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LethalLex

LethalLex

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This journal documents 3 years of my life in the game.

2010

Discovered the game and RSD.

2011

My first year of taking massive action. Here is my journal documenting that year. 

http://www.rsdnation.com/node/171403

2012 & 2013

= THIS JOURNAL

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2013 Update

Carrying on writing in this journal in 2013.

2012 was a good year. I stopped drinking and mastered pulling girls while sober. I banged A LOT of girls. Not going to drop numbers but it's all in here.

Now it's 2013 and I can confidently say I know how this shit works and from here on out it's just about how ridiculously abundant I can make my life right now. How I choose to shape my life from here on out remains to be seen. No doubt about it though... 2013 is going to be a good year.

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2012

To quote my sign off message in my last journal:

"What's next? This year I'm going to be focusing on creating massive momentum and fucking exploding off the platform i've created in the last year"

That sums it up pretty well.

- Make the most of what might be my last year of studying in one of the most awesome cities in the world.

- Hit it up as many nights as I possibly can.

- Build up momentum the old fashioned way and finally ditch my reliance on alcohol for good.

- Think of going out as socializing rather than partying.

And so far the year is going well. Slept with two new girls. The second one just happened last night. This is a girl who is kinda shy and could hardly hold eye contact... Which didn't stop her from screaming out how good I was while I was banging her =) SO, off to a good start. Will try update more regularly than my last journal (guess it will be every day, seeing as i'm going to be doing something social everyday). Show me some love and comment! Peace out.
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Played beer pong with my mates tonight. Wanted to go out out but nobody was keen, and didn't take the initiative to go out by myself. Shot the shit with mates though and didn't drink too much so at least thats good.

I'm going to be updating on nights i dont actually go out too, so i can look back and see what excuses I've come up with =) Was cool to hang out with the guys though so not hating on myself for not hitting it up.
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 Down the coast with the family this weekend. Randomly bumped into one of my good girl friends here and we went out to a local bar.

Basically there was nothing going on. We just chatted about shit going on in each others lives. One cool thing she said was that when she met me 2 years ago I was a bit of a loser but that these days I'm a lot cooler and more confident. Fuck yeah I am! 

I'm envisioning this year as the year I just fucking dominate this stuff. Its just got to the point where there is no question about it anymore. All I want to do is get going with it already. I'm still in my hometown of Durban, but heading back to Cape Town in just over a week.

Read Buddhagames thread on main forum about the shit he's done in 6 months. Man I just want to see what kinda shit I'll be doing in 6 months. Going to be sick!

in terms of goals, the next week I'll go out a couple times but mainly focus on getting shit reading to head back to the best city to pimp in evaaar. I probably should have just started this journal when I got back but what the hell, at least I'll be in the habit of updating by then. 
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Monday night, the girl I pulled on new years eve is in my area and going to the only decent bar in my hometown area. She tells me to come.

Rock up there and she's with a few friends so I join their table. Turns out one of the dudes is a guy I went to school with. Another "dude" I introduce myself to with "Hey, man I'm Alex" turns out to be a butch lesbian. Haha my bad, but she doesn't really notice (or maybe she did and liked it).

I have one beer. They have all been drinking. I feel like a boss only having one drink. Going to rip shit up sober this year! [My drunk is like half a bottle vodca/whiskey + beers + shots, so one beer IS sober for me].

Basically just hang out with the group. The girl is seriously in to me. I met her through a friend on new years eve and banged her in my tent that night. I obviously left an impression :)

Anyway, not really an approaching night as I just chatted to the people at the table and my girl. After a while everyone leaves and its just her and I. At which point we "go for a drive" which ends up back at my parents place, i sneak her in, bang her, and then drive her home. Felt like i was back in school LOL. Seriously looking forward to getting back to CT where I have my own place. 

Obviously not a new lay, but it was cool in the sense that I brought her back to my place from the bar, which is a reference point for pulling being a chilled thing.

+ I was out at a bar and only had 1 drink. Solidifying that not drinking shit.

+ I got laid.

Things that i learnt:

~ Just show up.

~ My tonality is pretty bad. I need to work on sounding more manly :)
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Tuesday

Two buddies of mine are keen to head out with me, even though its a Tuesday and nothing happens on a Tuesday. I offer to drive so i won't drink.

I'm feeling good on the drive out. I hit gym just before so feeling pumped up on endorphins. I've stopped taking pre-workout supplement which I think is a good thing - that shit is like taking speed and gives you unnatural highs.

Talk shit with my mates in the car while my friends drink vodca coke out a 2l bottle. We hit the first bar which is pretty empty, and I have a beer. See a guy I know and say whats up, ask him of there's anything good on tonight. The general concensus is that no, there isn't.

We chill for a bit then bounce to another bar. There's about 20 people there but it's a cool place so we decide to hang there for a while. There's also 4 girls hanging at the bar.

We post up at the bar, and next thing my mate is like "That dude next to us just ordered 50 tequilas". We were like no ways it must have been 15. It was 50. Turns out he's buying tequila's for everyone in the bar. Throughout the rest of the night he pays for everyone's drinks, buys Johnny Walker Blue Labels, champayne, more shots. Racks up a bill of over R12000 which is like $1500 on less than 20 of us in the bar. Was pretty cool.

I notice the one bartender is a girl who i chatted to in the line at the Traffic Department this one time. I say hey and we chat a bit. Says she going off duty now and she'll come hang out. She's not all that hot but she's cool, so we chat for a bit. She says I can crash at her place on friday if we go to this club in town which is pretty cool cause it's far away from me. We basically have a pretty boring convo but I feel chill so I'm giving off a good vibe. Need to learn to be more self amusing now that I'm not drinking. She goes off for a smoke.

I open the girls sitting next to us with a comment about the guy who's buying us drinks. It's quite funny cause we've been sitting right by them for a while and neither of my friends who have been drinking even did anything about it. I could feel a resistance to doing it too, cause I was feeling good, and didn't want to loose that feeling if it didn't go well. But I know how this shit works so I just went in anyway. The girl i chat to is obviously quite a bit older than me but she's pretty friendly. I find myself talking about her a lot - what she does and stuff. I notice this because again, I know what I'm supposed to be doing but I just don't have enough experience hitting up new girls when I'm sober. My friends kind of join in but they don't get the other girls attention so its like 3 of us talking to one girl. And they were even worse than me with going on about her story. So I bounce and go talk to the bartender chick again.

I come up to her and just blow out this weird dude who'd been bothering her most of the night. Did it in such a chilled way that he couldn't even be bummed about it, LOL. The bartender is pretty in to me and wants to do something this week. So grab her number just for the hell of it and cause she's actually a cool chick. The bar is closing and stuff so we say cheers to the legend guy that bought everyone drinks and head out.

Outside some drunk dude got fucked up and paramedics were there. Blood everywhere. One more reason I'm glad I'm cutting down on the drinking.

Relaxed night, but went out even though nothing was happening. On the way home I notice i'm way more in state than I was on the way up. Lauhing and joking about shit and having even more fun than my mates who got wasted on the free drinks!

These chilled venues are super easy when sober, its just like normal vibes. Big, packed clubs are going to be more of a challenge. But challenge accepted!

Starting to build some momentum, and the next couple of nights should be epic!
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Wednesday

Spent way too much time trollin the forums today cause I had nothing else to do. But I ate like a boss and pumped gym.

So was planning to go out to a happening club but then all my friends got lazy and bailed. Weird thing was, I felt scared NOT TO GO OUT, because I'm feeling so fucking good going out, not drinking and building momentum. I can't describe how happy I am about this not drinking thing. Like, some people can manage their drinking but I realise now I've had some serious dependence on it. 

But fuck I'm feeling good.

--- BAR ---

Couple friends are at least up to hit some bars and play some pool. We get there, have a round of pool and I'm just feeling so fucking good. I know I'm Igoing on about it, but its like I'm a new man. And each night out sober I feel more high on just being me.

After the first game, two hotties APPROACH ME. I take it in my stride and start talking to them all charming and shit. They're all like "guys like you should have girls all around you". I just laugh and tell them to come join us. I introduce them to my friends but they suck so they do nothing.The one friend dissapears and I realise girls are partnered up with guys and I was company for this girl. Pity, the other one was fucking hot. This girl is stil cute though - short and smiley with a nice little body. 

I dunno but this all felt so natural to me, and I just rolled with it super smoothly. We just talked a bit, turns out I know her brother. We play a game of pool as a doubles team against another girl and her boyfriend. Sink the last 3 balls in a row like i champ =)

End up letting her go chill with her friends even though she wants me to come. I want to play pool with my mates.

See her quite a bit more and grab her number before she goes. She was getting a lift back with parents LOL. 18 year olds psshh.

Pretty solid number and she's already said she wants to see me before I leave for Cape Town.

I definitely could have made things a bit more sexual though. Must make sure I show more of that from the start when we meet up.

Also chatted to the bartender a bit who was friends with my ex. I grabbed her number at the end of the night too.

Like a boss.

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One thing I've been realising lately is that I really don't have to do all that much with girls. Basically just showing up (i.e. approaching) and letting shit happen is basically all it is.

I've noticed more and more that when I think a girl doesn't like me, she actually normally does; when I think she likes me a little bit, she's actually really in to me; and when I know she likes me she's actually completely in love with me. Weird how I think its the worse reality. I should just think that all girls love me, even if thats not the case. =D

Tomorrow night should be a good one, lets see what happens.

Just need to make sure i start taking more action (over and above going out consistently) because I haven't really been doing all that much in terms of approaching. But its fine, I'm getting used to going out sober now so I have no doubt I'll start stepping it up soon.
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I was dreaming that I had all these hotties all over the place in my house. I woke up, but was still half asleep/dreaming and I did a round of my house to try find them. LOL.
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Thursday

Go out with a few friends. First time at this venue. It's awesome, should have come here more this holiday.

I know a lot of people there. Spend a lot of time chatting to people I know throughout the night.

Also, the two girls who I have slept with this year are here. Also, a girl from Cape Town who I've kissed a few times is here.

Basically, I'm trying to juggle these girls. The more distant I am with them, though, the more they vie for my attention. CT girl sticks to me like glue, the other girl keeps popping up everywhere like a ninja, and the other girl is constantly looking over at me sadly as I talk to the others and also girl friends of mine who are there.

The two girls who I've been with, I've established a "holiday fling" frame with them so its not like I've been acting like we're going to have a relationship type thing. I still feel bad about the whole dynamic with them both being at the club though.

Other than that, I'm having a good time. The momentum I've got just from a week of going out to bars or clubs sober is definitely making a difference. I feel relaxed and chill. I have a few drinks which i could have done without, I feel like they just made me a bit lethargic and too lazy to make an effort.

I'm getting a bit frustrated by these girls being around. And when i do have some space I don't take advantage of it and do any approaches. It's like I was in the wandering around mode Tyler talked about in his new video, even though I wasn't nervous. It was almost like a laziness to approach.

And the girls were HOT =(

Weirdly they kinda all looked the same though - dressed the same, lots of makeup etc. Its like I got a bit desensitized to them and nothing really stood out that made me like "I want HER"

Except for one girl. Super hot, my type - wearing one of those one-piece outfits. She was dancing in a way that made me want her. So I approached her after seeing her pick up a bottle off the dancefloor and putting it on the bar, commenting on how very thoughtful that was of her.

Chatted to her a bit, she was really cool and responded well. Some guy tried to twirl her around and she denied him. We laughed about it. Eventually I just eject cause it was going well and my ego couldn't handle the face that if I pushed it further she might not like me. Meh. She said I must come find her later... Which I tried to do but couldn't find her =(

After the other two girls left I spent some time with the sad one and made her happy again. She was a little drunk and got emotional when she saw me talking to other girls. She told me I was only the third guy she'd slept with. I reassure her and we make out a bit. Then she goes home.

Weirdly, at this point I feel a big weight come off my shoulders. Unfortunately my mate who is driving wants to leave soon. I half heartedly hit up a few sets but nothing sticks.

We head home and I make nachos when I get back :D

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Notes:

~ The alcohol that I had may have loosed me up a little but if anything it just made me tired and sloppy.

~ I shouldn't have let the fact that those girls were there stop me from approaching. I care about how they feel, but this is where I am right now and I want to be hitting it up hard right now no matter what.

~ I feel confident and good in the club, I'm just not approaching properly now that I'm going out sober. When I get crunked I approach more than anyone I know or even see, and there's no reason why I shouldn't be doing that when I'm sober.

~ I was so lazy in conversations to the point that I know I could have come up with some witty shit to say but I just choose to be like "Meh" and not even respond. This kind of lazy-laidbackness actually got me lots of attention though. It's actually like a passive push technique I guess.

Just another day in the life.
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I just read this bootcamp review: www.rsdnation.com/node/76856

I need to step shit up. Make more approaches. Go in hard on approaches. I'm coasting at the moment when i could be killing it.
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Saturday

Went to a 21st. There was an open bar. You can't say no to an open bar. So, naturally, I got wasted.

The night consisted of listening to a lot of speeches eating good food, then posting myself at the bar and not straying far from there. Then after the main event was over we adventured around the hotel we were staying at. Awesome 5 star hotel - you should see the rooms we got.

One girl I talked to for about 15 minutes I fell in love with a bit. We were in a bubble. Found out she had a boyfriend. Bubble burst.

There were like 3 gay guys there. Gay guys seem to love me. The one guy told me I was the hottest guy there, and was tryna convince the hottest girl there to hook up with me.

I was trying to get involved with the smokeshow of the night. When we were mssioning around after the formal bit of the night was over, I felt like i could get in there. I was holding her round the waist as we walked around. Then she got blazed, and ended up fading. The other hottie there also faded. Dam.

So just ended up talking shit with everyone with a bottle of tequila. There was this cool Cuban dude who I just shot the shit with for ages. His half sister was a cute but plump girl. Chatted to her a bit and could tell she was in to me. But mostly ignored her and did my own thing.

At the end of the night it was Cuban guy, half sister, my good mate and I in our hotel room. My mate falls asleep on the bed next to us and the cuban dude falls asleep on the floor.

I'm horny so i just feeling half sister girl up under the covers. She return the favour.

Blowjob ensues. 

Didn't even kiss her. oO

And it all happened while my mate was sleeping next to us. LOL.

We chat for a couple of minutes, go to sleep.

Fun night but getting drunk is actually pretty average. It's just reinforced I want to be sober this year. Plus I feel like death today after abusing the R30 000 bar tab ($4000).
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Monday

Had a date with the girl I slept with recently to say goodbye before I go back to varsity. Kinda felt a bit sad about saying goodbye.

Didnt have anywhere to take her to so didn't get goodbye sex :(

Leaving for CAPE TOWN tomorrow. 2 day trip but going to go straight out on Thursday night when I arrive back. Can't wait.

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