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"i just stick with the journey, walk my path, do my meditation, my reading, me writing, my building confidence and my going out and APPROACHING WOMEN. i do this stuff regulary for like 8 months now, going out at least 3 days a week, approaching tons of women and finally i get the results i want. i fucked a huge amount of women this 8 months, pulls and day2s/day3s, fucked up a few pulls and burned down many many numbers, attented the hotseat with julien, had HUGE success but never felt THIS happy like i do right now. fuck. pick up is the best thing i've ever done! " -komodoCobra (2012) thursday july 5th 2012 So today was a great day. Started in the morning getting up like a boss out of bed, headed to work listening to my new audiobook called 100 ways to motivate yourself. Youtube it, it is great. arrived at work but felt suddenly fucked up and not in a talkative mood (which is not that good because i work at telesales) so yeah, was not that busy but kept my inner happieness and allowed myself to feel shitty eventho i’m happy on the inside. Read a fuckton of cat’s thread (started from the right beginning and i’m so stoked about that guy. He’s a true inspiration (no homo!))… Left work at about 5 and drove right into the city to go to starbucks. Had planned to drink a tea and read a good book (personal developement for smart people – steve pavlina…check it out!) also i want to get out of my boring life which includes doing something instead of sitting at home doing nothing, meet people, socialice, go on dates or just be in a cafe‘ drinking tea and reading. So yes, was at starbucks, read for an hour, drank delicious tee and then decided to meet people. Since i’m fucking afraid of daytime interactions I planned on just stop people and ask them what time is it (shout out cat!) did so and it went good. People stopped, searched their phones in their bags and told me the time. Pretty awesome. I felt even more happy. Decided to grab a frozen yoghurt and head home. Had great eye contact with people, especially the frozen yoghurt girl, made her laugh, felt goooood. On my way to my car i see this older women crossing the street without a green light, i tell her this is fucking dangerous with a smirk on my face. She did not felt it at all, was not even looking at me. Shouted something like „antisocial people“ after her. Whatever. Drove home. Felt happy as fuck then one of my favorite songs comes up on the radio so i just sing with my windows down. on a red light this blonde girl stopps besides me, i just look at her, say „hi“ with a huge smile. She smiles back. I ask her if she is also listening to this radio station. She says no but puts it on. She laughs. I tell her that this is my favorite song. She smiles but then the traffic light switches to green, she wishes me a great evening, i wish her a great one too. Realized that i just had to ask her if she is spontanious and wants to grab a tea or something…next time. My brain is still calibrating this shit. But feels sooooo GOOOD! Arrive at home, chill for a bit, stream 2 episodes of entourage and nap for 20 mins or so. call my buddy to grab juice before the club, drink a protein shake, eat some cherrys and head out. Do some fun stuff and talk about game and books and realisations, just have a good time. Grab some energy drink at a gas station, randomly meet some guy from my MMA gym, talk with him for a bit about his bar and stuff, then drive to the club. As i am in, my buddy and i meet some fellow PUA guy, non RSD but some other stuff, whatever. Talk with them for a bit and then meet up some new guy who wants go out with us to approach girls. My buddy steals this girl from me, i let him and decide to grab some other girl HBbank.. Hi what up, who are you?! She says she’s „mrs x“ and i just look her in the eyes, not flinching or stuff and say „what up mrs. X, how’s your evening going“ she cracks up laughing and then we talk some bullshit about she works at CSI-Miami and stuff. Hahaha hilarious i like talking shit with a girl, she is at least a head bigger than me so i say we are only 2 percent in love. She says what, only 2 percent?! And i crack up laughing. She asks me what i do for a living and i tell her i work in telesales at a parcel delivery company and she says „it’s sad that you don’t deliver those parcels, it would be hot to get parcels from a sexy guy „ UUUH VALIDATION. Hahaha we shoot the shit for a bit but since she is there with only 1 friend of hers who gets upset by now i switch numbers , tell her we’ll see us later and leave. Head back to my buddy but see this 2 girls standing besides us, i open and tell her that i like her piercing and that she should get more or at least a lipring. She says she can’t because of her boss and i tell her i hat her boss forever! She is kinda sweaty and i guess not so my type so i say i’m gonna leave. She says that whe should switch numbers i say ok cool so i give her mine and tell her to text me something sweet so i have hers. She texts me a <3 which i so sweet. Man i love women!! Pimp around with my buddy, he talks to some girl, i try talk to her friends, some blonde not good looking girl in a red dress and a fatty. I say she should fan me some air with this flyer. She says no i say cool, see an old friend of mine from school so i shoot the shit with him for 5 or so. then head back to the blonde, say if she is now ready to fan me some air, she then physically pushes me away in a hatefull way screaming „fuck off asshole“..i just stand there and start laughing at so much social uncalibration. She says i should fuck off now .. i just stand there smiling like a rock but then decide to go. ON MY DECISION AND BECAUSE I WANT TO GO. Had some slightly internal state crash after that but did not allow that feelings to enter my head so i was happy after like 10 seconds. Pretty badass!! See this tall girl standing there, i aks her what she drinks, she says caipirinha, since i’ve never drank caipi in my life i take a sipp without even asking. I tell her i hate caipirinha forever and then just tell her what kind of drinks i like and how i drink since 2 weeks after a 8 year period of not drinking. She’s kinda into that but is there with like 4 dood friends of hers. Hold her attention but she is not feeling it yet and says she has to go to her friends. I hold her for another 5 mins, talking some real shit, tell her i want to be friends outside oft he club environment and grab her number. Sweet. Walk around to search my buddy. See him, wave at him but then see he’s in set with a girl who is grinding on his cock, pretty badass dude. Shout outs!! I see this black haired blue eyed girl and i am suddenly in love. Walk up to her, tell her she has the most amazing eyes ever. Realize she is there with like 10 guys and girls, haha, feel the social pressure on my skin and begin to sweat but soak up the pressure and relive it trough my breath, pretty badass. Talk to her about all kinds of stuff, like hobbys, riding horses, try to isolate her but she did not wants to go, says she wants to stay with her friends, ok, cool, the old me would have been upset and stuff but i say it’s cool and tell her i stay and tell her sweet things..introduce myself to her doode friend who celebrates his birthday, shoot the shit with him for 5 and then talk to my girl again..realize it’s not going to be a pull set and it’s like 2am. I have to get up for work at 6 am so we switch numbers and i drive home happy as fuck. Text all the numbers „get home safe [insert cool nickname here] – myname“ get replies from all 4 so i guess they where all solid… Positives: -pushed my confort zone by sitting alone in a cafe‘, reading -talked to strangers on the street -made a girl laugh in her car -felt happy the WHOLE DAY -did not let my happieness depend on my outcomes but felt happy from the inside -read a good book -sang loud in my car, smiling and enjoying life -stayed in this HUGE set and fucking OWNED it. -made friends with this new guy -talked to a lot of strangers and did not had one bad interaction Have to’s: - Think faster like when i talked to the girl in the car, i could have easily asked for a insta date - Qualify the girls i talk to some more like the black haired one. I thought about her eyes the whole time but did not mentioned it to her. Be more sexuall but make it fun. - Write down more, like, who do i want to be, what do i want to have i life -make MORE PAUSES. just look at her. laser eye contact. smile. THAT'S IT. LET HER QUALIFY HERSELF. LET HER INVEST this is the mayor key! This i my thing now, going out after work just socialize with people, bring more people into my life like drinking tea or smoke some shisha. Just TALK to people all day. Life is short! I will not waste my life by sitting at home, waiting for something to happen. I mean i’m out in the club like 3 days a week from Thursday till Saturday but sit at home the other days oft he week wait for something to happen, THIS IS NOT THE LIFE I WANT TO LIVE! Right now i feel happy for the last 2 weeks or so CONSTANTLY, had not one day in this period where i was down or felt sad or stuff, i guess i’m on the right path right now which is great. i did not pulled or fucked a chick on a day2 since 1 month so i consider myself on a platoe right now, WHICH IS FUCKING GREAT because after this platoe i come out EVEN BETTER! Read a fuckton about self developement, self awareness and self esteem (like david deida, nathaniel branden, steve pavlina…the feeling good handbook) wrote like 20 pages of sentence completion excercices and feel like i’m GROWING SO DAMN MUCH. Like everybody recognized that i have chanced, that i’m HAPPY ALL THE TIME, which is a good sign that i actually EVOLVE! Peace out players
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friday july 6th 2012

i wake up pretty fucked up after about 2 hours of sleep, gobble down some protein shake with berries and drive to work. gladly my boss is on some vacation so i can just sit there and read and stuff, which is pretty awesome. in my lunch time i talk a bit to the grocery store lady and we both laugh and stuff and it is cool, if feels natural to talk to people nowadays, it feels normal which is so GOOD because i was this not talkative not social guy all my life.
after work i had on planed to go to my MMA gym but did not do it because of my lack of sleep so i drive home, nap for about 2 hours and wake up to a text from a buddy that we meet at like 930pm. cool, i shower, listen to some music, drink some protein shake with an apple and hit the streets. planned is to meet another buddy with 2 friends of him which i've never met before to drive to some share flat party in the city. sounds like a cool adventure so i'm pretty happy about it.
the 2 new guys are somewhat cool but value seeking and it feels hard to communicate with them since they always want that you give them props and whatnot. but whatever, they will evolve and they will grow so i'm just happy. there are also 3 new girls which i've never met and the host girl whom i met at a party last week but barely spoke to her. they have all kinds of alcohol and stuff, i just take a few sipps because i have to drive. we shoot the shit for about 2 hours and then head out to the club. meet up another 2 buddies of mine, talk to them for a bit and then go upstairs to the bar, meet up with another 2 girlfriends of mine and we are some group of like 10 REALLY COOL people. i feel so good to know all of them. say hello to my a girlfriend of mine who works at the bar and take one vodka caramel shot.

then out of nothing 3 girls come by and i know one of them from somewhere, intense eye contact. i find out that they are friends of one of my former fuckbuddys. the world is TOO SMALL!  the one girl is kinda cute, pretty small and like a 6/7 or so but pretty sweet. i talk to her a bit and then my buddy mentions that it is day of the kiss in germany so i just kiss her. no makeout but one little kiss. hahaha so sweet. she has a piercing in the middle of her lips and it felt strange to kiss her with that so i call her out on that and she is so sweet and insecure. her sister, who is a good friend of my former fuckbuddy tries to shittest me hard but i just look her in the eyes and tell her that it is okay and she stops and lightens up, we talk for about 10 or so but it is not going anywhere so i decide to leave. tell them we'll find us later.

i'm kinda solo now because every buddy of mine is a PIMP who wants to meet women, only my best buddy is here on RSDN and knows about that stuff but ALL my other friends are more or less naturals.
find some of them downstairs right on the stairs of doom where our favorite spot to claw women is and talk to them for a bit, sip on some jagermeister or stuff and get bored. my buddy shows me some girl i approached like one or two years ago and she was clearly into me this time but i wasn't good with women at this time but on my beginning so i fucked it up. i walk up to her and say hi, i remember you from this and this venue. she stares into my eyes. i'm solid as a rock, do not flinch or whatever. she says "WHAT?!" where do i know you from, who are you. i tell her that we've had a wonderfull time together, full of love and happieness and that i can feel the sparkles between our eyes and that it is soooo damn intense. fully self amused. she cracks up laughing but isn't really my type anymore because i EVOLVED pretty much and fell capable of HOT women now so my brian naturally seeks them instead of some 6 or so. i leave her pretty soon and some fatty touches me, i tell her that the sexual energy that we have just share wandered from me penis, upwards my spine to break out of my mouth, she cracks up laughing and is now my "shoulder friend" and she is pretty cool and i like her because she likes her self and is self amused and happy.
my buddys now are ALL on their OWN because they are PIMPS who do this shit PROACTIVE and do not wait for things to happen and i like them because of that.
i see this blonde girl standing there and i'm like hi, my name is komodocobra, who are you, laser eyes, she introduces herself and it is cool, i really don't know what we have talked about but it was pretty lame for an outsider. just chode shit. she drinks some aperol or so and since i want to tate all kinds of alcohol i take one sip and i really do not like aperol. we have this "we are 2 percent in love" running gag and i give her points or take points depending on her behaviour, this is pretty cool and the interaction is natural easy. i really like this girl. she is there with a workbuddy of hers, i introduce myself to her and she sees that her friend is happy with me and introduces me to come with them to this other venue because the venue we are in is PACKED. i say i cant make it but i do like your friend and it is soo sweet. we are in each other arms now. the workbuddy turns her back and i say to my girl that it is time to steal her away so i take her around the corner and we make out a bit. just fluff talk, she qualifies herself pretty much and talks about her sport and stuff and how she plays volleyball in tight shorts. i tell her i love her and kiss her again. she feels now guilty because she left her friend alone and i take her by the hand to bring her to her friend. the friend now really wants to leave. i tell my girl that she should say to her friend that she wants to stay and that her friend should go alone. hahaha. i'm such a douche. but this is not happening, so i we exchange numbers and i let her go.

i head upstairs to check what is going on there but do not find cool people so i walk back again. on my way back this small girl and i have this INTENSE eye contact (this is one thing i'm really good at. EYE CONTACT. this is SOOOOO HUGE GUYS!!) and i grab her and say she has to stay now because i want to say sweet things in her ear till she loves me. she says she only speaks little german because she is from the states and i switch to english and this is huge because i found out that it is SOOOO MUCH EASIER to pimp in english than in german. i tell her about the day of the kiss and we kiss but it was only this shitty kiss so i say to her "this was one shitty kiss!" staredown. she says "whoooooaatt?!" and smiles. i say " in germany we are known to be good kisser and we hate people wo kiss shitty so give me one REAL KISS" and we make out. haha. her friends now come in and grab her and dragg her away but this was soo goood. insta makeout after about 20 seconds. haha
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i walk downstairs and find my buddy who has a hard time because his state has chrashe a bit, i send him in some sets but they are not going anywhere. he shoots then the shit with some other buddies and it is cool. i have this INTENSE EYE CONTACT with this cute little girl on some couch and sit right next to her. i aks her why she is having a hard night and hates everybody and that the eye contact with her was the most intese this whole evening. she has this mayor shield on her. she smiles but do not want to talk REAL so i call her out on that and just stare at her. she lightens up and is a bit more normal. then my buddy comes up to talk to her girlfriend but she is not feeling him and he leaves soon after. haha. she asks me if i have another friend of mine to talk to her friend and i introduce her to UNCALIBRATED ANDY. hahaha he comes up and i tell her "this is andy" but andy introduces himself to my girl instead and is OUT. i just touch my forehead and laugh. my girl again gives me a hard time and i found out she is really young and some kinda nervous and lives too far away for something to happen so i wish her a good evening and leave.

i walk up the dancefloor and this blone girl i walking by, i tell her that i am the one who she is looking for and our lips are like 1 inch away from each other. it turns out that she is only playing games, but i love her for that because she is energetic. i do not was my energy on her but i soak up the feminine energy and feel happy. i lean agains the wall and i see this REALLY PRETTY BLONDE walking by. she is a 9 in my book and i just stare her in the eyes. she stares back and it is FUCKING ON. she lights up and it feels good. as she walks by i grab her, pull her in "who are you" introduction. bla bla. she says she really needs to go to the bathrooms and we should exchange numbers and stuff but i'm not a huge fan of exchanging number quickly without a real interaction because you have to fight for a meetup afterwards so i tell her that if she goes now it will only be a good dream and that we forget about each other afterwards. i grab her and pull in into some quieter area but she only mentions that she really really has to go to the bathrooms NOW, haha, so we exchange numbers and she walks off and is pretty...
i text her "wow. this guy in the red shirt...some sexy fella...komodocobra"
she texts back: " this girl in this nudecolored top is pretty cool...hername"
i text back: " we should meet up to introduce our shirts"
thats it, she texts back like 10 hours later that she was in bed and stuff. like i said. it is going to be hard to get this meetup without a REAL interaction..

the last interaction was with this small girl. i like her because of her shoes, she wears this nike air max and this is really cool, i isolate her into the smokers area and find out that she is not that pretty and has some nasty skin so i let her go.

i now feel tired and it is about 4 o'clock or something so i want to call it a night. find my buddy and we leave soon afterwards. on my way out i see this girl i had a interaction a few weeks back and talked to her when i was really drunk so i did not remeber her last time. i talk to her for a bit and she is really happy that we both talk but i'm on my way out. i tell her that she should safe my number and text me some sweet stuff like smileys and hearts but she asks if i have facebook or something, in my opinion, if a girls asks for facebook she is not feeling it. and she is clearly not feeling it because we talked for about 1 minute this evening. so i do not blame her or anything, i will meet her again soon i guess and then i easily can exchange numbers or pull her home.

positives:

-talked in daytime to the grocery store lady and we both had a good interaction
-was on a shared flat party where i did not new the people and had a good time
-made friends with the 2 guys from my buddy
-felt happy the whole day
-talked to EVERYONE in the environment
-took fotos with like 10 people who i did not knew
-had a great evening with my friends
-had great eveing solo
-approached a shitton of girls
-had INTENSE eye contact
-got my laser eyes pretty much down
-approached without hesitation
-approached my personal 10 but she lives too far away so i let her go but she was kinda into me :D

have to's:

-tell girls how pretty they are if i feel it
-do not become outcome dependend if the interaction feels good
-do not become needy
-stay even more persistend
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saturday july 7th 2012   LR

in retrospect a GOOD DAY. FINALLY MADE IT TROUGH MY PLATOE i guess...

i wake up late at about 1pm drink some protein stuff, then write my journal. besides i text all the numbers i got so far this weekend to check who is down and who not. 3 replied, 2 not. gonna hit them in the next few days but if it is not going anywhere i will not push them hard to get them because there are so many girls outthere and i really do not have to push girls who are not 100% interested in my. that's life. after that i pack my things and drive to the city to get a new iphone because my camera broke down and what is it worth to own a iphone without a camera?
find out the phone store closed 3 hours ago so i check some bookstore but do not find any good girls in there. buy me some 35mm film for my lomo cam and leave.
i meet up with my buddy and 2 girlfriends to smoke some shisha and drink some tea. it was cool i really like the 2 girls and we talk about cool stuff. accidently meet some old schoolfriend of mine who also knows one of the girls haha. switch digits and gonna pimp with him on one of the next weekends. gonna be rad.
i head home afterwards to cook me some delicious meat with some salad and stuff and read for an hour. then nap for about 20 mins and leave afterwards to meet up with my buddy again.

arrive at the club at about 1 am and it's not packed as always but whatever. i find 2 girls i met there a few weeks ago and who are really cool, we talk bullshit for a few minutes and then i grab the taller one of them to get some drank. on the way to the bar this redhead girl whom i met stops me to say hello, she is clearly into me and i somewhat find her hot because of her red hair. she asks if i'm with this girl and i say, that we gonna grab some drink and that we should meet up afterwards. she says yes and i walk to the bar. drink some gin tonic and bullshit some more with the girl. HAVING A GOOD TIME! let her go to her friends after she complimented my nice face and stunning body for a bit (HAHAHAHA VALIDATION) and pimp it with my buddy. the first sets are pure self amusing but i have my EYE contact pretty down so i can say whatever i want with some smirk and some laser eyes and it is cool. i also give some REAL CONGRUENT COMPLIMENTS if i find something interessting or cool on the girl.

my buddy and i find this girl we met a few months ago with her group of girls who is really cool. i almost hooked up with her friend this evening but logistics fucked it up and she is still cool with that. some QUALITY GIRL who enjoys life. she is having a hard time because of some stuff in her life and my buddy talks to her a bit. he comes up afterwards and says that he is probably gonna pull her home, nice man. i for my side find my pretty cool gay work collegue with his SMOKING HOT best friend. i met her before and she has this pretty awesome rack. we talk for bit and it is cool but then i find this blone girl i find hot. open her and talk to her for a bit but she is not feeling it at some sexual level so it is only some good talk i guess. she is there with her 30y.o. friend who is pretty hot also. she is soon all over me and has this braces which i find pretty hot on her. i grab both girls and get upstairs to talk a bit. the older one is pretty cool and it is somewhat on sexually but since she lives pretty far away i not going to persue on her. grab both and walk downstairs to the club again but then let them go to shoot the shit with my buddy. the same time my state crushes a bit due the lack of cool conversations and i find myself thinking too much and let this stuff in my head so i talk to the next girl i see. some girl in her mid 20s with a 8 month old child who was recently left by her boyfriend. ladys and gentlemen, this is the FUCK ME set for the night. if i had no other option i would fuck the shit out of her but she is only a 6 in my book so i walk away soon afterwards to talk to pretty people.
the club empties now and my gay work collegue is leaving and i not going to see him for 3 weeks due to a operation. i wish him luck. he leaves alone and leaves his stunning hot girlfriend behind. ;)

i roll up to her talk a bit and it is so fucking on but in my head i tell myself that i not going to do it because i do not want to have trouble at work for the next few months so i just hold my eye contact pretty much and talk about stuff. she says she did not had a guy in so long time and that she has to masterbate every day because she can not find a guy who pulls the trigger and pushes her into the wall to fuck her hard. my cock is now raging hard by the way. i say sko find a guy for you i do not want you to go home without one but the amount of guys now is pretty rare. she offers me to pimp it with me to find some girl for me but there is no girl i find hot either. we talk for a bit about how i would fuck her if we both did not know my workbuddy and then say that i leave. she says she leaves too and we walk upstairs. talk there for a bit and i offer her a ride home. we walk to my car and talk about fucking some more. she has this HUGE set of boobs and i imaging that i cum on her chest the whole time.
on the way home it is just casual cool talk, i really do like this girl. she complains some more about that she needs to fuck and i hate my workbuddy so damn much at this time.
we arrive at hers and i find out that she lives at her parents because she recently bought this condo but it's a construcion site and stuff. she is giving me like the 100st fuck invitation and at one point i say fuck it you only live once, grab her hair pull her head to mine and make out with her. start grabbing her boobs and finger her. she moans and stuff. i say sko inside i will be silent but she says we cant but says we can fuck in the car so i drive to some more private place because it is now like 6am and its brigtht day time outside. on the way she says sko to my condo and fuck at the construction site. so we do.
stuff happens.
i drop her of at hers at about 7, drive home, get like 5 hours of sleep and wake up to a text from this blonde girl i met on friday who invites me to smoke some shisha at hers tonight.
life is good.


positives:

-was at the city and did not wasted my time at home
-met up with friends and had a good time, shared some good storys and laughed a lot
-read a good book and took some time for me
-shot the shit with a really cool girl
-approached quality girls and had a good time
-did not let the stuff into my head to fuck with me but expressed myself without filters
-had my eye contact down
-fucked some really hot girl at a construction site

have to's:

-approach girls in the street. i am still afraid of that shit. saw this HOT girl walking past, she was giving me the eyes and i where at the club i shure clawed her and stuff, but i was like a in the streets and did nothing
-be more present when reading books. i still find myself thinking of other stuff and not understanding the meaning of the sentence at the first time
-do not let this stuff in my head. if i think too much about stuff when i'm at the club i am fucked and on some downwards spiral
-be more aware of stuff i want. i could have fucked this girl after like 10 mins in the club but it took me 1,5 hours because i was not shure if i should do it. if i approach her if have to close her. PERIOD.
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quick update:

girl had flaked on sunday but we'll meet up today (thursday)

wasn't out since the weekend due to my brothers birthday with the family (i know where i got my social awkwardness comes from, my whole family is socially awkward as fuck, like literally we where all siting there AND NOBODY TALKS. this is sooooooooo creppy on all kinds of levels. i remember when i was at my grandmas and it was quite dark and there where like 10 people of my family there and nobody has something to say so it is just FUCKING SILENT for like 2 hours.) and MMA training (have training like 3 times a week)

been texting with some girls from the weekend, some flaked, some not, will see what's up with them. my time is fucking limited lately.  but whatever my text game IMPROVED SO DAMN MUCH because it is natural now. pretty cool. sucked at that since forever.

got punched on the nose quite badly in MMA training at monday and my whole nose is fucking swollen, i can only breath trough my mouth and my voice is fucked up as a result of that. haha. called in sick for tomorrow so it is going to be a DAMAGING WEEKEND without going home early because of work.

was kinda lazy this week and did not read as much as i wanted. gotta step up with this even more.

will write my report from today tmrrw. im looking forward to tonight. going to KILL IT!

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quick update:

did 2 street approaches today, first pussied out like a but then decided to man up and change things.
first one was on a bench. she was kinda cute i walked up sayed "hi you're cute i'm myname" she giggles and blushes, makes her even cuter. she introduces her, i ask her what she is doing here alone on this bench. she says she is waiting for her boyfriend, sounds legit. sadface. i wish her a great evening. she wishes me a great one too.
second one immediatelly after that this blonde girl she walks towards me, i say "hi you're cute, who are you" she introduces herself but has a hard time understanding what i say because she is from czech republic or something and in germany since 2 weeks, she works here as a manager for something. we talk about traveling and stuff. she is cool. i say we exchange numbers. text her afterwards she texts back, solid.
walk to this bar where i'm supposed to meet up blondegirl, she is stuck in traffic and is half an hour late. we smoke shisha and talk, i want to kiss her and tell her so, she will not in the bar. cool, we talk some more. i say finish we're going outside. we do. we walk we kiss. #shitsromantic. let her go

have a hard time pulling from day twos because i do not live in the city but like 20 min car ride away so either invite myself direct for the "date" to hers or i have to do a day3 #fuckeduplogistics. will move in like 3 months or so #shitsgoingtobekiller
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Thursday July 12, 2012

normal workday. speak with my boss about how i can work in this firm and going to university in october. make jokes with my collegues who are all girls and in love with me. haha and do my thing.
have a few texts with the blondegirl who was supposed to meet me at 6 in the city. she texts she can't make it and that we should meet up tomorrow and stuff. shittest as usual, i say i only can today and that it is no big deal blabla. eventually she is down to meet up at 7. cool.
i drive to the city, park my car and begin to walk. i have in mind that i should probably approach girls because I AM A PIMP but out everytime. FUCK! i walk to this bookstore to give back some 35mm film because it doesn't fit in my lomo cam. there i finally have the guts to talk with people. i overhear a conversation with a guy and the cassier and then talk with the guy a bit. he is somewhat socially awkward, but cool, i talked to strangers and had fun. next step: GUUURRLS. i beginn to walk to the bar where i'm supposed to meet up the girl. on the way there i see this cute girl on a bench. ALONE. i first walk by and tell myself loudly: YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING PUSSY. FUCK YOU. STEP UP. YOU DON'T WANT THIS MEDIOCRE LIFE. YOU WANT TO CHANGE SOMETHING. YOU WANT TO HAVE ABUNDANCE OF WOMEN. WOMEN WANT TO MEET MEN AS BAD AS MEN WANT TO MEET WOMEN. so i'm about 20 m away from her and i begin to walk back.
"hi you're cute, why are you out here on this bench alone?!" she blushes and giggles and can't stand my eye contact which is sweet.
she says that she waits for her boyfriend and this sounds pretty legit so i wish her a great evening. she wishes me a great one too.
the whole time i wasn't even nervous or stuff. i just held my eye contact and it is cool. i approached sooooo many girls in my life and this one was not different. it is not different than nightgame my brain only wants to tell me that it is different. i only have to walk past the hurdle and it is cool. as soon as i'm in i'm fucking unstoppable. I ONLY HAVE TO APPROACH

i walk around the corner and this blond girl walks towards me. i tell her she is cute and she stops. we introduce and i find out she lives here since 2 weeks and moved her from czech republic. she has a hard time understanding me so we talk in english. she says she likes to travel and stuff. she is really cool and works as a manager or something. is 4 years older than me and calls me crazy all the time because I DO NOT FLINCH as i give her my staredown. I AM THE YACHT and she sees the confidence in my eyes. i tell her that we should kick it sometimes and she types in her digits. i text her soon afterwards that it was cool that we bumped heads an that i call her soon. she calls me funny and is looking forward. sound legit.

this 2 sets where my first solo daygame approaches. i approached girls on the street before but it was different because i had some social momentum from my buddy.
this was also my first daygame number who is legit and i'm so fucking proud of myself right now. something is boiling in me and something wants to come out and if i work some more on this agenda in my life i am unstoppable.

blondegirl is half an hour late and i smoke shisha and drink tea as she comes. she has this FINE set of boobs and a tight body. she is somewhat a semi-professional beach volleyball player...you get the picture....she is cool and nervous and laughs and i'm just myself. ask her questions and stuff. look in her eyes and she is like "WHAAAAAT?!?" is just stare and finally grin. haha.
she has this cute birth mark and i tell her that this is mine and i give it a kiss. i am sweet. i look her in the eyes and tell her that i want to kiss her. so i do. she resists and says not here. ok cool with me. i tell her some stuff, she tells me some stuff and then i tell her to finish up. we pay and go outside. we go for a walk. i pull her in and kiss her. nice. we walk for 10 and then she dives off. was cool with me.
i get some frozen yoghurt and drive home. watch the newest tyler videos and nap for about 20 mins. cook some stuff and head out to meet up with my buddy.

we enter the club at about 1am and it is packed. i'm a little in my head and force myself to smile. this is so importand.
i'm at the bar and this girl is besides me. she is fat but i am social and want to get out of my head so i tell her i like her earrings. she is in love with me. she says they are designed by thisandthat and i tell her how i love this designer because he is some narcisstic asshole. haha. we split ways and i'm with my friends.
have this thing with my buddy where whe tell guys how cool theyr shirt is by dogpadding them on the shoulder. get some more out of my head.
my buddy approaches this girl and is in. i walk away to fine one for myself.
i find this girl alone in the other area of the club. i ask her why everybody hates her and stuff. she laughs but has a hard time understanding me so i pull her outside to talk. she is not that pretty but lives around the corner and i want to fuck so i talk to her touch her inappopiatly and try to mouthrape her. she is cool with that haha but then her girlfriend comes in. the funny part is. she is also cool with the fact that i want to fuck the shit out of her girlfriend and leaves us alone. i dance with my girl but then see all the even prettyer girls around and lose attraction. i simply walk away. do some more opening but nothins sticks really good but that is ok with me because i do not have congruence with my indside and my outside. i do not find this girls i talk to really pretty but i say so because i only want to fuck. girls can sense this so the sets are not that good. also, every girls comes from pretty far away. i dont get the fact that a girl drives for like 1 hour by car or by train to get to the club, how am i supposed to fuck the shit out of them?!
so taked to like every girl in the venue. had some good interacions. some bad. got 1 number and that's it.
have to work on my congruence and my ability to be in the set even if prettier girls are around. if i want to have the fuck then i have to be with the girl to pull her. if she is worty to open she is worthy to close.

funny part was that i bumped heads with the earring fatty on my way out and she is complaining that i didn't talk to her anymore eventhoug i saw her like a thousand times. she is giving me like a pull inventation by saying that she is leaving the club too and if i drive home and stuff. i just have this grin on me, wish her great night and leave.
in retrospect i left too early because my buddy had this set with like 3 girls and 2 of them where really good. he has not pulled either but the number. #proudofhim

positives:

+ first solo daygame approches and 1 number out of that
+i finally become this social guy
+showed up in the club
+approached like a machine
+had fun
+had a cool date with a tight blonde girl
+felt happy all the time
+felt like a boss all the time

have to's:

+CONGRUENCE
+do not leave the club too ealy, burn it down till the bitter end. "one final approach"
+do not let blowout affect you. had like 3 hard ones and they had a small effect on my happieness. not going to happen anymore
+approach, isolate,( touching, kissing,) pull <-- gameplan. STICK WITH IT
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Friday July 13, 2012

man right now i love my life so dam much, its ridiculous. whatever just random thougts.

so i got up pretty late like at 1pm and was fucked up like really...made som protein shake, ate 2 bananas and hit up my buddy to meet up in the city to tell some girls how beautiful they are today (totally recommend that to you if you havent done this yet - amazing).
typed in my field report and drove to the city. the whole time i was just low and kinda in my head but it is what it is.
saw a black haired girl and without hesitation i talked to her. told her she is cute and asked for her name. she was kinda in a rush and was not feeling it. ended with me telling her directions like a bitch. haha.
that was the afternoon. nothing more happened.
drove home. napped for about 20mins and was now awake and happy and ready to go out.
met up with my buddy and 2 girlfriends of us to smoke some shisha and drink some juice or whatever. this was cool i really like this kind of mellow cool people to hang out with and they fell the same i guess, was cool to share storys and laugh and just feel good. randomly bumped into some old friends of mine and my buddys and they invited me to some birthday dinner with afterparty and stuff. it feels awesome to be social and to get invited to some social gahtering. #lifeisgood
afterwards we got into the club at about 1am, it was kinda empty but whatever i had fun. met up with 2 other girlfriends and was happy to be alive. ordered a gin tonic because i love gin tonic and then felt goooood. saw this 2 girls on some couch they were pretty boring but the ice melted like after 5 mins plowing trough tellin them how awesome life is. they ended up not feeling it and left pretty soon afterwards to go home or stuff. whatever. i just stood there and felt happy when i saw this brunette girl staring at me, laughing and stuff. i smiled back and just held eye contact. my eye contact is pretty awesome lately and i guess this is the key to everything, just eye contact. like in the bar earlyer, the fucking owner came up to me to shake hands and welcomes me because everytime i am there i just look him in the eyes say hi and be who i am. this is amazing lately. whatever. so i held eye contact and waved her over, she hesitated but follows my demand. big hug. hold her in my arms, our faces are like 1cm away from each other "who are you?!" introduction. eye contact. she invites me over to her group, meet her girlfriend she is cool, get invited to drink shots. i politely decline because i have to drive. dance and stuff. create this bubble of love. our foreheads are on each other, holding eye contact. i swear i could smell her getting wet. not kidding!
so we dance. i check up the logistics, they are bad but i thougt i could work on them. so she lives with her girlfriend in this shared flat which is not that bad i the friend also finds a cool guy so the time is my alley. haha :D
stick with her for an hour or so, dance and just randomly leave her to get to my friends and be social. she comes up to me everytime to just make out for a bit and then says she will find me later. just naturally like boyfriend and girlfriend. haha. at one time i give up on the logistics because i seeded the pull pretty much by saying "sko to yours to powernap!" or "sko to yours to drink tea!" or "sko to yours to make out heavy on your bed!" everytime a nogo because of the girlfriend. is she werent there this where pretty much my pull. so i just switch digits and tell her to find me later.
i dance some with my friends and my buddy opens this girl and pulls me in to wing him. little that i know, my girl was SOME FUCKING REDHEAD! for how long am i searching for some HOT REDHEAD?! she was there, she was hot, she was TOTALLY INTO ME but was fucking 18 years old an lives with her partents. sadface. whatever. she has red hair so i will go on a date with her and stuff. we talk, it is cool she qualifies her hard, i change venue, walk her to the hip hop area, forehead on forehead  "you have amazing eyes. i want to kiss you" she hesitates for 1 sec but has no chance. we makeout. we are in our bubble of love. i tell her that she is cute, she loves me. 
as we are standing there this other girls comes up to me and just stands behind me and here comes the funny part of the evening. i tell her "hey brunettegirl, have you met my cousin?!" the music is so loud that redhead could not hear what is was saying so brunettegirl introduces her to redhead and is cool. i tell her i'll find her later and she walks off happily. redhead then asks if this was my sister and i tell her: no no, this was my cousin...she is ok with that too is just stand there and have this shit eating grin on my face. 
i tell redhead that i have to go soon and grab her to get out of the club to talk some real shit. we do and talk and it is cool. i hold her, she holds me. she is actually kinda smart and stuff but doesnt know how to flirt properly so i just laugh at her.
meanwhile as i'm holding her, brunettegirl walks by and her girlfriend looks at me and just says "YOU ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE" and walks off. i hold my frame, redhead asks what is up and i tell her nothing and continue my awsomness. we switch digits, i tell her i want to see her again, she is ok with that. more makout and i leave.

as im driving home i text brunettegirl and we're cool now. lol

i'm just sitting her laughing at how good life is....

positives:

+ was in my head, recognized it and changed it. LIVE IN THE MOMENT!
+did not hesitate when i saw this girl in the street. ACTION!!
+was persistend with the girls. was social. had fun.
+sucked the girls INTO MY REALITY!
+took some cool photos with my new lomo cam

have to's

+be EVEN MORE PERSISTEND with the pull. 


also my pull from last saturday showed up, i danced with her, she was all over me she wanted me to meet some of her friends but brunettegirl was in the same spot so i declined.
could have fucked her again yesterday i think but whatever...ADVENTURE!!!
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saturday july 14, 2012

was GOOD TO HIT THE GYM after a long time off due to a rip injury. did some power cleans and stuff. i'm really into power lifting movements lately together with supersets and stuff to keep my heart rate up.
read a bit, napped and stuff and then met up with 3 buddys of mine to hang out a bit and play video games. was a cool evening eventhoug i was in my head a bit. some girls i texted didn't reply anymore eventhough i thought they where "solid"...even the girl i dated on thursday did not reply...i let some negative thoughts in my head, i recognized them coming and had some internal fight and this made me even more fucked up.
we hit the club at about 115am, had some fun and then wandered the club. it felt different than the days before, like i said i was not feeling it at all and so my approaches where weak and the sets did not open. the girls would not say their names and stuff when i introduced myself. my eye contact was weak and my voice was fucked up.
so i had some sets, they did not work. finally i see this small girl, i introduce myself, she is happy, i say sko outside, we do, we talk for about 30 mins, i see that this is not going anywhere so i want to switch digits to be friends in real life and get her facebook offered because she never gives out her phone number. i just said, no i do not have facebook and walk to my car.

so what happened?
i let negative thougts in my mind and was in my head all the time. i had not real fun yesterday which i projected on the outside. my thougs feelings and actions where not in line which the girl sensed. i was outcome dependend because in my head i was like " if i talk to this girl long enough she will validate me and then i finally feel happy". i was totally state dependend. i thought this NEED to get in state is over but guess i was wrong. i have to work on myself even more and can't be sad when girls do not reply or whatever. THIS THINGS ARE NOT IN MY HAND. i can't controll the outcome. if they do not reply and do not want to meet up then i either fucked it up on the initial interaction or something happened in the girls life or they are simply girls and they will flake somethimes. period.
either way, IT FEELS GOOD TO WRITE MY THOUGTS DOWN. because i can reflect my feelings and can work on them.
no one is coming to change the things, it is in my hands to do this and i will.

happyhappyhappy

positives:

+i was out and i did get reference experiences
+i socialized
+i approached
+i owned things in the gym

have to's:

+ do not let bad feelings fuck up your head
+do not think that you are responsible for the outcome, you can't control the outcome
+DO NOT CHEAT ON YOU PALEO!!!
+do not let other drag you down
+do not compare yourself to others!!
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sunday july 15, 2012

so i want to type this down real quick just in case i die tonight...

so i was texting brunettegirl from friday a bit and wanted to meet her today, at first this was not going to happen because she had this thing with her girlfriend but then out of the blue this invitation came and she wanted me too meet her and her friend but i should bring a friend of mine along. because her girlfriend is not good locking i didnt want some friend of mine to go with me and i declined. then she texted that i should come to hers for some drinks and stuff, i was like cool i'll be there at 930. i my mind i was like "yeeah sexdate, wooho". so i arrived at hers at 930, her girlfriend opened the door and as soon as i entered i heard this dude voice out of the living room and i was like "what the fuck?!" so i walked into the living room and there was this dude ONLY IN BOXERSHORTS lying on the couch, brunettegirl and her girlfriend sat down besides him. the dude immediatelly says and i quote: " put down your clothes, we're going to have a gangbang! "...and he was not joking at all...under normal cicumstances i would have maybe put my clothes down and stuff but i was looking at the couchtable and on this there where following things: A HUGE LINE OF COCAINE, A KNIFE (!!!!) , 3 CUPS OF COFFEE, MONEY, A BOTTLE OF BOOZE (EMPTY!!!!) , SOME WIRE AND GLASSES....in my mind i was like "what the fuck i don't want do die!". so i was just looking him in the eyes and was like "no dude, we're not going to have a gangbang today" because i thougt they were going to drug me and then me with the knife or stuff. i'm not shure why i didnt left the room immediatelly but i sat down on the couch and some weird stuff happened. the dude was fully on cocaine and just talked without filters about every fucking stuff. the girls where looking at me and i was like " shit where am i?!"i hold my frame i guess and listened. i thought that he would be good pimp because he sucked everyone into his reality. cocaine is a hell of a drug!! i texted my buddy the exact address, just in case. i sat there for like half and hour or so and then they left to drink some more at some bar. i was happy to get into my car and drove home.

i'm a bit worried because i drank a bit of water out of a glass BEFORE in noticed the whole drug scenario and i feel a little dizzy but that might be my imagination.
i'm happy to be alive right now.
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monday July 16, 2012

was at work and afterwards at mma class...no cold approach whatsoever

tuesday july 17, 2012

headed to the city after work, saw this cute girl, hesitated but then pushed myself into it. she is standing there like waitin for someone
"he is not coming" big smile, she smiles back "who's not coming?! my boyfriend?!" - "aaww pretty bad that you have a boyfriend, otherwise i would have hit on you hard" big smile. she blushes. we wish each other a great evening.
I AM A FUCKING CHAMPION FOR DOING THIS!
wait for the readhead i met on friday for my day two. she texts me that she will be late because of her subway, turns out later that she was lying to check out if i'm a normal person and stuff. lol. whatever, smoked some shisha with her, talked a bit. at first we both where a bit stiffled but it was cool pretty soon. she has little going on in her life because she is only 18 and stuff. will not persue and stuff because i guess she is not down to fuck at like the 2nd date. we will see...
head home afterwards and read

wednesday july 18, 2012

mma class and reading. no cold approach

thursday july 19, 2012

head to the city after work to tell some ladies that they look fucking cute. i'm a champion for doing this because i have this HUGE headache and feel like shit. my chode brain is telling me "go home dude, just sleep it off, you must be fit for tonight. come on dude, you can go home, it not that big deal..." i pep talk to myself, tell myself that i have to step up, i HAVE TO TAKE ACTION. I DO NOT WANT THIS MEDIOCRE LIFE. I WANT ABUNDANCE AND I WANT REFERENCE POINTS. FUCK YOU!!
so i chode out pretty hard on 2 pretty hot girls who where walking alone. i hold eye contact but do not do anything.
i finally push myself over this hurdle and walk up to this girl. tell her she is cute. introduce myself. i was not feeling it at all and this was like the worst approach ever, haha, she is looking at me like i am retardet and is not going to tell her name and stuff. i persist a bit but then wish her a good eveing.
i drive home soon afterwards but I FEEL GOOD BECAUSE I HAVE TOOK ACTION!
sleep for like 1 hour, cook some stuff and then meet up with my buddy at 1115

we arrive at the club at 12. i want to get unstiffled so i see this group of girls wo look like they are waiting for something, i ask "what are we waiting for" and stuff, we talk for a bit, i get physical soon, just shoot the shit but then walk away because they where not that good. 
i soak up the venue and just chill with my 2 buddys, smile at some ladies and RELAX! this drunken girl walks by with a dood who looks like her boyfriend. i pull her in and tell her that her brother does not look like her at all. she is clearly not understanding what i want but falls in love with me, she is touching my chest and is like 1 cm away from my face, easy easy but drunk as hell. i wish her a great evening and she walks off happily.
this other girl i walking on my feet, i just tell her loud in her ear "ouch, ouch, ouch" she is not hearing it because she is in some interaction so i just repeat that, i said it like 15 times and she recognizes it and cracks up laughing. we talk for a bit, she is cool, is there with her friends aka chode orbiters who offer her drinks all night. i find out she is just playing and having fun so i do not persist on her, just hold firm eye contact and stuff, she comes to me every now and then and then bounces off to her chody chodes to get some drank.
i walk to the bar to get some water, this blonde girl is standing there, i ask her if this is the line to get drinks, she says no, i tell her that i cut the line anyways because i am gangster. i get my water and talk a bit to the blonde. my buddy talks to her brunette girlfriend. my girl is 18 and since i do not want to date 18 y/o again i wish her a great evening.
i see this blonde like 2m away drinking some cocktail. we have strong eye contact and she is smiling at me. i walk over to her and say that she looks like a mouse when she is drinking. she laughs. i aks how many doods came up to her today and ask her silly shit. she says no one and i give her a hug.
we talk for a bit, i get physical really quick, like put my arm around her, pulling her in. we have cool eye contact and stuff. find out she is 21 and lives like 20 min away from mine, she is there with her girlfriend who now comes to occupy us. i tell her that she is mine and we are getting married, both like me but then the girlfriend gets bored and tells my girl that they are going to the bathrooms lol, i switch digits with mine and let her go.
walked around a bit, bumped in some girls i talked to last week but they are ugly and boring so i wish them a great evening, find my buddy, amog some doods and have fun. have eye contact with this girl, i tell her that we shared some moment together, she is not feeling it and i walk away.
did not do many more sets and drive home at like 2am.

positives:

+daytime approach eventhough i felt like shit. pushed myself to do it and did it. proud.champion.
+had fun with my buddys
+had strong eye contact
+talked, talked, talked
+was out of my head and IN THE MOMENT
+got some cute girls numba

have to's

+push myself even more. did not approach two GIRLS I FOUND HOT in the street
+push myself even more. did not approach girls i found hot in the club
+relax even more
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friday july 20, 2012

completely fucked up after like 3 hours of sleep at work, gladly my boss is sick so i can just chill and read which is AWESOME!
had plans to meet up the czech girl i met on the street last week so all in all i was looking forward to the evening.
after like 2 hours of sleep after i came home, czech girl wakes me with a phonecall. turns out she has to work late because she has to finish a paper for a client or something. totally legit and she is really sorry about that. we chat for about 20mins or so and then wish each other a great evening. she also calls like 2 hours later, saying she is propably ready earlier and asked if i'm still down to meet up but at this point i made other plans so i'll see her on sunday.
(i'm am a champion for that. really. my first SOLID street set. man i am so proud of myself. CHAMPION!)
so i meet up with my buddy at 1200 and by this time i was completely in my head and could not get out of it, i wasnt able to relax and was totally not in the moment so i thought "just let it go" "breath" talked to myself for like half an hour and relaxed some more.
at the club i was like totally over the top. my buddy is like more into alex' stuff and wants to chill but i like to talk to fucking strangers the second in walk into the door, so i really have to work on this.
no girl wanted to talk to me and i made it worse by buying a gin tonic which made my vocal tonality and my eye contact pretty bad.
did some approaches but nothing was longer than like 30 seconds. talked to the girlfriend of my buddys target for a bit but this was also not great, i was in chode interview mode and not the good kind of chode interview mode but the bad kind where you totally look like a chode and not a superior selector raptor shark.

left the club at like 0330. and was like "one last set!!!".
so i see this blonde girl standing outside alone with her mobile.
i walk over to her say "text some smileys, everybody loves them". i was more relaxed and was able to talk normally which was cool. had a cool interaction but sadly it was not going anywhere because she had a boyfriend.
in retrospect i should have persisted on her because she said and i quote " i have a boyfriend but he is not here today" which totally means that i SHOULD HAVE STAYED....

just came to my mind that i had 1 really cool approach. i had some serious eye contact with this girl and just hold it for like 10 seconds. then she looked away and i walked over to her.  i told her that we shared some pretty cool moment togehter and she lights up. sadly that she was from waaaaayyy outher town and was just leaving. she qualifed herself by saying that she is in town like every weekend but i did not persisted but wished her a great evening.

so all in all i CAN but i FUCK UP by staying in my head and drinking alcohol.
i was sober for like 8 years and been drinking every now and then since 3 weeks.
i seperate this from now on...
on days i go out to pimp i'm sober again.
on days i chill and party with my civilian friends i CAN drink but it is not a HAVE TO.

positives:

+showed up
+talked to strangers
+had ONE LAST SET

have to's:

+stop drinking again
+work more on myself. (stop watching stupid series but read more)
+start meditating again
+more warm ups (as soon asi enter i approach just to get out of my head an get comfotable)
+be more selfish

edit:

just remembered the "fuck me set" of the evening. a friend of a girl i almost pulled months ago. she remembered my name and stuff. she was there alone. she mentioned how close she lives to the club.
sadly she was only a 6 so i wished her a nice evening.
lol
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saturday july 21, 2012

so i was invited to a pre-party at a friends house, chilled there with a buddy and a girlfriend of his and 2 other girls which i've met there, it was pretty cool and we where drinking a bit gin and stuff. just shooting the shit.
i was at this point pretty happy because it is this pijama party in town where you only can go to if you wear a pijama or a negligee or stuff so it is pretty sexy. i wore some snoopy boxershorts togehter with a bathrobe.
i once read that, when you attend a ozzie bootcamp that you have to do all kinds of silly stuff like standing at a intersection and doing silly stuff. what about walking ALONE through the whole town in a snoopy boxershort and a yellow and red bathrobe?! hahahaha CHAMPION
so i met another friend of mine in front of the club. at this point it is like 2315, pretty early and the club is pretty empty but whatever.
as i'm standing there i can clearly see that all eyes are on me because i'm sexy. especially this blonde girl with those MASSIVE boobs.
she walks by and i ask her some stuff, just casual relaxed chode talk. it was cool, she is totally into me and stuff. i walk her around a bit, we dance a bit and it goes physical really fast but just normal like biting her neck, holding her waiste. at one point she mentioned that she know everybody around here and she feels some kind of bad because she just broke up with her boyfriend. so i walk her into some quieter area and we kiss, no mouthrape makeout just some kiss, it is cute. i walk her around some more, we kiss some more. i mention that my boxershort is pretty thin so everybody around sees my boner. she touches it and is like "fuck i know everybody around here" and is like really sad. pull was no option because she lives with her parents so we switch digits, she makes shure that i text her and i bounce off to my friends.
at this point it is like 0130 or so and i see this bartender chick (i met her first like 4 months ago at some club) i grab her and we talk a bit, she mentions (like every time when i see her) that i make out with every chick in town and that i'm a disgusting manwhore and stuff, i just do not react. we talk some more and then she walks simply off without saying a word. i guess that is just her game, i do not chase and talk with my buddy who was stading besides me. i am just happy to be there and happy to be in the moment. im also happy that i am sexy as fuck.
so bartender girl comes back, i grab her and i say that she has to buy us shots for her misbehaving. we drink and it is cool. i say "sko dancing" and we dance.
i casually mention my boner by placing her hand on it, she is clearly happy about it and i invite her into my bathrobe. we dance some more and in my mind the word "babystepping" comes up. i grab her by the hand and walk to some other area, we dance to some hip hop and it is hot. i grab her by the hand and walk her outside the club. we talk about sex and fucking and how she was in a relationship and this was the only reason why we didnt hook up in the past and i ask her where she lives.
sadly she's still in a condo with her ex so this is nogo.
she asks where i live and i say that i live in my mothers basement (which is true) like 20 mins away.
she cracks up laughing and makes fun of me, i do not react and just stand there. looking in her eyes.
she doesnt want to go to mine, me neither so i mention casually that i have a car parked over there by saying "sko to my car. adventure"
she is not down but keeps the convo sexual.
i retospect i just had to walk her in some dark alley but didnt. lesson learned.
we go downstairs into the club again. i let her go to do some stuff and have fun with my buddys.
i talk to this girl who claims to be from san diego. but the fact that my american accent is way better than hers and the fact that she does not speak proper english made me say
"fuck you youre not from san diego arent you" and she is clearly not. but keeps talking english. lol, i let her go and find bartender girls again.
at this point my friends are gone and i'm lording solo.
i dance with her some more and mention my boner again by rubbing it against her ass ( she is only in negligee and some pantie)
i say i drive her home and she says that she lives with her ex. i say no problemo i just drive you home.
she declines but whatever. says we can switch digits and fuck some other time.
i walk to my car.
again in bathrobe and boxershorts
alone at 0340 through the whole town.
i talk to some strangers who are in love with my bathrobe.

fun story of the evening.
as i'm at my car my key is falling to the ground, but sadly i park besides some drain for waste water ( do not know the translation) so my key is falling into it. so i'm standing there, in bathrobe and boxershorts in front of my car and my key is in this waste water drain thing and i'm like "FUCK!! alasdfasdf"
so i lift this thing up, and try to get my keys and i'm like half way into this dark whole fishing into some dark stinky water to get my keys.
hahaha. thank god i found them.

positives:

+ i had TONES of fun
+ i talked to strangers
+ i babystepped the set to pull the girl
+ i switched the interaction from "you're disgusting" to "i want to fuck you and i want you to pull my hair"
+ walked in a bathrobe trough town like a boss

have to's

+ i have to be more chill. just got a call from a buddy who said i was way too over the top at the pre party.
+ be more relaxed
+ be more persistend with the pull
+ be more adventurous with the pull

i'm at the right path i guess. everything is working out fine. i get some good feedback and i can implement those ideas. unstoppable!
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