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September 21 - Growing a vagina b/c of not approaching consistently #GotMePeeved

" 'Cause sometimes you just feel tired,
Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse." (Till I collapse - Eminem)

Today I was going all fine and stuff - low approach anxiety, being self-amusing, and pretty much approaching well. But somewhere along the line, I became a silly little scarce cry-baby bitch.

What the fuck was that? Was it because of me not approaching consistently? Is it because learning game is like going uphill a muddy mountain and if you don't approach consistently then you start to slowly drag down?

I feel awesome to have overcome the headspace. It was pretty shocking to suddenly find myself with all kinds of excuses and basically just wanting to give up like a little bitch.

What the fuck... Geez...

Anyways, while I am not approaching I've been really working on myself, reading inspiring books, going complete paleo for the first time (yaay!!), meditation, exercise, studying hard like a motherfucker, etc

But it seems that what truly matters the most is approaching. If you're not approaching or taking action, then your efforts to become good at this are plainly futile. 

Approaches:

I did 10. 

I had a good day. Many girls liked me, but for some reason I was uncomfortable with that, and scarce as fuck, I literally would not have wanted to risk any set where a girl liked me. 

As I started to gain momentum, though, I forgot about this. I pretty much focused on just losing my ego and approach.

I had some positive reference experiences.

I learned that boyfriends that see you hitting on their girls won't try to fight you as long as you keep it light, cool, funny. I approached this girl with a boyfriend lol. Good reactions. But then the boyfriend came, and I was like "is this your boyfriend? alright that sucks, bye". Funny lol. Everyone has a good time. I get my reference experience. Dude gets his alphaness validated. And the girl is told by a random awesome guy that she is cute. Life is good lol.

Then I had kind of a "confrontation" with a middle aged man (I put the quotes because it is not a confrontation to me at all, but for a chode or someone who doesnt go out, this would be a "confrontation" lol). But I somehow manage to just laugh my ass off to everything he said. Authentically laughing. He was being rude at first, aggresivelly demanding that I move to let him pass, and I move and I am like "Damn dude what a problem...". Apparently the word problem ignites some kind of fight instinct here lol (how stupid haha). So the man got all reactive and shit, asking whether there was a problem, breaking rapport tonality. And for some reason, probably because of seeing all of his reactiveness and uneasiness, I start laughing while saying no. Pretty funny shit. Hopefully the man had a nice coffe after that...

And well yes...

I hugged a girl, kissed her goodbye on the cheek. Haven't found her on facebook yet lol.

I approached a girl with earphones. Pretty cute. Told her to take them away. I asked if she was waiting for someone. She said yes. I say who. She tries to hold it... and then says she is waiting for her boyfriend. First time I see a girl doubting to say whether she has a boyfriend. Anyways... she was like 25 or something.... probably not the best match for me. And I think that I did right because I screened for good logistics... I think so... Anyways, I left after that.

Talked to a chick with a fucking great ass. I think it was a pretty classy approach. Pretty classy. Pat on the back for me for doing that one. 

I think that my game hasnt really deteriorated. But what has gone a bit backwards is a bit of my mentality probably. I could see I was very scarce today. I was treasuring the one girl that like me lol... kinda like Gollum adoring the ring. Hilarious.

What a fantastic day.

Going to sleep.

Approaching tomorrow.

Till next time.


STAY IN SET. WHEN I AM FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE, THAT'S GOOD, THAT MEANS I AM FINALLY PUSHING IT, SO WHEN THAT HAPPENS, I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING IT.

JUST LOSE MY FUCKING EGO.
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DUDE YOU CAN BE GAY SOMETIMES

Me too though lol =) it was a good day
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September 22 – Great Week – Some Paradigm Shifts

We are all cut from the same cloth

The last two weeks I’ve been thinking that I belong to a certain kind of breed, with the right genetics, that makes me so fucking great.
However, after re-watching The Truth About Success yesterday, I realized that we are all cut from the same cloth. We all have that power, deep within us, to change our lives. I had this concept right before my eyes the whole time, but now I able to see the bigger picture and recognize that we can all do this. Even I did, at 12 I was an obese little boy with depression, and now I am a gorgeous guy with a pretty sexy body… I am not gonna lie hehe.
Thanks to Tyler, Napoleon Hill, Tony Robbins, and Will Smith. Their wisdom just resonated with me to a deeper level: We are all cut from the same cloth. We can all achieve greatness. It is just a decision.

Also, I’ve devised a new tool that will help me at this particular stage of my journey:

Approach Anxiety Onion

After weeks of experimenting that approach anxiety is my best friend, weeks of questioning myself over and over again, I’ve realized that approach anxiety is one of our best guides.

Your brain will tell you many things, it will give you excuses. Although it is a great, sophisticated machine, it does not give a fuck about your little dreams, like Tyler says.

So, in a context where the brain is pretty much a scumbag, one of our most trustworthy guides is our approach anxiety. The second we feel approach anxiety, we KNOW what is right, we KNOW that we have to approach, which means that there are NO EXCUSES and everything that matters is CALIBRATING AFTER THE FACT.

This realization helped me to devise the Approach Anxiety Onion, a tool that definitely helped me a lot yesterday.

For me, approach anxiety is like an onion that you have to keep peeling away layer after layer and not stay in one layer just stagnating like a bitch.

So when I do a hard approach and I no longer feel the same anxiety for that kind of set, I know I have to go to harder sets. How do I know which sets are hard? Approach anxiety will tell me. Approach anxiety doesn’t fail in that one, UNLESS YOU LIE TO YOURSELF, which is something I did some weeks ago.

CHASE APPROACH ANXIETY. DIG DEEPER. PEEL AWAY LAYER AFTER LAYER OF THE ONION. GET TO THE CORE OF IT AND EAT THE SHIT TASTING CORE OF THE ONION. EAT THE SHIT OUT OF THAT DISGUSTING SHIT. NO SPICE OR SHIT LIKE THAT. EAT IT.

So every time I go out, I must think of just peeling the shit out of that onion, DIG DEEPER AND DEEPER. GO TO A DEEPER LEVEL EACH TIME.

Calibrating after the fact: Girls with their moms

Girls with their moms can be hard sets. But, after going to these and failing to relate man to woman, I’ve developed a new outer game tactic for this.

Moms are just like any other girl you approach; some will love you, hate you, or be like “oh hahaha yeah that’s cool BUT NO”.

Opener: Hey I thought you guys were very interesting and I had to talk to you.
Cold read: tell the mom “are you guys sisters?”
She will laugh and say no, that they are mother-daughter
Say “Oh sorry you looked pretty young”.
She will take the fucking value.
Then, let’s cut the bullshit and relate man to woman from once and for all.
Tell the mom: “I thought your daughter was pretty cute and I had to talk to her. Could you give 2 seconds. Just 2 seconds. It’s all cool.”

I haven’t tried this out yet. But I WILL try this out and keep calibrating this after the fact over and over again.

No minimum or maximum for approaches

I have realized that I work much better with no min. or max.

It makes me feel free. I just go and work on getting those reference experiences and chasing approach anxiety.

Approaches

Like 15 approaches.

So much self-amusement and in one particular instance I could feel a lot of sexual tension with a 21 year old girl, I just wanted to caveman her and go for the makeout lol.

It was a pretty classy approach, I am not gonna lie.

I want to get more physical in my sets. I want to be close to that feminine polarity.

FUCK YEAH.

I am heading now to the mall. Sunday daygame. FUCK YEAH.

STAY IN SET. WHEN I AM FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE, THAT'S GOOD, THAT MEANS I AM FINALLY PUSHING IT, SO WHEN THAT HAPPENS, I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING IT.

JUST LOSE YOUR FUCKING EGO.
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September 23 - Surrendering to the Pain of the Process

Results in the game will come.

One day I'll have mad success with women. 

It's so funny how the game is filled with pain. Seriously... what the fuck? lol

I had never done anything in my life that was so hard and caused so much questioning of myself.

It's so ridiculously funny. What is this?? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?

Game.

What the fuck? hahahaha damn I am laughing my ass off right now. The game is like life's test right in front of you. It feels like a huge fucking test where you have to keep persisting and persisting in order to succeed. It feels like an activity in which you have to stand your ground and keep pushing forward no matter what, trying to surpass all kind of horrible shit and crashing into walls over and over again. This is so fucking cool. OMG I am so fucking masochistic. I just can't believe how masochistic I am. I find myself laughing at my strong pain right now. This shit is hilarious lol.

How easy would it be too give up? Or how hard?

One day... I'll show you motherfuckers. 

hahaha

(Rant rant rant ajskdfjsoifjwifjsfsf)

Approaches

"Because sometimes, when you think about leaving the club, you probably need to stick in there. Push push push" - Tyler

Seriously, I think Tyler is probably one of my greatest inspirations in life. When I feel like the game gives no results, I just have to watch how happy he looks like and how much success he has in order to feel better and even more committed to the journey.

I am really proud that today I stepped into the unknown. I approached at the bus, then solo when my brother left for a date, and I always pushed myself so freaking hard. It is funny how pain can truly be your best friend ever. Pain is what gets you close to give up yet pain also prevents you from giving up or quitting. Pain is what shows you where growth is located. Pain... what a true gift.

When I am infield I HATE the pain. I fucking hate that pain. But today I embraced it so well... so smoothly. I told my pain "Alright man look, we are doing this together okay? Now show me where to go". As soon as he shows me where to go, he gets even stronger and I am like "FUCK YOU PAIN". It is so paradoxical. Pain shows you where to go yet he prevents you from going. Damn... I know for sure this would be a good time to reread Life of Pi.

Pain seems like a big gorgeous 250 pound tiger in front of you that you need to master in order to survive, or in this case, achieve success. Right now, I love pain. It feels like the gorgeous beast is sleeping, and how gorgeous he is, with his orange soft fur. I love you pain :)

10 approaches (approximately, probably more)

I talked to a pretty hot girl. That was one good highlight. She was working, she showed some interest, but it slowly waned lol.

I recognized a pattern... when I am not feeling in the zone I will usually run out of things to say, convey neediness, scarcity, a lack of positive emotions and a lot of other masculine qualities.

Yet one thing that could really help me in this type of days is DOING COLD READS.

Yep. When I am in state or feeling in the zone, then I can say whatever the fuck I want, ask all sorts of chode questions and spark good attraction. But on bad days, asking chode questions just fucks it all up badly. So... I will do cold reading and try to give a better performance.

That's it for today. I'm glad I could learn some stuff.

It's always a pleasure to be in this journey!!

Love forever. Passion for the game.

STAY IN SET. WHEN I AM FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE, THAT'S GOOD, THAT MEANS I AM FINALLY PUSHING IT, SO WHEN THAT HAPPENS, I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING IT.

JUST LOSE YOUR FUCKING EGO :D
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September 28 - Near Perfect Execution of Jackoff Theory and Approaching just to lose my ego



Feel free to listen to the song and chill for a while, you've been working hard, time for a hard earned break and read some field reports in RSD Nation!

It feels really good to have approached after 4 days.

I felt so great today.

I did like 20 approaches. Pretty cool and great execution of Jackoff Theory. I stepped out of my comfort zone in some instances. Actually, I realize that 4 sets and huge mixed sets are not a problem anymore. They are within my comfort zone. This is great, and it also means that it is time to densify my game, go to deeper layers, which is something that I tried to do today.

The last two weeks I've been working really hard on trying to be a really authentic social person that just talks to everybody and is very chill yet maintains a man to woman interaction. This is going pretty great, and I am trying to implement this for the next month to come. I have developed a nice plan for October that hopefully will lead me to achieve my Nov. 1st goal. Right now I am just very chill in regards to my goal, I am not desperate or anything, I just know that it will come if I keep working hard. And if it doesn't come... then I die. Just kidding lol. But it is better to think that I am achieving the goal hell or highwater. I gotta keep it safe with the sex though! ;) I wouldnt want to get a girl pregnant. That would suck! But everything is going to be just fineeee!

I am so proud that I gave it all today. I literally gave it all today. I tried to close, get physical, chased girls that walked away, ploughed. 

Some girls really really liked me. But due to logistic problems, I could not get them. I am talking about logistic problems like their friends hating me, not trusting in me, being egocentric bitches that resent not being hitted on, or girls working and not wanting to engage deeply in emotions. All of those happened today.

But I am really glad that lots of girls liked me, were interested in me. Some freaked out, some did not know how to react, some had to go away because of peer pressure. But that's cool!!!

That is so fucking cool! Damn! How could I not be happy/excited/grateful/joyful about these things going on in my life?!

Thousands of girls rejecting me... and then one girl liking me and being really fucking interested, willing to invest... that is so fucking cool! That is a price I am willing to pay! Because, you see, like Tyler says, there is no price that's too great to achieve our dreams. And I really feel this. There is no fucking price that is too great. I would die! What the fuck am I going to live for otherwise?! What?! Just stagnating and not doing anything to expand? I've been there before, and it sucks. And when I was in that place, my life was depressing as fuck and, to be honest, that shit got me in periodic depression at many times in my whole teenager years. I love life right now. AWESOME!

And I have a Day 2 with a cute girl next week, which is really fucking great! My first Day 2 ever! Yay!! 

I love how some things start to blossom. 

That is it. 

In regards to today's approaches, some pretty hot chicks that I talked to. Tall blonde that liked me, but her friends didnt... Girl at ice-cream store liked me too, she got too aroused lol. 


Pattern recognition / Seeing much more of the matrix / Developing a new mindset

Something that really clicked today was Alexander's mindset of adopting the girls, calming them down and having an authentic interaction with them!

Girls that are approached at the mall get really fucking scared. I myself have been approached by strangers sometimes, and I always, out of instinct, get a bit scared for a fraction of a second. Now imagine a girl, she gets pretty fucking scared and filled with all kinds of emotions and butterflies in her stomach!!!

Today Alex's mindset of adopting the girl really clicked with me. It made sense before, but today it CLICKED. I could really see how it really is a MATTER OF TIME until they get me. I could also see that I need to go chill, calm, and drag them into my awesome reality of calmness. I understood that I have to calm them down with my own calmness, that I just need to keep talking, engage in conversation, adopt them! I now see that I have to treat them like little cute girls as if I was her male protector! Trying to get them into my reality, and just being chill but at the same time non apologetic! That sounds like a paradox lol. I guess I will need to work on that! We'll see.

I love it all! I love working my ass off studying for the SAT. The last days it has been crazy with the studying. Literally, the only thing I've had in my mind this week was the SAT, literally the only thing in my mind. And I love that I have improved my scores a lot, and that I will give my best at the fucking exam. I love that it is just a matter of time until I go to college and I am able to meet some really hot girls. Because... for real... I am not really going to college to study and be a professional... I mean, that's a nice byproduct, I am going mostly to meet those girls and get that nice college experience. Of course I will keep my career and straight A's as a priority... but the girls are pretty cool too! I guess both girls and college are priorities of equal importance, maybe I give a more importance to my grades, yeah I definitely do now while seeing the bigger picture.

Much love!

STAY IN SET. WHEN I AM FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE, THAT'S GOOD, THAT MEANS I AM FINALLY PUSHING IT, SO WHEN THAT HAPPENS, I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING IT.

JUST LOSE YOUR FUCKING EGO :D
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 Im proud of you bro!. I remember when i got my first day 2 not too long ago from cold approach
You make me want to cry :')...

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 September 29 - Commitment to the journey is all that matters



Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts. - Winston Churchill

Pain again. But it's cool though, because I KNOW that if I keep persisting and trying to improve myself, I will get success here. I FUCKING KNOW THAT SHIT. 

One day you'll see. One day. 

I did like 17 approaches today.

Just a bunch of blowouts, girls not knowing how to react, etc... In other words, no good external results. But well who cares...

Today my brother and I met with some guys that do pickup here in Peru. Their game was interesting and it was definitely different than mine. I did not feel really comfortable with it, especially when the guys decided to make a competition of who gets more numbers. I didn't buy into that competition at all.. I really do not give a fuck about numbers, that's just so outcome dependent. I also felt like I a part of me tried to show off in the approaches. However, I don't really think this issues really affected my performance, if I got blown out or anything it was because of my actions and THAT IS IT. 

I had one approach that particularly disturbed me. The third approach. Two 12 year old girls and 15 year old guys. I went to ask them where was the starbucks to build some momentum and practicing just talking to anybody. But then the girls wanted to go with me and ditch their guys. One of them showed interest in me, in a way that is a bit sickening, considering how fucking young she is. Then, my wing, who was a new guy I met today, went to talk to them, but I really just wanted to leave the hell out of there. Anyways, I talked to the guys of the group, and they were like... so fucking weird. I felt like they emanated a bad energy... and it just made me more sick. They said they met the girls at a park... weird... then I suggested if they knew about pickup... what a fucking awkward interaction... awkward as fuck. After that, I felt really sick. I just suggested my designated wing to get the fuck out of there, but he stayed... and well I go away. Then the girl that is interested in me comes to talk to me, and I can feel some sort of longing for me... I don't know (FUCK), as if she desires me or I DONT FUCKING KNOW... FUCK. All of that is just a little sickening for me, like... it really is. Whatever...

What is funny is that until that point, I felt like I had this really great energy around me that got really positive reactions and shit... and after that incident, which is probably meaningless to most of people here, I kind of lost that energy gradually. But well... who cares.

Then I approached and approached and approached. And that is it. I should probably step a bit more into the unknown though. 

I really don't know how the fuck I will be fucking HB10s in the future. I don't fucking know how I will achieve that. But what I DO KNOW is that if I keep approaching every day for years and years, I will achieve it. I FUCKING KNOW. I have absolute certainty that it will happen. For me, it is just like believing in God; I don't really know how I will fuck those gorgeous hot models, but I know it will happen because I have faith in the process. 

Also, I still maintain love for the game. It is interesting how I feel very good after approaching, I feel like I am aligned with my passion lol. It feels so great to get along with your passions ;)

Game really adds some good flavor to my life. After all, all of this problems are just petty little problems. There's people dying out there, hoping they would get a chance to achieve self-actualization goals, yet their environment is so fucked up that they just die with a bomb. I have the privilege to actually pursue this goals... that's awesome :)

It's all awesome!

Happy song to finish the FR!!!!
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lol at the 12 year old girls.
You should have had fun.. but hey i was feeling unconfortable today too
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 October 4 - I feel like I am my own hero

So lately, after working really fucking hard and being brought back to reality constantly for the last month, I realize that I am my own hero. I feel like I am my own role model; it is like I want to be like myself lol. Weird! Scary shit!! lol Thinking about it, it seems like it is my old self trying to catch up to this new self or something like that. But I love it man! haha god I love this!!

I really admire myself for working so hard to attain my goals. I think I had never worked so hard before. It was so cool. It was a constant battle against the stupid little voice in my head saying "Oh nyaaa oh nyaa" and pretty much just telling that voice to fuck off and working my ass off. I studied with 4 hours of sleep, fever, cold, pretty much just scraping the bottom of the barrel in terms of energy or willpower, and getting really far into reserve tanks I had never seen before. Finally, tomorrow I will take my hard earned rest. And this time, I feel like I really earned my break, and I love it :)

Today I did around 10 approaches.

I am trying to improve my outer game. Seems like something pretty important to work on right now. A couple of blowouts. Actually, the majority were blowouts. I don't think I actually hooked a set lol.

But that's fine. I am trying to see where I can improve. My brother tells me to go for a statement of empathy at the opener. Seems pretty legit. 

I can feel some of his pain right now. The guy is in pain. Guy's been getting rejections left and right, plus he was disrespectful to the girl of his dreams.

What can I say? I've been in that situation before. You actually build some resilience to pain by leaning towards your pain and not actually judging it. 

Oh dear pain. 

It sucks so bad, yet when it is over it seems like a really cool thing that you want again. It is like a drug. However, when the pain comes again, I am like "What the fuck was I thinking when I wanted this fucking shit pain back?!!", but then I just fucking lay down and lean in towards my pain. And looking back on those events, it actually seems pretty fucking cool, even though I was suffering a shit ton when I was feeling pain. 

Paradigm shift

A nice realization I had in the last days that has helped me get and stay in a great state almost all the time is to not judge what I feel, or what is happening, just accepting everything, surrendering to it, and just LETTING IT BE. There is no good or bad. Pain and pleasure are just emotions. They are both ephemeral. 

Finally, I am practicing what I heard Eckhart Tolle talk about, and even Alex~ and other guys in the forum.

The thing is: Who am I to judge? Like literally. And I use to think this before in terms of the interconnectedness of events to try to practice non-judgement. However, now I realize that this also applies to labeling how one feels. There is really no need to label how we feel. JUST FUCKING LIVE. ENJOY whatever it is that you feel. If you have a fever, throat ache, head ache, and all the bones aching, while realizing that you still have to study two more hours and sleep 5 hours after that; SURRENDER TO ALL OF THAT. It is like the concept of "Just shut the fuck up and do it" but with some additions of just enjoying whatever happens, seeing the uniqueness of any situation, and actually appreciating that and not resisting, JUST LET GO. LET GO. LET GO!!!!!

It is funny how while feeling like complete shit in my sick state I actually felt really fucking great. It is funny that Eckhart Tolle talks about that, when people are really sick or tired they might show a positive side to themselves as they have gone through a process of surrender and accepting what is. First time I actually learn some deep stuff from being sick lol. I love you RSD!

So in other words, be one with life, enjoy it, learn from everything that happens to you, and go with the flow, do your best and let the rest happen. 

I guess I have to really remember all I am saying here in my next "contraction" and just accepting it. By the way, fuck that shit of labeling expansion and contractions. Who the fuck are we to judge?? Dude seriously, it is like we think that we are all special and stuff and think we are able to understand or label some of life's most complicated shit that just the surface is perplexing as fuck. 

Expansions... contractions... FUCK THAT SHIT! It's gotten me mad already. Fuck.

:)

So yeah there is no state, no good or bad game, no good or bad mood, no expansions or contractions. It all is what it is. If you feel anything, just lean towards it, say "YES", and enjoy it <3

Thanks Tyler, Alex~, and Tolle to help we get to this realizations. Alex~ was the one who let me realize all of this actually. 

This vid right here :)


And lastly this vid too, inspiring :D


Alright that is it. Tomorrow in the morning I am posting my plan for the next 30 day challenge I am planning to do. I actually have it written, but I'll probably add some more to it and refine it. 

Much love alright? Like really, take my love anyone who actually reads this.. who? Well at least I know my brother will read this. Love you bro! 

LOVE LOVE RSD! LOVE!
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