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My sex drive went away for a night. turned down a 9.75?? AM I GAY OR WHAT
Entitlement maybe? you were probably lacking it
A miracle happened and I'm going out tonight, THIS will be the last night for a month.
Speaking of entitlement I've never actually tried to be aware of who/what I feel entitled to in the club. Tonights experiment, yup.
Speaking of entitlement I've never actually tried to be aware of who/what I feel entitled to in the club. Tonights experiment, yup.
I see man.. well... if this happens to you again.... then theres something stopping mentally, you have to analyze this and see what you can change in your mentality. The only thing i can tell you now is to try to drop your ego, accept your fears and dont reject anything.
Peace
Peace
"host of the party mode"
That is exactly what I was in all night. The friends I went out with weren't exactly.... cool, confident dudes. If I wasn't there helping them have a good time, they would all be sad wall-flowers.
feel like i was holding too much responsibility on my shoulders in that sense, maybe I was too focused on making my friends night that i had no time for myself.
Went to a house party last night. Few nice chicks, many aggressive drunks. The ladies seem to dig my eye contact, they cant get enough of it.
Something I want to do is learn to dance. I mean, I don't look like a fool when I dance, but I'd love to step it up a level. I like to show off
That is exactly what I was in all night. The friends I went out with weren't exactly.... cool, confident dudes. If I wasn't there helping them have a good time, they would all be sad wall-flowers.
feel like i was holding too much responsibility on my shoulders in that sense, maybe I was too focused on making my friends night that i had no time for myself.
Went to a house party last night. Few nice chicks, many aggressive drunks. The ladies seem to dig my eye contact, they cant get enough of it.
Something I want to do is learn to dance. I mean, I don't look like a fool when I dance, but I'd love to step it up a level. I like to show off
Jmate
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I really wasn't thinking about girls at all tonight, it just didn't occur to me to approach or anything. I was more interested in hanging with the boys, I guess it was a special occasion. Am I gay? I don't think so.
In the bourbon bar this girl (lookalike of snookie from The Jersey Shore) stood accross the table from me and looked me straight in the eye. We eye fucked for about 30 seconds, the tension was great. She wanted me to go to her, but my mind was screaming "Bros before Hoes". It was a boys night out, I felt dog if I left them for a chick.
Anyway, after I stood there and didn't come, the bitch stole my drink and ran to the empty dance floor. Fuck it, I chased her down and grabbed her, she started grinding on me, I just wanted my drink. So I got it and ran. She followed and started dancing in between my legs while I was just sitting and chilling, eventually she got the hint and fucked off. Am I gay, I hope not.
We bounced after a game of pool.
At Shooters nightclub there was a stunning 9.75 getting chatted up by all these dudes, she wasn't interested. I wasn't even trying to get her attention. She walked over to me, gave me the eye and said "Knock him".
me: "Who."
her: "I don't know" -cute smile-
me: -eye fuck-
her: -rubbing her ass on my leg and making small talk-
me: -enjoying the ass and just talking to my buddies, not interested-
Am I fucking gay? She was STUNNING.
I don't know, I just wanted to give my boy a good night and hang with him, but where did my sex drive go.
This was the last night I can go out for about a month, after that I'll be going hard 3-4 days a week.
We danced the night away and had good times.
Now I leave you guys with the question I need answered.. am I fucking gay?
What the hell.
Until next time.