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Kapangus

Kapangus

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Join Date: 04/05/2012 | Posts: 111

Hey guys , now its time to stop of being a chode and start becoming better at this. Actually I am a chode. I tried to get some interactions during this time but I couldnt cause I am fucking idiot (dindt have bols, thats my problem) , but that was history.

I start again a field report, but now posting failures and succeses with women. My approaches are gonna be during the day, yesterday was my brithday now I am 18 hehe, and I can go anywhere I want.

Its time to to stop thinking about my ex thats is talking me back and that mess up with me a lot. So fuck that bitch.

My goal to this week is to get 5 numbers (if a feel I can do more then I do ).

Thats it beeacthsss , its time to change and forget about the past!!!
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 Ok, I start to go out, during day time this week, monday I think it was I didn't found any nice girl to approach, not even a 7.. wendsday I went out again, I found a lot of girls that I could have talk with, but I was to fagg to do it hehe. Today I went out , and didn;t found no one, I feel some wierdness today.. the others days I went out to the mall.. today I went to the street and I didn't found any nice girl either. I only saw one sitting in a table with a older woman, I'm was not going to open that.. fuck no.

Anyway now I will go out again to the mall, hope the chode don't come up again.
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So what happend this weekend was bullshit.

Friday , we were supuose to go out me and my friends to the club that I didnt new it yet. At the last hour they cancelled me. So kapangus was fiurious . I couldnt go out cause of this faggs friends.

Yesterday , saturday. I went out solo for the first time. But guess what? Another shit from destiny. Look what happend.
"I went to the fucking club, ( My first time there, so it was new for me.. I thought it was more bigger but), was cool anyways. I sat down in the bar, first I was like "shit man.. what the fuck I am doing here" there was not to many girls there were more dudes.. I think I went to early... after 15 min I start to feel more comfortable.. more relax , thinking ok I wait more girls to come and start approaching.. you know what girl came? my fucking sister with her friends of 22 yeras old. I saw her back and one of her friends.. THAT IS FRUSTRATING.

Cant even get my first approach man.. this is saaaaaaaaaaaad


GOD! I AM A LITTLE CHODE MAN, CHANGE DESTINY FOR ME A BIT.

It was not a huge place, it was like a pub/bar with music.. and my sis was going to see me there for sure or one of her friends. The problem, i lie to go out, and if she notice that I am alone with no friends she probably was going to tell my dad and yeah he was going to kill me of course.. and yeah I dont have a cool sister..

So im fucked. Anyway, experience? em first I feel very wierd but when the time pass and you see that nobody is asking you why are you alone, you are relax. Other good thing is that you can decide when you approach and you dont have to deal with stupid fagg friends like mines.

Bad thing, I think i would have approach some girl, the thing is , is not to easy than I thought , maybe is just to do it for the first time , then maybe I will be more relax. cause I put some presion on me, i want to do this since 1 month ago. But i was not giving to much attention , but in these days yes.

have fagg friends, step up and go out alone for the first time being a chode that is new in this. My sister arrives the club.

Big fail man. big fail.

Now I have to do day game yes or yes cause, the next weekend I will be not here, have to travel with family .. Ugh.. more snakes in my road.

bad lucky brian "

Now I have to do day game.. damn! the cool thing is that I want to keep going out alone, I mean I dont feel like "Oh shit this was bad, I not doing it again" I feel very cool like nothing happend. It was a bad night nothing else.
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Don't be too down on your first solo outing. At least you're taking action and the initiative to go out alone. Most people would shun the idea of going out to a club or bar alone because they don't feel "comfortable".

And I agree on the club/bar scene. A few nights ago, I went out and hit up this club and thought that it was going to be bigger, but boy was I wrong. I also thought it was going to be easier to approach and get physical, but the whole night, I got AA and hesitated in approaching. And the sets that I did approach, I got completely blown out. I felt chill but I also felt like I was forcing things, which got me into "hunter mode". By the end of the night though, I felt good as I reflected on the things I did right and the things I didn't do right. And you know, I was proud that I took action and am trying to change things instead of leaving it as it is.

My advice to you is that don't worry about it too much. I notice your frustruated tone and I also notice that you're being too hard on yourself. Don't think of yourself as a "chode, failure, or whatever", but just think internally that you're an awesome and cool guy that anyone would love to meet. Just be satisfied that you took action and that you're taking matters into your own hands, instead of leaving it to the "future" or "destiny". Don't have any expectations and just go there to have fun and amuse yourself. I'm sure and hoping that the both of us will hit our stride after getting over AA and grow further.
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HAL7000 wrote:
Don't be too down on your first solo outing. At least you're taking action and the initiative to go out alone. Most people would shun the idea of going out to a club or bar alone because they don't feel "comfortable".

And I agree on the club/bar scene. A few nights ago, I went out and hit up this club and thought that it was going to be bigger, but boy was I wrong. I also thought it was going to be easier to approach and get physical, but the whole night, I got AA and hesitated in approaching. And the sets that I did approach, I got completely blown out. I felt chill but I also felt like I was forcing things, which got me into "hunter mode". By the end of the night though, I felt good as I reflected on the things I did right and the things I didn't do right. And you know, I was proud that I took action and am trying to change things instead of leaving it as it is.

My advice to you is that don't worry about it too much. I notice your frustruated tone and I also notice that you're being too hard on yourself. Don't think of yourself as a "chode, failure, or whatever", but just think internally that you're an awesome and cool guy that anyone would love to meet. Just be satisfied that you took action and that you're taking matters into your own hands, instead of leaving it to the "future" or "destiny". Don't have any expectations and just go there to have fun and amuse yourself. I'm sure and hoping that the both of us will hit our stride after getting over AA and grow further.
Thxs dude, 

I wasn´t down, I enjoy it, but I was angry because my sister arrived in the bar/pub and what I was supposed to do? She was going to tell my father (he is like old-school father haha, he won´t let me go out alone..) thats why I lied to him. I had to get out of there... and go home. 

But what I like is that I keep the energy to still wanting to go out alone or with friends, doesn´t matter. 

Going out alone is cool, you have to be relax and chill, nothing to worry about.
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Change of plans,

What I am going to do from now on until I start college again is:

Monday, Tuesday, Wensday, Thursday, Friday do Day Game. Thursday , Friday and Saturday go out alone or with friends. Saturday rest in peace.

it is going to be hard , I don´t feel it that way only a bit  insecure, but have to do this.

I am in holidays so.. why not? 
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Kapangus wrote:
Change of plans,

What I am going to do from now on until I start college again is:

Monday, Tuesday, Wensday, Thursday, Friday do Day Game. Thursday , Friday and Saturday go out alone or with friends. Saturday rest in peace.

it is going to be hard , I don´t feel it that way only a bit  insecure, but have to do this.

I am in holidays so.. why not? 

Interesting,keep going after 3-4 solo sarging you will be apporach machine and you dont care what other things for u.
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 Monday, went out for 1 hour didn't see girls, they were with their family. I hope tomorrow I can get approaches.
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Well yesterday, I didnt go out and today either.. I spend time with my buddies.. but I feel like again I fail to the objective and this fucked with me. Tomorrow I hope I can do something.. my energy is going down 
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Sorry I didn't write anyhting, I had holidays with my family.

About day game, I realise that I come from a really fucked up social life, since I was 10 to 17 (last year). I didn't had friends during high school, only a few which I still keep them. They are my best friends. Long story short, I was really a shy guy, I couldn't even talk to someone, or explain my  ideas from some subject  I couldn't speak loud either. And all my classmates teased me because of my limitations. All the time I thought that they were mean with me, but there weren't, they didn't do it in a bad mood, I saw it in a bad way because I was totally fucked up at to a point that if someone of my family criticised me because of my cloth or my hair I change because of their opinions over me. 

And other bad bad thing, was that one of my classmate was really anoying and he used to bother me all the time with no break in the middle, and this guy started to tease me because I loved video games, because of that and my weakness I sold my PS3 with all the games, just to show that I wasn't that guy anymore, and I thought that everyone would stop saw me like that gamer guy (which I wasn't). The worst thing was that inspite I sold the PS3 they keep treating me like a gamer with no life. And to get my past -story worst, I falled in love with 2 girls (I was their best-friend) because I was too needy, and I always suffered because of this two girls.

You see how I was right? I was totally fucked up, pretty scary for me now to remember how social depending I was. 

It took me 1 year, to get up, and start building again my confidence , my own thoughts, loose the fear again, loose the fear to ask questions to random people, etc. I was a hardcase noobie, now I see myself like a noobie with no experience at all, I mean I came up from being a super mega hardcase, to noobie, now I have to keep climbing the stairs.

If you are a hardcase noobie, you can take action inmidiatly, you are the only one that can step up. For me, stepping up for my own was a milestone, thanks to that I feel that I can make wathever I want, it's there.

Now going back to where I want. 

I make a reset of my goals, during the week until start again college, get interactions with random people at day time, it helps me to get more confident. Friday, Saturday , and then probably Thursday go out at night. When I start college again , approach during day.

Today I go out, hehe so it's time to make this happend.

Cheers.
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 So this last weekend was awesome, I went out with my buddies friday and saturday. Friday I drunked to much, didn't talk to any girl, I felt at the beggining wierd a little bit, then after a while I was more relax. Was a "good" night.

Saturday went better, I decided not to drink, and I think I hit "state" without any alchohol, any buzz. I drink 1 beer, nothing. I had a GREAT night for me, I was having such a good time, I was in state. One buddy of mine came with some girls, I could chat to them, nothing outstanding, just normal conversation. They laguht because the way I danced haha, I was having a really good time. I could have get some of the girls, but there was something holding me back, not that painless feeling of not approaching, I wasn't scared just either, I didn't do it. Don't know why. Now I regret.

Anyway, going to go out this week end again. 
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