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December 6th, 2016
MrCreepGuys 100th post. A REMINDER FOR MYSELF.
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MrCreepGuy

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Join Date: 06/29/2011 | Posts: 174





So this is it, my 100th post. I wasnt planing this post but i wanted to share my story and where i come from not only for you to read but also for me to write down so i can re-read it later on.

PAST

I was not a loser my whole life but i definetely made something wrong. I wasted 2 years of my life where i should be out there getting to know social skills with the wrong people doing drugs in their basement. When i decided to quit i literally had nothing and was basically on my own. It was this time I started hanging out with L who is basically my best friend and also my wing.
I had my first girlfriend this time, from online game. The relationship lasted 3 years where I also had no chance to get to know people or make friends. Right after the relationship I had another girlfriend for about 3 years and the circle repeated.
Because I had no idea how to talk to women or pull them i logged on to the internet.
Online game basically is the reason for my sex life in this time because i sucked with women in real life.

Fast forward, beginning of '10 when L discovered david de angelo and showed it to me. We dived deep into the whole oldschool mistery method pick up. I remember my first night out like it was yesterday. It was a major break trough and eye opening because I talked to women, had a girl sitting on my lap and also every women I talked to sayed bye by kissing me on the cheek. I've never felt that happy in my life. Cold approach pick up became my desteny.

My mistake was, I did not stop the online stuff and did not take learning cold approach seriosly so everytime i had a „hot“ chick over i made her my girlfriend so i wasted another year on relationships. I sucked at being a boyfriend because i did not had my inner stuff down so the relationships where ment to suck.

PRESENT

Fast forwad to '12.After A SIX MONTHS LONG PLATOE where I always was near crying when I was out and almost quit this whole pick up shit I made the commitement that I now take everything seriosly. I made long and short term goals and keep a field report thread at RSD. I read a lot of books, take notes on every video I watch and go out at least 3 times a week.
The results are tremendous. I've fucked almost as much girls this year as i fucked my whole life till now.
The last 4 Months where the best I've ever had.
I pulled a chick into a bathroom. Had 2 pulls from the club and have girls texting me all the time.
I also have a few fuckbuddys.
I made the decision to not watch porn anymore and my sexlife is better than ever.
So I now life a life I ever dreamed of.
On March 24 I attented HOT SEAT 2 with julien. This was also eye opening and my „game“ became better and tighter.


FUTURE

With the decision made that I don't want to have a girlfriend my future is going to be great.
I have a lot of things on my agenda in 2012 like
finally moving out of my partens basement into the city
finally have more friends and build a social circle
do more street game so i'm able to get girls anywhere I go
Get more 10s and build more reference points to become the ultimate predator.
Finally get passive income so I can go to university and study.

EXPERIENCES

In my time going out I learned a lot about myself and the people around me.
I'm now aware of what I'm doing and what other people do wrong compared to mine.
I really into the teachings of Brad Branson, Julien and Tyler so i basically reframe everything and do not let dark thoughts into my head. Once you let those things into you you're fucked and in a downwards spiral into hell.
Once you made that decission that you're the coolest guy alive you don't have to bother about ICE anymore because it is a logic continuation of yourself.
You don't bother about blow outs again because if you get one, she's dumb anyways because she did not see that you're the coolest guy she's ever talked to.
A major eye opener was, being congruent to your feelings. I've always hide my inner being and tried to be whatever I thought the girl likes. I tricked me into her reality which was wrong and was dedicated to suck. Acting trough your own intentions sucks every girl into your reality and YOUR movie. YOU have FUN because it's YOUR life. If you want it to share with someone this someone has to be worth of becoming a part of your reality so the person has to demonstrade it to you.
Being congruent to whatever you feel also helped me with my job.
I'm in the telemarketing segment of a company and since I've found out that deep down I'm a dominant man who gets what he wants my sales increased a lot. No more „can I please“ or beta behavior or ass liking. I am who I am.

CHECKLIST


Self Amusement – I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN NO MATTER WHAT. I give a fuck about what other people will think of me because this whole thing is my movie, my life and my time. I want to live my life by my own standarts and not by others. I'm not social conditioned anymore neither do I care what others will think of me.
If I talk to a women I talk whatever comes to mind. NO MATTER WHAT IT IS. I have fun and so she has because she feels that i am congruent in what ever I do.
With self amusement comes: NO SERIOS TALK. Girls want to have as much fun as you want to have and being in a club is the wrong time to be serios. So i avoid talking serious stuff because it's not fun to talk about work or problems at home.


FRIENDS

Over the last 6 months of going out i developed a few „friendships“ in the club, means people I see on a regular basis and which I talk to in the club. Also I consider a few of this people my friends and we see us apart from the club drinking cocktails and stuff.
It's cool to have those people in the club because you can have fun with them, interact with them and you have a party everywhere you go.

WINGS

It's cool to have people who have the same porpuse when going out. Pulling hot ass. So it's always easy and fun to have my wing-friends around me when going out.
I've got a regular wing who'se also my best buddy, so no matter what, we together bring the party.
Women always want to be a part of the party so it's easy to pull them in.
The key is to have fun and to push each other!

RECOMMENDATIONS

I recently read „NO MORE MR.NICE GUY!“ by Robert Glover which was eye opening. I lived my whole life as a nice guy. I've always wondered what was wrong with me and after reading this book i know exactly what went wrong. Also I read Brad Bransons and Juliens blog on a regular basis which keeps me updated with valuable informations about mindsets and things you can do.
A temendous game changer was also the hotseat i attented on march 24th in Munich with Julien.
I've now seen how it works. I mean you can read this whole stuff and watch tylers videos regulary but you have to see it to understand it completly!
To gain a asshole mindset it was also cool to read the TUCKER MAX book „assholes finish first“ and „i hope they serve beer in hell“ as well as the new ones „sloppy seconds“ and „hilarity ensues“.
I would also recommend writing a journal. I started writing a journal on a regular basis when I comminted myself to to out at least 3 times and the changes are tremendous. You can point out your mistakes by yourself. A lesson lived is a lesson learned. If you post it on RSDN its also cool to get tips from other experienced people who are willing to give you tips.


P.S. English is not my native tounge so there are plenty of mistakes in this whole text...just sayin.
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#1

CBAABC

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 Goodstuff. Your nickname is very accurate wink

LOL I could never imagine you near crying in the club...seriously?

I am soo jealous of you and L...it´s good to have a best friend and a wing at the same time...you guys look like brothers.

ChinaBoy
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MrCreepGuy

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jap, i was near crying in the club also i shet some tears at home thinking about how much i suck. I never want to have those feelings again but pick up fucks you up and can be the best things you've ever experienced but at the same time the worst.
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-destroyed

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good one. you are way above me in terms of success with women. though there's a reason for everything. so i'm cool with it.

keep writing. i really like your reports.


"A lesson lived is a lesson learned" .... yes. true.


....hatebreed?....




ciao
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MrCreepGuy

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thx man, i will.
and yes, hatebreed, somethings pretty cool to listen to.
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Dr Feelgood

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ICE, oh ICE!

That's exactly what's missing in my game right now, so that's why it was really cool to watch you in the club.

Interesting little summary!
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-destroyed

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what exactly do you mean by "ICE"?


... means "staying cool"?
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The Guy

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enourmosly cooli cooli! good post GOOD ENGLISH!!
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Dr Feelgood

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-destroyed wrote:
what exactly do you mean by "ICE"?


... means "staying cool"?

Staying VERY cool, totally unreactive while the girl is trying... this is MrCreepGuy.
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-destroyed

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thanks dr.



have a good day.
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Dr Feelgood

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Ha ha... sometimes it doesn't take much to make people happy!

Have a good day as well!
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