THE FORUMS
Concert at my school. taking back sunday, dev...? idk, missed the other part.
Tickets were 10 bucks and wednesdays i havent been going out anyways. Its in MY hocky rink of my school. lol. walk over there and its already started. girl singing "dev" is okay. its reaaallly lame and empty. darn i was expecting better. I open a girl. goes pretty well. she almost put herself in front of me as i was walking around looking for girls so i opened with "hey blah blah blah." Hooks. Talk for a while. I get a little pyhsical and cut the space. Cool. I eject without burning it to the ground. gross. I need to push my sets further. Julien adventure frame for myself might be good. Everything is an adventure make it one. See one of my teammates whos a natural, plays in a band, probably biggest natural i know. He always roles with a couple other kids who are the same as him... hm makes sense i guess. I chill with them for a second then spot a cutie. Just step away from those guys and open her. Hooks. I already know her? She claims we met at some party our team had during halloween. I don't remember this in the least. Friends are there crowded in close to me and i dont get pyhsical or turn the conversation into me having fun... its cool tho. Back to choding about, i can't find any other cuties in the whole place. grrr. my boys all show up. we enjoy the concert. Walk around by myself and open again. A pretty goth girl with her friends. A butch little lesiban girl behind the girl i opened chimes in and tells me shes lesbian. I tell the girl i've opened she should be straight for five minutes so i can talk to her. I eject. In hindsight i should've have either ignored lesbian butch friend and proceeded per usual or plowed through that shit and told her shes NOT lesbian anymore.. which i highly doubt she was anyways.
Back to chilling with my homies. walk around spot my orignal first open. grab her and pull her in. Introduce my buddy who i was with to the friends. He doesn't hook but i'm in real solid. Girl keeps on hitting my chest while shes talking to me. I get close cut the space yatta yatta. somehow i fall a little bit into the seller frame? odd... lol. Her friends come in and she just kinda goes with them and i dont fight to keep her. This actually kinda butthurt me a little because the set was going sooooo well before too. I was pyhsical on her she was pyhsical on me. oh well. didnt see any other girls i could consider opening... whatever got some approaches in on a wednesday thats cool.
I'm getting better...
My outcome dependency is rising however... i need to beat it back down to just approaching. Those approaches my eye contact wasnt great therefore the sets were just okay. they all hooked and everything but didnt go anywhere. Approaching is so easy for me these days. It feels so good lol. I'm definitly improving. Opening is no longer a big deal for me like it was even three weeks ago. I can just do it no problem no questions asked. Were am i going from here tho? need to come up with a solid concrete gameplan. I really don't have a plan at the moment and i'm realizing i'm geting to the point were i need one. I love this stuff tho.. having a ton of fun and sometimes its easy to not spot your improvements cause your so caught up in it, but if you take a step back its easy to see.
cant wait for the summer. me and my boy kevin on the road all summer for our summer job PIMPING IT and getting lean and mean in the gym. so excited. ;)
Tickets were 10 bucks and wednesdays i havent been going out anyways. Its in MY hocky rink of my school. lol. walk over there and its already started. girl singing "dev" is okay. its reaaallly lame and empty. darn i was expecting better. I open a girl. goes pretty well. she almost put herself in front of me as i was walking around looking for girls so i opened with "hey blah blah blah." Hooks. Talk for a while. I get a little pyhsical and cut the space. Cool. I eject without burning it to the ground. gross. I need to push my sets further. Julien adventure frame for myself might be good. Everything is an adventure make it one. See one of my teammates whos a natural, plays in a band, probably biggest natural i know. He always roles with a couple other kids who are the same as him... hm makes sense i guess. I chill with them for a second then spot a cutie. Just step away from those guys and open her. Hooks. I already know her? She claims we met at some party our team had during halloween. I don't remember this in the least. Friends are there crowded in close to me and i dont get pyhsical or turn the conversation into me having fun... its cool tho. Back to choding about, i can't find any other cuties in the whole place. grrr. my boys all show up. we enjoy the concert. Walk around by myself and open again. A pretty goth girl with her friends. A butch little lesiban girl behind the girl i opened chimes in and tells me shes lesbian. I tell the girl i've opened she should be straight for five minutes so i can talk to her. I eject. In hindsight i should've have either ignored lesbian butch friend and proceeded per usual or plowed through that shit and told her shes NOT lesbian anymore.. which i highly doubt she was anyways.
Back to chilling with my homies. walk around spot my orignal first open. grab her and pull her in. Introduce my buddy who i was with to the friends. He doesn't hook but i'm in real solid. Girl keeps on hitting my chest while shes talking to me. I get close cut the space yatta yatta. somehow i fall a little bit into the seller frame? odd... lol. Her friends come in and she just kinda goes with them and i dont fight to keep her. This actually kinda butthurt me a little because the set was going sooooo well before too. I was pyhsical on her she was pyhsical on me. oh well. didnt see any other girls i could consider opening... whatever got some approaches in on a wednesday thats cool.
I'm getting better...
My outcome dependency is rising however... i need to beat it back down to just approaching. Those approaches my eye contact wasnt great therefore the sets were just okay. they all hooked and everything but didnt go anywhere. Approaching is so easy for me these days. It feels so good lol. I'm definitly improving. Opening is no longer a big deal for me like it was even three weeks ago. I can just do it no problem no questions asked. Were am i going from here tho? need to come up with a solid concrete gameplan. I really don't have a plan at the moment and i'm realizing i'm geting to the point were i need one. I love this stuff tho.. having a ton of fun and sometimes its easy to not spot your improvements cause your so caught up in it, but if you take a step back its easy to see.
cant wait for the summer. me and my boy kevin on the road all summer for our summer job PIMPING IT and getting lean and mean in the gym. so excited. ;)
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Thursday night:
Go to the club that ive had the least success in ever in the city. Meet up with my goalie wingman from previous posts. We get there too eary but i had a great day being me so i knew i would kill it tonight... why?! Because i fucking deserve to. Im a man. An awesome man.
So anyways we chode waiting and waiting for the place to fill up. Im praying it will pop off. We are both broke as fuck, but the semester is ending and finals are next week so its kewl, so we need to leave just after twelve to get the last train back :(. After choding fooorever the place does start to fill up. I now have aa after waiting so long for girls to show up. Dam. I start to walk around looking for a set and dont open. Spot a girl walkimg towards me, give her eye contact. Shes mine. Handshake nice to meet you then pull her in. I say NOTHING. This works. She starts giggling and i eventually start to talk. Makeout. Took maybe a minute thirty seconds lol. She was decent big boobies but i didnt like the way she was kissing me. Eject. Walk around more. Open a ten. Ah shit. Hooks for a little but its a no go. I look around and open another girl shortly after. Hooks for a little but again a no go. Im ejecting too early on both of these by the way. Running out of time because the place didnt get people till so late. Open older asian girl, but i decide shes not hot enough and next her. Chill for a second. Spot the hottest girl ever. She is blonde, has naughty school teacher glasses on, huge tits, omg. Porn hot. I open great tonaltiy piss poor eye contact and loss her. See a hbbrunette 9.5 open that shit too cause im gangsta. Allllmoooooost but no. Everything hooks for at least long enough for some introductions on names maybe a lil longer. Need to leaveto catch the train back cause we're poor. I HAVE NEVER SEEN SO MANY SMOKESHOWS IN THIS CITY EVER! fuck it... open again! Hb7 on the dfloor which at ths point is childs play. Almost get an instant damce.for a little with extreme pyhsicalness. Fuuuck i really gotta go!! Leave...
Dear lord....
I have never seen such quality girls as was at this club tonight. I stepped to girls hotter than i ever have before. Wow. And guess what? I fucking like it. I deserve a 10. Im a man... im THE man. Lol. Fuck those gurls were hot. Im extremely proud of myself for opening. Now i need to open every girl like i open the 7s. Open her cause shes cute and you know you can fuck her not to "validate the skillset and progress by opening a 10."
Tried friendly cool method and to normalize myself a little and."show off talk less." Yeah that works. Self trust that she will game you!! Trust the force! Lol.
Tomorrow i need to remember to put some thought into what the difference is when i ooen the 7s and the 9s and 10s.
I love game. I deserve to fuck nines and tens. Im working my dick off on myself. Im a.great fucking person i deserve this shit!!!!
Go to the club that ive had the least success in ever in the city. Meet up with my goalie wingman from previous posts. We get there too eary but i had a great day being me so i knew i would kill it tonight... why?! Because i fucking deserve to. Im a man. An awesome man.
So anyways we chode waiting and waiting for the place to fill up. Im praying it will pop off. We are both broke as fuck, but the semester is ending and finals are next week so its kewl, so we need to leave just after twelve to get the last train back :(. After choding fooorever the place does start to fill up. I now have aa after waiting so long for girls to show up. Dam. I start to walk around looking for a set and dont open. Spot a girl walkimg towards me, give her eye contact. Shes mine. Handshake nice to meet you then pull her in. I say NOTHING. This works. She starts giggling and i eventually start to talk. Makeout. Took maybe a minute thirty seconds lol. She was decent big boobies but i didnt like the way she was kissing me. Eject. Walk around more. Open a ten. Ah shit. Hooks for a little but its a no go. I look around and open another girl shortly after. Hooks for a little but again a no go. Im ejecting too early on both of these by the way. Running out of time because the place didnt get people till so late. Open older asian girl, but i decide shes not hot enough and next her. Chill for a second. Spot the hottest girl ever. She is blonde, has naughty school teacher glasses on, huge tits, omg. Porn hot. I open great tonaltiy piss poor eye contact and loss her. See a hbbrunette 9.5 open that shit too cause im gangsta. Allllmoooooost but no. Everything hooks for at least long enough for some introductions on names maybe a lil longer. Need to leaveto catch the train back cause we're poor. I HAVE NEVER SEEN SO MANY SMOKESHOWS IN THIS CITY EVER! fuck it... open again! Hb7 on the dfloor which at ths point is childs play. Almost get an instant damce.for a little with extreme pyhsicalness. Fuuuck i really gotta go!! Leave...
Dear lord....
I have never seen such quality girls as was at this club tonight. I stepped to girls hotter than i ever have before. Wow. And guess what? I fucking like it. I deserve a 10. Im a man... im THE man. Lol. Fuck those gurls were hot. Im extremely proud of myself for opening. Now i need to open every girl like i open the 7s. Open her cause shes cute and you know you can fuck her not to "validate the skillset and progress by opening a 10."
Tried friendly cool method and to normalize myself a little and."show off talk less." Yeah that works. Self trust that she will game you!! Trust the force! Lol.
Tomorrow i need to remember to put some thought into what the difference is when i ooen the 7s and the 9s and 10s.
I love game. I deserve to fuck nines and tens. Im working my dick off on myself. Im a.great fucking person i deserve this shit!!!!
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Went out solo sober. I was in a shitty headspace. Got blown out three times and went home and passed out. I was reaction seeking to the max. I can feel when i start to do it unfortuantely i wasnt able to break out of it last night. But you know whats awesome? Me! Cause i still went put and opened. I hadnt been out solo in about 2 weeks... oh well cause theres always toooniiight.
Reaction seeking probably has something to do with needing the girls good reaction to validate me.getting better. Thats outcome dependency.... duhr.
Reaction seeking probably has something to do with needing the girls good reaction to validate me.getting better. Thats outcome dependency.... duhr.
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saturday:
Went out first to my fav bar for cold approach but it sucked and was empty. This was annoying so i peaced. Went to another bar i always go to that my friends were going to. I get there and do an approach... girl with a smoking body but big nose. Dam the big nose. goes well. i give good eye contact. eventually eject as i want to do more approachs but i can always reopen that one. Open a reaaally hot blonde, do the name exchange but its not going anywere. Bar is not a very target rich enviroment boooo. my friends eventually show up. This gives me some good vibes as i chill with them for a little. back to wandering looking for hot girls. not much going on. Theres some hotties in that set with the blonde i had already opened but pretty much got blown out by. Standing by my friends i open another girl whos walking by with her friends. I dont get her to stop for long but manage to say my name and tell her its nice to meet her. I think shes cute and want to find her again when shes not getting pulled away by the friends. Walk around the bar again. Theres a blonde burried in a crowd of people i want to talk to but it looks pretty logistically impossible to get to. See the girl who had been getting pulled away by her friends and shes with a bf and they're like hugging and shit and kissing. I open one girl in a pink striped shirt. Im in set for a while her and the friend and its going okay. bf comes over and just puts his arm around her and doesnt make eye contact with me. I stand there waiting for like 15 20 seconds trying to see if it was really her bf and if i could blow him out. Doesnt work just a whole lotta social tension which im cool with tho. I liked that i pushed the envelope in a good way tho. Instead of just turning and running away immediatly like a little girl. I spot my original open with bad nose but hot body and pull her to dfloor. I get turned on by her body. Makeout. Shes a good kiser... i wish her nose wasnt so big her body was so hot. I'm getting horny just writing about it. Perfect ttities. Perfect ass. I started rubbing her vag through her jeans and grabing her ass. Eventually i tell her i need to find my friends and that i'll find her again. Find my friends who are still there, lol, good. Wander more... not much to open booooo were all the cuties? Grab hbbignose and pull to dfloor again. More heavy shit, i try to get my hand all the way in her pants but she wont let me. I start to screen for logistics... I could pull right then and pay for a cab... ahhhhhhh. I decide not to.... her nose... too big. LOL. i eject again with her phone number. kewl. maybe ill get horny and desperate this week. Her body was hot tho... mmhhhmm boobies. go back to my friends. Spot a HERD! hot nerd! open of course. i recognize her from when i was at the very same bar maybe about three weeks ago. I just go with it self trust and try and be me. I'm like i opened you before but you blew me out! i like your glasses! (she was wearing glasses.. like a hot librarian.) it hooks and its fun. BUT SHE REFUSES TO LET ME PULL HER TO THE DFLOOR FOR MAKEOUT. shes infront of all her friends but the love bubble forms. its cool. I try repeatedly to pull to dfloor. She won't have it. Still get some decent pyhsicalness in. Cool. i'm horny. I tell her i'm going back to my friends and that i'll be back. I walk away and open a blonde sitting down. It hooks cause i'm money at this point. Shes sitting down so i cant decide what her body looks like... is it good? idk... lol. i eject just in time to catch hbherd leaving. number close that shit. my friends are about ready to leave... im ready.
pull into my buddies gf's car and go home. i'm still horny at this point.
I text hbbignose around 3 am my standard text: "hey it was nice to meet you get home safe girl. -cam" yeah stolen from brad ;). it works well. but instead i amend it and text this: "hey it was to meet you girl, you made me so horny tonight"
ahaha thats stupid.
she didnt respond.... lol.
I SHOULD BE FUCKING GIRLS. theres no reason why i shouldnt be pulling home at this point. I realized that i enter a lot of ineteractions looking for a good result.. or looking to "open" or looking to "show progress" this is the core of my outcome depedency problem. i want to get good really bad... which is great but i need to not need an outcome with girls. I need to start apporaching them because i actually do think they are cute... and i want to bang them. From now on i'm approaching girls i think are cute and i want to bang... and i'm approaching them with the desire for one of three outcomes: phone number, makeout, or pull. if i get blown out thats cool too cause blowouts are great for me and help me not care about rejection and are fuel for the fire. In fact i need failures and blow outs so i can continue to grow. i should desire to get blown out and shit so i can continue to push it and get better. BUT at the same time, go up cause i like the girl and would enjoy fucking her or getting her phone number at the least. NO MORE APPROACHING just to approach and get better. I can approach any girl i want... i;m done with that phase.
I'm making huge progress and i'm ready to stick get laid a lot... I deserve it.
Went out first to my fav bar for cold approach but it sucked and was empty. This was annoying so i peaced. Went to another bar i always go to that my friends were going to. I get there and do an approach... girl with a smoking body but big nose. Dam the big nose. goes well. i give good eye contact. eventually eject as i want to do more approachs but i can always reopen that one. Open a reaaally hot blonde, do the name exchange but its not going anywere. Bar is not a very target rich enviroment boooo. my friends eventually show up. This gives me some good vibes as i chill with them for a little. back to wandering looking for hot girls. not much going on. Theres some hotties in that set with the blonde i had already opened but pretty much got blown out by. Standing by my friends i open another girl whos walking by with her friends. I dont get her to stop for long but manage to say my name and tell her its nice to meet her. I think shes cute and want to find her again when shes not getting pulled away by the friends. Walk around the bar again. Theres a blonde burried in a crowd of people i want to talk to but it looks pretty logistically impossible to get to. See the girl who had been getting pulled away by her friends and shes with a bf and they're like hugging and shit and kissing. I open one girl in a pink striped shirt. Im in set for a while her and the friend and its going okay. bf comes over and just puts his arm around her and doesnt make eye contact with me. I stand there waiting for like 15 20 seconds trying to see if it was really her bf and if i could blow him out. Doesnt work just a whole lotta social tension which im cool with tho. I liked that i pushed the envelope in a good way tho. Instead of just turning and running away immediatly like a little girl. I spot my original open with bad nose but hot body and pull her to dfloor. I get turned on by her body. Makeout. Shes a good kiser... i wish her nose wasnt so big her body was so hot. I'm getting horny just writing about it. Perfect ttities. Perfect ass. I started rubbing her vag through her jeans and grabing her ass. Eventually i tell her i need to find my friends and that i'll find her again. Find my friends who are still there, lol, good. Wander more... not much to open booooo were all the cuties? Grab hbbignose and pull to dfloor again. More heavy shit, i try to get my hand all the way in her pants but she wont let me. I start to screen for logistics... I could pull right then and pay for a cab... ahhhhhhh. I decide not to.... her nose... too big. LOL. i eject again with her phone number. kewl. maybe ill get horny and desperate this week. Her body was hot tho... mmhhhmm boobies. go back to my friends. Spot a HERD! hot nerd! open of course. i recognize her from when i was at the very same bar maybe about three weeks ago. I just go with it self trust and try and be me. I'm like i opened you before but you blew me out! i like your glasses! (she was wearing glasses.. like a hot librarian.) it hooks and its fun. BUT SHE REFUSES TO LET ME PULL HER TO THE DFLOOR FOR MAKEOUT. shes infront of all her friends but the love bubble forms. its cool. I try repeatedly to pull to dfloor. She won't have it. Still get some decent pyhsicalness in. Cool. i'm horny. I tell her i'm going back to my friends and that i'll be back. I walk away and open a blonde sitting down. It hooks cause i'm money at this point. Shes sitting down so i cant decide what her body looks like... is it good? idk... lol. i eject just in time to catch hbherd leaving. number close that shit. my friends are about ready to leave... im ready.
pull into my buddies gf's car and go home. i'm still horny at this point.
I text hbbignose around 3 am my standard text: "hey it was nice to meet you get home safe girl. -cam" yeah stolen from brad ;). it works well. but instead i amend it and text this: "hey it was to meet you girl, you made me so horny tonight"
ahaha thats stupid.
she didnt respond.... lol.
I SHOULD BE FUCKING GIRLS. theres no reason why i shouldnt be pulling home at this point. I realized that i enter a lot of ineteractions looking for a good result.. or looking to "open" or looking to "show progress" this is the core of my outcome depedency problem. i want to get good really bad... which is great but i need to not need an outcome with girls. I need to start apporaching them because i actually do think they are cute... and i want to bang them. From now on i'm approaching girls i think are cute and i want to bang... and i'm approaching them with the desire for one of three outcomes: phone number, makeout, or pull. if i get blown out thats cool too cause blowouts are great for me and help me not care about rejection and are fuel for the fire. In fact i need failures and blow outs so i can continue to grow. i should desire to get blown out and shit so i can continue to push it and get better. BUT at the same time, go up cause i like the girl and would enjoy fucking her or getting her phone number at the least. NO MORE APPROACHING just to approach and get better. I can approach any girl i want... i;m done with that phase.
I'm making huge progress and i'm ready to stick get laid a lot... I deserve it.
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yeah i had been going solo a ton, but recently ive just been grabbing "normal" friends to go out with... then i end up pimping it by myself so i might as well be solo the whole time lol. only a few of my buddies will open and only when they get that liquid courage going. :)
Wednesday:
Free rsd thing put together by Todd 7-10. cool little talk by todd, meet some dudes from the "lair"... ugh... sorry lair dudes lol. Turns into a mostly question and answer and everybody asks mostly dumb questions that don't apply to were i'm at in my process... i tried to think of some questions but realized theres nothing i need to "know" i just need to go get more practice. Todd's a chill dude however and he did a good job. Everybody hangs around afterward and talks. i try to meet some of the more promising looking kids who are there. Theres a few dudes who seem like they could be cool. After the meeting ends.. i suppose that was the first ever "inner circle" event in my city, some of the people decide to go to a place in the city. I tag along and todd promises to go with the group. Its like fifteen dudes walking through the streets to get there... weird lol... really weird.
I get in the bar and its pretty empty of girls and i don't approach for a while. Bunch of rsdfree tour running around the dam bar blowing the place up... i'm sure the girls there were like wtf. Eventually i do an approach which almost hooks but she gets dragged away by friends. More choding watching utter chaos unfold at the bar.. in a bad way... theres way too many dudes at this one place trying to run "game." The good news is i met three or four dudes with potential for becoming serious wings who are actually cool kids roughly my age (22). Chode around a little longer and the place starts to get full. I open again and it hooks but the girl gets dragged away by a roid head. Back to choding for a bit talking with a couple of the rsd guys. I hear a huge commotion behind me and the apparently Todd tried to open the roid heads group and didnt politely eject when the guy told him to. The roid head freaks the fuck out and threatens to kill Todd... whos wearing a backpack with crap from the rsd meeting in it... hilarious. I decide Todd might actually die so step inbetween roid head and Todd. The guy was way bigger than Todd hes a smaller dude. Good news is besides the roid heads giant biceps i'm actually a good two three inches taller and it might not look like it cause the roid head only works out his arms but i'm stronger in terms of useable strength. yay hockey, hang cleans, plyos etc! He eventually backs down. ..... yeahhhh. okay that was a first. i never actually see fights even progress to that level, sweet roid rage bro. Eventually i open again and its a cute blondie. Shes a little drunk but its kewl. The little dude shes with tries to pull her away and i just laugh at this... hes so small haha, hes just a little guy! lol. Blondie asks for my number and i tell her we should go dance instead. She says okay but makes me walk in front of her without holding her hand so her firends don't see. whatever... probably has a boyfriend. Dancefloor game. shes wearing a really long inencumbering dress so can't dance well and i tell shes cute but not a good dancer. More semi dancing and joking around. (btw... i am the WORLDS WORST DANCER but it doesnt matter whatsoever in any way). I get her number and a couple kisses on the check from him and sneak one in on her lips. The whole interaction i couldnt stop staring at her boobies... mmhhhhm. lol. I eject and set her free like a bird.. literally i tell her to fly away your free like a bird and set her free. haha. I open more but nothing is really hooking. Some did but then i let distractions take them away. I was trying to stop a lot of walking sets and the girl in front would just keep pulling the girl in back without me being able to stop the girl i opened from getting dragged away. I should stop the whole set and game the one i want so the friend in front can see its me and that i'm awesome and she should want her friend to get fucked by me... :)
Opened the hottest possible girl in there and get nothing on it. oh well stepping to the uber hotties. i like it. Opened a lot. too many times actually. I opened a lot with shitty "heys" were it made it almost okay for the girl to blow me out. It wasnt like i was really talking to HER and wanted HER. I think i got caught up in all those rsd people being there and going sarge happy. I dont think that helped at all by the way... every girl got opened a shitload which is redicilous. oh well... i ddidnt get to see todd game at all which i would have liked. i forgot to notice what other guys were doing as well... fuck i'm so oblvious to other dudes when i'm out... i dont even notice them. Probably a good thing. Positives were that i opened a bunch and got that girls number. i need to open like i mean it however and let her know just who exactly i am... her best shot at awesomeness ever. I open the hottest girls no problem but need to actually commit to it and lay myself out there. lets be honest... shes not going to find any better than me in the next ten years anyways, if she can't see that its her fault.. Or she will and she just doesnt know it yet ;)
Met about three or four great dudes who have the potential like me. Young guys who are motivated and want it and theres no reason they or i couldnt be really good at this.
yeah i had been going solo a ton, but recently ive just been grabbing "normal" friends to go out with... then i end up pimping it by myself so i might as well be solo the whole time lol. only a few of my buddies will open and only when they get that liquid courage going. :)
Wednesday:
Free rsd thing put together by Todd 7-10. cool little talk by todd, meet some dudes from the "lair"... ugh... sorry lair dudes lol. Turns into a mostly question and answer and everybody asks mostly dumb questions that don't apply to were i'm at in my process... i tried to think of some questions but realized theres nothing i need to "know" i just need to go get more practice. Todd's a chill dude however and he did a good job. Everybody hangs around afterward and talks. i try to meet some of the more promising looking kids who are there. Theres a few dudes who seem like they could be cool. After the meeting ends.. i suppose that was the first ever "inner circle" event in my city, some of the people decide to go to a place in the city. I tag along and todd promises to go with the group. Its like fifteen dudes walking through the streets to get there... weird lol... really weird.
I get in the bar and its pretty empty of girls and i don't approach for a while. Bunch of rsdfree tour running around the dam bar blowing the place up... i'm sure the girls there were like wtf. Eventually i do an approach which almost hooks but she gets dragged away by friends. More choding watching utter chaos unfold at the bar.. in a bad way... theres way too many dudes at this one place trying to run "game." The good news is i met three or four dudes with potential for becoming serious wings who are actually cool kids roughly my age (22). Chode around a little longer and the place starts to get full. I open again and it hooks but the girl gets dragged away by a roid head. Back to choding for a bit talking with a couple of the rsd guys. I hear a huge commotion behind me and the apparently Todd tried to open the roid heads group and didnt politely eject when the guy told him to. The roid head freaks the fuck out and threatens to kill Todd... whos wearing a backpack with crap from the rsd meeting in it... hilarious. I decide Todd might actually die so step inbetween roid head and Todd. The guy was way bigger than Todd hes a smaller dude. Good news is besides the roid heads giant biceps i'm actually a good two three inches taller and it might not look like it cause the roid head only works out his arms but i'm stronger in terms of useable strength. yay hockey, hang cleans, plyos etc! He eventually backs down. ..... yeahhhh. okay that was a first. i never actually see fights even progress to that level, sweet roid rage bro. Eventually i open again and its a cute blondie. Shes a little drunk but its kewl. The little dude shes with tries to pull her away and i just laugh at this... hes so small haha, hes just a little guy! lol. Blondie asks for my number and i tell her we should go dance instead. She says okay but makes me walk in front of her without holding her hand so her firends don't see. whatever... probably has a boyfriend. Dancefloor game. shes wearing a really long inencumbering dress so can't dance well and i tell shes cute but not a good dancer. More semi dancing and joking around. (btw... i am the WORLDS WORST DANCER but it doesnt matter whatsoever in any way). I get her number and a couple kisses on the check from him and sneak one in on her lips. The whole interaction i couldnt stop staring at her boobies... mmhhhhm. lol. I eject and set her free like a bird.. literally i tell her to fly away your free like a bird and set her free. haha. I open more but nothing is really hooking. Some did but then i let distractions take them away. I was trying to stop a lot of walking sets and the girl in front would just keep pulling the girl in back without me being able to stop the girl i opened from getting dragged away. I should stop the whole set and game the one i want so the friend in front can see its me and that i'm awesome and she should want her friend to get fucked by me... :)
Opened the hottest possible girl in there and get nothing on it. oh well stepping to the uber hotties. i like it. Opened a lot. too many times actually. I opened a lot with shitty "heys" were it made it almost okay for the girl to blow me out. It wasnt like i was really talking to HER and wanted HER. I think i got caught up in all those rsd people being there and going sarge happy. I dont think that helped at all by the way... every girl got opened a shitload which is redicilous. oh well... i ddidnt get to see todd game at all which i would have liked. i forgot to notice what other guys were doing as well... fuck i'm so oblvious to other dudes when i'm out... i dont even notice them. Probably a good thing. Positives were that i opened a bunch and got that girls number. i need to open like i mean it however and let her know just who exactly i am... her best shot at awesomeness ever. I open the hottest girls no problem but need to actually commit to it and lay myself out there. lets be honest... shes not going to find any better than me in the next ten years anyways, if she can't see that its her fault.. Or she will and she just doesnt know it yet ;)
Met about three or four great dudes who have the potential like me. Young guys who are motivated and want it and theres no reason they or i couldnt be really good at this.
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@bebopjoker thats sick dog. I would absolutely start a field report.. its really cool to read were youve been and it helps sooo much with game. Do it up! Look forward to reading it. Roid head was probs about 5 9 gotta love roid rage.
Thursday:
Go to the thursday venue that previously scared the shit out of me but not anymore! Lol. Too bad i stood by ,ysleg solo and sober for about 30 minutes waiting for it to pop off. Which it never did. Damit. Oh well... after choding about which i really dont even mind anymore go open a seven. Shes getting hit on by two big black dudes but yeah fuck that shit. I roll up and just say 'hey" pretty low energy but very entitled. Shes in love instantly. Eye contact is king. I hear the black dudes saying "wow hes standing really close to her." At that point i pull her in to full embrace and we're forhead to forhead and i hear them say " wow that was smooth." Lol thanks dudes. If you practiced you could do it too... anyways i makeout with her. One shot kill. Unfortunately EVERYONE in the bar witnessed this. After making out for a little i tell her i need to piss , really i just want to sneak away to open more. I come out of the bathroom and see her damit, tell her im going to get a drink. Go open a gir with huge tits whos cute, an 8, i dont feel in state but it doesmt matter. It hooks. I spin her around but eventually dont know what to do with the interaction. Hindsight escalate, but my mind couldnt accept yeah im that on wereni need to escalate hard in the first minute to be congruet to myself. Eventually eject. Open the prettiest girl i can find whos standimg with her friend. Hooks. I feel like im doing LITERALLY NOTHING. Okay... her friend is isolated from the convo amd just standing awkwardly while the hotter one talks to me. I do nothing... but eventually the friend needs attention and i stupidly eject. Why? If i dont know what to do i should just escalte... theyre all ready for it after about two minutes tops. Walk away. Open again. A hottie from brazil all sorts of fine. Hooks. Then she tells me she saw me making out with my girlfriend. I tell her im a bad bad man but thats not my girlfriend. It continues for a while but i didnt know what to do with it so i eject. Dammmit cam! Im solving that sticking point ASAP. Im the only one ruining my sets, i need to accept i can walk up and do literally NOTHING and they like me. Then i cut the space and escalate cause shes pretty and i want to hold her ;). Walk back to makeout.girl. she tells me she say me talking to my other girlfriend. I tell her "no its cool i knew her from before!" Lol. A la tyler. Friend confronts me about being alone and im like "im with my roommate godddd!" Haha fooled her! Get girls number and peace. Wait....................
Why the fuck didnt i pull?! Oh yeah im out of money cause the semester is about over... lame! Get some money so you can pay for a cab back dbag. Lol. Peaced early so i could take the train home ( thats only two bucks :) ).
So...... when the fuck did i get good at this and not notice? Haha. Love life. Escalate more when i domt know what to do anymore. Stop ejecting on good sets. Im the man. Go me. Girls like me when i do NOTHING. You dont have to do anything... so dumb.
Thursday:
Go to the thursday venue that previously scared the shit out of me but not anymore! Lol. Too bad i stood by ,ysleg solo and sober for about 30 minutes waiting for it to pop off. Which it never did. Damit. Oh well... after choding about which i really dont even mind anymore go open a seven. Shes getting hit on by two big black dudes but yeah fuck that shit. I roll up and just say 'hey" pretty low energy but very entitled. Shes in love instantly. Eye contact is king. I hear the black dudes saying "wow hes standing really close to her." At that point i pull her in to full embrace and we're forhead to forhead and i hear them say " wow that was smooth." Lol thanks dudes. If you practiced you could do it too... anyways i makeout with her. One shot kill. Unfortunately EVERYONE in the bar witnessed this. After making out for a little i tell her i need to piss , really i just want to sneak away to open more. I come out of the bathroom and see her damit, tell her im going to get a drink. Go open a gir with huge tits whos cute, an 8, i dont feel in state but it doesmt matter. It hooks. I spin her around but eventually dont know what to do with the interaction. Hindsight escalate, but my mind couldnt accept yeah im that on wereni need to escalate hard in the first minute to be congruet to myself. Eventually eject. Open the prettiest girl i can find whos standimg with her friend. Hooks. I feel like im doing LITERALLY NOTHING. Okay... her friend is isolated from the convo amd just standing awkwardly while the hotter one talks to me. I do nothing... but eventually the friend needs attention and i stupidly eject. Why? If i dont know what to do i should just escalte... theyre all ready for it after about two minutes tops. Walk away. Open again. A hottie from brazil all sorts of fine. Hooks. Then she tells me she saw me making out with my girlfriend. I tell her im a bad bad man but thats not my girlfriend. It continues for a while but i didnt know what to do with it so i eject. Dammmit cam! Im solving that sticking point ASAP. Im the only one ruining my sets, i need to accept i can walk up and do literally NOTHING and they like me. Then i cut the space and escalate cause shes pretty and i want to hold her ;). Walk back to makeout.girl. she tells me she say me talking to my other girlfriend. I tell her "no its cool i knew her from before!" Lol. A la tyler. Friend confronts me about being alone and im like "im with my roommate godddd!" Haha fooled her! Get girls number and peace. Wait....................
Why the fuck didnt i pull?! Oh yeah im out of money cause the semester is about over... lame! Get some money so you can pay for a cab back dbag. Lol. Peaced early so i could take the train home ( thats only two bucks :) ).
So...... when the fuck did i get good at this and not notice? Haha. Love life. Escalate more when i domt know what to do anymore. Stop ejecting on good sets. Im the man. Go me. Girls like me when i do NOTHING. You dont have to do anything... so dumb.
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Friday:
Solo sober in my hometown area.
Not feeling too great about being out.alone. oh well. Start at one bar and buy a beer for two dollars... wow big change from the city. See a group of three cuties. One is a 7 one is a 8 one is a 9. I tell myself to open the 8, but i cant get to her so i just open the 9 instead. Hooks kinda but is real weak. I eject. Ballsy first approach for a solo mission i like it, pushing myself. Walk over to the "club" in town. Get in and there are some serious hotties. Get blown out a lot. I would open and be in there for like name exchange but then no umpf and would eventually lose it. Opened the hottest girl in the club reeaally hot hard hard 9.5. Almost get it but no dice. More blowouts after pretty much nothing good. A blow out night. Oh well... those are good for me as well.
Still great because i took action and approached the hottest possible girls. Im a champion.
Solo sober in my hometown area.
Not feeling too great about being out.alone. oh well. Start at one bar and buy a beer for two dollars... wow big change from the city. See a group of three cuties. One is a 7 one is a 8 one is a 9. I tell myself to open the 8, but i cant get to her so i just open the 9 instead. Hooks kinda but is real weak. I eject. Ballsy first approach for a solo mission i like it, pushing myself. Walk over to the "club" in town. Get in and there are some serious hotties. Get blown out a lot. I would open and be in there for like name exchange but then no umpf and would eventually lose it. Opened the hottest girl in the club reeaally hot hard hard 9.5. Almost get it but no dice. More blowouts after pretty much nothing good. A blow out night. Oh well... those are good for me as well.
Still great because i took action and approached the hottest possible girls. Im a champion.
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Saturday:
My boy kevin is back from college. Fuck ya. Ultimate wingman. We hit it up hard. We will probably be doing most of our gaming.for the rest of the summer together hopefully pushing this shit to the max. Sooo excited.
So saturday night:
We meet up amd drive into town. Hit up the first bar a la standard procedure before going to the "club" in town. At the first bar kevin opens first and right as we walk in. Nice. I go talk to her friend while hes doing his thing. I say: "im going to talk to you while my friend tries to wheel your friend." Nice girl but i decide that she isnt hot enough. Move to another part of the bar and open again
Girl is a six, she loves me but i just keep it light and move on. Open again a seated two set. Brazilian blonde with big boobies. Hot. Goes well. I find kevin and throw him into the set to see if he does any better with it than i do. I look around for more girls. Nothing doing come back to blonde two set. Im in and kevin is out now. Lol. Revolving door haha. I tell them they are both nice and give them hugs. Blonde is into the hug... shoudlve ateast randomly number closed or something. We leave to go the club. Wait in line for a little while. Eventually get in and theres appears to be no hotties at first. Dam. I open a 33 year old whos really sarcastic with me the whole time about it. Eject. Lots of opens. I dont remember a lot of them. Open a really really cute classy looking brunette. Im good in this one. Good vibes. Then shes like im engaged and shows me the ring. Dam it. Oh well... tell her its too bad we could have made beautiful babies cause we both have good genes. She laughs and agrees and tells me im doing a good job picking her up if she was only single. Eventually eject. More opens i forget. Me and kevin are talking and a cutie appears infront of me. Grab her. Pull her in. Get real close. Pull to dfloor. Get forehead to forehead but shes resisting the makeout. More dancing.. shes a dancer mmm sexy. I just stand there while she rubs her ass on my dick. Beauty. She keeps saying she needs to find her friend. Im like yeah whatever. Eventually number close. I set her free like a little birdie... my new favorite way to eject on good sets. Lol. Crack myself up. Kevin pulls a hottie on the dfloor about the same time and gets a makeout. Holler. I open a nine and get blown out. Open in the back bar a spanish looking girl and her hot tall friend. I shoudlve opened tall one more my type. Pull kevin into the set. Goes well until i tell her im a ninja as a joke. She doesnt understand what a ninja is and im forced to eject. LOL. I open another absolute smoke and instant blowout. Fat friend behind her calls me an asshole... sweet fatty sweet. Some of these fat girls get their ego off on their hot friend and.being absolute cunts. Yeah gross. Some girl spills her drink on me. Little mexican bf tries to start shit with me. Hes like 5'6. I laugh at.him give him a thumbs up and walk away. Open a seven hooks so hard its not funny. Open a tall blonde who claims shes a model in miami but shesonly a seven. Hooks hard but i dont like her hair and eject. Open one last girl. Smokeshow of the club and she instantly blows me out and pushes me out of the way. Sweet. Hbdancer girl whos number i got appears in front of me. Grab her. More dancing and eventually let her go. I make her kiss me on both cheeks and i do the same to her. Find kevin whos talking to a huge natural he knows through hockey. Big lessons from that kid: so grounded in his own reality/movie, completely non reactive to ANYthing, and he has the most intense crazy eye contact. Cool. Kevin and i both leave exhausted.
I opened a shit load. So did kevin. I think i opened too much. Maybe like upwards of twelve or fifteen?? It felt lije a shitload.
My boy kevin is back from college. Fuck ya. Ultimate wingman. We hit it up hard. We will probably be doing most of our gaming.for the rest of the summer together hopefully pushing this shit to the max. Sooo excited.
So saturday night:
We meet up amd drive into town. Hit up the first bar a la standard procedure before going to the "club" in town. At the first bar kevin opens first and right as we walk in. Nice. I go talk to her friend while hes doing his thing. I say: "im going to talk to you while my friend tries to wheel your friend." Nice girl but i decide that she isnt hot enough. Move to another part of the bar and open again
Girl is a six, she loves me but i just keep it light and move on. Open again a seated two set. Brazilian blonde with big boobies. Hot. Goes well. I find kevin and throw him into the set to see if he does any better with it than i do. I look around for more girls. Nothing doing come back to blonde two set. Im in and kevin is out now. Lol. Revolving door haha. I tell them they are both nice and give them hugs. Blonde is into the hug... shoudlve ateast randomly number closed or something. We leave to go the club. Wait in line for a little while. Eventually get in and theres appears to be no hotties at first. Dam. I open a 33 year old whos really sarcastic with me the whole time about it. Eject. Lots of opens. I dont remember a lot of them. Open a really really cute classy looking brunette. Im good in this one. Good vibes. Then shes like im engaged and shows me the ring. Dam it. Oh well... tell her its too bad we could have made beautiful babies cause we both have good genes. She laughs and agrees and tells me im doing a good job picking her up if she was only single. Eventually eject. More opens i forget. Me and kevin are talking and a cutie appears infront of me. Grab her. Pull her in. Get real close. Pull to dfloor. Get forehead to forehead but shes resisting the makeout. More dancing.. shes a dancer mmm sexy. I just stand there while she rubs her ass on my dick. Beauty. She keeps saying she needs to find her friend. Im like yeah whatever. Eventually number close. I set her free like a little birdie... my new favorite way to eject on good sets. Lol. Crack myself up. Kevin pulls a hottie on the dfloor about the same time and gets a makeout. Holler. I open a nine and get blown out. Open in the back bar a spanish looking girl and her hot tall friend. I shoudlve opened tall one more my type. Pull kevin into the set. Goes well until i tell her im a ninja as a joke. She doesnt understand what a ninja is and im forced to eject. LOL. I open another absolute smoke and instant blowout. Fat friend behind her calls me an asshole... sweet fatty sweet. Some of these fat girls get their ego off on their hot friend and.being absolute cunts. Yeah gross. Some girl spills her drink on me. Little mexican bf tries to start shit with me. Hes like 5'6. I laugh at.him give him a thumbs up and walk away. Open a seven hooks so hard its not funny. Open a tall blonde who claims shes a model in miami but shesonly a seven. Hooks hard but i dont like her hair and eject. Open one last girl. Smokeshow of the club and she instantly blows me out and pushes me out of the way. Sweet. Hbdancer girl whos number i got appears in front of me. Grab her. More dancing and eventually let her go. I make her kiss me on both cheeks and i do the same to her. Find kevin whos talking to a huge natural he knows through hockey. Big lessons from that kid: so grounded in his own reality/movie, completely non reactive to ANYthing, and he has the most intense crazy eye contact. Cool. Kevin and i both leave exhausted.
I opened a shit load. So did kevin. I think i opened too much. Maybe like upwards of twelve or fifteen?? It felt lije a shitload.
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Fuck wasnt done with the break down. Anyways... opened upwards of 15 times. When i do that this is what happens.. i stop opening causei want HER and just start opening everything. Its like i dilute the power of my opener and just open to open again and again. When i do that im not really opening her as a person. I need to always open cause i want her. Thats it. Then it becomes congruent and i get way better results. If i could open 15 times like that, man to women, person to person, i want HER then sure i could do it. But i get stuck more in that hit up everything mindset instead. Not as effective.
My entitlement with the sevens and low 8s is great. They always open well and im fucking money at this point. Give me a ten or a nine amd its like i open with "i hope this works!!" Or "fuck i really need to open this ten!". Im not opening cause shes hot in those cases. Entitlement is low and outcome dependency is high. Its like my game with 7 and 8s is dirty and my game with 9 and 10s is not. I have bipolar game! Lol. Just kidding but really. Last night when i stepped most of the time it was to the real turbos so i think im viewing the night more negativey than i should. Pretty much every girl i opened in the second tier of hotties hooked like cake. The elite hotties not so much. But you know whats awesome i used to never even be able to approach those elite hotties! From now om im going to work on putting less value on those girls and more on myelf in those situations. Cooooool.
Good stuff per usual. Im a beast. Im the prince of my palace. The star of my movie. I am enough.
My entitlement with the sevens and low 8s is great. They always open well and im fucking money at this point. Give me a ten or a nine amd its like i open with "i hope this works!!" Or "fuck i really need to open this ten!". Im not opening cause shes hot in those cases. Entitlement is low and outcome dependency is high. Its like my game with 7 and 8s is dirty and my game with 9 and 10s is not. I have bipolar game! Lol. Just kidding but really. Last night when i stepped most of the time it was to the real turbos so i think im viewing the night more negativey than i should. Pretty much every girl i opened in the second tier of hotties hooked like cake. The elite hotties not so much. But you know whats awesome i used to never even be able to approach those elite hotties! From now om im going to work on putting less value on those girls and more on myelf in those situations. Cooooool.
Good stuff per usual. Im a beast. Im the prince of my palace. The star of my movie. I am enough.
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GAME1010
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Join Date: 08/30/2011 | Posts: 220
What i lack on a bad night: i reaction seek and look outwardly for completation or "need" a girl
This results in: nothing hooking, maybe i put on a shtick, i dont go into state. Etc.
Good night: im obsessed with how awesome i am. I look for everything from myself. Action is the only criteria for success. I dont care about the reaction. I act first calibrate second. Generate state from within. I deserve any girl ever.
Outer game is: i usually open with "hey im cam" or "hey your cute." After that i chode question. If its an on night i goof around on the response or something and talk some bs. I cut the space and use eye contact. Then back off a little and back to cutting the space. I could add.more moments of empathy or realness were i actually try to understand her as a person and actually connect not just in a pyhsical way.
My best nights: i become so fucking present it is bizarre. I can do anything i want. I become myself... that 5th grader im trying to break out of his cage. This results in the most ridicukous eye contact and "aura". Everything i do just works. Massive state.
What im working on: generate state from within. Action is the only goal. Connect with the girl. Be myself.