THE FORUMS
Saturday:
Go out solo dolo again. Wanted to go to my other roomies bar but he texted saying his boss was at th door so dont come yet. Sweet dude.. i like him by far the least out of my roomies. Go to another bar and get in there. Crowd isnt that awesome... not very many hotties. Walk amd aroynd and try to bee line it to the dance floor and go nuts to start my nut like this last thursday. Its not the same solo lol. Stand there ccant decide in a girl to open... girl walks past me says im cute. Pull her in... go get drinks with her and her friend whos getting married. Make her buy me a shot of patron... if your going to drink, drink that. Lol. Married friend leaves. Tongue down. More drinks whoops. Set her free adter a while. Walk around and dont do shit. Open a girl. Dont know what to say and eject and shes like why the fuck is he ejecting? Dam it! Open again. Shes not hot enough. Open the hottest girl there and almost hook it. She was like one of the only actual hotties. Find my makeout from before. More drinks. Makeout 's bachoreltte party leaves. Daaamit. She goes even tho i go for pull. Fuuuck so goddam horny i just need to get laid!!!!!!! Omg!! Chode about. Cant find jack shit i want to open. See milf. Dont open...watch some other guy open amd ev.entually blow out. Grab my sack and approach. Brazilian. Fake boobs. Hottest girl in the place. Open. Just straight viiiiiiibe cause i can. Dance a little on her. Resistance as i try and pull her in to cut the space. I dont give a fuck. I keep on chilling. Take my foot off the gas and talk less and increase eye contact. She doesntt give me much but i continue to chill there. She keeps hitting my chest with her hand. I keep pulling her in. She keeps resisting slightly. Stare right into her eyes like an unflinching badass that i am. We're dancing now. She keeps saying she wont makeout with me. I keep telling her she should stop thinking about making out with me cause im not even trying to and i didnt say she could. Lol... i keep on tryingto makeout with her. Its all hilarious to me. Her fake boobs are pressing against my
chest. Ahhh hotness. She wants my number. Eventually i get hers too. Lights come on and her friends appear. We're still dancing and she wants to kiss me. She starts to move in for the kiss ansd i kiss her back. I meet the friends and the pull aint happening. Oh well... cab it back by myself. Im a boss.
You can have a shit night and still get the hottest possible girl. Hurray. Im am enough. Nothing fancy. Eye contact is key. My eye contact on her was my best ever probably... so fucking icy. Dam i want to fuck her. So fucking horny need to get laid. She texts me that night "was nice meeting you." Her english sucks. I tried to get her to come over this morning before i left to go back north but she doesnt have a car and lives much too far away. I have no car in the city either. Dammm. She seems real into me... maybe ill be able to fuck her at a later date.
Execution still wasnt what i want saturday night. But even given that all u have to do with a hot girl is fucking show up. You are enough. Just fucking show up and stand there and beat tests. Time really is your ally. All rsd alex's shit really is completely true. It just comes down to how you execute that night. Fuck girls responses they dont matter just do your shit.
Fuck that girl was hot. Hottest ive ever been with.
Go out solo dolo again. Wanted to go to my other roomies bar but he texted saying his boss was at th door so dont come yet. Sweet dude.. i like him by far the least out of my roomies. Go to another bar and get in there. Crowd isnt that awesome... not very many hotties. Walk amd aroynd and try to bee line it to the dance floor and go nuts to start my nut like this last thursday. Its not the same solo lol. Stand there ccant decide in a girl to open... girl walks past me says im cute. Pull her in... go get drinks with her and her friend whos getting married. Make her buy me a shot of patron... if your going to drink, drink that. Lol. Married friend leaves. Tongue down. More drinks whoops. Set her free adter a while. Walk around and dont do shit. Open a girl. Dont know what to say and eject and shes like why the fuck is he ejecting? Dam it! Open again. Shes not hot enough. Open the hottest girl there and almost hook it. She was like one of the only actual hotties. Find my makeout from before. More drinks. Makeout 's bachoreltte party leaves. Daaamit. She goes even tho i go for pull. Fuuuck so goddam horny i just need to get laid!!!!!!! Omg!! Chode about. Cant find jack shit i want to open. See milf. Dont open...watch some other guy open amd ev.entually blow out. Grab my sack and approach. Brazilian. Fake boobs. Hottest girl in the place. Open. Just straight viiiiiiibe cause i can. Dance a little on her. Resistance as i try and pull her in to cut the space. I dont give a fuck. I keep on chilling. Take my foot off the gas and talk less and increase eye contact. She doesntt give me much but i continue to chill there. She keeps hitting my chest with her hand. I keep pulling her in. She keeps resisting slightly. Stare right into her eyes like an unflinching badass that i am. We're dancing now. She keeps saying she wont makeout with me. I keep telling her she should stop thinking about making out with me cause im not even trying to and i didnt say she could. Lol... i keep on tryingto makeout with her. Its all hilarious to me. Her fake boobs are pressing against my
chest. Ahhh hotness. She wants my number. Eventually i get hers too. Lights come on and her friends appear. We're still dancing and she wants to kiss me. She starts to move in for the kiss ansd i kiss her back. I meet the friends and the pull aint happening. Oh well... cab it back by myself. Im a boss.
You can have a shit night and still get the hottest possible girl. Hurray. Im am enough. Nothing fancy. Eye contact is key. My eye contact on her was my best ever probably... so fucking icy. Dam i want to fuck her. So fucking horny need to get laid. She texts me that night "was nice meeting you." Her english sucks. I tried to get her to come over this morning before i left to go back north but she doesnt have a car and lives much too far away. I have no car in the city either. Dammm. She seems real into me... maybe ill be able to fuck her at a later date.
Execution still wasnt what i want saturday night. But even given that all u have to do with a hot girl is fucking show up. You are enough. Just fucking show up and stand there and beat tests. Time really is your ally. All rsd alex's shit really is completely true. It just comes down to how you execute that night. Fuck girls responses they dont matter just do your shit.
Fuck that girl was hot. Hottest ive ever been with.
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been a while since ive written up field reports, but it hasnt been for a lack of gaming. ;)
this past thursday:
Emotional destroyement.
Day two with a cute little 18 year old. We got out for icecream around 9 in town. I'm kinda awkward and suck. Walk around a little afterward. Conversation is somewhat forced and i dont properly enjoy myself. uh-oh haha. I completely fail to get pyshical. Go for the good bye and get a hug like a good little chode.
Go out to PIMP IT immediatly following the day two. Meet up with kevin and his two buddies (chodes). Go to our typical thursday spot while we are in our home state. Its shitty to begin with but tonight its straight up ridiculous. They are closed for "renovations" and they have moved the club outside into the parking lot were they have a the couches set up and and a bunch of people and speakers out there. Wtf.... what is this a night at the roxbury??? a club outside the club? haha. ridiculous. I'm super motivated and open well and open everything. The two memorable sets are a group of bachorlettes that want kevin and i to go back to their hotel to strip for them. haha yuuup. We are both pretty ripped up from ahtelics. We number exchange and tell them we will go. The other memorable set was a decent girl who i opened and quickly got her number. Big boobies. I was in the zone pretty good. Dancing around like a idiot and having a good time. Opening strong and executing my shit well.
Leave the club outside the club and go up the street to venue b.... were i get emotionally destroyed. Eventually in the second venue i spot my day two from only a few hours previous. Shes across the room and seems to be avoiding me. Walk closer and yup shes pretty much hiding from me. Fuck. Yeah that hurts a little. Biggest emotional bitch slap i have yet to recieve from game. Oh well... grind through it. Open a little more. Deisel blow out were the girl is just about as cruel as she can possibly manage.
Yeah... sooo... game will constantly teach you two things according to tyler: stop being a pussy and stop being outcome dependent. yup. He also notes that its when you get emotionally destroyed that those experiences are the ones that harden you and force you to grow. After that night i was sure hoping so... and trusting in that process too (i'm writing this a week later). My criteria for success continues to slid away from reactions and more towards me executing my stuff and expressing myself. good....
Friday: Cant remember shit about it. 90% sure i had a good night and opened well and that there was an extreme lack of talent at the venue we went to. The small town we are going out in really sucks donkey dick. Grind through it. It does however come with some positives. Teaches you not to miss sets and how to survive with literally zero momentum. thats cool.
Focus continues to shift away from the girl and onto me having a hilarious time in da club.
this past thursday:
Emotional destroyement.
Day two with a cute little 18 year old. We got out for icecream around 9 in town. I'm kinda awkward and suck. Walk around a little afterward. Conversation is somewhat forced and i dont properly enjoy myself. uh-oh haha. I completely fail to get pyshical. Go for the good bye and get a hug like a good little chode.
Go out to PIMP IT immediatly following the day two. Meet up with kevin and his two buddies (chodes). Go to our typical thursday spot while we are in our home state. Its shitty to begin with but tonight its straight up ridiculous. They are closed for "renovations" and they have moved the club outside into the parking lot were they have a the couches set up and and a bunch of people and speakers out there. Wtf.... what is this a night at the roxbury??? a club outside the club? haha. ridiculous. I'm super motivated and open well and open everything. The two memorable sets are a group of bachorlettes that want kevin and i to go back to their hotel to strip for them. haha yuuup. We are both pretty ripped up from ahtelics. We number exchange and tell them we will go. The other memorable set was a decent girl who i opened and quickly got her number. Big boobies. I was in the zone pretty good. Dancing around like a idiot and having a good time. Opening strong and executing my shit well.
Leave the club outside the club and go up the street to venue b.... were i get emotionally destroyed. Eventually in the second venue i spot my day two from only a few hours previous. Shes across the room and seems to be avoiding me. Walk closer and yup shes pretty much hiding from me. Fuck. Yeah that hurts a little. Biggest emotional bitch slap i have yet to recieve from game. Oh well... grind through it. Open a little more. Deisel blow out were the girl is just about as cruel as she can possibly manage.
Yeah... sooo... game will constantly teach you two things according to tyler: stop being a pussy and stop being outcome dependent. yup. He also notes that its when you get emotionally destroyed that those experiences are the ones that harden you and force you to grow. After that night i was sure hoping so... and trusting in that process too (i'm writing this a week later). My criteria for success continues to slid away from reactions and more towards me executing my stuff and expressing myself. good....
Friday: Cant remember shit about it. 90% sure i had a good night and opened well and that there was an extreme lack of talent at the venue we went to. The small town we are going out in really sucks donkey dick. Grind through it. It does however come with some positives. Teaches you not to miss sets and how to survive with literally zero momentum. thats cool.
Focus continues to shift away from the girl and onto me having a hilarious time in da club.
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Go to one of my good friends graduation parties during the day. Its cool. Good to see some old buddies. On the way back its late and i'm with my parents. Kevin texts me this: "pimp it??" i think about it... im exhausted. its borderline too late. I'm not in a good mode. But then i ask myself this: "am i reaaalllly going to not go out??" I know the answer to that question. Get home and saddle up. Meet kevin out. Have a good night if i can remember correctly. Its all a big blur at this point. I think i opened like a boss and did well enjoying msyelf and having a blast and acting like my typical goofy self. awesomeness. I do remember one open were i had a hilarious hand of god opener that the girl refused to take and i stared at her and kept on telling her to grab my hand. She didnt but i walked up and it hooked anyways. Other good stuff went down too i'm sure (still writing this on thursday of the following week can't really remember.) Also of extreme note: A girl was looking at me funny. I hand of god open her and pull her in to talk. Shes like i fucking know you. I tell her she doesnt but she keeps on insisting. Eventually she remembers that i had opened her LAST summer in a different bar in town. This was when i was just dabbling with game and trying to use routines (which are not the way to go btw). She tells me i was just a little kid last summer but now i'm like... awesome. I laugh at her. Shes all like too bad i have a fiance blah blah. Her friends are freaking the fuck out cause i'm talking to her and giving me the dirtiest looks cause shes got a "fiance." Eventually the friends win out and pull her away. Valuable lesson tho. Last summer i was just dabbling and not committed fully to this, not even three nights a week and couldnt open the hotties. I thought that girl was a nine last summer. Shes a 7 to me now. Last summer i approached her as a chode and she talked to me but never would have fucked me. This summer i'm a "sexual threat" and obviously a grown ass MAN. very different. Drastic and unbelievable improvement. Had other opens that night. Opened a stripper that i hung in there pretty good with but eventually kinda fizzled out. Still good stuff.
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Sunday:
Drive down to d.c. for work. long ass car ride.
PIMP it sunday night. haha. Its fucking sunday can't find anyplace busy. Oh well, we went out and got a feel for the town. Cool.
Monday:
GO OUT. find a pretty good spot for a monday. Latina salsa. Kevin and i are a white guy commidity in the place. Funny stuff. Open a little, theres not too much for quality. Missed one real hot blonde i'm pissed at myself for not opening even tho she was burried with guys. Open a little brazilian girl and it hooks. I'm enjoying myself in the place acting like an absolute goof ball per usual (this is me when i'm at my best). Dance with the little brazilian, eject and come back a couple times. I think "pull" but i cant and get all fucking needy on her. Eventually the set fizzles out cause i get all needy while trying to go for the pull. I'm definetly shoiwng drastic improvement however the last week. Something seems like its starting to click. Its all starting to feel really good. I think it might be stemming from me not giving a shit to an even larger extent which allows me to act more like myself and have even more fun. I've been running around lately acting like a straight up donkey making jokes about farts and poop that would be right up a five year olds alley. Fortunately however... this is all hilarious to me and i'm having a blast doing me. New level of self amusement/ self expression. Letting that natural personality out and having a good time doing it. Everything feels like its starting to click much more. Also i appear to be giving less and less of a shit about the reactions and more about my execution. I just want to execute my stuff and not worry about anything else.
Tuesday:
Sweeeeeet college night in town. Get in there with kevin and our other work buddy. Great guy and pretty good natural when hes in his enviroment. In the bar he just kinda chodes about however. oh well still good in the hood. Get in there and i occupy work buddy while kevin opens. Hes in there a while. He keeps on one shot killing it lately. Hes getting good too. I eventually get to open while my buddy just stands there chilling. I open and launch lazer eye contact in my target in a town set. Eventually run out of things to say and peace. My self amusement in the bar is money tonight. I'm fucking around per usual being goofy. Open a little more. hook a little petite spanish-ish girl. Hold that fucking frame like a boss then chill back and let her "invest" a la julien's new video. yuuuup. Hold it more and give her a chance to walk away. She doesnt and stays. I say: "what do you want." its good. makeout. yup yup yup. Back to chilling with the homies. Kevin opens while the three of us are standing together. The girl he opened is in set with my first open of the night with which i ran out of things to say. I hand of god re open her across the set. She can't help but grab my hand. I pull her in and laugh at my ridiculousness. Vibe, lazer eyes, cut the space, dance to a makeout. takes like four minutes total. ahaha the basics. Run around and open a few more, a blow out or two i think but really who the fuck gives a shit about getting blown out anymore? I'm so beyond caring what others think. More fart jokes in the bar. haha. Find first makeout again. Shes all shit testing and i let her shit test all she wants. Again i;m like "what do you want" "why are you talking to me" and add random silences were i just stop talking and smirk at her. Yup that julien video on investment works well from the front page. Another round of making out. She wants to go back to her place to smoke weed, i agree to (i dont smoke but its just a way to say lets go fuck). I cant however beacuse of the following shit ass logistics. I never deposited my work checks so my bank account is empty. whoops. I have no car. Kevin drove. Its too far for cab. My phone is dead. whoooops. haha. would've had the pull too. Let her go. Reopen second makeout and she starts to give me attitude and shes not as hot as i originally thought. I'm like fuck you i dont need this and walk away. She gets sad as i walk away. Whatever... i've got standads now girl! haha.
We go home. No real smokeshows at that place but some decent little cuties. I had a blast and was extremely unstifled and put my natural personality on the line. In short, i'm a goofy guy. I like to clown around and laugh a lot and make really lame stupid jokes. So thats what i've been doing lately. Following through on what i want to do because i literally can't care less about what people think of me or how they respond for the most part. I'm still staying calibrated at the same time however... dont make the mistake of acting like an UNcalibrated goofy retard. I act like a calibrated goofy retard. I do me first and worry about others second. I have been having a blast lately. Its REALLY starting to click now. Something appears to be giving way although i'm not sure what and can only guess.
Drive down to d.c. for work. long ass car ride.
PIMP it sunday night. haha. Its fucking sunday can't find anyplace busy. Oh well, we went out and got a feel for the town. Cool.
Monday:
GO OUT. find a pretty good spot for a monday. Latina salsa. Kevin and i are a white guy commidity in the place. Funny stuff. Open a little, theres not too much for quality. Missed one real hot blonde i'm pissed at myself for not opening even tho she was burried with guys. Open a little brazilian girl and it hooks. I'm enjoying myself in the place acting like an absolute goof ball per usual (this is me when i'm at my best). Dance with the little brazilian, eject and come back a couple times. I think "pull" but i cant and get all fucking needy on her. Eventually the set fizzles out cause i get all needy while trying to go for the pull. I'm definetly shoiwng drastic improvement however the last week. Something seems like its starting to click. Its all starting to feel really good. I think it might be stemming from me not giving a shit to an even larger extent which allows me to act more like myself and have even more fun. I've been running around lately acting like a straight up donkey making jokes about farts and poop that would be right up a five year olds alley. Fortunately however... this is all hilarious to me and i'm having a blast doing me. New level of self amusement/ self expression. Letting that natural personality out and having a good time doing it. Everything feels like its starting to click much more. Also i appear to be giving less and less of a shit about the reactions and more about my execution. I just want to execute my stuff and not worry about anything else.
Tuesday:
Sweeeeeet college night in town. Get in there with kevin and our other work buddy. Great guy and pretty good natural when hes in his enviroment. In the bar he just kinda chodes about however. oh well still good in the hood. Get in there and i occupy work buddy while kevin opens. Hes in there a while. He keeps on one shot killing it lately. Hes getting good too. I eventually get to open while my buddy just stands there chilling. I open and launch lazer eye contact in my target in a town set. Eventually run out of things to say and peace. My self amusement in the bar is money tonight. I'm fucking around per usual being goofy. Open a little more. hook a little petite spanish-ish girl. Hold that fucking frame like a boss then chill back and let her "invest" a la julien's new video. yuuuup. Hold it more and give her a chance to walk away. She doesnt and stays. I say: "what do you want." its good. makeout. yup yup yup. Back to chilling with the homies. Kevin opens while the three of us are standing together. The girl he opened is in set with my first open of the night with which i ran out of things to say. I hand of god re open her across the set. She can't help but grab my hand. I pull her in and laugh at my ridiculousness. Vibe, lazer eyes, cut the space, dance to a makeout. takes like four minutes total. ahaha the basics. Run around and open a few more, a blow out or two i think but really who the fuck gives a shit about getting blown out anymore? I'm so beyond caring what others think. More fart jokes in the bar. haha. Find first makeout again. Shes all shit testing and i let her shit test all she wants. Again i;m like "what do you want" "why are you talking to me" and add random silences were i just stop talking and smirk at her. Yup that julien video on investment works well from the front page. Another round of making out. She wants to go back to her place to smoke weed, i agree to (i dont smoke but its just a way to say lets go fuck). I cant however beacuse of the following shit ass logistics. I never deposited my work checks so my bank account is empty. whoops. I have no car. Kevin drove. Its too far for cab. My phone is dead. whoooops. haha. would've had the pull too. Let her go. Reopen second makeout and she starts to give me attitude and shes not as hot as i originally thought. I'm like fuck you i dont need this and walk away. She gets sad as i walk away. Whatever... i've got standads now girl! haha.
We go home. No real smokeshows at that place but some decent little cuties. I had a blast and was extremely unstifled and put my natural personality on the line. In short, i'm a goofy guy. I like to clown around and laugh a lot and make really lame stupid jokes. So thats what i've been doing lately. Following through on what i want to do because i literally can't care less about what people think of me or how they respond for the most part. I'm still staying calibrated at the same time however... dont make the mistake of acting like an UNcalibrated goofy retard. I act like a calibrated goofy retard. I do me first and worry about others second. I have been having a blast lately. Its REALLY starting to click now. Something appears to be giving way although i'm not sure what and can only guess.
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Sunday:
Drive down to d.c. for work. long ass car ride.
PIMP it sunday night. haha. Its fucking sunday can't find anyplace busy. Oh well, we went out and got a feel for the town. Cool.
Monday:
GO OUT. find a pretty good spot for a monday. Latina salsa. Kevin and i are a white guy commidity in the place. Funny stuff. Open a little, theres not too much for quality. Missed one real hot blonde i'm pissed at myself for not opening even tho she was burried with guys. Open a little brazilian girl and it hooks. I'm enjoying myself in the place acting like an absolute goof ball per usual (this is me when i'm at my best). Dance with the little brazilian, eject and come back a couple times. I think "pull" but i cant and get all fucking needy on her. Eventually the set fizzles out cause i get all needy while trying to go for the pull. I'm definetly shoiwng drastic improvement however the last week. Something seems like its starting to click. Its all starting to feel really good. I think it might be stemming from me not giving a shit to an even larger extent which allows me to act more like myself and have even more fun. I've been running around lately acting like a straight up donkey making jokes about farts and poop that would be right up a five year olds alley. Fortunately however... this is all hilarious to me and i'm having a blast doing me. New level of self amusement/ self expression. Letting that natural personality out and having a good time doing it. Everything feels like its starting to click much more. Also i appear to be giving less and less of a shit about the reactions and more about my execution. I just want to execute my stuff and not worry about anything else.
Tuesday:
Sweeeeeet college night in town. Get in there with kevin and our other work buddy. Great guy and pretty good natural when hes in his enviroment. In the bar he just kinda chodes about however. oh well still good in the hood. Get in there and i occupy work buddy while kevin opens. Hes in there a while. He keeps on one shot killing it lately. Hes getting good too. I eventually get to open while my buddy just stands there chilling. I open and launch lazer eye contact in my target in a town set. Eventually run out of things to say and peace. My self amusement in the bar is money tonight. I'm fucking around per usual being goofy. Open a little more. hook a little petite spanish-ish girl. Hold that fucking frame like a boss then chill back and let her "invest" a la julien's new video. yuuuup. Hold it more and give her a chance to walk away. She doesnt and stays. I say: "what do you want." its good. makeout. yup yup yup. Back to chilling with the homies. Kevin opens while the three of us are standing together. The girl he opened is in set with my first open of the night with which i ran out of things to say. I hand of god re open her across the set. She can't help but grab my hand. I pull her in and laugh at my ridiculousness. Vibe, lazer eyes, cut the space, dance to a makeout. takes like four minutes total. ahaha the basics. Run around and open a few more, a blow out or two i think but really who the fuck gives a shit about getting blown out anymore? I'm so beyond caring what others think. More fart jokes in the bar. haha. Find first makeout again. Shes all shit testing and i let her shit test all she wants. Again i;m like "what do you want" "why are you talking to me" and add random silences were i just stop talking and smirk at her. Yup that julien video on investment works well from the front page. Another round of making out. She wants to go back to her place to smoke weed, i agree to (i dont smoke but its just a way to say lets go fuck). I cant however beacuse of the following shit ass logistics. I never deposited my work checks so my bank account is empty. whoops. I have no car. Kevin drove. Its too far for cab. My phone is dead. whoooops. haha. would've had the pull too. Let her go. Reopen second makeout and she starts to give me attitude and shes not as hot as i originally thought. I'm like fuck you i dont need this and walk away. She gets sad as i walk away. Whatever... i've got standads now girl! haha.
We go home. No real smokeshows at that place but some decent little cuties. I had a blast and was extremely unstifled and put my natural personality on the line. In short, i'm a goofy guy. I like to clown around and laugh a lot and make really lame stupid jokes. So thats what i've been doing lately. Following through on what i want to do because i literally can't care less about what people think of me or how they respond for the most part. I'm still staying calibrated at the same time however... dont make the mistake of acting like an UNcalibrated goofy retard. I act like a calibrated goofy retard. I do me first and worry about others second. I have been having a blast lately. Its REALLY starting to click now. Something appears to be giving way although i'm not sure what and can only guess.
Drive down to d.c. for work. long ass car ride.
PIMP it sunday night. haha. Its fucking sunday can't find anyplace busy. Oh well, we went out and got a feel for the town. Cool.
Monday:
GO OUT. find a pretty good spot for a monday. Latina salsa. Kevin and i are a white guy commidity in the place. Funny stuff. Open a little, theres not too much for quality. Missed one real hot blonde i'm pissed at myself for not opening even tho she was burried with guys. Open a little brazilian girl and it hooks. I'm enjoying myself in the place acting like an absolute goof ball per usual (this is me when i'm at my best). Dance with the little brazilian, eject and come back a couple times. I think "pull" but i cant and get all fucking needy on her. Eventually the set fizzles out cause i get all needy while trying to go for the pull. I'm definetly shoiwng drastic improvement however the last week. Something seems like its starting to click. Its all starting to feel really good. I think it might be stemming from me not giving a shit to an even larger extent which allows me to act more like myself and have even more fun. I've been running around lately acting like a straight up donkey making jokes about farts and poop that would be right up a five year olds alley. Fortunately however... this is all hilarious to me and i'm having a blast doing me. New level of self amusement/ self expression. Letting that natural personality out and having a good time doing it. Everything feels like its starting to click much more. Also i appear to be giving less and less of a shit about the reactions and more about my execution. I just want to execute my stuff and not worry about anything else.
Tuesday:
Sweeeeeet college night in town. Get in there with kevin and our other work buddy. Great guy and pretty good natural when hes in his enviroment. In the bar he just kinda chodes about however. oh well still good in the hood. Get in there and i occupy work buddy while kevin opens. Hes in there a while. He keeps on one shot killing it lately. Hes getting good too. I eventually get to open while my buddy just stands there chilling. I open and launch lazer eye contact in my target in a town set. Eventually run out of things to say and peace. My self amusement in the bar is money tonight. I'm fucking around per usual being goofy. Open a little more. hook a little petite spanish-ish girl. Hold that fucking frame like a boss then chill back and let her "invest" a la julien's new video. yuuuup. Hold it more and give her a chance to walk away. She doesnt and stays. I say: "what do you want." its good. makeout. yup yup yup. Back to chilling with the homies. Kevin opens while the three of us are standing together. The girl he opened is in set with my first open of the night with which i ran out of things to say. I hand of god re open her across the set. She can't help but grab my hand. I pull her in and laugh at my ridiculousness. Vibe, lazer eyes, cut the space, dance to a makeout. takes like four minutes total. ahaha the basics. Run around and open a few more, a blow out or two i think but really who the fuck gives a shit about getting blown out anymore? I'm so beyond caring what others think. More fart jokes in the bar. haha. Find first makeout again. Shes all shit testing and i let her shit test all she wants. Again i;m like "what do you want" "why are you talking to me" and add random silences were i just stop talking and smirk at her. Yup that julien video on investment works well from the front page. Another round of making out. She wants to go back to her place to smoke weed, i agree to (i dont smoke but its just a way to say lets go fuck). I cant however beacuse of the following shit ass logistics. I never deposited my work checks so my bank account is empty. whoops. I have no car. Kevin drove. Its too far for cab. My phone is dead. whoooops. haha. would've had the pull too. Let her go. Reopen second makeout and she starts to give me attitude and shes not as hot as i originally thought. I'm like fuck you i dont need this and walk away. She gets sad as i walk away. Whatever... i've got standads now girl! haha.
We go home. No real smokeshows at that place but some decent little cuties. I had a blast and was extremely unstifled and put my natural personality on the line. In short, i'm a goofy guy. I like to clown around and laugh a lot and make really lame stupid jokes. So thats what i've been doing lately. Following through on what i want to do because i literally can't care less about what people think of me or how they respond for the most part. I'm still staying calibrated at the same time however... dont make the mistake of acting like an UNcalibrated goofy retard. I act like a calibrated goofy retard. I do me first and worry about others second. I have been having a blast lately. Its REALLY starting to click now. Something appears to be giving way although i'm not sure what and can only guess.
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Wednesday:
LAY REPORT BITCHES! yahoooooooo!!!!
I took my penis and inserted it into a girls vajayjay and it felt really good and she was moaning and stuff.
:)
haha. just kidding but seriously... i did.
Go out wednesday night (we are still in d.c.)
Reggea night at 18th street. I'm obnoxious and goofing around per usual. Say hi to a girl as i bee line it for the bathroom. I've been trying to stay hydrated to help my acne (oh yeah have i mentioned that i have like the worst breakout of my entire life the last three weeks and guess what??? it has not hurt my game at all... i swear girls literally dont even notice what you look like. They just notice YOUR PIMP FRAME). so anywhoooo, get out of the bathroom and find kevin and our buddy from work again. We chill for a little. Kevin opens and again pretty much gets a one shot kill on a decent girl. I open as a girl is walking away but she likes it anyways. Open another instance were the girl is being dragged away but like clings to me as she is pulled away. Can't find any real talent in this place. No smokeshows. I open a girl whos walking toward me and just my type of cute and fuck you kevin i opened her before you could! hahaha. Our biggest competition is now ourselves in the bar. I grab her. Hook it and cut the space. vibe and lazer eyes. I'm a little too amped up and she calls me crazy or something and i instantly calibrate and take it down like two notches on my crazyness. Goes smoothly. Shes from my home state randomly. I pull her to dance floor. Enjoy the shit out of it. Shes 5 7 and skinny tight little body. Just my type. Blonde hair. Soft. Firm. Ahhhhhh. Tight ass. Eventually makeout. I ask were she lives and she says its close. I say lets go. She says okay. Holy fuck that was quick. we agree to find our friends. I find kevin and she finds her friend and it turns out kevin is already in set with her friend. HILARIOUS. I'm like WTF! I get a drink and take a sip and we just leave, my girl and i. Grab a cab back to her place. Get in there and MAKE SEXUAL INTERCOURSE. YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!! it was pretty awesome. She talked dirty a little bit. "Fuck me hard and slow." moan. "omg fuck me slow and deep." I complied and did the way she wanted. Then i fucked her from behind. That was the best part. She kept on thrusting her ass up into the air and back into my dick. Fuck her ass was so tight. Cuddle after and apparently kevin has shown up and bangs the roommate at some point during the night. ahaha pricless. My girl and i talk and shes working as a political advertiser or some wicked smart shit in d.c. She went to a really really smart prep school in my state and then to an obnoxiously good college. Shes lovely. Shes funny and intelligent and got a tight little body. Quality. Stay over for the night. Wake up with her at 7 30 try to bone but no more condoms :( grab kevin from the roommate and we eventually leave. Walk into the morning dishevled messes and go get breakfast while people are getting up for work. haha fuckers with real jobs. Get some fro yo on m street and our work buddy picks us up. ADVENTURE. god that girl was sexy.
LAY REPORT BITCHES! yahoooooooo!!!!
I took my penis and inserted it into a girls vajayjay and it felt really good and she was moaning and stuff.
:)
haha. just kidding but seriously... i did.
Go out wednesday night (we are still in d.c.)
Reggea night at 18th street. I'm obnoxious and goofing around per usual. Say hi to a girl as i bee line it for the bathroom. I've been trying to stay hydrated to help my acne (oh yeah have i mentioned that i have like the worst breakout of my entire life the last three weeks and guess what??? it has not hurt my game at all... i swear girls literally dont even notice what you look like. They just notice YOUR PIMP FRAME). so anywhoooo, get out of the bathroom and find kevin and our buddy from work again. We chill for a little. Kevin opens and again pretty much gets a one shot kill on a decent girl. I open as a girl is walking away but she likes it anyways. Open another instance were the girl is being dragged away but like clings to me as she is pulled away. Can't find any real talent in this place. No smokeshows. I open a girl whos walking toward me and just my type of cute and fuck you kevin i opened her before you could! hahaha. Our biggest competition is now ourselves in the bar. I grab her. Hook it and cut the space. vibe and lazer eyes. I'm a little too amped up and she calls me crazy or something and i instantly calibrate and take it down like two notches on my crazyness. Goes smoothly. Shes from my home state randomly. I pull her to dance floor. Enjoy the shit out of it. Shes 5 7 and skinny tight little body. Just my type. Blonde hair. Soft. Firm. Ahhhhhh. Tight ass. Eventually makeout. I ask were she lives and she says its close. I say lets go. She says okay. Holy fuck that was quick. we agree to find our friends. I find kevin and she finds her friend and it turns out kevin is already in set with her friend. HILARIOUS. I'm like WTF! I get a drink and take a sip and we just leave, my girl and i. Grab a cab back to her place. Get in there and MAKE SEXUAL INTERCOURSE. YAYYYYYYYY!!!!!! it was pretty awesome. She talked dirty a little bit. "Fuck me hard and slow." moan. "omg fuck me slow and deep." I complied and did the way she wanted. Then i fucked her from behind. That was the best part. She kept on thrusting her ass up into the air and back into my dick. Fuck her ass was so tight. Cuddle after and apparently kevin has shown up and bangs the roommate at some point during the night. ahaha pricless. My girl and i talk and shes working as a political advertiser or some wicked smart shit in d.c. She went to a really really smart prep school in my state and then to an obnoxiously good college. Shes lovely. Shes funny and intelligent and got a tight little body. Quality. Stay over for the night. Wake up with her at 7 30 try to bone but no more condoms :( grab kevin from the roommate and we eventually leave. Walk into the morning dishevled messes and go get breakfast while people are getting up for work. haha fuckers with real jobs. Get some fro yo on m street and our work buddy picks us up. ADVENTURE. god that girl was sexy.
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Thursday night d.c.
Wicked crowded place. Kevin gets in set immediatly and is pretty much gone for the night. I do okay... kinda struggle. Im feeling chode cherish feelings for girl from last night. Hot, my type, chemistry. Oh well... onward and upward. Opened everything i could. Dance with one cutie fifteen twenty minutes. She says going to the bathroom, cant tell if its sincere, so i just peace. See kevin before he pulls, ad i get his keys. I walk to more bars. Open a 26 year old tall brunette. Cut the space and vibe. Eventualy number close. Not solid tho. Much too fast amd we are leaving tonight anyways. Still good execution on my principles. Opened a bunch. Not quite in the zone. Went to the bitter fucking end. :) im proud of myself. Seriously...
Sinking feelings of scarcity for girl from last night caused very slight reaction seeking, slightly out of my head. Did not execute "fun" well enough. Super pumped on pushing it hard tho. Great job dude.
Friday:
Towson maryland. Hotties galore. Kevin and i both struggle slightly. Its a heavily social circled enviroment amdwe just hit it like a normal city. I get a ton of "ahahaha but no's". I hit it up hard. Trying too hard to get good. Fun was not being generated from within and was looking without to vaidate the ol pickup artist identity. Still had some sweet opens. Opened the hottest possible girls. Nothing too solid tho. Oh well. Went to the bitter bittter bitter fucking end. Used hand of god opener, that shits hilarious. These nights payoff huge. Executed going hard and pushing myself. Did not execute generating state frrom within amd looked externally for some kind of validation.
Saturday:
Layyyyyy report. Cause im gangsta. Still in towson. Chill back more a la alexander style game. Much better suited for the enviroment. Open a couple girlies of little consequnecne and get some momentum. Open a real cutie. "Hey who r you." Her: "come find out." She pulls me to dance floor and runs up to guy. Im like wtf... boyfriend! Run away weirded out. Open with a hand of god. 25 year old blonde curly hair. Nothing happens on that one and eject. See hbkarly (girl i thought was with bf on dfloor). Reopen. Turns out it wasnt and it was a gay dude. Whoops.pull to dfloor and meet gay guy. I dance with hbkarly and so does he, kinda sandwhich shit. Thats chill but i tellhim to fuck off when he grabs my ass. More dancing with my girl. Makeout. Drinks she buys lol. Eject find kevin. Open again. Not as hot nothing doing. Hbkarly buy her drinks cause she says i owe her. Screen for pull. Let kevin know whats up. Back to her place and meet her roomies. Go into bedroom and fuck her. Zero lmr. Fuck without condom. Nooooooooooo!!! Dam u cam. Felt sooooo good omg. Shes a freak andlikes it rough. I fuck her hard. Her ass is so fine. We try to be quiet for the roomies. Pull her back to my hotel room and fuck her more. Shes a freak. I finger her buttthole. She squirts on m y dick. Fucking awesome. Fucking hot. I banged the shit out of her. Uuuhhhhmm. Ahaha. Girls r all sluts. They want the champs dick and will do anything with it. Be the champ its amazing. I love it. Somebody starts knocking and comes in. Its kevin with another gur. I ask for a minute as we are both still naked. My girl and i get dressed. We walk out and kevin walks in with a hottie. Ahahahha hilarious. Its like a fucking brothel. This shit is getting funnier and funnier.
Executed fun first and coming from my own reality. Had a blast goofing around the bar and not seeking ANY reactions. I learned how to do the carleton from the fresh prince of bell air from three black dudes. The whole time i screamed "im so white!" Ahaha. Thats the self amusement goofyness im talking about. Executed opens too. Holler. Loving life. Slept like zero hours last week. Go to work on two and a half hours sleep and now driving to the cape. Marthas vineyard monday to thursday. My life is a joke... literally.
Wicked crowded place. Kevin gets in set immediatly and is pretty much gone for the night. I do okay... kinda struggle. Im feeling chode cherish feelings for girl from last night. Hot, my type, chemistry. Oh well... onward and upward. Opened everything i could. Dance with one cutie fifteen twenty minutes. She says going to the bathroom, cant tell if its sincere, so i just peace. See kevin before he pulls, ad i get his keys. I walk to more bars. Open a 26 year old tall brunette. Cut the space and vibe. Eventualy number close. Not solid tho. Much too fast amd we are leaving tonight anyways. Still good execution on my principles. Opened a bunch. Not quite in the zone. Went to the bitter fucking end. :) im proud of myself. Seriously...
Sinking feelings of scarcity for girl from last night caused very slight reaction seeking, slightly out of my head. Did not execute "fun" well enough. Super pumped on pushing it hard tho. Great job dude.
Friday:
Towson maryland. Hotties galore. Kevin and i both struggle slightly. Its a heavily social circled enviroment amdwe just hit it like a normal city. I get a ton of "ahahaha but no's". I hit it up hard. Trying too hard to get good. Fun was not being generated from within and was looking without to vaidate the ol pickup artist identity. Still had some sweet opens. Opened the hottest possible girls. Nothing too solid tho. Oh well. Went to the bitter bittter bitter fucking end. Used hand of god opener, that shits hilarious. These nights payoff huge. Executed going hard and pushing myself. Did not execute generating state frrom within amd looked externally for some kind of validation.
Saturday:
Layyyyyy report. Cause im gangsta. Still in towson. Chill back more a la alexander style game. Much better suited for the enviroment. Open a couple girlies of little consequnecne and get some momentum. Open a real cutie. "Hey who r you." Her: "come find out." She pulls me to dance floor and runs up to guy. Im like wtf... boyfriend! Run away weirded out. Open with a hand of god. 25 year old blonde curly hair. Nothing happens on that one and eject. See hbkarly (girl i thought was with bf on dfloor). Reopen. Turns out it wasnt and it was a gay dude. Whoops.pull to dfloor and meet gay guy. I dance with hbkarly and so does he, kinda sandwhich shit. Thats chill but i tellhim to fuck off when he grabs my ass. More dancing with my girl. Makeout. Drinks she buys lol. Eject find kevin. Open again. Not as hot nothing doing. Hbkarly buy her drinks cause she says i owe her. Screen for pull. Let kevin know whats up. Back to her place and meet her roomies. Go into bedroom and fuck her. Zero lmr. Fuck without condom. Nooooooooooo!!! Dam u cam. Felt sooooo good omg. Shes a freak andlikes it rough. I fuck her hard. Her ass is so fine. We try to be quiet for the roomies. Pull her back to my hotel room and fuck her more. Shes a freak. I finger her buttthole. She squirts on m y dick. Fucking awesome. Fucking hot. I banged the shit out of her. Uuuhhhhmm. Ahaha. Girls r all sluts. They want the champs dick and will do anything with it. Be the champ its amazing. I love it. Somebody starts knocking and comes in. Its kevin with another gur. I ask for a minute as we are both still naked. My girl and i get dressed. We walk out and kevin walks in with a hottie. Ahahahha hilarious. Its like a fucking brothel. This shit is getting funnier and funnier.
Executed fun first and coming from my own reality. Had a blast goofing around the bar and not seeking ANY reactions. I learned how to do the carleton from the fresh prince of bell air from three black dudes. The whole time i screamed "im so white!" Ahaha. Thats the self amusement goofyness im talking about. Executed opens too. Holler. Loving life. Slept like zero hours last week. Go to work on two and a half hours sleep and now driving to the cape. Marthas vineyard monday to thursday. My life is a joke... literally.
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Monday: went out in the vineyard. It was unbelievably lame. Place is b-e-a-utiful tho. Ultimate vacation destination. Lots of girls with families or on vacation with boyfriend. Bars were empty. Said "hi" to one girl ordering a drink beside me in a bar. Thas it :( tuesday night potential big party. Ill let u dudes know how it goes. ;)
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Tuesday:
Out in vineyard again. Approached twice but blowouts... more probs due to social pressure on them vs. Me not executing. Glad i approached regardless.
Wednesday: went out but there was nothing.
Thursday:
Good ol boston how ive missed you. A real city to rip around in again yahoo. Opened a bunch but nothing really stuck. Hmmmmmmmmm....
Friday: my hometown. Dead exhausted. Place sucks. Still occasional hottie to be had. I almost get inthe zone but never do. Open a decent amount. Something is amiss.... nothing was solid for me. Exhaustion was definitly a factor but...
Stayed in saturday and voluntarily missed my first night of game since starting this journal. Its been a crazy ride so far with a little sex sprinkled in at the end. Time for some reflection. Ultimately i realized the following: i have been believing i "need" a girl. Even if its just one. Ive been trying to just "get"a girl that will validate me and say thats it cam! You won! You got me and now im yours forever!" Obviously im exagerating but thats pretty much the idea. I "need" a girl. No wonder im inconsistent. Yeah okay going to work on a solution for my neediness. This also helps explain why ill even go on day twos and still end up losing girls at some point. I get fucking needy. Going to try and work this issue out.....
Then i can hopefully really start to enjoy this process and have even more fun with a lot less pressure. ;)
Out in vineyard again. Approached twice but blowouts... more probs due to social pressure on them vs. Me not executing. Glad i approached regardless.
Wednesday: went out but there was nothing.
Thursday:
Good ol boston how ive missed you. A real city to rip around in again yahoo. Opened a bunch but nothing really stuck. Hmmmmmmmmm....
Friday: my hometown. Dead exhausted. Place sucks. Still occasional hottie to be had. I almost get inthe zone but never do. Open a decent amount. Something is amiss.... nothing was solid for me. Exhaustion was definitly a factor but...
Stayed in saturday and voluntarily missed my first night of game since starting this journal. Its been a crazy ride so far with a little sex sprinkled in at the end. Time for some reflection. Ultimately i realized the following: i have been believing i "need" a girl. Even if its just one. Ive been trying to just "get"a girl that will validate me and say thats it cam! You won! You got me and now im yours forever!" Obviously im exagerating but thats pretty much the idea. I "need" a girl. No wonder im inconsistent. Yeah okay going to work on a solution for my neediness. This also helps explain why ill even go on day twos and still end up losing girls at some point. I get fucking needy. Going to try and work this issue out.....
Then i can hopefully really start to enjoy this process and have even more fun with a lot less pressure. ;)
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GAME1010
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Go out solo dolo again. Wanted to go to my other roomies bar but he texted saying his boss was at th door so dont come yet. Sweet dude.. i like him by far the least out of my roomies. Go to another bar and get in there. Crowd isnt that awesome... not very many hotties. Walk amd aroynd and try to bee line it to the dance floor and go nuts to start my nut like this last thursday. Its not the same solo lol. Stand there ccant decide in a girl to open... girl walks past me says im cute. Pull her in... go get drinks with her and her friend whos getting married. Make her buy me a shot of patron... if your going to drink, drink that. Lol. Married friend leaves. Tongue down. More drinks whoops. Set her free adter a while. Walk around and dont do shit. Open a girl. Dont know what to say and eject and shes like why the fuck is he ejecting? Dam it! Open again. Shes not hot enough. Open the hottest girl there and almost hook it. She was like one of the only actual hotties. Find my makeout from before. More drinks. Makeout 's bachoreltte party leaves. Daaamit. She goes even tho i go for pull. Fuuuck so goddam horny i just need to get laid!!!!!!! Omg!! Chode about. Cant find jack shit i want to open. See milf. Dont open...watch some other guy open amd ev.entually blow out. Grab my sack and approach. Brazilian. Fake boobs. Hottest girl in the place. Open. Just straight viiiiiiibe cause i can. Dance a little on her. Resistance as i try and pull her in to cut the space. I dont give a fuck. I keep on chilling. Take my foot off the gas and talk less and increase eye contact. She doesntt give me much but i continue to chill there. She keeps hitting my chest with her hand. I keep pulling her in. She keeps resisting slightly. Stare right into her eyes like an unflinching badass that i am. We're dancing now. She keeps saying she wont makeout with me. I keep telling her she should stop thinking about making out with me cause im not even trying to and i didnt say she could. Lol... i keep on tryingto makeout with her. Its all hilarious to me. Her fake boobs are pressing against my
chest. Ahhh hotness. She wants my number. Eventually i get hers too. Lights come on and her friends appear. We're still dancing and she wants to kiss me. She starts to move in for the kiss ansd i kiss her back. I meet the friends and the pull aint happening. Oh well... cab it back by myself. Im a boss.
You can have a shit night and still get the hottest possible girl. Hurray. Im am enough. Nothing fancy. Eye contact is key. My eye contact on her was my best ever probably... so fucking icy. Dam i want to fuck her. So fucking horny need to get laid. She texts me that night "was nice meeting you." Her english sucks. I tried to get her to come over this morning before i left to go back north but she doesnt have a car and lives much too far away. I have no car in the city either. Dammm. She seems real into me... maybe ill be able to fuck her at a later date.
Execution still wasnt what i want saturday night. But even given that all u have to do with a hot girl is fucking show up. You are enough. Just fucking show up and stand there and beat tests. Time really is your ally. All rsd alex's shit really is completely true. It just comes down to how you execute that night. Fuck girls responses they dont matter just do your shit.
Fuck that girl was hot. Hottest ive ever been with.