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The Journal of the Beast; Saint_
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The Journal of the Beast; Saint_
Goals and Saint's Row of Girls

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I've been reading yours bro, you're a beast
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About me I'm Saint How I got into game I know it since I was 15 years old, I wasn't serious at the time but I used some of the tactics of Mystery Method. I went out once in a while and tried to use the tactics. This year I decided to drop the stupid value sucking unsecure Mystery Method and focus on RSD. Many video’s of Tyler has helped me to think different about life and things in general. I went to the Hot Seat in Amsterdam in march and it has helped me allot with my game. Since then I go out for three times every week. My goal is to bone many girls and maybe to become a RSD instructor and help people to get their lives handled. This is my favorite RSD video:
My main sticking point Since the time of mystery method I was focusing on “getting better in game” and not GETTING THE GIRL. I can be clownish and sometimes I’m more focusing on the “interaction” than the girl itself. What is Saint’s good side? I have a strong personality, I know what I want. I am good at plowing and I am very powerfull. You almost cannot ignore me. And I can self amuse myself almost all the time. Things what I like I love reading and going out. Love to improve myself and eat healthy food. I like girls and I love my family. I just really love the game, it's a way to get to know myself and to go crazy. My goals that I have accomplished before 2013 - I have my diploma [Accomplished] - I have begun with the university in September. [I'm going to college, university will have to wait a year] - I have fxck closed two girls by cold approach pickup [Accomplished] --> Fxck Close another 3 gurls before 2013 [3/5] - I have lost 20 kilos and weigh 70 kilos ( I already lost 19 kilos, that's around 38 pounds!) - I have my driver’s license. - I become the best team leader in my store - I have red ten books that will help me to become succesful and will help me with my grammar. Just feel free to give advice or feedback! I will do my best to upload every FR.
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Since Februari 2012:
Pulls: 0
Makeouts: 2
Dates: 1


Date
The day started around 12:00 PM. It was my day of so I woke up late. I had a date later that day and I was considering to stay at home. Most of the time when I have a date I bail at the last moment, I think it’s fear of success. I called her to ask if she was still down, I said to her that we could meet the next week if she couldn’t meet today. She saw that I didn’t want to come and said to me “If you don’t wanna come you don’t have to”. I said to her that I would come later.

I took the metro to her house and I was thinking about tactics that I could use on her. At a given moment I realized it was bad what I was doing and I stopped doing it. I thought at what Alex says: “You’re a man, you’re enough”! I became calm and went on reading my book “the Shift” by Wayne Dyer.

When I arrived at her home, she was watching TV. It was very sunny outside, she was waiting a couple of hours for me and she even turned down her friends to chill with me. She was into it! This was a girl I met at the dance school where I go every week, it’s not a pretty girl but I still decided to go. I laid on her bed and we were talking bullshit. I saw that she was nervous, I could see that because she was acting veryyy defensive. I kissed her and we were grinding on each other. At any given moment I licked her boobs but she didn’t felt comfortable with it yet. I stopped and went on talking about bullshit.

We were kissing, talking, kissing, talking. I escalated a bit but not serious. I don’t know why, but I wasn’t in the mood to close her. Maybe because she wasn’t too attractive. My dick even became little (yeah I don’t know how to say this in English lol). I decided after an hour to go home. She came with me to Rotterdam because she had to go to her friends.

I was in SAINTMODE (state) and we were talking about nonsense on our way to Rotterdam. I told her honestly that she didn’t had to expect too much from me because I’m a pimp. She find it funny but she also took it serious. She also said to me she wasn’t searching for a relationship. I asked her when she was down for a pyjama party with the two of us. And she said me she wasn’t ready for it yet. I got of the metro and gave her a hug.

Clubbin in Zeeland

Cleavage, my wing who always joins clubbin en which went to the Hot Seat Amsterdam with me in March, was on a date so he couldn’t join me. (Check his FR Journal here and his Hot Seat review here). So I decided to go out with some chode friends. I’m not very good with them, but they always are down to go clubbin. We went to another province, that is an hour driving from my hometown. They like to go out in that province because they believe that the girls are easier there LOL. Placebo man, it’s al in their head.

I became stuck in my head when i arrived at the club. I had a “game-free-vacation” of three weeks due my exams at school. So this was the first time again in a long time. I had to get used at the club again and I was pinging of the environment. There was a chode friend who never approach, is 19 and I think is a still a virgin. I don’t really care if he is a virgin, but step up your game, stop bxtching and take action! So I always bully him because he dares to talk with boys but not with girls, bxtchbwoii xD!!!

I was choding, so I decided to become more active and self amused. He looked mad for no reason all the time, so I thought it was funny to irritate him more by singing and dancing in front of him. He just became more mad and continually pushed me away. At a given moment he wanted to fight me and said to the other chode friend that I better could stay out of his way, dramabwoiii!!!!! I took it lightly and laughed it off but I left him alone. I came for a good time and not to get dragged into negative emotions.

I ignored him and pulled myself out of babymode (chodemode) and was throwing one-liners here and there at girls. I began to get into saintmode (state), but I still was afraid. There were many hot girls whom I wanted to approach, but I didn’t do anything. I was creating scenarios in my head about how it could end.

We went outside later on to game there and it was crowded. The angry chode walked with some other chodes who came later with us and they decided to cruise in their brand new car (YEAHH BWOIIIII!!!! COOL MANN!!!) And the normal chodes walked to the car to get something. I was alone, but I didn’t care. Normally I wouldn’t like it, but I have trained myself to be alone in the club and still amuse myself.

I called the boys who went to get something out of the car and I decided to do 6 serious approaches ( so no stupid one-liners) before I could go home. I approached girls here and there and plowed but the most of them just kept walking, I think because I wasn’t calm enough, didn’t stopped them and because I talked fast. There were two girls who I wanted to approach, but they were talking to a boy. I didn’t look like they were boy and girlfriend so I decided to CUT THROUGH THE BULLSHIT and just take action.

I approached them and stayed calm, had deep eye contact and didn’t talk much. The friend tried to push her away but I yelled to her that she had to stay out of it, the friend became calm. The girl whom I was talking to shit tested me by replying rubbish shit to my questions. I asked if the boy was her boyfriend and she said yes, but I knew for sure it wasn’t like that. LOL WHY THE FXCK AM I ASKING IT THEN. I  later saw that the friend had a bleeding nose and laughed at her. I said she was doing though while having a bleeding nose, she didn’t like it and she turned the other way with her friend. They destroyed me and I left like a butthurt baby xD.

I recoverd and began to talk with others. I don’t know exactly what I said but it were short sets. We decided to go home, I already had reached my goal for the day. Before we got in the car I saw two girls and a boy sitting on a bench. I saw the boy kissing and doing stuff with the girl and the other girls just sat by. First she was doing defensive but I calmed her down by remaining calm and having eye contact with her. I sat next to her and throwed my arm around her. I was looking deep into her eyes and I saw that she was looking at my lips and said to her that she had to give me a kiss. She didn’t want to but I kept plowing by saying that she wouldn’t see me anymore, that the other two wouldn’t see it and by going for the kiss myself. I saw that the boys wanted to go home so I left the set.

Good things:
- I cut through the bullshit, I didn’t want to go to the date but I went to her. NO EXCUSES BOY!!!
- I was self amused and gave value.
- Had good eye contact
- I was grounded.

Things I have to change:
- FXCK GAME, GO FOR THE PULL!!
- Don’t ping off the environment.
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 Hahahahahhahaha  this day was fuckin epic. 

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 At a given moment he wanted to fight me and said to the other chode friend that I better could stay out of his way, dramabwoiii!!!!


LOL drama hahahah 



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they decided to cruise in their brand new car (YEAHH BWOIIIII!!!! COOL MANN!!!)


ROFL hahhahahah these dudes always come up with the most ridiculous excuses to not approach. I love those guys XD
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Cleavage wrote:


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they decided to cruise in their brand new car (YEAHH BWOIIIII!!!! COOL MANN!!!)


ROFL hahhahahah these dudes always come up with the most ridiculous excuses to not approach. I love those guys XD
WHAHAHA lol you can't get mad on these suckas!
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THE BEAST PULLS W/ COLD APPROACH, FOR THE FIRST TIME!
Saturday 30 June 2012

Since Februari 2012:
Fxck Closes: 0
Pulls: 1
Makeouts: 3
Dates: 2


Reality Check
I’m on fayaahh!! SAINTMODE ON! I’m so happy with the progress that I have made so far. I became quite negative lately, expecially because my wing and other friends had results and I didn’t. Of course I mustn’t look at it like that, but it was hard to stay positive.

I had a date with two girls and my friend/ wing Cleavage this week. He did it very good, but I acted like a little bitch. I was stuck in my head and 2 needy. This gave me a reality check afterwards, because I wasn’t focusing. I was sitting a half hour with Cleavage to discuss the situation. Afterwards I immediately decided that I will remain positive, trust in my faculties and assume that it’s a process and that the most things will autocorrect.

I felt that I became very dependent of my wing and the people around me. I cared to much of what others would think of me and there for wasn’t very serious with gaming. As long as I would look cool, I would be happy (ppff gaybwoii…). I decided to let this go and game with people who aren’t into the PU community. I’m also busy with riding solo (game solo when I’m out with friends).


Tha Club
Al my friends already were in the club, so I went alone to the club. I was very tired so I took a powernap first before I went. I left around 00:45 and came there around 01:15. Before that I was inside, I talked to the bouncers so that I would become loose. He “shit-tested” me by saying that only regular costumers could come inside (LOL I’m here every week). I laughed and gave him a pat on the back and said “pff chef, I’m here every week”! He asked his colleague or this was true and yes it was all good. The line was very long so I slept for in the line, the same bouncer saw me and he laughed a bit.

Inside, I was in a neutral mood. The plan was to ride solo (game solo) today and I was ready for it. I was more serious than ever and I felt the progress that I made these 4 months that I’m into game. My outer game and inner game were improving (especially my inner game, because my outer game is quite good). I decided to get a beer first (just because It tastes good LOL), meet my friends and after that to put my game on.

I was spending the next half hour searching for my friends and it was fxcking scary! It was packed and I walked alone. I still was in a neutral mood, but it just was scary to be alone in such a packed environment. I didn’t mind, because I need to experience fxcked up things to grow (GET OUT YOUR COMFORT ZONE)!! I found my friends at some point and stayed with them for a bit to unstiffle.

We had fun and I began approaching. In the beginning there were many minutes between my approaches (around 10 or 20 minutes), after that I went harder. I remained longer in set, wasn’t clowning and went physical with gurls. I was very self amused and had an intent like a boss. I did what I wanted and didn’t worry about anything.

There was a gurl who walked by and my friend signed to me that I had to approach her. I was hesitating hard, but I still did it. She was very receptive and I immediately went into hugmode and remained in it with her in a very calm way. My friend immediately took action and went to her friend (Ai good winging)! I saw that she wanted to kiss me so I went for the kiss. She turned her head but still remained receptive. She kept saying that she had a boyfriend and that she couldn’t do it to him. I kept breaking her barriers by saying: “I see you want to, you are looking at my lips!” “your boyfriend isn’t here!” “pff like what we are doing now is good, if you cheat, cheat good!”. I came further and further and wasn’t needy. She said that she made it hard for herself and if she wouldn’t had a boyfriend she would kiss me. At that moment her friend took her away and they walked away.

My friend and I laughed at it and gave eachother love (no homo LOL)! It went good. I approached gurls here and there and was corny (the Saint selfamusement). I walked outside and there was a beautiful gurl who I wanted to approach earlier that night. She was with her niece and someone I know and his friend. I asked my friend if he was into her and he said that I could do my thing. I was negging her a bit on a playful way and she liked it. Then the other guy said “go get a drink with her!” I responded saying “do I look like a bartender”? But when I was saying that I was realizing that I was being a jerk so I decided to take her with me. I never buy drinks for gurls so why not this time?

I walked with the gurl inside and was going to get a drink.. I wasn’t talking much with her because I “didn’t know what to say” (pff pusseyybwoii xD)! I bought a drink and after that she went like “I have to search for my niece, cioaaa!” (LOL why won’t I listen when people say that it is a no-go to buy drinks for gurls). Ow yeah, no stress….

After that I went solo riding again and approaches some gurls. I saw 2 fatties and approached them. They were very receptive and gave me a drink. I talked to them for a bit and at some point I said to her that there was an afterparty at my home. The wanted to come, so I gave them my adres. I kept talking jibberish a bit and left. I really wasn’t into them.

After that I went outside again and saw a little chubby gurl with boobs and an ass. I hugged her and leaned my body against hers. Out of her body language I could she that she was very receptive, but she kept saying that she had a boyfriend. I countered this jibberish by saying that her boyfriend wasn’t here and that I saw that she wanted to kiss. She said yes, but no. Ik kept plowing for like 10 minutes without being needy. I had to calibrate more and take a step back, but I wasn’t feeling like it. I was so selfamused, that I couldn’t care less.


The Beast pulls
30 years old
German
Average gurl


After that the club went closing en before I knew it, my friends were gone. I still was gaming alone and was talking with people here and there. Later on I saw a gurl and approached her. 1 minute after I opened her, she started crying and asked me why the world was like this…I asked her if she needed a hug and she said yes ( I put a “innocent insecure boy” frame from here of on hahahah xD). She was talking bullshit and she wanted to change the world and that people were honest. I asked her if she wanted a kiss and she said no, why. I kept “cheering” her up and listened to her bullshxt story. She asked me if I could teach her Turkish because I was saying a couple of jibberish Turkish words against two Turkish guys who were with her and her friend (hahaha I’m totally no Turkish guy, I’m an African dude, gurl! xD). She said she wanted to change the world, but the world isn’t ready yet blablabla hahahah EPIC xD!!

I stayed with her after that and went more and more physical. I asked her again if she wanted to kiss and she said “I’m ready for it, the world is ready for it. But are you ready for it”? I said of course gurl… She looked deep into my eyes and we began to kiss. I still had the “sweet insecure innocent boy” frame and asked her in a fake insecure way “ehmm do you want me to do anything for you, do you want me to go home with you”? She said “yes yes! You have to go with me”!! She said that from all the people that she knows, that I was very honest (hahahahah she should know xD).

It was on! We were ready to go and I went with the flow. We left and were on our way to her house with her female friend. I stayed calm and self amused the whole time. I knew that time would be my ally. We stopt on our way to her at a shoarma tent and they wanted to eat something. After I kept kissing and cheering her up because she was crying all the time…I don’t know why but she was drunk as fxck lol.

After that we went to her house with the three of us and in front of her house she realized that she lost her keys in the last half hour (DAMNNN YOUU LOL!!!) I remained calm and after 10 minutes we decided to go back and search for them. We were very tired, but the vibe was still on.

Arrived at the club where we were, we searched for the keys but couldn’t find them. Then a random dude came who looked like a hippy and saw that my gurl was crying the whole time. He said “if you want to, you can come to my place”. After 15 minutes we went with him to his home. On our way to his house he said to me “If you want, you can go. I will take them home:)”. Hahahah I looked at him, ignored him and still went to his house. It was smart to go with him, because he could occupy the other gurl.

When we arrived at his home, he gave us whisky. I kissed my gurl on purpose so that he would know that it was on with me and my gurl. Because he was hitting on her all the time, he didn’t know that I was vibing with her. When he saw that he immediately tried to go physical with the other gurl but she said to me afterwards: “it’s a very sweet guy, but not my type”. The gurls and me layed on his bed and I didn’t fxcking care that it was HIS house xD. At any given moment he wanted to sleep and my gurl and me went to another bed in the living room.

I was licking her boobs, kissing her and i wanted to fxck her. She said to me that she was on her period..FXCKKK!!!! That was a bummer, but I didn’t care. This was my first cold approach pull ever, so I was happy with every little result. I said to her that I would fxck her hard if she wasn’t on her period. I asked her when I would see her again and she said to me that she wasn’t bound for 1 guy and I said that I wasn’t bound for 1 gurl either. I put her hand on my cock and she began jacking me off. I said to her that I would like it if she would bj me, but she didn’t want to.

After a hour or two of sleep, we went to my house. She searched ways to get new keys of her house. She called a couple of peeps and after that she left. We said to eachother that we would see eachother again soon..phew..this was around 13:00 the next day..LOL

All with all, it was a BLAST of a night!! My first pull , im so happy! Not only with the result, but the fact that I’m going the right direction. This after a time where I was very negative, became angry of others because they didn’t want to go out with me and angry because I wasn’t getting results and my friends were.

Good:
-  Everything
-  MY FIRST PULL :D!!
-  I build some nice momentum!
-  I wasn’t clownish.
-  Had little expectations of everything.
-  I was riding SOLO.
-  I went for the gurl.
-  I was end boss, call me bowser.
-  SAINTMODE ON, BEASTMODE ON!

Things that I can do better:
-  Who am I kidding, NOTHING!
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The Beast pulls and fxcks two gurls, trio!
Tuesday 03-07-2012

Since Februari 2012:
Fxck Closes: 2
Pulls: 2
Makeouts: 3
Dates: 2


What the fxck!??!!
WTF!! My game is getting to the next level this week! Saturday I had my First cold approach pull, the same night I almost kissed 2 gurls and 2day I pulled again, two at the same time!

THE BEAST IS ON!!
I was with a friend in a hotel, his fxckbuddy was there. He was planning to fix another gurl to get in the hotel with us, but she didn’t came. I decided to stay till 12, have fun and leave so that he could do his thing with her. I didn’t know his fxckbuddy yet, so when I talked to her I got a little form of momentum.

12:00 I left, there was is a club where I go regularly and I decided 2 go (if it was packed). I cycled before the club and saw that it wasn’t really packed, so I cycled home. At any given moment I was calling with an old fxckbuddy of mine. This is a gurl that sticks very hard and want to bf me. I made her clear that I wasn’t made for that and that I only want 2 be pimp. We were callingfor quite a bit and I got in a sort state.

At any given moment there were 3 older woman (around the 40/45), they were drunk and yelled at me “heyy do you have an euro!!??” I stopped before them and talked 2 them. We were talking bullshxt and I asked what they were up 2. They said that they were going to the house of one of them 2 chill. I said that I could come along if they wanted. After hesitating for 5 minutes we departed to their home.

On our way, two of the gurls were whispering to eachtoher about who were going to fxck me first. I heard things like “Yeah, you can go first, me after” or “we can go both”. I was in my element the whole time and I didn’t care what would happen, like last Saturday. I was thinking the whole time: “adventure, adventure, adventure!!” and when I saw that they would hesitate about the whole situation I would say: “yeah, I don’t care. I live here in the neighborhood. I can go home”. This comforted them.


Fxck dem gurls, the beast in his first trio!
Arrived at their house one of them said: “we have 2 do a body search on you first before you enter the house”. She searched all my pockets and my back and at the end she was putting her hand on my dick. We walked inside, they poured some alcohol and they were smoking. I even saw a porn DVD and made a joke about it. I still was in my element and very centered.

At any given moment I saw them hesitate and I asked “is something going to happen or what?”. The gurl who body searched me said “why wont you just strip?” I said that I was 2 shy for that but at the same time I put my dick out. They were very horny and were looking at it.

I said that they could find me in the other room when they were ready. After a minute the first came and gave me a blowjob (FXCKING NICE!! EXPERIENCED 40 YEAR OLD GURLL!!). After that I put on my condom and we began 2 fxck. The other gurl was looking at it from a distance and began 2 finger herself. I said “come here” and began 2 fxck her 2. She began to scream hard and I felt like a king LOL. After that I was fxcking the first, the second on and ejaculate.

After that I put on my clothes and within 5 minutes I went home. This was a nightblowing night, damn! I’m doing it better and better and I’m proud of myself. I’m not bullshxting and I’m taking action! Not only the results make me happy, but 2 see that I’m more serious if it comes down 2 gqme. I’m me, self amused BUT NO CLOWN :D!!


Good:
- No clown
- Striaght, no bullshit!
- MY FIRST TRIO!!!! AND WITH gurls that are 20 years older than me!!
- EVERYTHANGG!!

Can do better:
- AGAIN LIKE SATURDAY, NOTHING!!! LOL!!
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The Beast is Mister Solo Dolo today!
Saturday 18th August 2012

Since Februari 2012:
Fxck Closes: 2
Pulls: 2
Makeouts: 6
Dates: 2



Oke, this was my first real time solo in the club YEAHHHH IMMABOSS. It wasn’t so bad as I thought it would be, probably because I approached consistent and right from the bat. Mister Solo Dolo!



I was reading an article of Brad before I went out (the article here), he says in the article that you need to have a narcissist mindset. So you need 2 be happy with every action you take who will lead 2 your bigger goals. You repeat to yourself that you’re the fxckin best. I was doing that and it worked. Omw to the club I already was hitting the zone, I was singing and yelling 2 pump myself because I was mad scared to go solo to the club

Arrived at the club I immediately start with approaching, a goal I want to accomplish this month is to learn myself to approach right from the bat and keep going. I was a approach monster formerly, but because I wasn’t gaming for two week due reasons, I lost my momentum hard…

So I was approaching here and there and plow for a bit, but I was scared in sets because thoughts like “maybe ppl will think I’m weird because I’m solo” were in my head.

After that I was talking with a cutey. We were vibing, she liked me, but physically wasn’t really receptive, this was putting me in my head and I was constantly thinking “when am I going physical and how”? At one point a friend of her clique came to steal here with the cheesy “this is my GF”-line LOL. I laughed and said that I didn’t believed him. I said to him that he would get her back in a second and resumed talking with her. After 10 seconds the group left and she went with them.

I was building my momentum hard , micro and macro and I was half in state. Because of my momentum I was hitting the zone, but was losing it bit by bit because I was still thinking “I’m alone” “ppl think I’m weird”.

I kept approaching and I was talking with a fatty to pump myself up LOL, bastard that I am. She liked me, but wasn’t very receptive either (physically), mainly because I was struggling in my head. At one point the conversation died, but we both were still standing and I forced myself to stay in set. After that we were talking a bit and I left.

I was throwing one-liners everywhere, approached and bailed. After 45minutes in the club I left because I was scared as hell. I wanted to check another club so that I would return to the first club later. Omw to the other club I came across an old friend. I was talking for an hour with her and after that I saw another old friend. I was chilling (probably an excuse so that I would have to game LOL). After that I went in the first club to approach some girls again. Because I was stressed I still was leaving sets and most of the time I didn’t know what to say after the opener.


It was freaking hot and the club wasn’t really on so I left the club again. I went to the other club which I wanted to go in the first place and it was a real MEAT FEST. I approached some gurls and went home afterwards.

So yeah, it was a comfort zone breaking day. I wasn’t on my A Game, but I can’t blame myself, it was scary as hell and I was dealing with my fear the whole time. From now one I’m going solo more often (the goal is minimum once a week), because when you’re Mister Solo Dolo most of the time its ADVENTURETIME!!!

Good things:
- Mister Solo Dolo, you don’t need anyone to game!
- Approach right from the bat.
- Approach consistently, I’m beginning to feel my macro momentum.
- Plowing the cute gurl.
- Pushing comfort zones

Less good:
- Excusetime, going out of the club 2 chill a bit. Next time…push it till the bitter fxckin end

Goals:
- Go out (or daygame) at least 4 times a week
- Approach right from the bat
- Consistent approaching, no chillout times.
- Save for HS in londen 27th october
- Save for BC
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Join Date: 02/14/2011 | Posts: 162

She wants a pic of my dxck!
Monday 20th August 2012

Since February 2012:
Fxck Closes: 2
Pulls: 2
Make outs: 6
Dates: 2



IMMABOSS!
Ayyy! Mister Solo Dolo part 2! I’m on, I’m beginning to do this for myself and I’m beginning to love this journey! Mister Solo Dolo Part 2!


Becoming a Promo Guy
I went to the openings night of a party where I went every week previous year. It was quite quiet and I was in a sort of mellow mood. I wasn’t in my head, I just was in a calm zone.

A friend of mine is the president of the group who organizes the party (of a university here in Holland) and he was socializing with some people. I was a bit of shy, I think mainly because the parties of the group where I went every week previous year created a negative belief in my head. Because I was always beasting on those parties and got blown out allot, while the gurls came there every week.

I learned allot on those nights by the way, like going for make outs, plow and to approach consistently. So on the long term it weren’t bad nights, but it scared me a bit to approach/ beast on those parties.

After 10 minutes at the party he made me an official promoter for the group, FXCKIN AWESOME!! So what does this mean? I have to ensure that people on my university where I go next year will come to the parties. YEAHH, that’s good because it forces me to be social in my school and it will be good for my social skills, YEAYEAHHH!!


It’s not over yet!
I was there for a half hour and I decided to just do some street game solo. Because I went solo to the club last Saturday, I found it less scary to game solo. The streets were a bit quiet, but I forced myself to approach. I did some little approaches here and there to awaken the beast within.

I saw a Turkish/Moroccan gurl solo waiting for someone, YEAHH ITS HYENATIME XD! So I said to myself “I HAVE to approach her”! but two big Turkish boys were walking in front of me and I waited till they passed her before I went approaching , I didn’t know if they knew her (here in Holland most of the Turkish boys are overprotective, honour killings and that sort of bs).

They passed her by and I approached her, it turned out to be a gurl that I know LOL. I don’t know her well... So I flirted a bit with her and asked her what she was going to do. She said that she had a date in a bar where I come often. I said to her that I don’t do dates, its fxckin chodey and said to her that I only take gurls home LOL. I said to her why won’t you come with me? She said that’s she was on her period. I told her that she is a because she is on her period while having a date, she is giving the boy false hope XD.


Pic of my dxck…
So I walked along and saw an older black gurl. She was solo and I just knew that she was waiting for the Saintdxck. I approached her immediately and asked her what her plans were. She was going to the casino and I asked if I could come along and she said yes. We were on our way and were vibing. I said to her that she has to bring me to her hotel, but she said not yet I’m first going to the casino.

I went physical and she wasn’t very receptive yet (because she maybe could encounter cuter boys she said, LOL just STFU gurll…). We arrived at the casino and I bought drinks. I wanted a wine and I didn’t want to be a jerk so I ordered a drink for her to. She began shittesting me hard because she finds me young (she was 29 and I am 21). She thought at first that I was 25 and thinking back I think it would be a smart move to lie about my age so that the whole pull attempt would go smoother.

She was testing and I didn’t cared much, mainly because I was in the zone and I found myself the shit because I was taking action by doing solo street game. Arrived at the table she went blackjacking. I asked her how long she would stay and she said till the end. It was 11:00 PM and I wasn’t planning to stay there till 03:00 am. So she said “you can go, I will text you”. So I thought yeah lemme game some outside again.

When I was outside I did one approach and afterwards I began texting with the gurl of the casino:

BOSS: Hahaha it’s boring already?
Gurl: yeahh
BOSS: LOL
Gurl: Little Boy
BOSS: Yeahh, remind me that i’m little! I’m doing my best gurl!
Gurl: Show me your pic
BOSS: [sends picture of myself] (weird because she saw me seconds ago, ow well)
Gurl: I mean one of your dxck.
BOSS: Come outside and you can see and touch it.
Gurl: Ha ha later
BOSS: Oke, wait!
BOSS: Where are you?
Gurl: Where else?
BOSS: Oke, I’m gonna send it.
Gurl: oke
BOSS: [sends pic of my dxck]
Gurl: no response

I became furious here (not in a negative way, just in the FURYYYway), because I knew that she wanted the SAINTDXCK but she was testing me for the age-reason, filthy dogg LOL! So I thought, what am I going to do? I decided to go to the casino and pick her up.

Arrived at the casino I saw her vibe with an indian chode (LOL, apparently he had more game than me that day hahah). I walked back when I saw this, afraid to reapproach, but I thought don’t be a pussy. I walked towards her and I saw her phone in her hand and she was checking my dxckpicture the whole time openly LOL! The funniest part is… I think the chodeindian saw it because he was leaning in every time he was talking to her, hahhahah fxckin craxy shit XD! I didn’t care, the whole situation was funny as hell.

I tapped her on her shoulder and she said “go away, you’re making me angry now”! LOL, I immediately walked away, because sending a picture of my dxck and putting my ego away to go to the casino again was enough comfortzone breakers for the day XD. I also found it scary to create a scene in the casino, while people would check me out. After that I texted her: just connect me when you’re done with your bullshit. After that she didn’t response.

So yeahh.. A fxckin crazy day, I LOVE days like these, because I’m doing shit that are outside my comfort zone, YEAHH IMMABOSS!!


Good:
- Mister Solo Dolo pt2
- Breaking comfort zones
- Plow
- Pic of my dxck
- Going to the casino again.

Better next time:
- Just stand and plow when she says: “Go away you are making me mad ”! That would be next level Julien shit in a casino or restaurant by the way…
- Lead lead lead
- Stay unreactive whole the time.

Goals:
- Go out (or daygame) at least 4 times a week
- Approach from the bat
- Consistent approaching, no chillout times.
- Save for HS in londen 27th october
- Save for BC
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