt sick suddenly and was listening to some tolle, felt totally good afterwards.
texted with the girl i met last thursday a bit and made plans to meet up tonight because she was going to be at the club also. coolio, she is sooooo tiny and i really really want to fuck her.

i met up with my buddy at like 1115 and arrived at the club at like 12. first thing we saw was the bounce BITCHSLAPPING a drunken guy. HAHAHAHA he put him to the ground and SLAPPED him from above. hahahaha.

at first i felt a little unconfortable dunno why but shook it off pretty fast i guess.
saw this friend of my wing and i and she was there with 2 friends of hers, one decent looking blonde and a fatty. she waves us over and we chat a bit. my buddy talks to the blonde and i talk to fatty and friend a bit but it gets boring so i turn around and there is this tiny tiny girl. i tap her on the shoulder and make fun of hers a bit, telling funny stuff in her ear. she is into it and i tell her i will continue for 2 more jokes but then will get serious.
i introduce myself and we talk a bit, she is there with her girlfriend and it's girls night out so the friend is kinda standing there and is getting bored eventho i tried to involve her into the conversation.
five mins into it. the girl i texted to is behind me and we hug and stuff.
the tiny girl excuses herself to go to the "bathroom" i chat the other girl a bit and tell her i'll find her later because i want moarr girls.

walk into the other area and see this girl with 2 dudes besides her checking me out. she looks away after i look at her and i beginn to walk towards her. i say "hi" and ask if any of this guys is her boyfriend. turns out the guys are just friends and they just standing there like chodes being chodes.
she isn't receptive at all but stays there so i assumed it is on. i talk and ask her questions and she willl answer them but says at one point that is ask so many stupid questions. i tell her that i want to get to know her.
try to pull her over to the other area to have some privat time but she declines.
i get bored and tell her i'll find her later.

i walk 5 steps and say hi to this black haired beauty.
she has cool hair and i tell her she looks like she is bored.
she is a hairdresser and looks waaaay older than she actually is. i guesses she is 28 but she is 19. lolololololol.
she is from pretty far away like 40min or so, so i tell her i'll find her later.

something happens inbetween but i forgot about that. lol.

see my buddy dancing with the blonde girl we met via the friend of us so i walk past them and see this girl who is there with a group of like 9 people. mostly jacked dooods. i walk right trough them and aks her if any of this guys is her boyfriend. she says no but doesnt get it. i smile and say "hi i'm cobra" and she gets it and smiles back.
she is kinda nervous and also from wayyy outta town. the fact that all her friends where there and she wouldnt want to walk a few steps with me made it not better so it fizzled out a bit. and i tell her i'll find her later.

i turn around and see this girl walking past with this dude in front of her. i tell her that her brother looks exactly like her. she smiles and says that this is her boyfriend. i say no way and she's like yes and smiles. i ask her for how long she is dating him and she's like for 1 year and i say that this is nothing serious and she smiles. haha. let her go. champion.

walk out of the area and see this girl standing there.
i say hi. and she smiles and says hi. and i ask her what's up and why is she standing there all alone and turns out that her girlfriend is in a fight with the boyfriend and she has to watch. so i put her aside so that she can still watch but she is facing me now.
i tell her that she looks cute today and she asks how does she deserves a compliment from such a sexy guy like me. i tell her that i'm just a guy.
shit gets serious with her friend so i switch digits and tell her that i want to see her again. she is happy but she also is from like 40 mins away. FUUUUUUU

talk to a old friend from school a bit, find 3 other girlfriends of mine, shoot the shit, have fun.
walk around some more. see this pierced girl walking by. i tell her i like her piercings but she gets dragged away by her friends.
i turn around and see this pale black haired girl.
i say hi, and she is like shocked because she just came in and is pretty young and durr durr. she wants to get a drink and i say cool and wait.
my buddy comes and says that the pierced girl likes me and wants to dance.
i talk to her a bit but find out she has a fat ass and is totally nasty from the head down so i walk away from them.

find the tiny girl from the beginning of the night and i'm like all over her, hugging her, kissing her neck and stuff, she is totally into it but her friend is there, so i tell her i will have some privat time with her and she is like aaaah we can't my friend is there durr durrr. i'm holding her from behind kissing her neck, feeling her up and stuff.
the girls want to go dance and she draggs me along but the friend issue is boring me because i can't totally ecalate on her so i tell her i will definitelly meet her some other time and she is like yeaah me too and we switch digits and i bail.

dance a bit with my friends and get this text from the girl i texted trough the day if i'm still sober and i text back "where are you i want to kiss you neck" .
walk around a bit, bump into her and i'm all over her immediatelly and she is totally into it. i say i want to kiss her neck because i texted her so, she is like wooaaat and check her messages and is cracking up.
i tell her that i'm about to go home and when she's free on the weekend. made plans to hang out on sunday. yayy.

texted the two other girls and they are happy that i talked to them.
champion

positives

+ was approaching like a machine
+ was totally congruent
+ was totally direct at the approach
+ did a whole bunch of mixed sets and HUGE groups
+ escalated MOARRR

have to's

+seed the pull more
+maybe stick in set longer eventho the friend issue is there. who knows what could happen.
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