THE FORUMS
Sent pics of my dick to about 30 girls on OKC and 3 girls on text. 0 responses and OKC account deleted
I'm not criticizing, but did you think this would be a winning move? Beware you drunk? What prompted penis-palooza? Pulled. Face fucked. Lied about not having a condom as to continue face fucking. Continued face fucking. Nutted in her mouth. Took 3 cigarettes and left.
Fun night, I wanna post the details so i can go back over the ups and downs after.
And....eagerly awaiting details. Nice! Fun night, I wanna post the details so i can go back over the ups and downs after.
Alright, nothing special...
May 4th
Hit a strip of bars in teh citys west end that I really realyl liked. They were all next to eachother, open, free of cover and with a varying degree of business...some really full, some with room to move around and whatnot. THe crowd was a little older but the girls still hot, and Im not talking that old, alot of the girls were early to mind 20s.
Warmed up with some harsh public transit blowouts, and just got better as we went from bar to bar. These bars are REALLY good for building fundamentals beause instad of having 20000 girls to blow you out in 10 second (because their RAS is all over the place with highly arousing stimulus in a crazy club), you can get 10 quality sets over the night. Not that fucking girls off the dance floor isnt my specialty, just saying.
Most quality sets were one somewhere in the middle, where the girl asked me for a smoke I told her shes gotta dance for it, she said "No, give me a smoke, because you're trying to pick me up" I held my frame and she ended up dancing for me, after which we fucked aorund for like 20 mins, but I got a little outcome dependent and lost the girls (there were 2). Another where I opened with grinding my ass on the girl, then turned around and put my 2 middle fingers right in her face, then grabbed her hands and put them on my tits and told her she can have them whenever she wants (thanks tyler, hilarious), after which we started groping eachother and making out...was actually 3/4 of the way to the bathroom pull before her friend broke it up, got the number, itll flake. Lastly, one where the girl was really aroused my how straight up/aggressive I was, but I over aroused and lost her...I actually treid using the "Statement of empathy" but I was horny from the last near bathroom pull and basically took that same energy to this girl, so my body language was just too smothering and shit.
Then I walked around and madeout with like 4 different girls for jokes, opened a girl with a makeout, went to her place and fucked her face.
May 4th
Hit a strip of bars in teh citys west end that I really realyl liked. They were all next to eachother, open, free of cover and with a varying degree of business...some really full, some with room to move around and whatnot. THe crowd was a little older but the girls still hot, and Im not talking that old, alot of the girls were early to mind 20s.
Warmed up with some harsh public transit blowouts, and just got better as we went from bar to bar. These bars are REALLY good for building fundamentals beause instad of having 20000 girls to blow you out in 10 second (because their RAS is all over the place with highly arousing stimulus in a crazy club), you can get 10 quality sets over the night. Not that fucking girls off the dance floor isnt my specialty, just saying.
Most quality sets were one somewhere in the middle, where the girl asked me for a smoke I told her shes gotta dance for it, she said "No, give me a smoke, because you're trying to pick me up" I held my frame and she ended up dancing for me, after which we fucked aorund for like 20 mins, but I got a little outcome dependent and lost the girls (there were 2). Another where I opened with grinding my ass on the girl, then turned around and put my 2 middle fingers right in her face, then grabbed her hands and put them on my tits and told her she can have them whenever she wants (thanks tyler, hilarious), after which we started groping eachother and making out...was actually 3/4 of the way to the bathroom pull before her friend broke it up, got the number, itll flake. Lastly, one where the girl was really aroused my how straight up/aggressive I was, but I over aroused and lost her...I actually treid using the "Statement of empathy" but I was horny from the last near bathroom pull and basically took that same energy to this girl, so my body language was just too smothering and shit.
Then I walked around and madeout with like 4 different girls for jokes, opened a girl with a makeout, went to her place and fucked her face.
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May 5th
The Maddy with the pickup boys, my favourite :). Ended up spending the first half of the night chilling with some friend I hadn't seen in a while, and then me and the one I'm closest with decided to go look for girls.
Got 3 numbers, a couple of makeouts. Felt really on tonight, I was going a little too hard at some points and I know what happened...I was with a few guys who I sort of got into pickup, and it was like their first time seeing me, so I got super BEASTMODE excited and was just grabbing girls haha. Other than that I was great, was prompting shit tests with ridiculous openers and then passing them, creating lots of arousal, sometimes over arousing but to me this is MUCH better than under arousing...the number closes I got I just remembered to use a little push/empathy and it was easy, much easier than being in rapport-chode-mode and trying to arouse.
The health food is making a huge difference. For anyone who is reading this, START NOW. Eat healthy food OBSESSIVELY. Find out all the different nutrients you need to be good in field, create a regimen of how/when youll consume them, and start immediately. I do a green smoothie in the morning; apples, carrots and dark chocolate through the day; broccoli and leafy greens with dinner; banana/strawbeery smoothie after dinner; and I make sure to get some read meat with dinner. Again, you have WAY MORE positive emotions in set and this is what offering value really consists in...having that reservoir that just casades onto the girl, and when she tests it she sees its still flowing so it doesnt depend on her. WIth healthy eating, it wont, youll just feel like that all the time. Gonna go make a green smoothie now WOOOOOOOO
The Maddy with the pickup boys, my favourite :). Ended up spending the first half of the night chilling with some friend I hadn't seen in a while, and then me and the one I'm closest with decided to go look for girls.
Got 3 numbers, a couple of makeouts. Felt really on tonight, I was going a little too hard at some points and I know what happened...I was with a few guys who I sort of got into pickup, and it was like their first time seeing me, so I got super BEASTMODE excited and was just grabbing girls haha. Other than that I was great, was prompting shit tests with ridiculous openers and then passing them, creating lots of arousal, sometimes over arousing but to me this is MUCH better than under arousing...the number closes I got I just remembered to use a little push/empathy and it was easy, much easier than being in rapport-chode-mode and trying to arouse.
The health food is making a huge difference. For anyone who is reading this, START NOW. Eat healthy food OBSESSIVELY. Find out all the different nutrients you need to be good in field, create a regimen of how/when youll consume them, and start immediately. I do a green smoothie in the morning; apples, carrots and dark chocolate through the day; broccoli and leafy greens with dinner; banana/strawbeery smoothie after dinner; and I make sure to get some read meat with dinner. Again, you have WAY MORE positive emotions in set and this is what offering value really consists in...having that reservoir that just casades onto the girl, and when she tests it she sees its still flowing so it doesnt depend on her. WIth healthy eating, it wont, youll just feel like that all the time. Gonna go make a green smoothie now WOOOOOOOO
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May 6th
Laid again.
Hit one of my personal favs...ghetto industry night...high entitlement, shit-testy 9s with tall heels and done up hair. Lots of strippers, hot bartenders, models, etc. in teh crowd, as well as music industry people (a couple weeks ago it was some guy who works with Drakes bday party). First set went well, I passed the initial shit-test, lead her around, treid to isolate to dfloor once, twice, three times, nah, she said she was going to her booth, I didn't wanna infiltrate on the dudes and cuase problems...pussy? Maybe. After that I went outside and saw the dancers, I said they look fuckin lovely and hung out with them for a while, didnt bust a hard escalation move, that wouldve been dumb, but they liked me and were actually really down to earth chicks...they just seemed like normal ppl. A couple of blowouts then I got a nice 30 min set with a cute black chick, number closed, she responded...good shit. A few more blowouts then I got a solid 10 min set with a tall blonde 9, she went to the bathroom, I kept approaching. Went outside to smoke, strated grinding my ass on these 2 girls, they loved it. Got physical, joked around, they liked it, Number close...I didnèt push the envelope too hard on any of these sets, I definitely lead, got physical, endured tests, ploughed, whatever, but basically I was going around the bar getting lots of good, ploarized interacitons that I knew I could return too...and they were stopping like 10-30 mins down the line not because I was getting blown out but because they wanted to go bum drinks from the dudes in a booth or go piss or something, so easy re-approaches. I typically push the envelope pretty hard, actually on the last one I tried to makeout a bunch, but ya, I was doing the whole friendly and cool thing and it was going well.
Anyways, I got a call from the chick who I made out with on Friday (who youll read about if you scroll up), and who I did not think would reply....she called ME lol. Wanted to see what i was doing, I told her to come to this interseciton near my house...she said she barely remembers me, it sounds creepy, her friends think its creepy, I said its fine, lol she cabs over. Meet her on the way to my house, makeout a bunch, get into my house and after getting her water I started to fingerbang, stand up and pull out my dick in her face, which she starts to suck. Proceeded to face fuck, then bent her over and shoved it in raw, fucked her from behind then nutted on her back. Told her I have work at 7AM and she got all pissed off...like, are you fucking kidding me, its monday tomorrow, people work on mondys, but some travelling hipster bitch wouldnt know that. I tell her we can chill and she can leave when I leave, theres no need to bounce now (I was prepared to not sleep just to stay up and chill with her, thought I didnt want to) but shes still being a bitch, so I say fine call your friends and go sleep there, I call her a cab, she flips me off and leaves...Dumb bitch also forgot her student card and little pocket book here, whatever shes never getting that back.
She was cute too
Laid again.
Hit one of my personal favs...ghetto industry night...high entitlement, shit-testy 9s with tall heels and done up hair. Lots of strippers, hot bartenders, models, etc. in teh crowd, as well as music industry people (a couple weeks ago it was some guy who works with Drakes bday party). First set went well, I passed the initial shit-test, lead her around, treid to isolate to dfloor once, twice, three times, nah, she said she was going to her booth, I didn't wanna infiltrate on the dudes and cuase problems...pussy? Maybe. After that I went outside and saw the dancers, I said they look fuckin lovely and hung out with them for a while, didnt bust a hard escalation move, that wouldve been dumb, but they liked me and were actually really down to earth chicks...they just seemed like normal ppl. A couple of blowouts then I got a nice 30 min set with a cute black chick, number closed, she responded...good shit. A few more blowouts then I got a solid 10 min set with a tall blonde 9, she went to the bathroom, I kept approaching. Went outside to smoke, strated grinding my ass on these 2 girls, they loved it. Got physical, joked around, they liked it, Number close...I didnèt push the envelope too hard on any of these sets, I definitely lead, got physical, endured tests, ploughed, whatever, but basically I was going around the bar getting lots of good, ploarized interacitons that I knew I could return too...and they were stopping like 10-30 mins down the line not because I was getting blown out but because they wanted to go bum drinks from the dudes in a booth or go piss or something, so easy re-approaches. I typically push the envelope pretty hard, actually on the last one I tried to makeout a bunch, but ya, I was doing the whole friendly and cool thing and it was going well.
Anyways, I got a call from the chick who I made out with on Friday (who youll read about if you scroll up), and who I did not think would reply....she called ME lol. Wanted to see what i was doing, I told her to come to this interseciton near my house...she said she barely remembers me, it sounds creepy, her friends think its creepy, I said its fine, lol she cabs over. Meet her on the way to my house, makeout a bunch, get into my house and after getting her water I started to fingerbang, stand up and pull out my dick in her face, which she starts to suck. Proceeded to face fuck, then bent her over and shoved it in raw, fucked her from behind then nutted on her back. Told her I have work at 7AM and she got all pissed off...like, are you fucking kidding me, its monday tomorrow, people work on mondys, but some travelling hipster bitch wouldnt know that. I tell her we can chill and she can leave when I leave, theres no need to bounce now (I was prepared to not sleep just to stay up and chill with her, thought I didnt want to) but shes still being a bitch, so I say fine call your friends and go sleep there, I call her a cab, she flips me off and leaves...Dumb bitch also forgot her student card and little pocket book here, whatever shes never getting that back.
She was cute too
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May 8th
Watched Juliens new vid about how you have no excuse not to do atleast 15 mins of game 7 days a week, agreed with the video. So on teh way home from work, covered in dirt and still wearing my landscaping clothes, I took a little detour through an office/nice shopping area of downtown Toronto. Walked around for about 20 mins, hit 2 sets, pussied out on 2...there really were not alot of people outside.
First set the girl was like a 6.5, I just wanted to approach. We chatted, it was going nowhere, didn't care, stopped talking and just kept walking, she goes "are you walking this way?" I said nah, she said have a nice day. Next set was a hottie, 8-8.5, standing outside a shopping centre having a smoke. Jogged across the street to get her before she went in, opened with a big smile. She immediately stuck out her hand and introduced herself, we chatted for like 20 mins, she seemed enthusiastic about grabbing dranks...she grabbed my number too, sounded like she wanted to have it.
Watched Juliens new vid about how you have no excuse not to do atleast 15 mins of game 7 days a week, agreed with the video. So on teh way home from work, covered in dirt and still wearing my landscaping clothes, I took a little detour through an office/nice shopping area of downtown Toronto. Walked around for about 20 mins, hit 2 sets, pussied out on 2...there really were not alot of people outside.
First set the girl was like a 6.5, I just wanted to approach. We chatted, it was going nowhere, didn't care, stopped talking and just kept walking, she goes "are you walking this way?" I said nah, she said have a nice day. Next set was a hottie, 8-8.5, standing outside a shopping centre having a smoke. Jogged across the street to get her before she went in, opened with a big smile. She immediately stuck out her hand and introduced herself, we chatted for like 20 mins, she seemed enthusiastic about grabbing dranks...she grabbed my number too, sounded like she wanted to have it.
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Grrr I'm a little upset at myslef but not really. I haven't quite decided whehter I'm gonna start approaching whenever I'm in public, like on the way to the work or whatever. The thing is, I go out 4-5 nights a week, and am starting 20 min daygame sessions the days I'm not out, and ontop of exercise, aronds and other little projects i have I am busy as fuck. So being out and being able to stroll around and listen to music is like my mental downtime, I can just appreciate the other people walking around and either daydream or take the moment in. Ideally I would be at the point where approaching is not stressful but it is, I still get social anxiety from simply BEING in public (the subway is hte worst for me) so unless i have momentum approaching still stresses me out and is super scary for me when I'm going in cold. Anyways, I sorta decided fuck it, it's a nice day I wanna do some daygame, but because I hand't fully committed and because I still ahd that excuse to grab on to that "I'm just going home from work, no need to game now" I pussied out on like 5 gorgeous girls on the way home. A part of me is mad at myself because I orally and vaginally penetrated more girls than I can remember in the last month or 2 and its desperately trying to keep the momentum, and it knows that being a pussy is hte ultimate momentum killer and another part of me is mad cause its choding out does not cohere with my values. But, the biggest part of me is like "Dude, no big deal, who cares", and I think thats the healthy way to go about it.
I don't always wanna be approaching, I really don't think that's healthy. I think you HAVE to be able to let hot girls pass you by without feeling like you NEED to approach them. But I also want to develop the unconscious competence to approach spontaneously, when I'm not in "PUA mode", when I simply feel like it. Like if I see a girl that REALLY turns me on, or if I just randomly feel like doing a few sets for fun, I wanna be able to do it without having to tell myself "OK, NOW ITS TIME FOR 20 MIN OF GAME...HERE WE GO!"...which is what I have to do now, I ahve no idea how I get laid haha. I think this will be one of the best ways to get over my SA as well, to be able to bridge the gap between my state of mind where I am approaching strangers I want to talk to and my typical state of mind when I am in public for the PURPOSE of doing things unrelated to seducing and sexing hot women. I want it to be more normal, like natural naturalness instead of a naturalness that is consciously contrived through a momentum process.
So I've decided...outside of my 7 days a week game sessions, I'm approaching atleast 4 girls a week when I'm in public for reasons unrelated to game. This gives me enough time to listen to my music and take in teh beautiful city when I'm about and about, but ensures that I'm going through teh "gap bridging" process.
One more thing I'd like to add...today really showed me something interesting about the will and motivation. I don't want to make big theoretical generalizations, so I'll just refer to my case. I haven't given myself enough credit recently...I don't acknowledge how hard approaching still is for me, it's hard as fuck but I still do it. I get shaky legs in sets alot of the time, my hips, back and neck usually hurt at the end of the night from nervous tension, and other shit too...I've puked from daygame before. It's gotten WAY WAY better, but still very hard. When it comes down to how I do it, the simple answer is that I am 100% committed to doing it...my will is 100% clear on what has to be done. And because I dont usualyl see the shortterm reward of approaching, unless I have entitlement then I turn into an animal, approaching is 100% a function of willpower for me...combined with negative motivation of not wanting to be viewed as a pussy by mself and others. But alot of the time I approach when noone is watching or when Ive already done 25 sets, so I wont beat myself for not doing the last one. So approaching for me, alot of the time, is a function of willpower and not moving towards emotional reward. Because I am so motivated, by negative emotions, not to approach a slight slight division in my will means I won't approach...the smallest, hairline rationalization can throw me out of it. And this is what happened today, I had a little bit of a rationalization to cling to so I pussied out. this happens to me in the club too, I can hit like 25 sets straight because I am firm in my intent to hit hit hit, but then if I trust the thought "Chill out man, no need to bounce around like a headless chicken" I will totally let approaches slide that I know I shouldnt...tahts why I have it written down in my goals list on my phone "Minimize time between sets at the start of the night", because I know that if I don't firmly commit to that then I'll let approaches slide that I shouldn't. So I have made myself firm in my intent to approach in my hardest circumstances, basically my biggest comfort zone push, and thats approaching through the excuse that I find the most reasonable as of late, which is "I'm not here to approach right now".
I don't always wanna be approaching, I really don't think that's healthy. I think you HAVE to be able to let hot girls pass you by without feeling like you NEED to approach them. But I also want to develop the unconscious competence to approach spontaneously, when I'm not in "PUA mode", when I simply feel like it. Like if I see a girl that REALLY turns me on, or if I just randomly feel like doing a few sets for fun, I wanna be able to do it without having to tell myself "OK, NOW ITS TIME FOR 20 MIN OF GAME...HERE WE GO!"...which is what I have to do now, I ahve no idea how I get laid haha. I think this will be one of the best ways to get over my SA as well, to be able to bridge the gap between my state of mind where I am approaching strangers I want to talk to and my typical state of mind when I am in public for the PURPOSE of doing things unrelated to seducing and sexing hot women. I want it to be more normal, like natural naturalness instead of a naturalness that is consciously contrived through a momentum process.
So I've decided...outside of my 7 days a week game sessions, I'm approaching atleast 4 girls a week when I'm in public for reasons unrelated to game. This gives me enough time to listen to my music and take in teh beautiful city when I'm about and about, but ensures that I'm going through teh "gap bridging" process.
One more thing I'd like to add...today really showed me something interesting about the will and motivation. I don't want to make big theoretical generalizations, so I'll just refer to my case. I haven't given myself enough credit recently...I don't acknowledge how hard approaching still is for me, it's hard as fuck but I still do it. I get shaky legs in sets alot of the time, my hips, back and neck usually hurt at the end of the night from nervous tension, and other shit too...I've puked from daygame before. It's gotten WAY WAY better, but still very hard. When it comes down to how I do it, the simple answer is that I am 100% committed to doing it...my will is 100% clear on what has to be done. And because I dont usualyl see the shortterm reward of approaching, unless I have entitlement then I turn into an animal, approaching is 100% a function of willpower for me...combined with negative motivation of not wanting to be viewed as a pussy by mself and others. But alot of the time I approach when noone is watching or when Ive already done 25 sets, so I wont beat myself for not doing the last one. So approaching for me, alot of the time, is a function of willpower and not moving towards emotional reward. Because I am so motivated, by negative emotions, not to approach a slight slight division in my will means I won't approach...the smallest, hairline rationalization can throw me out of it. And this is what happened today, I had a little bit of a rationalization to cling to so I pussied out. this happens to me in the club too, I can hit like 25 sets straight because I am firm in my intent to hit hit hit, but then if I trust the thought "Chill out man, no need to bounce around like a headless chicken" I will totally let approaches slide that I know I shouldnt...tahts why I have it written down in my goals list on my phone "Minimize time between sets at the start of the night", because I know that if I don't firmly commit to that then I'll let approaches slide that I shouldn't. So I have made myself firm in my intent to approach in my hardest circumstances, basically my biggest comfort zone push, and thats approaching through the excuse that I find the most reasonable as of late, which is "I'm not here to approach right now".
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May 10th
Hit the Maddy...wow was it ever packed, and with total HOTTIES. This had to be one of the best ratios of hot girls to guys I have ever seen in Toronto, un fucking real.
Hit a few sets of some of the most gorgeous girls I've ever hit on, fizzle blow outs mostly. I know who these girls were...theyre snobby, high entitlement, spoiled preppy kids from uptown Toronto that only talk to/fuck people from their incestuous rich-kid social circle. They go through highschool like this, then they go to university in big packs and do the same thing there. Either way, theyre hot, and I actually think deep down it was my inability to fuck those girls that was a big reason I got into PUA. Got a number, it flaked, she was really hot though :).
On Thursdays at the maddy they have my speciality...the dance floor. By my 3rd set I was making out with this Mexican 7, who I pulled back to my house.
She kept saying she cant come home with me but I played it perfectly...I kept pulling ehr back in and persisting, then she made me promise I wouldnt make her do anything she wasnt comfortable with. Back at my place we kept making out, I played with her pussy through the pants a little but she stopped me. There were periods of like a couple of minutes where she would lie there and just look at me and play with my hair, she was digging me hard. After a while she told me she literally couldnt have sex but that she wanted to, I figured she was on her rag. Then the dry humping got intense, I went to take off her pants and she said she doesnt want ot her hurt me. I tripped out at this point cause I have no idea what she means...what if shes a tranny?
Luckily not a tranny lol, but she tells me that she got an STD back in Mexico and so she cant have sex with me. I respect her telling me that, and we just chilled and went to bed a little after. Dont really care that I didnt fuck, I dont really get teh same ego kick from getting laid anymore so its not like "damnit! That would have been another notch!"...in the moment, I was fucking horny though. On the plus side, I got to suck on her naked tits, play with her ass and thong, make out, and rub my dick on her genitalia through 2 layers of clothing...lol. I like sleeping with a girl more hten I like sleeping alone too, she was really cool, so ya good night.
Hit the Maddy...wow was it ever packed, and with total HOTTIES. This had to be one of the best ratios of hot girls to guys I have ever seen in Toronto, un fucking real.
Hit a few sets of some of the most gorgeous girls I've ever hit on, fizzle blow outs mostly. I know who these girls were...theyre snobby, high entitlement, spoiled preppy kids from uptown Toronto that only talk to/fuck people from their incestuous rich-kid social circle. They go through highschool like this, then they go to university in big packs and do the same thing there. Either way, theyre hot, and I actually think deep down it was my inability to fuck those girls that was a big reason I got into PUA. Got a number, it flaked, she was really hot though :).
On Thursdays at the maddy they have my speciality...the dance floor. By my 3rd set I was making out with this Mexican 7, who I pulled back to my house.
She kept saying she cant come home with me but I played it perfectly...I kept pulling ehr back in and persisting, then she made me promise I wouldnt make her do anything she wasnt comfortable with. Back at my place we kept making out, I played with her pussy through the pants a little but she stopped me. There were periods of like a couple of minutes where she would lie there and just look at me and play with my hair, she was digging me hard. After a while she told me she literally couldnt have sex but that she wanted to, I figured she was on her rag. Then the dry humping got intense, I went to take off her pants and she said she doesnt want ot her hurt me. I tripped out at this point cause I have no idea what she means...what if shes a tranny?
Luckily not a tranny lol, but she tells me that she got an STD back in Mexico and so she cant have sex with me. I respect her telling me that, and we just chilled and went to bed a little after. Dont really care that I didnt fuck, I dont really get teh same ego kick from getting laid anymore so its not like "damnit! That would have been another notch!"...in the moment, I was fucking horny though. On the plus side, I got to suck on her naked tits, play with her ass and thong, make out, and rub my dick on her genitalia through 2 layers of clothing...lol. I like sleeping with a girl more hten I like sleeping alone too, she was really cool, so ya good night.
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Oh ya, did a subway set yesterday! Was scared out of my mind, but I made the rule and I followed through...happy with myself. Did it on basically 0 hours sleep as well, was half alive, creeped the shit out of hte girl and felt great after
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Falc
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Fun night, I wanna post the details so i can go back over the ups and downs after.
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