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Good luck, glad you started a journal.
Here's my unsolicited advice. Changing your diet completely can really help with depression. I found about 18 months ago that a lot of my symptoms were very much related to eating gluten especially, and also pasteurized dairy products, and lots of other foods. So I went to a naturopathic doctor and she helped me on the journey. I completely changed my diet and the way I eat to eating organic food and I stopped drinking alcohol and drugs. It's so much better now I actually have some focus these days. For me the process has been kind of long and my body still has some healing to do and my diet is kind of always improving and changing, but I don't know what I would do without healthy food.
So changing your diet is one HUGELY important step that you should consider, especially at this stage in your journey.
Here's my unsolicited advice. Changing your diet completely can really help with depression. I found about 18 months ago that a lot of my symptoms were very much related to eating gluten especially, and also pasteurized dairy products, and lots of other foods. So I went to a naturopathic doctor and she helped me on the journey. I completely changed my diet and the way I eat to eating organic food and I stopped drinking alcohol and drugs. It's so much better now I actually have some focus these days. For me the process has been kind of long and my body still has some healing to do and my diet is kind of always improving and changing, but I don't know what I would do without healthy food.
So changing your diet is one HUGELY important step that you should consider, especially at this stage in your journey.
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DavePower
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Draw state from within.
Thanks man. I can say honestly that is was in fact your journal that actually gave me the final push to start this journal so it's an honour to have u post here. Mucho respecto!
And ya I have been workin alot on my diet. Its hard cos bein in college I dont have much cash but hey its part of the journey. Thanks again!
-TheRock
And ya I have been workin alot on my diet. Its hard cos bein in college I dont have much cash but hey its part of the journey. Thanks again!
-TheRock
__________________
C - Confidence in the Process
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
So field report numero uno...
What can I say didn't really go full on approaching, played alot of social circle game. Started off flirting with a friend like a HB 6.5. Used some of Tommy Galatis' stuff on her, if u haven't seen this guys video's I'll post them at the bottom of this post. Used the Magic watch líne and got a serious reaction from her. I meán she was in bits laughing. Definitely could have pulled but I'm just not that into her.
So at the club I start getting my groove on, on the dance floor pumping my state (btw prior to this I was really pushing myself trying to be as social as I can with my friends). I go to get drinks and this girl is asking me to get her one. She's pretty hot, like an HB 7.5 and a friend of a friend. I'm like no at first but considering the drink is cheap and she's a friend of a friend I decide to buy her one. But! I say to her she'll have to pay me back. She's like “How can I pay you back” and I say “Anyway you want” and bam! She starts making out with me. We talk for a bit while waiting for drinks and also with her and my friend who's all teasing us for what we were getting up to ;). I leave to dance. Btw I'm getting my money back if I see her again.
Run a few more approaches just self amusing. Used the Uranus line on one and I cracked up at her reaction.
So I'm dancing/choding around for a while in the club next thing I see a girl i know. We start talking and she has a friend with her who's like an HB 7 so we start talking, just normal talk at first then she takes out her phone and I' m like “there's something wrong with your phone” “What!” “ye my number aint in it” we then start teasing each other as to how it should be me taking her number not vice versa. I isolate her, we start flirting a bit and bam! Make out! We try to talk but it's too noisy where we are so I move her to a quieter part of the club. We start flirting and making-out. I'm like how i have a boy-friend, how I won all these talent competitions and how i'm related to these famous guys. Just random bullshit. To cut a long story short. She has a friend staying with her that night so I wait with her and see them off in a taxi. I make my way home.
Currently running Text game ón her. Running a marraige plotline and teasing! Any tips?
Tommy Galatis vids:
-The Rock
What can I say didn't really go full on approaching, played alot of social circle game. Started off flirting with a friend like a HB 6.5. Used some of Tommy Galatis' stuff on her, if u haven't seen this guys video's I'll post them at the bottom of this post. Used the Magic watch líne and got a serious reaction from her. I meán she was in bits laughing. Definitely could have pulled but I'm just not that into her.
So at the club I start getting my groove on, on the dance floor pumping my state (btw prior to this I was really pushing myself trying to be as social as I can with my friends). I go to get drinks and this girl is asking me to get her one. She's pretty hot, like an HB 7.5 and a friend of a friend. I'm like no at first but considering the drink is cheap and she's a friend of a friend I decide to buy her one. But! I say to her she'll have to pay me back. She's like “How can I pay you back” and I say “Anyway you want” and bam! She starts making out with me. We talk for a bit while waiting for drinks and also with her and my friend who's all teasing us for what we were getting up to ;). I leave to dance. Btw I'm getting my money back if I see her again.
Run a few more approaches just self amusing. Used the Uranus line on one and I cracked up at her reaction.
So I'm dancing/choding around for a while in the club next thing I see a girl i know. We start talking and she has a friend with her who's like an HB 7 so we start talking, just normal talk at first then she takes out her phone and I' m like “there's something wrong with your phone” “What!” “ye my number aint in it” we then start teasing each other as to how it should be me taking her number not vice versa. I isolate her, we start flirting a bit and bam! Make out! We try to talk but it's too noisy where we are so I move her to a quieter part of the club. We start flirting and making-out. I'm like how i have a boy-friend, how I won all these talent competitions and how i'm related to these famous guys. Just random bullshit. To cut a long story short. She has a friend staying with her that night so I wait with her and see them off in a taxi. I make my way home.
Currently running Text game ón her. Running a marraige plotline and teasing! Any tips?
Tommy Galatis vids:
-The Rock
__________________
C - Confidence in the Process
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
So... update on the HB 7 from my first FR... I've been texting her since, she came up to my house 4 days ago, we talked (she was with her friend) and kissed as she left. We met up again 2 days ago and went out. I was escalating the whole time and we were making out all night. We got a bite to eat afterwards and got a taxi back to her place. We chatted and made out before we made our way to her room. Her roommate sleeps in a bed basically 2 inches from hers and that really put me off having sex with her. We kept making out and shit and talking but, even when her housemate left I almost felt as though the moment had gone to do it. The conversation flowed while in bed but when we left to go to college I almost felt awkward talking to her.
I felt like somehow she almost wanted sex but I didn't make the move. I'm a virgin (she doesn't know and I think is quite experienced herself) and I have a spot of acne on my back (which is almost gone) and I feel like that held me back. I know she's fucken really attracted to me (although I often feel as though I am playing “the seller” sometimes) and we plan to meet up next week. I think I'll go out with her for a while. I'm 19 have never had a girlfriend, am kind of socially awkward, was suffering from depression and I think this would be a great oppurtunity. I could greatly improve my experience with sex, my social skills, and I could practice gaming with out any outcome dependence! I think being 19 I could almost catch up with the naturals if I got into a relationship.
So there's the story so far. Any advice/help for my problems with escalation to sex or the awkwardness I feel the day after would be great!
TheRock
I felt like somehow she almost wanted sex but I didn't make the move. I'm a virgin (she doesn't know and I think is quite experienced herself) and I have a spot of acne on my back (which is almost gone) and I feel like that held me back. I know she's fucken really attracted to me (although I often feel as though I am playing “the seller” sometimes) and we plan to meet up next week. I think I'll go out with her for a while. I'm 19 have never had a girlfriend, am kind of socially awkward, was suffering from depression and I think this would be a great oppurtunity. I could greatly improve my experience with sex, my social skills, and I could practice gaming with out any outcome dependence! I think being 19 I could almost catch up with the naturals if I got into a relationship.
So there's the story so far. Any advice/help for my problems with escalation to sex or the awkwardness I feel the day after would be great!
TheRock
__________________
C - Confidence in the Process
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
Big news!!! I lost my virginity about 2 o'clock yesterday morning! Haven't been able to go out much since I'm in full study mode for my up-coming exams but I've been texting this girl hard (the HB6.5 in the FR). Last week week spent two consecutive nights together but she always resisted when I escalated to sex. I was finger banging her and she gave me a few handjobs but thats about it. Then 2 days ago I visit her we spend the day studying/ making out hard like real intense dry humping! That night we are up to the same and sharing deep shit with each other after each session. She says she is too self conscious around me still but I say that we're past that stage and it doesn't matter. We go for another hard make out session, she asks if I still want sex, I throw on a condom and there it was. All that I have wanted so bad for the last couple of years. I have to say I sucked at it but I didn't expect any less. In fact i think she almost enjoyed it more when we were making out and I was finger banging her.
Last night i brought her to mine. We watched a movie, deep conversational shit, make out, and I start fingering her hard, and she was really enjoying it. I mean i was giving her more pleasure than I had ever given a woman. Unfortunately I blew my load before we could get to sex. But this morning when we woke up I escalated again this time I get her on top and we fuck. It was alot better than the first time but still not “amazing”. She's sleeping with me again tonight so we'll see.
I just want to thank RSD, all the instructors and all on RSDNation for their help, advise and support till now. I certainly wouldn't have been able to achieve this goal without you. I'm going to go out with this girl for a while, who knows, we really like each other. This is an oppurtunity for me to learn a whole lot more about social dynamics and get some serious experience. I'll update here on what I learn, in fact I have a big article coming soon for the main forum. Till next time!
-TheRock
Last night i brought her to mine. We watched a movie, deep conversational shit, make out, and I start fingering her hard, and she was really enjoying it. I mean i was giving her more pleasure than I had ever given a woman. Unfortunately I blew my load before we could get to sex. But this morning when we woke up I escalated again this time I get her on top and we fuck. It was alot better than the first time but still not “amazing”. She's sleeping with me again tonight so we'll see.
I just want to thank RSD, all the instructors and all on RSDNation for their help, advise and support till now. I certainly wouldn't have been able to achieve this goal without you. I'm going to go out with this girl for a while, who knows, we really like each other. This is an oppurtunity for me to learn a whole lot more about social dynamics and get some serious experience. I'll update here on what I learn, in fact I have a big article coming soon for the main forum. Till next time!
-TheRock
__________________
C - Confidence in the Process
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
Fucked her again last night! Think I'm getting better at finger banging, making-out and shit but stilll pretty crap when it comes to sex. I think I almost do too much foreplay and then when it comes to fucking time I blow my load way too soon. She seems to be fucking in love with me though. She says she's always happy when she's with me and that she can't believe she's doing this shit with me so soon. She says she doesn't know what has got into her! haha. We have a real strong connection and I think building strong connections and getting close to people must be one of my strong points (think I should write up an article on the main forum on this topic) but I'm gonna have to man up when it comes to sex, really take control and fuck her proper. That is all!
-TheRock
-TheRock
__________________
C - Confidence in the Process
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
Ye so that night I fucked her again and again that morning except this time we alternated between doggy(my first time) and missionary. I lasted like 10 times longer to the point where she was shocked. Sex is an area where I am really going to strive to improve on now that I am actually having sex! haha
-TheRock
-TheRock
__________________
C - Confidence in the Process
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)
TheRockPUA
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Join Date: 09/29/2011 | Posts: 61
So my aims for this journal is to keep track of my progress, kep myself motivated, give u guys some value and hopefully u guys can reciprocate! lately I've been suffering from severe depression like seriously melting and in some ways it's almost a good thing cos I've broken down and can now deal with my problems and re build myself into a better person.
So thats about it. Keep an eye in cos last nights field report will be posted shortly!
-TheRock
A - Assume Attraction
R - Remain Present
T - Time is the Most Precious Commodity
CART!
The Rocky Collection (My FR Journal)