THE FORUMS
havent kept up the journal as the last few days have been pretty menial to say the least
i have kept at approaching, but im starting to see that i am becoming a "frame control junkie", so im taking a few steps back to rework inner game.
lately im finding im a lot more outcome dependent, it really hit me yesterday while i was with fader. so i decided fuck it, after a 3 hour walk with no numbers
i got 4 numbers in the one hour it took to get from spadina to bloor, all with girls that were 7+.
im starting to understand that this should feel natural to me, everywhere i go i am always in "game mode". im ready to beast any girl any time anywhere.
i actually have to consciously make the decision "okay from x time to y time i will not open a set" just so that i can get my day to day tasks done, where as before it was vice versa.
i am working on identifying with my actions, even if i dont get the pull over and over again its the action that matters.
its very difficult for me to go out solo for the purposes i want. if im with my buddies and i get blown out HARD then i come back to them and have a laugh at it, however if im solo
and i have no one to revalidate me (which is the only reason i go out solo) random dudes start following me around, watching what im doing, cheering me on as i go, so im gettting revalidated.
this is obviously fucking me up because i dont want the validation of knowing "i tried", i know i did and me getting blown out usually means im doing something wrong, but with people constanly
cheering me on i feel like im some kind of pickup god (im not that good). it fucks with me knowing im shattering dudes realities, and that they will never do what i do, on one level its A HUGE EGO BOOST,
because lets face it, to some of these people your a super pimp sent from another galaxie to repopulate the world with capable humans, but on the other level its like comeon dude, you can do it too.
ahh well, the life of stardom is fun and games.
i have kept at approaching, but im starting to see that i am becoming a "frame control junkie", so im taking a few steps back to rework inner game.
lately im finding im a lot more outcome dependent, it really hit me yesterday while i was with fader. so i decided fuck it, after a 3 hour walk with no numbers
i got 4 numbers in the one hour it took to get from spadina to bloor, all with girls that were 7+.
im starting to understand that this should feel natural to me, everywhere i go i am always in "game mode". im ready to beast any girl any time anywhere.
i actually have to consciously make the decision "okay from x time to y time i will not open a set" just so that i can get my day to day tasks done, where as before it was vice versa.
i am working on identifying with my actions, even if i dont get the pull over and over again its the action that matters.
its very difficult for me to go out solo for the purposes i want. if im with my buddies and i get blown out HARD then i come back to them and have a laugh at it, however if im solo
and i have no one to revalidate me (which is the only reason i go out solo) random dudes start following me around, watching what im doing, cheering me on as i go, so im gettting revalidated.
this is obviously fucking me up because i dont want the validation of knowing "i tried", i know i did and me getting blown out usually means im doing something wrong, but with people constanly
cheering me on i feel like im some kind of pickup god (im not that good). it fucks with me knowing im shattering dudes realities, and that they will never do what i do, on one level its A HUGE EGO BOOST,
because lets face it, to some of these people your a super pimp sent from another galaxie to repopulate the world with capable humans, but on the other level its like comeon dude, you can do it too.
ahh well, the life of stardom is fun and games.
oh and distant light basically described the toronto beast crew: www.rsdnation.com/comment_redirect/879785
last few days have been okay, nothing too exciting due to work, some good interactions here and there
i love latinas
i love latinas
gonna try to post more consistently, been pretty gay as of late not posting so ill go now.
Sunday May 27th 2012
went out with the TORONTO BEAST CREW
we beasted the streets, there was no hot girl left unopened
it was a lot of fun, a lot of trolling, me and falc were trying to pick up girls with ECKART TOLLE :)
i winged a few times, went solo a few times, it was all fun and games.
almost all my sets hoooked, the ones that didnt knew they were gonna get fucked if they stayed
some were hilarious, it was good to hang out with the boys
FADERS BIKE APPROACH IS AWESOME, fuck everything else, bike=laid
Sunday May 27th 2012
went out with the TORONTO BEAST CREW
we beasted the streets, there was no hot girl left unopened
it was a lot of fun, a lot of trolling, me and falc were trying to pick up girls with ECKART TOLLE :)
i winged a few times, went solo a few times, it was all fun and games.
almost all my sets hoooked, the ones that didnt knew they were gonna get fucked if they stayed
some were hilarious, it was good to hang out with the boys
FADERS BIKE APPROACH IS AWESOME, fuck everything else, bike=laid
went out today with my bro, hit up local mall opened a cute blonde, got blown out because she was oddly shy.
saw a cutie from HS who i previously # closed but never texted, this was bacck in january.
went BEASTMODE on her, passed every fucking congruence test on the planet, got like 4 makeout rejections until finally I GOTS IT!
got her new #, been texting, im going for the pull!!!
:)
im back baby
saw a cutie from HS who i previously # closed but never texted, this was bacck in january.
went BEASTMODE on her, passed every fucking congruence test on the planet, got like 4 makeout rejections until finally I GOTS IT!
got her new #, been texting, im going for the pull!!!
:)
im back baby
went out with mstar today, lots of fun sets
got a STUNNAS digits, will text tomorrow, beasted the whole evening, all sets hooked :)
me and mstar were very laid back about it, but we still went HARD
there was one particular 10 who was engaged, i tried my best to plow through it but no go :(
met younge and talked to him for a little while before we let him go bang the girls we didnt :P
all in all good day, HOLY SHIT TOMORROW WILL BE MY SIX MONTH ANIVERSARY WITH THE GAME, AHHHHHH
i think ill take the game out to dinner and seduce her :)
got a STUNNAS digits, will text tomorrow, beasted the whole evening, all sets hooked :)
me and mstar were very laid back about it, but we still went HARD
there was one particular 10 who was engaged, i tried my best to plow through it but no go :(
met younge and talked to him for a little while before we let him go bang the girls we didnt :P
all in all good day, HOLY SHIT TOMORROW WILL BE MY SIX MONTH ANIVERSARY WITH THE GAME, AHHHHHH
i think ill take the game out to dinner and seduce her :)
last few days have consisted of no makeouts :(, set up a few day2s with some cuties that perhaps want to do some very naughty things to me
will report back in detail soon :)
will report back in detail soon :)
choded hard today boys, only one set and she approached me, ah well, tomorrow i will go again :)
EDIT: NVM WENT OUT AND DID A LEGIT ONE :)
EDIT: NVM WENT OUT AND DID A LEGIT ONE :)
i had AA for the first time since march today, this is a result of giving myself excuses for not going out for extended periods of time the last few days, kept feeling like i was
"good enough" and that the action would stay consistent even if i didnt keep taking it, makes sense right? :P anyways the past few days ive been putting in work reading
the handbook of leadership theory and practice, great way to learn how to focus and what constitutes a good leader, ill be writing a BOOK REPORT ON IT :)
anyways im making a new comitment to stay out at least 45 minutes every day i work and at least 3 hours every day im not that way i dont give myself excuses for doing
bullshit. also i noticed that when im not doing anything i start daydreaming a lot, whether about money or success or women or whatever, instead of actually taking actions
and educating myself that could benefit me, no more of that, im gonna restrict it because i know its impossible to stop it.
BESIDES THAT ONLY GOALS ARE TO KEEP HAVING FUN, BANG SOME GIRLS AND KEEP BEING A BAUSS!
"good enough" and that the action would stay consistent even if i didnt keep taking it, makes sense right? :P anyways the past few days ive been putting in work reading
the handbook of leadership theory and practice, great way to learn how to focus and what constitutes a good leader, ill be writing a BOOK REPORT ON IT :)
anyways im making a new comitment to stay out at least 45 minutes every day i work and at least 3 hours every day im not that way i dont give myself excuses for doing
bullshit. also i noticed that when im not doing anything i start daydreaming a lot, whether about money or success or women or whatever, instead of actually taking actions
and educating myself that could benefit me, no more of that, im gonna restrict it because i know its impossible to stop it.
BESIDES THAT ONLY GOALS ARE TO KEEP HAVING FUN, BANG SOME GIRLS AND KEEP BEING A BAUSS!
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i blew out almost all my wings from our sets, i got blown out left right and centre, i acted gay, like very gay.
at the end of the night me and mstar found the EASIEST two set ever. they were on drugs, they were having fun, and they were DTF. all i had to do was not be a faggot for like 1 hour.
but of course i couldnt manage that, instead i cheesed off mstars girl, so he dipped, then the chick came to steal mine. just a fucked up day, im gonna read some tolle and do better today.
fuck i just suck
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