THE FORUMS
April 7, 2012
I meet up withthe redhead yesterday who seemed dtf and we walk around Queen st. Unfortuneatly she has more belly than I remember so Im not as aroused. We go back to her place and chat with her older but hot cousin about videogames (shoulda hit on cousin). The cosuin leaves and I begin to fool around with redhead. Instantly she says "Were not gonna have sex, I hardly know you." Of course I take this as a great sign we will have sex but she won't take any of my advances. I go for boob she pulls off, I go for vag she pushes awa. All I can do is basically pull her in for makeout and dry hump. Severe LMR. I try a freezeout and watch some tv but no dice. I can't take her to her bedroom either. Basically continue this bs for a couple hours until I meet up with getmecusiknow (thank god).
We meet at maddy and he opens two set of blondes. They seem receptive but its not going anywhere so I approach a set of five girls. They all turn out to be deep best friends but for some reason I jsut choose to chill and talk with the fat one. We engage the hwole group but it's really jsut friendly. Blonde girl gives me the strongest handshake of my life. Afterwards we head to Tryst after finding a parking spot (Toronto parkign sucks).
We chill in line as hot girls just run through (getmecusiknow tries a slick walk through but fails). We get in and its intense. God bless the club and all the slutty hot girls who go. I start trying to claw and do my ten approaches. One girl seems receptive and playful and she is Trinidadian. She has a fuckin luscious and curvy body that I wanna eat all day. But its so godamn hard to hear yourself that we jsut vibe for a bit and then grind. I get her number (but I should have just stayed with her).
I open a Jew looking girl at the bar and I tell her I'm jewish. Turns out she's lebanese...fuck. I quickly explain I'm Lebanese too she seems to like my touch. But I go for the number too quick and she leaves for friends (learn patience). Funnily enough, I meet the blonde girl from yesterday who asked for my number. She berates me for not responding to her text but I play it cool. We dance for a bit while i go to approach more. Open a two set and instantly they shit test me. She says theyre discussing the size of my dick. I tell her its super wide. Then i ask what the size of her clit is. They laugh but shoo me away (i should have jsut stayed because I saw her later and she was all smile; passign shit tests is win). Lots lots of rejections, girls just walking away or shaking faces immediatly. Unlike that godtier night at Cake nightclub where I couldopen and they would isntantly smile (your fun makes her fun).
Now here something happened that fucked up my whole night. I go to approach decent looking girl and she brushes me off. But a dumb next to her roughly pushes me in chest and screams that shes his gf. Wow..hurt vagina much. He's too insecure to let his girl at a club so he jsut fucks with peiple who approahc her. I tell him to chil lthe ufck out and leave but then HIS FRIEND starts cussing at me. Unbelievable, These two guys literally were in that club just to starts shit (probably because they have nothing else going for them). I walk away but then feel a hard knock on my back. The friend punched my back as I walked away. Fumes. I want to rip out the fuckers throat and shove it down the other guys throat. But they are two gangster, and big looking drug dealing crackers and I know my ass will be beat. Plus..I want to approach and not get kicked out. But it just brought down my whole mood and state and I just choded around for the next hour. I should have just accepted it and moved on and I did slightly but didnt have as much fun. getmecusiknow did a super slick hand of god move and holy shit was it magical. This girl went from wtf to all smiles in seconds. He ended up dancng with her most of night and then he disappeared. Turns out he closed her so I leave.
Lessons?
-When faced with LMR, whip out your dick
-When in a super noisy club, you should stick around with the girl much longer because they're are too many distractions. Stick and try to pull, if fail, keep approaching.
-Have patience, a dance club is still like a regular club, you need to build rapport.
-Practice hand of God move and clawing
-Ignore guys who just go to start fights (thosr guys got kciekd out btw)
-I love Indian pussy
-its just a blowout, even other guys have nights liek this.Still 200 times better than not approaching.
-Say other things,do hand god, "you know how to party!"
I meet up withthe redhead yesterday who seemed dtf and we walk around Queen st. Unfortuneatly she has more belly than I remember so Im not as aroused. We go back to her place and chat with her older but hot cousin about videogames (shoulda hit on cousin). The cosuin leaves and I begin to fool around with redhead. Instantly she says "Were not gonna have sex, I hardly know you." Of course I take this as a great sign we will have sex but she won't take any of my advances. I go for boob she pulls off, I go for vag she pushes awa. All I can do is basically pull her in for makeout and dry hump. Severe LMR. I try a freezeout and watch some tv but no dice. I can't take her to her bedroom either. Basically continue this bs for a couple hours until I meet up with getmecusiknow (thank god).
We meet at maddy and he opens two set of blondes. They seem receptive but its not going anywhere so I approach a set of five girls. They all turn out to be deep best friends but for some reason I jsut choose to chill and talk with the fat one. We engage the hwole group but it's really jsut friendly. Blonde girl gives me the strongest handshake of my life. Afterwards we head to Tryst after finding a parking spot (Toronto parkign sucks).
We chill in line as hot girls just run through (getmecusiknow tries a slick walk through but fails). We get in and its intense. God bless the club and all the slutty hot girls who go. I start trying to claw and do my ten approaches. One girl seems receptive and playful and she is Trinidadian. She has a fuckin luscious and curvy body that I wanna eat all day. But its so godamn hard to hear yourself that we jsut vibe for a bit and then grind. I get her number (but I should have just stayed with her).
I open a Jew looking girl at the bar and I tell her I'm jewish. Turns out she's lebanese...fuck. I quickly explain I'm Lebanese too she seems to like my touch. But I go for the number too quick and she leaves for friends (learn patience). Funnily enough, I meet the blonde girl from yesterday who asked for my number. She berates me for not responding to her text but I play it cool. We dance for a bit while i go to approach more. Open a two set and instantly they shit test me. She says theyre discussing the size of my dick. I tell her its super wide. Then i ask what the size of her clit is. They laugh but shoo me away (i should have jsut stayed because I saw her later and she was all smile; passign shit tests is win). Lots lots of rejections, girls just walking away or shaking faces immediatly. Unlike that godtier night at Cake nightclub where I couldopen and they would isntantly smile (your fun makes her fun).
Now here something happened that fucked up my whole night. I go to approach decent looking girl and she brushes me off. But a dumb next to her roughly pushes me in chest and screams that shes his gf. Wow..hurt vagina much. He's too insecure to let his girl at a club so he jsut fucks with peiple who approahc her. I tell him to chil lthe ufck out and leave but then HIS FRIEND starts cussing at me. Unbelievable, These two guys literally were in that club just to starts shit (probably because they have nothing else going for them). I walk away but then feel a hard knock on my back. The friend punched my back as I walked away. Fumes. I want to rip out the fuckers throat and shove it down the other guys throat. But they are two gangster, and big looking drug dealing crackers and I know my ass will be beat. Plus..I want to approach and not get kicked out. But it just brought down my whole mood and state and I just choded around for the next hour. I should have just accepted it and moved on and I did slightly but didnt have as much fun. getmecusiknow did a super slick hand of god move and holy shit was it magical. This girl went from wtf to all smiles in seconds. He ended up dancng with her most of night and then he disappeared. Turns out he closed her so I leave.
Lessons?
-When faced with LMR, whip out your dick
-When in a super noisy club, you should stick around with the girl much longer because they're are too many distractions. Stick and try to pull, if fail, keep approaching.
-Have patience, a dance club is still like a regular club, you need to build rapport.
-Practice hand of God move and clawing
-Ignore guys who just go to start fights (thosr guys got kciekd out btw)
-I love Indian pussy
-its just a blowout, even other guys have nights liek this.Still 200 times better than not approaching.
-Say other things,do hand god, "you know how to party!"
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April 8, 2012
I have plans to meet up with an incredibly good looking (perhaps perfect 10) Asian girl who messaged me on POF(and no its not a tranny, added her to fb and she is clearly a girl). She keeps asking me to hang out and club but it never seems to come through. Happens again today as she wants to go to a 23+ club but i cant and getmecusiknow left toronto..FUCK. She claims she has a new boyfriend but..why would you then ask some guy on POF to meet up?Obviosuly wants the jew dick. I'll see her soon.
End up meeting with another girl on POF at the maddy and online her pictures look good. Really cute face and one body shot but it looks..dark. As soon as I see her..disapointment. She is tubby and my gets a derection. I guess I'll make nice and converse (and lie about the most bizarre things for fun). What also annoyed me was how she was. She had no eye contact, sat far away and generally acted in an unnatractive manner (maybe she saw me be unnattracted and it depressed her). We talk for an hour and half about school and drugs and then I walk to subway station to go home. No way I wanna try to pull that
Lessons-
-Just meet with the super hot asian girl even if it means at a club with her friends. Might be worth it.
-Be super aware of POF lies.
I have plans to meet up with an incredibly good looking (perhaps perfect 10) Asian girl who messaged me on POF(and no its not a tranny, added her to fb and she is clearly a girl). She keeps asking me to hang out and club but it never seems to come through. Happens again today as she wants to go to a 23+ club but i cant and getmecusiknow left toronto..FUCK. She claims she has a new boyfriend but..why would you then ask some guy on POF to meet up?Obviosuly wants the jew dick. I'll see her soon.
End up meeting with another girl on POF at the maddy and online her pictures look good. Really cute face and one body shot but it looks..dark. As soon as I see her..disapointment. She is tubby and my gets a derection. I guess I'll make nice and converse (and lie about the most bizarre things for fun). What also annoyed me was how she was. She had no eye contact, sat far away and generally acted in an unnatractive manner (maybe she saw me be unnattracted and it depressed her). We talk for an hour and half about school and drugs and then I walk to subway station to go home. No way I wanna try to pull that
Lessons-
-Just meet with the super hot asian girl even if it means at a club with her friends. Might be worth it.
-Be super aware of POF lies.
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yo bro good stuff! good times winging with you man. fuck the violent haters man, good call on not fighting back. violence is for chodes, success with the ladies is the best revenge! keep up hitting up the ladies man, your right anything is possible! we'll wing again when im back in tdot
btw, banging in an slr benz = so boss
btw, banging in an slr benz = so boss
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Dude I never realized how much easier it is when your wing is actually isolating and working the other girl. Just makes it so much more efficent. Definitely have to wing again.
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April 20th, 2011
got booytcqlld by white redhead. go to nice apartment anf fuck her. fuckkk sex feels like shit even tough i havent i jerked in 70 days (legit). drink half a big bottle of jb with bkack guy who went over there too to fuck blonde friend. we get fucked and decjde toi gqme the streets. rainy, vewngirls. i say we do a switchupo. i go back and fuck the blondie raw, jizz inside. shit. puke everywhere and wake up go hom to write thu.s ilwill edit in morning. and add what happened in past two weeks (fuckin chode mindset omin back(
EDIT: i figured id leave this up as a memento for what occured. If you want full details about the switchup fuck then heres a link http://www.rsdnation.com/node/219081/forum
got booytcqlld by white redhead. go to nice apartment anf fuck her. fuckkk sex feels like shit even tough i havent i jerked in 70 days (legit). drink half a big bottle of jb with bkack guy who went over there too to fuck blonde friend. we get fucked and decjde toi gqme the streets. rainy, vewngirls. i say we do a switchupo. i go back and fuck the blondie raw, jizz inside. shit. puke everywhere and wake up go hom to write thu.s ilwill edit in morning. and add what happened in past two weeks (fuckin chode mindset omin back(
EDIT: i figured id leave this up as a memento for what occured. If you want full details about the switchup fuck then heres a link http://www.rsdnation.com/node/219081/forum
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April 27th, 2012
Currently in state since my night out. I've been fucking choding around the past couple weeks, so..I have not done the 5 approaches per day. Stupid AA. Last week I went Maddy by myself which was a first. Approached one set and suggested threesome. One girl seemed down but the other told me to leave. Then jsut spoke to spanish girls on the train. Reminded me I fucking lvoe the game and state boosts.
So tonight...Make plans to meet up with gman3 and go to Maddy. Thursday night so its packed and I stand in line for 40 minutes. A group of 5 girls comes into the line behind me and I open them. One of them, the hottest named Syra is instantly into me and we make short conversation. gman3 arrives and discuss our backgrounds. Another girl who is waiting for her friends asks me if her friends can cut in. I tease with her but let them in. We start to chat them up and I grab the girls number as she seemed super into me (Lauren). Like a fucking fool though I didnt get the number of Syra even after I saw her later in the club (so hottttt).
My goal is usually the same. Approach 10 girls, do not give a fuck if they open and hit state. I've approached around 6 and some open, some dont. My smile is fucking massive and I can see some girls eyeing me. Its amazing how being in state can change how girls perceive you. gman3 grabs a drink and tour the place. I then open a two set with one indian looking girl and one black. The indian has a cute face and curvy body (I'd say 7) and I start chatitng her up with usual interview shit (for some reason thats all i coudl think of). But she's smiling so I just grab her by the hips and pull her in. She goes with it. Getting physical makes up for weak talking. Arms around her, while gman3 talks to black girl. He leaves to go game some more and I tour around maddy with indian and black girl (indians name is...hailee).
I'm going for the makeout but she is oddly resistent. She tells me she's sorta dating someone. I say cool, you can use another boyfriend. Walking around with them brings social proof and I can tell girls want it, so I should have just opened (is it rude to open as a girl holds ur hand...)After about half hour they go to wahsroom and i see gman. He tells me 3 girls are dtf at their apartment. I'm split one what to do. Either I can stick with indian who is super into me, or go game some more with gman3 as I was really feeling state. We go game a bit (chicks jsut going and hugging me...fuck state i love you). But I end up regrouping with indian hailee. We go outside and jesus is she resistent to kissing (yet constantyl calling me cute). Black friend endsup going home with some guy. Eventually, i just go sneaky and kiss her quick . Instanly full hardcore makeout and she gives me two massive hickeys and rubs me. . I'm so close..but then logistics are bad. She has work early.
Again I'm split, but atfer more making out and rubbing she says lets go. I figure I can jsut take her back to my place as shes going the same way. In retrospect this was horrible decision. She wanted to see me tomorrow so I could have left her and kept gaming. But i take train with her and she heads home. It's too late to train back and game. So I head home...and write this up.
Lessons:
-I'm becomig better at identifying shit tests. I hold the frame and either jsut ignore it or say stupid shit.
-Maddy is the bomb:girls are so down.
-if a girl likes you but logistics aint there, ditch and go game
-think it was beta self that just grew lazy and stuck with girl
-If you see hotter girls eyeing you...go open regarldess of who your with
-get numbers-u never know if u they just leave
-state state state. approach approach approach. plough plough plough
Currently in state since my night out. I've been fucking choding around the past couple weeks, so..I have not done the 5 approaches per day. Stupid AA. Last week I went Maddy by myself which was a first. Approached one set and suggested threesome. One girl seemed down but the other told me to leave. Then jsut spoke to spanish girls on the train. Reminded me I fucking lvoe the game and state boosts.
So tonight...Make plans to meet up with gman3 and go to Maddy. Thursday night so its packed and I stand in line for 40 minutes. A group of 5 girls comes into the line behind me and I open them. One of them, the hottest named Syra is instantly into me and we make short conversation. gman3 arrives and discuss our backgrounds. Another girl who is waiting for her friends asks me if her friends can cut in. I tease with her but let them in. We start to chat them up and I grab the girls number as she seemed super into me (Lauren). Like a fucking fool though I didnt get the number of Syra even after I saw her later in the club (so hottttt).
My goal is usually the same. Approach 10 girls, do not give a fuck if they open and hit state. I've approached around 6 and some open, some dont. My smile is fucking massive and I can see some girls eyeing me. Its amazing how being in state can change how girls perceive you. gman3 grabs a drink and tour the place. I then open a two set with one indian looking girl and one black. The indian has a cute face and curvy body (I'd say 7) and I start chatitng her up with usual interview shit (for some reason thats all i coudl think of). But she's smiling so I just grab her by the hips and pull her in. She goes with it. Getting physical makes up for weak talking. Arms around her, while gman3 talks to black girl. He leaves to go game some more and I tour around maddy with indian and black girl (indians name is...hailee).
I'm going for the makeout but she is oddly resistent. She tells me she's sorta dating someone. I say cool, you can use another boyfriend. Walking around with them brings social proof and I can tell girls want it, so I should have just opened (is it rude to open as a girl holds ur hand...)After about half hour they go to wahsroom and i see gman. He tells me 3 girls are dtf at their apartment. I'm split one what to do. Either I can stick with indian who is super into me, or go game some more with gman3 as I was really feeling state. We go game a bit (chicks jsut going and hugging me...fuck state i love you). But I end up regrouping with indian hailee. We go outside and jesus is she resistent to kissing (yet constantyl calling me cute). Black friend endsup going home with some guy. Eventually, i just go sneaky and kiss her quick . Instanly full hardcore makeout and she gives me two massive hickeys and rubs me. . I'm so close..but then logistics are bad. She has work early.
Again I'm split, but atfer more making out and rubbing she says lets go. I figure I can jsut take her back to my place as shes going the same way. In retrospect this was horrible decision. She wanted to see me tomorrow so I could have left her and kept gaming. But i take train with her and she heads home. It's too late to train back and game. So I head home...and write this up.
Lessons:
-I'm becomig better at identifying shit tests. I hold the frame and either jsut ignore it or say stupid shit.
-Maddy is the bomb:girls are so down.
-if a girl likes you but logistics aint there, ditch and go game
-think it was beta self that just grew lazy and stuck with girl
-If you see hotter girls eyeing you...go open regarldess of who your with
-get numbers-u never know if u they just leave
-state state state. approach approach approach. plough plough plough
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April 27th, 2012
Not really a field report but interesting regardless. Ate with a friend and chilled at a bar until 12:30am. I wanted to game but no wingman and the Indian girl Hayley was texting me to meet with her at the Great Hall so I head out. Its 15$ though and ends at 2am I dont wann pay...but i figure guaranteed so why not.
Get to the great hall and its a live event for umo moto or some shit. Basically fucking reggae music for stoner. I'm suddenly reminded of how much I fucking hate weed culture. God it's annoying, And the whole place smells like weed too. Don't get me wrong, I had that stage through highschool where I grew out my hair, wore a beanie and hoodie, and came to class stoned all the time. But seriously this shit is annoying. Bunch of white dreadlocked guys on state screaming "YA JA". I wanna slap a white rasta in the face.
Anyways I meet with Hayley and she's with work buddies. Take her to dance floor and while everbody else is jsut sort of chill dancing to reggae, she's grinding the fuck on me. Made me laugh cause we looked so out of place. But fuck its funny and gives me mad boner as I eye other girls around me. Then she took her fangs out and gave me two hickeys (bitch loves suckin on my neck). She takes my hand and we goto washrom..but i didnt pull her in. Wheres my balls. We leave the place and I figure were heading back to mine for buttsecks (thats the only reason I came) but shes sayin she has to meet her sis and go home (i'm mad pissed cause I payed to get to place and she said from yesterday she wanted sex). But i stay cool and outcome independant. We hop on streetcar and I convince her to drop by my place ofr an hour, but she says no sex cause shes on period (laaaaaame). She kept up the token resistencethe whole time that I was never going to bang her etc. Funny because it lets me analyze why I actuallyy believe girls when they say this, and how to counteract it (the favct she was rubbingmy balls helped_
Head up to th roof and go to sauna in womens changeroom. She doesn't wanna undress in there, and she legit is on period. Stanky smell. So we go to my room (praying parents wont wake up). Undress and fool around but she won't relent despite my fingering. She even says she wants to but on period. And she wont blow me. GAY. For some reason though I kinda like her and cuddle (fuck these oneitis feelings). Decide she ccant sleep over due to parents so we put clothes on, go to timmies then back to my place for cuddles. Dawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Just something I've learned: whoever is doing more of the touching is usually more into the other. So if your cuddling sne shes playing with ur hair or feelings u up, she usually values you more.
Morning comes, walk her to station (7am) and she goes home. Shake off the oneitis feelings by reminding myself she's just another pickup and yesterday I wanted to game more than have her. On to the next day...
Apil 28th, 2012
I made plans to meet up with gman3 and head to either XS or Cake nightclub. There were two girls on the train who looked lost so I told them which traint to go on (always speak to randoms). We got off at the same time and I start to chat them up on where theyre going. Theyre from Barry and usually don't come downtown but they're super friendly and take a liking to me. Kim is on, Kaitlin the other. Kim is...eh. Kaitin is actually pretty cute though. Decent face, but a nice pair of tits and busting ass and legs so I'm liking the way things are headed.
We head to Suite 106 and it looks busy. Enter in and..its dead. Fuck. We already payed for cover and coat check. Time to cut the losses though and we leave to Cake nightclub where I meet up with gman3 and his buddies. Cover tonight is 20 dollars and gman3's friends dont wanna pay so we leave (we met up late so its already 1am by this point). As were walking I just start focusing on Kaitling, teasing her muscular thighs but then reinforcing that its sexy. She plays hockey so I challeneg her to a fight. Told her I like to date girls on skating on first dates to hold their hand and then I just hold her hand. She interlocks fingers so its on. gman3 is handling the friend.
We end up going to tequila jacks which is actually pumping tonight. We enter in and I start grinding with Kaitling. Damn she has a nice ass and loves to grind it. Turn her around and go for the makout. She down. She's giving me the fuck me eyes. Awww yeeee get that player feelings and I realize again how fucking easy this shit is and how it can be routine. After a while she grabs the friend and leaves and they walk through the place. I choose not to follow as I also wanna game the place. But...I didn't have her number. FUCK. Rookie mistake. This ended up making me want to chase her just to get the number and brought my state down. After a while I'm not seeing them so I figured they left (lol weird). What I realized after is that this brought me down not because it was a missed opportunity, but because I lost the feeling of validation from my girl. In other words, I perceived it that she didn't want me anymore (which was totally wrong of course since she followed me like a puppydog for 2 hours in the cold streets of Toronto. stupid brain) Start approahcing more sets but I'm just not feeling it (gotta approach sets even if they dont eye you) Only ended up approaching maybe..7 or 8 total. See gman3 making making out a girl near the bar. Nice.
We head out for some street game as gman3 is going to meet up with his buddies. Should have gamed along the way (facepalm) as thee were some gorgeous girls. Hit burrito place and then I head home.
Lessons:
-get the number before a girl leaves
-YOU are the prize. she missed out on fucking ME (which she actually did lol. she was legit into me)
-talk to randoms on your way to club and in line, you never know what can happen
-approaching is a routine. Just grab grab grab grab. today it felt WEIRD that i wasnt approaching alot (which i guess is a good thing)
-dat player feeling is balla
-stop spending fucking money...100$ over two days
Not really a field report but interesting regardless. Ate with a friend and chilled at a bar until 12:30am. I wanted to game but no wingman and the Indian girl Hayley was texting me to meet with her at the Great Hall so I head out. Its 15$ though and ends at 2am I dont wann pay...but i figure guaranteed so why not.
Get to the great hall and its a live event for umo moto or some shit. Basically fucking reggae music for stoner. I'm suddenly reminded of how much I fucking hate weed culture. God it's annoying, And the whole place smells like weed too. Don't get me wrong, I had that stage through highschool where I grew out my hair, wore a beanie and hoodie, and came to class stoned all the time. But seriously this shit is annoying. Bunch of white dreadlocked guys on state screaming "YA JA". I wanna slap a white rasta in the face.
Anyways I meet with Hayley and she's with work buddies. Take her to dance floor and while everbody else is jsut sort of chill dancing to reggae, she's grinding the fuck on me. Made me laugh cause we looked so out of place. But fuck its funny and gives me mad boner as I eye other girls around me. Then she took her fangs out and gave me two hickeys (bitch loves suckin on my neck). She takes my hand and we goto washrom..but i didnt pull her in. Wheres my balls. We leave the place and I figure were heading back to mine for buttsecks (thats the only reason I came) but shes sayin she has to meet her sis and go home (i'm mad pissed cause I payed to get to place and she said from yesterday she wanted sex). But i stay cool and outcome independant. We hop on streetcar and I convince her to drop by my place ofr an hour, but she says no sex cause shes on period (laaaaaame). She kept up the token resistencethe whole time that I was never going to bang her etc. Funny because it lets me analyze why I actuallyy believe girls when they say this, and how to counteract it (the favct she was rubbingmy balls helped_
Head up to th roof and go to sauna in womens changeroom. She doesn't wanna undress in there, and she legit is on period. Stanky smell. So we go to my room (praying parents wont wake up). Undress and fool around but she won't relent despite my fingering. She even says she wants to but on period. And she wont blow me. GAY. For some reason though I kinda like her and cuddle (fuck these oneitis feelings). Decide she ccant sleep over due to parents so we put clothes on, go to timmies then back to my place for cuddles. Dawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Just something I've learned: whoever is doing more of the touching is usually more into the other. So if your cuddling sne shes playing with ur hair or feelings u up, she usually values you more.
Morning comes, walk her to station (7am) and she goes home. Shake off the oneitis feelings by reminding myself she's just another pickup and yesterday I wanted to game more than have her. On to the next day...
Apil 28th, 2012
I made plans to meet up with gman3 and head to either XS or Cake nightclub. There were two girls on the train who looked lost so I told them which traint to go on (always speak to randoms). We got off at the same time and I start to chat them up on where theyre going. Theyre from Barry and usually don't come downtown but they're super friendly and take a liking to me. Kim is on, Kaitlin the other. Kim is...eh. Kaitin is actually pretty cute though. Decent face, but a nice pair of tits and busting ass and legs so I'm liking the way things are headed.
We head to Suite 106 and it looks busy. Enter in and..its dead. Fuck. We already payed for cover and coat check. Time to cut the losses though and we leave to Cake nightclub where I meet up with gman3 and his buddies. Cover tonight is 20 dollars and gman3's friends dont wanna pay so we leave (we met up late so its already 1am by this point). As were walking I just start focusing on Kaitling, teasing her muscular thighs but then reinforcing that its sexy. She plays hockey so I challeneg her to a fight. Told her I like to date girls on skating on first dates to hold their hand and then I just hold her hand. She interlocks fingers so its on. gman3 is handling the friend.
We end up going to tequila jacks which is actually pumping tonight. We enter in and I start grinding with Kaitling. Damn she has a nice ass and loves to grind it. Turn her around and go for the makout. She down. She's giving me the fuck me eyes. Awww yeeee get that player feelings and I realize again how fucking easy this shit is and how it can be routine. After a while she grabs the friend and leaves and they walk through the place. I choose not to follow as I also wanna game the place. But...I didn't have her number. FUCK. Rookie mistake. This ended up making me want to chase her just to get the number and brought my state down. After a while I'm not seeing them so I figured they left (lol weird). What I realized after is that this brought me down not because it was a missed opportunity, but because I lost the feeling of validation from my girl. In other words, I perceived it that she didn't want me anymore (which was totally wrong of course since she followed me like a puppydog for 2 hours in the cold streets of Toronto. stupid brain) Start approahcing more sets but I'm just not feeling it (gotta approach sets even if they dont eye you) Only ended up approaching maybe..7 or 8 total. See gman3 making making out a girl near the bar. Nice.
We head out for some street game as gman3 is going to meet up with his buddies. Should have gamed along the way (facepalm) as thee were some gorgeous girls. Hit burrito place and then I head home.
Lessons:
-get the number before a girl leaves
-YOU are the prize. she missed out on fucking ME (which she actually did lol. she was legit into me)
-talk to randoms on your way to club and in line, you never know what can happen
-approaching is a routine. Just grab grab grab grab. today it felt WEIRD that i wasnt approaching alot (which i guess is a good thing)
-dat player feeling is balla
-stop spending fucking money...100$ over two days
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May 1st, 2012
On Sunday I had met up with Millz and Yonge from T.A.P. They were at a sketch stripclub and trying to pull girls. They're both super chill and we discuss pickup histories. Also gonna game on friday at Guv.
Today, I sent out two texts to girls who were dtf and eve nsent me pics, but flaked at the last second. I said "What happened to you? One day horny, the next day gone. lol only a woman. you missed out dude" Both responded. One girl said "whos this" (so she deleted me aha) and the next said she got a bf. But..she said she didnt want me to just disappear. I said we'll hang out, but platonically. She says "ya, it'll have to be because you know im attracted to you". Boom its fuckin on. Hit that later.
Go to school then head to the mall. My usual anxiety is there but I figure I need to approach at least one girl. I see the hottest girl in the mall. Pale, black hair, and the biggest set of tits. I dont approach at first , but then see her later, stop her and say "hey, you're absolutely gorgeous". She says thanks you but then walks away. I shoulda ploughed, but o well, approached a hot girl. Get a text from Millz saying he's at Eaton so we meet up. Now I know I'm gonna approach.
To be honest, I forget most of the approaches (odd that I can remember alot from the nighttime, but not daytime). There was agroup of two white girls smoking hot, three girls sitting down who we jokes around with but also were hostile, and indian and black girl, and so many more. It's difficult at first, but we got some momentum. Today I was opening pretty weak, just a quick wave and start with a compliment. I approach a hot blonde and she's so smiley, but says she has bf...unsure if I believe her. Memorably, I was talking to Millz then out of instinct jsut cut short and approached a girl walkng by. Felt good.
Honestly the blowouts and Millz' random shouts were jsut as fun. When a girl would be creeped out or friends ran away, it just makes entertaining. Or going up the escalator and waving to girls o nthe other side. Millz yelling out gitls names (even if he's jsut guessing). Outside, I apporached a mixed set of 2 girls and one guy (but he lookd gay). We laugh and a bit and discuss drugs (they seemed high). They seem pretty interested but go to get shawarma. I think I could have got number though. There was also a two set with a goth girl who despite sharing similiar interests, had terribly body language.
Now for the success: girl at Aldo with a ncie ass in skirt. Can't tell if she's a customer or worker but I approach. Instantly she's smiling andI tell her I need to buy shoes for my mom. Thankfully I'm a shoe addict so I talk to her about which shoes are shit and whic haregood. She's impressed with my knowledge. I explain how Aldo has shit shoes and that I'm a betetr seller than her (cocky funny stuff). She's laughing and punchiing me. Tell her my name (Semaan) and she calls me it playfully. Talk some more then she asks if I aproach girls at stores alot. Tell her I do it al lthe time. She she has bf, but then retracts it right away. I get her number and text her. She's responding..sweeeeet.
A hot ass indian looking girl walks by (nice ass in skirt). I chase after her then walk forward and notice her heels are making a lot of noise. I turn around and ask why she's so loud. She smiles and laughs but it seems like she's i na hurry. Her name is meghan and she says its her bday. Great body language and I get the number as she runs off to get Go train. Sick.
Very end of the day, I'm pretty comfortable now just walking up and saying hi. See a girl walk down escalator and approach "hey i saw you eariler, your fucking cute'. She smiles and we talk. Usual cocky funny stuff. Her name is Dalia, 21, Iraqi. Nice face, and tits, unsure of the rest. We talk about our names. Very good body language and she's punching me. I had a slight cold today so at t one point I even snorted laughing and felt some snot fly out onto my face. Fuckin ignore it like a boss. get her number and tell her were gonna chill. She says its cool how I'm so chill. Sweeet.
Was gonna head to century room with Millz and AP after heading home. But I checked the website and it says its 21+. Plus I need to be careful on my club spending. O well.
Overall..good day. Getting over the fear of daytime approach, but i need to not be reliant on having a wing. And if I'm with wing, need to come up with less excuses. Also..be loud and say random shit. Its funny. Millz also started calling me Dante and I even told soem girls that's my name. It sounds pretty good.
-around 10 direct approaches, and some more winging over 5 hours.
Lessons
-approach louder and harder. girls get weirded out even if your weak in approach.
-approach everything. it can be easy to slip out of state if you take a break.
-think of more shit to say besides (what u shopping for...)
-dont wait for the connection, keep ploughing as you would in nightclub.
- im hot.
On Sunday I had met up with Millz and Yonge from T.A.P. They were at a sketch stripclub and trying to pull girls. They're both super chill and we discuss pickup histories. Also gonna game on friday at Guv.
Today, I sent out two texts to girls who were dtf and eve nsent me pics, but flaked at the last second. I said "What happened to you? One day horny, the next day gone. lol only a woman. you missed out dude" Both responded. One girl said "whos this" (so she deleted me aha) and the next said she got a bf. But..she said she didnt want me to just disappear. I said we'll hang out, but platonically. She says "ya, it'll have to be because you know im attracted to you". Boom its fuckin on. Hit that later.
Go to school then head to the mall. My usual anxiety is there but I figure I need to approach at least one girl. I see the hottest girl in the mall. Pale, black hair, and the biggest set of tits. I dont approach at first , but then see her later, stop her and say "hey, you're absolutely gorgeous". She says thanks you but then walks away. I shoulda ploughed, but o well, approached a hot girl. Get a text from Millz saying he's at Eaton so we meet up. Now I know I'm gonna approach.
To be honest, I forget most of the approaches (odd that I can remember alot from the nighttime, but not daytime). There was agroup of two white girls smoking hot, three girls sitting down who we jokes around with but also were hostile, and indian and black girl, and so many more. It's difficult at first, but we got some momentum. Today I was opening pretty weak, just a quick wave and start with a compliment. I approach a hot blonde and she's so smiley, but says she has bf...unsure if I believe her. Memorably, I was talking to Millz then out of instinct jsut cut short and approached a girl walkng by. Felt good.
Honestly the blowouts and Millz' random shouts were jsut as fun. When a girl would be creeped out or friends ran away, it just makes entertaining. Or going up the escalator and waving to girls o nthe other side. Millz yelling out gitls names (even if he's jsut guessing). Outside, I apporached a mixed set of 2 girls and one guy (but he lookd gay). We laugh and a bit and discuss drugs (they seemed high). They seem pretty interested but go to get shawarma. I think I could have got number though. There was also a two set with a goth girl who despite sharing similiar interests, had terribly body language.
Now for the success: girl at Aldo with a ncie ass in skirt. Can't tell if she's a customer or worker but I approach. Instantly she's smiling andI tell her I need to buy shoes for my mom. Thankfully I'm a shoe addict so I talk to her about which shoes are shit and whic haregood. She's impressed with my knowledge. I explain how Aldo has shit shoes and that I'm a betetr seller than her (cocky funny stuff). She's laughing and punchiing me. Tell her my name (Semaan) and she calls me it playfully. Talk some more then she asks if I aproach girls at stores alot. Tell her I do it al lthe time. She she has bf, but then retracts it right away. I get her number and text her. She's responding..sweeeeet.
A hot ass indian looking girl walks by (nice ass in skirt). I chase after her then walk forward and notice her heels are making a lot of noise. I turn around and ask why she's so loud. She smiles and laughs but it seems like she's i na hurry. Her name is meghan and she says its her bday. Great body language and I get the number as she runs off to get Go train. Sick.
Very end of the day, I'm pretty comfortable now just walking up and saying hi. See a girl walk down escalator and approach "hey i saw you eariler, your fucking cute'. She smiles and we talk. Usual cocky funny stuff. Her name is Dalia, 21, Iraqi. Nice face, and tits, unsure of the rest. We talk about our names. Very good body language and she's punching me. I had a slight cold today so at t one point I even snorted laughing and felt some snot fly out onto my face. Fuckin ignore it like a boss. get her number and tell her were gonna chill. She says its cool how I'm so chill. Sweeet.
Was gonna head to century room with Millz and AP after heading home. But I checked the website and it says its 21+. Plus I need to be careful on my club spending. O well.
Overall..good day. Getting over the fear of daytime approach, but i need to not be reliant on having a wing. And if I'm with wing, need to come up with less excuses. Also..be loud and say random shit. Its funny. Millz also started calling me Dante and I even told soem girls that's my name. It sounds pretty good.
-around 10 direct approaches, and some more winging over 5 hours.
Lessons
-approach louder and harder. girls get weirded out even if your weak in approach.
-approach everything. it can be easy to slip out of state if you take a break.
-think of more shit to say besides (what u shopping for...)
-dont wait for the connection, keep ploughing as you would in nightclub.
- im hot.
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May 3rd
Sick as shit. Go for walk around UofT and a girl sititng on ledge eyeballs me. Turn back and approach her. Chit chat, mostly interview questions. Vibe aint great. Her friend comes and I get her number. Decide to not text it because I didn't think interaction was great but good state boost. Feel too sick to head to Maddy tonight.
May 4th
Barely got any sleep because of sickness. My throat is fucked, I can barely hear, noze is a gusher. Need to hit that nutrition. This perfect asian grl (amazing face, amazing tits and ridiculous ass) I met on pof (and has a bf) tells me to meet her dt. I tell her ti will take 40 mins, she says no then meet later at 5pm. Go to eaton at 5pm...and she aint responidng. Still sick but see a girl eyeball me. Approach and vibe. I lvoe the handshake where I jsut hold on and see if she holds on too. She holds on for like 2 miinutes and squeezes. Shes Ira, albanian and tells me to walk her. Face was...eh but nice titties. Go outside and get her number, but in retrospect I shoulda insta dated her. I blame the sickness.
Go to train and see black girl eye me. Face was..eh but body was BAM. Nice titties and ass. Subway comes and can't get on, joke with her saying it will take forver. Do some vibe (gotta avoid itnerview questions) and get her number. Aww yee I'm a boss, sick ad shit yet sitll gaming.
Head to government nightclub around 10:45 where I'm gonna meet Millz and Markus from T.A.P. Approach couple girls and just chill with them for a while. Club is DEAD. Approach another two and get pitures withthem. Its all indian girls (lord thank you). Approach anothr two, one girl is 30 and although we vibe well, apparently im too young (me want sri lankan ass). See Millz and do a couple more. Approaach a two set of asians (keep in mind i'm not really into asian girls but i figured why not). One girl is fairly receptive and we joke about my last name. She says the girl beside her is her twin sister. Holy shit it is. I can only differentiate them by their dress. The girl that was ncie was...Solly? And the other was..Sim? To be honest I don't really know and didn't bother asking again. Theyre mongolian lol.
Sim was fairly drunk though but I chatted with them and we headed outside for smoke. Seems solly has a bf but sim is free. Vibe more as a weird brazillian dude trys to game Solly. I enggage him but he still takes a while to leave. From then. it was jsut us three touring the club (it got mroe busy). At first they tried to help me game, but Sim became mroe physical so I grinded with her and then madeout with her outside. Fuck she's a biter, destroyed my lower lip. But still a wee bit too drunk. She drinks more water and we grind hard. Fucking nice body and decent asian face. In retrospect..I needed togame more. So many fine idnian girls. So many amazing curves. I shoulda just kept gaming. But i figured Sim was a sure deal.
Go outside with her and see Millz. She sits on my lap and I convicne her to come back to my place (she's on rez with sis and leaving in few days). We leave club and sister (who the wole time adores me and wants me with Sim) suddenly says they should go home. Fuck that. I go with them in cab back totheir rez. Me and Sim go on couch..but its in common room. Cuddle and start to rub her. And she drops the bomb...she's on period and apaprentloy never has sex on it. FUCK. Keep rubbing but she says pad is blocking the pleasure. I tell her we should fuck in bathroom. Nope. She says she's never had orgasm. Lol. I tell her we'll fuck tmw. She says nah she wants to sleep in and still on period. Coooooooooooooooooool She goes cold and I leave, even colder as we depart. I walk home thw whole way. O well..probably gave her some AIDS or major flu. Lol.
Lessons-
Game even when sick
-always approahc more. especially with hot indians.
-do more risky openers to get blown out
-shoulda tried to fuck an indian
-Why the fuck didn't I try for Mongolian threesome. TWINS DUDE. TWINS.
Sick as shit. Go for walk around UofT and a girl sititng on ledge eyeballs me. Turn back and approach her. Chit chat, mostly interview questions. Vibe aint great. Her friend comes and I get her number. Decide to not text it because I didn't think interaction was great but good state boost. Feel too sick to head to Maddy tonight.
May 4th
Barely got any sleep because of sickness. My throat is fucked, I can barely hear, noze is a gusher. Need to hit that nutrition. This perfect asian grl (amazing face, amazing tits and ridiculous ass) I met on pof (and has a bf) tells me to meet her dt. I tell her ti will take 40 mins, she says no then meet later at 5pm. Go to eaton at 5pm...and she aint responidng. Still sick but see a girl eyeball me. Approach and vibe. I lvoe the handshake where I jsut hold on and see if she holds on too. She holds on for like 2 miinutes and squeezes. Shes Ira, albanian and tells me to walk her. Face was...eh but nice titties. Go outside and get her number, but in retrospect I shoulda insta dated her. I blame the sickness.
Go to train and see black girl eye me. Face was..eh but body was BAM. Nice titties and ass. Subway comes and can't get on, joke with her saying it will take forver. Do some vibe (gotta avoid itnerview questions) and get her number. Aww yee I'm a boss, sick ad shit yet sitll gaming.
Head to government nightclub around 10:45 where I'm gonna meet Millz and Markus from T.A.P. Approach couple girls and just chill with them for a while. Club is DEAD. Approach another two and get pitures withthem. Its all indian girls (lord thank you). Approach anothr two, one girl is 30 and although we vibe well, apparently im too young (me want sri lankan ass). See Millz and do a couple more. Approaach a two set of asians (keep in mind i'm not really into asian girls but i figured why not). One girl is fairly receptive and we joke about my last name. She says the girl beside her is her twin sister. Holy shit it is. I can only differentiate them by their dress. The girl that was ncie was...Solly? And the other was..Sim? To be honest I don't really know and didn't bother asking again. Theyre mongolian lol.
Sim was fairly drunk though but I chatted with them and we headed outside for smoke. Seems solly has a bf but sim is free. Vibe more as a weird brazillian dude trys to game Solly. I enggage him but he still takes a while to leave. From then. it was jsut us three touring the club (it got mroe busy). At first they tried to help me game, but Sim became mroe physical so I grinded with her and then madeout with her outside. Fuck she's a biter, destroyed my lower lip. But still a wee bit too drunk. She drinks more water and we grind hard. Fucking nice body and decent asian face. In retrospect..I needed togame more. So many fine idnian girls. So many amazing curves. I shoulda just kept gaming. But i figured Sim was a sure deal.
Go outside with her and see Millz. She sits on my lap and I convicne her to come back to my place (she's on rez with sis and leaving in few days). We leave club and sister (who the wole time adores me and wants me with Sim) suddenly says they should go home. Fuck that. I go with them in cab back totheir rez. Me and Sim go on couch..but its in common room. Cuddle and start to rub her. And she drops the bomb...she's on period and apaprentloy never has sex on it. FUCK. Keep rubbing but she says pad is blocking the pleasure. I tell her we should fuck in bathroom. Nope. She says she's never had orgasm. Lol. I tell her we'll fuck tmw. She says nah she wants to sleep in and still on period. Coooooooooooooooooool She goes cold and I leave, even colder as we depart. I walk home thw whole way. O well..probably gave her some AIDS or major flu. Lol.
Lessons-
Game even when sick
-always approahc more. especially with hot indians.
-do more risky openers to get blown out
-shoulda tried to fuck an indian
-Why the fuck didn't I try for Mongolian threesome. TWINS DUDE. TWINS.
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Dantaeos
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Join Date: 02/13/2012 | Posts: 104
Who am i? I'm a 20 year old born in Canada, ethnically Lebanese (but jew looking)[=Arial, sans-serif] male that goes to UoftT. I'm 6'2, 155 pounds average body and what I think is a decently attractive face (the confidence has gone up in looks since game). My passion is classic mens style from prep wear to suits and I have the biggest boner for shoes. Prior to this I had a "gf" (she didn't want to be called girlfriend) and I had a case of love (this was around grade 12) We talked for hours on msn. We talked for hours in person I liked her and she liked me. We lived too far away and I never made a move. Eventually I fucked up by saying something ridiculous and it led to a bizarre situation (keep in my mind I never even kissed this girl, she was so hesitant and I was a little ("I'll only do what she’s comfortable with!)). We went back to being close friends but inside I still loved her. She went MIA in second year uni and basically just said she was super busy while we sometimes emailed each other.[/]
I have a case of OCD and this led to bizarre and unwanted thoughts (againobsessive). Basically I was always the nice guy girls and girls wouldtell me how I would find a great girl, and even though my conversing skills were good, I was never social in university and could not talk with strangers. My life was about reading politics and debating with best bro on xbox live. Eventually the pining for the first girl subsided and I began to work selling insurance. Here I met two naturals, one white guy (call him Slut) who had fucked over a hundred girls and had extreme game that was always on. Another brown guy (call him..Chops stealer) who preferred to date but still hooked up with over 50 girls and has the confidence of a bull. I began to hang out with them, learning how to be a salesmen, and we would go to the beach to game (basically me not talking and just tanning).
Summer of Fun.
They also went to clubs quite frequently. Prior to this I had only been to one club in Waterloo with my best friend and it was basically 3 hours of being super drunk (for the first time) and asking a bunch of grls to dance. However once I went out with these guys I was still a chode, not speaking while they gamed and dance. When i didsome girls did open up like a blonde who said i wascute and would fuck me if shewasnt getting married (i saw the engagement ring). Another time got eye contact so i approached the and asked for dance but she isntanlty said she had a bf and i hardcore believed her. An hour later though my friend started talking to her and she asked for his number (clearly did not have a bf, but whats interesting is that when i remember back to this, i still think she had a bf even thoguh it was cearly a shit test. For some reason I always beleive whata girl says..or what anyone says. Im really trusting..) My firends like to joke about this as my approach was bascially to open my arms and let her judge me (still unconvicned i actually did this)Out of nowhere I began speaking to an old female friend from highschool over msn and I spoke to her about problems with her bf (basically friend zone but not trying to bang). She broke up with him in a about a week and then the next week she came to Toronto. Went to my natural friend's place (really fucked up house basement by the beaches) and faced some lmr (literally was nude but she still didnt wanna). Eventually I fingered her, got her in mood and lost my virginity. Of course...It took me an hour and a half to cum (from what i
think is due to porn and jerking).
After that, bagged an Indian girl from work who I thought I wanted to date. Banged her on the roof of my apartment (awesome spot) and got caught by security guards. Then dumped her after 5 days of dating (lol). Then banged a black girl with the nicest ass ever (also from work and friends with Indian). That was last August. All these girls I banged within days of talking to them and i was devloping a lot of moment. But Despite continually clubbing I never really had success with girls as I would never approach. Made out with a Persian once but was too needy. Club was basically jsut dancing and drinking and going to after hours. One night in September me and the two naturals went to an after hours place called 772. Really...sketchy place. 20 dollars cover to go in. some lights but mostly dark. Serving booze after 3 and you could smoke. Guy came up to offer us drugs and we bought. Friends did coke while I did M for the first time. We were doing lines right off the table as security watched (security also sold drugs). I got...fucked. Did 6 M's and 2 e's. Danced so fuckin much and admitted alot. Crowd there was older. All girls were hookers. We saw two come in and friend started chatting. One of them came to me and lightly touched my balls but I didn’t know what to say. Friend ended up buying and doing coke with them (ALOT) and it turns out they’re strippers. He ended up banging both. One girl sucked him while he went doggy into the other. Lines off dick and tits. He comes up to me after and say "dude...i think I put it in her ass". LOLOLOL. Sans condom too. Other friend warns me of them and then one girl asks if i would liek to spend 500 on her. I said hell no and she ignored me. Other friend said this was dumb move as I coulda just played it off and banged both. Such..a big..regret. Later on the bouncer of the club got shot and it closed. Bummer.
There were other girls..a goan, a black model, but no lays...New years eve 2012 came and we went to guvernment.Unfortunealty i did not get drunk enough or do E and so did no approachesand had a shittacular night. Such a huge regret while my friends both closed (even in the club). Such a dumb chode way to begin the new year (such gorgeous girls but i didnt approach).My goal was essentially to have a blacklistfilled with girls to bang any time.
The Game Change
Then in January I read the game as I was procrastinating over an essay. This gave me a whole new outlook on social dynamics and the confidence to approach. Went to This is London and proceeded to chode while gamed. A Filipino girl grabbed me though and we stared dancing. She grabbed my cock and whipped it out on dance floor giving me the tug. Got her number (but not her name). Called her after and she met me in A Mercedes Benz SLR (jesus nice car). I hop in, shes telling me she has to go home. I convince her to drive to alley (as my dick is out)...but I dont have condom. O well! Fuck her raw in car (cramped). Get out
and she crouched down to lick me (nice eye contact and ball play). bend her over chair (people could see us form out of alley) and plow. As im about to jizz I remmeber to pull out and she walks away. Command her to come back and she gets down on knees as I jizz in her mouth (she spit out such a big wad aha). Then she dropped me off as I bused to friends place. FUckin wack..taught me anything
can happen (jsut approach)
Had some more confidence and At school I tripped on an escalator and indian girl laughed. She was eyeing me so I got her number (confidence win) I got excited to try the routines and went to the maddy. Approached around 4 sets and a Jewish girl asked for my number. It was still haphazard and clunky. Went on a couple dats with Indian girl (super romantic, skating, CN tower, great food) but it gave me oneitis (fucking hot red pants girl said im awesome and i couldn’t say shit back) but I wanted to game. She was a virgin so i explained we couldn’t be monogamous and she didnt wanna see me anymore
(ouchie but i didnt want oneitis). I had made a choice to game.
RSD believing and God night
I discovered RSD then by the free tour youtube channel. At first im biased because of the game, think this shit wont work. But then see the infield stuff and start to like tyler and his message which turns out to be really positive and more about life. Se that natural, physical and fun game is the shit. This I can do. Then a big night. Went to Cake nightclub fairly drunk and decided to approach 10 girls. O...it was on. At first of course I wasn't in state but as I approached I came into `"god mode" and approached every girl there. Clawing girls, "HEY. who are you..." telling them to guess a number (7). Just went off. Fully in state, do not give a fuck momentum. Even if they were sorta surprised I would jsut tyr to dance, and I remember the hottest girl in there started to dance on me but i sorta spilled her dirnk on there. I was havign the most fun and girls were having the most fun around me. Approaching any girl, ignoring rejects. Girls would isntantly feel my fun (state transfer) and i was naturally doing the woo (something Ialways laughedta people for doing) Danced with a girl and make out and finger, See my brown friend and decide to play a game of "Smell my finger" whereby i shove my vaginal smelling finger in his face. He was not pleased. Didnt get her number (could not talk in the club). But i was jsut having so much fun. So much entitlement. approach hot arab andshe isntantlysaysshehas bf, but i say ihave one too who is much cuter. She is still laughing but i leave (never leave ifshe is enjoying you). Danced with everyone (fuck its eays..jsut grab them!) End up getting 5 numbers. Outside..street game, instantly vibe with this british/russian girl and she loves it, but my friend pulls me away saying she has gf (wtf..MY friend. think he was jealous). Then we go to other 2 girls. Chit chat for 10 mins. Friend makes out with short one. i make out with blonde. Then we switch girls to make out with. Try to pull.. but nope. I should have first bounced them to food, then recomend we watch a movie but alas..lack of knowledge. All numbers were flakes. O well. Didnt continue the momentum tho..BAD MISTAKE.
I realize I have some game if I just approach. I can converse for hours, recognize shit tests, tease girls and have abundance. At work the girls love me and even get a super muslim girl (but super hot) into me..alas. she wants to marry...not even date. I went to brunny with friend and do the 10 approaches. It was hard because I was sober and nervous plus my natural friend was in a horrible state after smoking weed. Approached a two set where the girl shit tested me so hard anddespite recognizing them, could not overcomethem. But I liked that i ploughed. I also spoke to a brazillian girl who isntantly all smiles but I could not keep the onvo up and asked for a dance way too quick (but it gave me huge entitlement).Finally got in state and approached girl with black lipstick, started talking shit about how i love goths and there is clear sexual tension (not jsut niceness).But I can tell my friend isnt having a good time so i leave (lesson: have fun even if friend isnt and stay in club). But not beforeI blondies number after only 2 minutes of talking (super big smiles). We meet up for date (winterdate in TO: skating, paramount then bar). So close to pullling but cant, and shecontinues to tease for weeks. Get annoyed and annoy her, eventually stop texting her. I make a deal with friend that I must approach 5 girls per day orI owe him 5 dollars per day. But i cant stick to it and he ended up leaving to Ottawa. My biggest sticking point is just AA. I have this big limiting belief that “I’m not a guy thatapproaches.” Like its only other people (like tyler or jeffy) as if they are cut from another cloth. Its so silly. I am a guy who CAN approach and gets success right away! So i just have to get over the fear, expect nothing from interaction and I can do it. At school I approach a few girls, get a couplenumbers and some vibe and approach beautiful blonde. Even if its short...still fun. And getting in state. Even approached a girl on subway and got her number(we connected amazingly but she was in highschool and suddenly she just said she couldn’t do it. Gayyyy)
Lots of Theory...
Ive read nine ball...Ive seen jeffy show, the fundamentals, MM’s method and even styles annihilation. All of Rsd’s youtube videos but I need to put it into action. APPROACH APPROACH APPROACH. I haven’t jerked off and seen barely any porn in 2 months (ye wet dreams) but I need to go out daily. Hard. Friends at work always saying I’ve been corrupted by natural buds but no..I want to be a player because of the game and seeing the change in Tyler. I want to be confident, don’t give a fuck and live stress free. Shit I wanna work for RSD! But I need to approach.
TODAY April 6, 2012
I start visiting the forums and I see a thread from getmecusiknow. Turns out he’s in Toronto so I message him and we meet at Maddy. Read his infieldshit. O damn..he has been around so I think it could be sick. This was tonight. Keep in mind prior to this I never really knew held a long conversation at abar. And it was kind of a fear. But we go in...its super empty. See two blondes and I approach one I saw before. Gorgeous face but a bit chub. We start chatting and she opens up. Im teasing her, putting hands on her, avoiding the hoops (whats my age etc). We talk about clothing, we talk about work and school). She is older but I feel dominant. At one point i grab gum and offer her one. Joke that she has bad breath and she believes it! (I sort of stole this from keys to the vip). Im doing back turns as getmecusiknow is doing well with friend. We talk for about half hour and i keep ragging her as she messages on phone. Then she asked for MY number. I give her it and she says it betternot be fake! I’m like wow...this was the kind of girl that intimidates me. Shetells me to pick up if she calls (I need caller ID...) and me and getmecusiknow decide to keep going.
He opens really well and so i usually dip around to grab friend. He approaches short Turkish girl and I talk to girl from peru. I’m not really into either but we switch up and end up talking to them for maybe 40 minutes (sheeeeet a lot of talking). Vibe with turk girl but little kino..should have jsut gone for mouth rape. We see if we can pull but they leave (getmecusiknow gets peru’’s number). Then we approachtwo drunk girls. One has her bday..she is fucked. We keep eyeing each other but I should have just kissed! We talk for a while, silly dances and then i get number. We tour around do some more approaches. Getmecusiknow does tylers hand
of god move and gets hot whitie. I get friend and as i shake her hand i hold on (great move btw, if she holds on, instant compliance). But friend drags
her.
Final group at maddy, getmecusiknow approaches blonde and I talk toredhead. Great set of tits and nice legs. Sit down and instant attraction Deep eye contact and smiles, we talk about school and life and clubs. Her friends start to move away, I go for kiss and fuck she is so into it. Huge boner and she wants more but she leaves with friends. Get her number and tell her ill call tmw and she says yes (she has own
place yayyyy). Dont have my own place so logistics is challenge.
Me and getmecusiknow go to entertainment district for street game. Approach a few but not very hard..state was getting better but NEED MOAR! Lots of wtf eyes and ignoring..whateva! getmecusiknowends up texting peru girl and she is dtf. He drops me off at yonge and I bus home to write this. Overall...sick fucking night and can’t wait to game tomorrow (and fuck redhead!). Attention Toronto gamers: tryst nightclub. Be there. getmecusiknow has some balla game is a super respectable dude.
So what is the lesson? Approach. And plough. And trust your gut.
Transform
I want the journey to start and maybe it has , but I need the pressure to go out and approach every day. I`ve been obsessed with game since I read the book and it almostall that I think about for the past few months, but I need to apply.Thats why I`m writing this, to remind myself I needto approahch Maybe I Need some support. I Need to fundamentally changewho I am. I have alot to offer, a lot of value to give, and a lot of semen to
sh0ot. RSD, from now on I will do 5 approaches per day and 10 at a club (unless I have homework to do..fuckign marks dropped hard this year). But I want to be the player, to have the abundance, to beast and have wild wild stories. I know am changing my belief system, buy I need to change my actions to reflect them.
And so it begins.
-Andrew