THE FORUMS

I was feeling like shit all day. Between being sick and having allergies, I was having trouble breathing.  Still drove an hour to meet up with my physics tutor, didn't get out till 1. By the time I hit downtown, all the clubs were closed.  So most of my approaches were weak shit; asking people if there's anything out there that's still open.  But I still managed to expand my comfort zone.  I approached this one tall chick while she was jumping up and down with her friends.  Then there was this girl with this thug, and another girl with a eminem kinda dude.  I purposefully went up to a girl who was mean muggin, she was polite lol.  Final approach of the night went up to three girls at crosswalk, put my arm on the shoulder of one said hi.  Got ignored by two of them, the third one opens me and asks me all kind of questions.  Still feel like ass, and not sure if it was the allergy meds or me, but didn't feel any hesitation from doing any of those "hard" approaches.

still in pretty bad shape, checked myself into a motel.  went out to coffee shop that plays live music. dammit only 3 girls there.  i approach all three sets, doesn't go anywhere.  not much to report here except how shitty i feel and how little i care about approaching even tho i did it.

yup, it's even better when you can say "bring it"

Tonight i had a load of shit in my car i'm transporting to new place. Decided to stop by a local coffee house/venue to do some approaches. First chick on the porch was mehish.  Inside first chick i approach is someone i've talked to before, who has a reputation for being weird and rude, the going explanation is that she was raped or something, yah it's one of those kinds. i go anyways, she gets pissed off as i was expecting.  Then i go approach two girls studying, blowout.  Then i go into another room and make chit chat with these two chicks also crammin for a final. that was about it.

man what a night. there's a tornado warning for my area and it's been storming for most of the night.  the rain stops around 11 and so i go out with a raspy voice to the coffeeshop that's having a reggae band.  ordinarily this place would be packed but theres only about 5 people total here tonight because of the rain.  I go inside, first I see a girl i took classes with, we do the usual when do you graduate bs, i dont count that as an approach.  I go to a girl sitting and reading by herself in the corner, i open and she freaks out and says i don't talk to people i don't know.  hmmm, a girl by herself in the corner i don't think much of it. i go outside, see a girl with a baby and a dog...shit it's come down to this. I approach her anyways and we end up talking about dogs.  Then i go to the stage area.  this mexican girls walks in with a huge guy and they sit at the front.  I see this as a hard approach and eventually go in and the first things she tells me is that the guy is her cousin.  i end up choding out and making some bs about knowing her.  I'm out of women at this point, but on my way out i see this fat chick walking behind me, so i turn around and ask her a question, choding bs basically.  she seems blah. and that was it.  my chest still hurts, i'm thinking i need see a doc sometimes soon. i don't really know what to make of this night. a weird chick, a mother, and a fat chick...i can't really base anything on the reactions of those women.  but i am glad that i did that approach on the mexican chick.