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#11
Blackout517

Blackout517

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Join Date: 04/13/2011 | Posts: 45

Background

So i now have a steady list of 3 bitches that are dtf anytime. COP & BLOW! ones on the fench but fuck it ill add more. I've just really been enjoying my nights more often. I'm becoming less outcome dependant because no matter what if i want to i can fuck a girl or make out with one. Just steady swaggin you know.

WEEKEND
so i went out last night to a frat. Went in beasting and saw some girl ive seen on campus before. Bithc is fine....aside from hella acne on her cheeks still body was banananananans. So im dacning with this chick hooking up with her. Shes shit testing me none stop "you dont know me" "omg who do you think you are" I either respond with making out with her and biting her lip.....found bitches love that...or just looking her in the eye with the "YOU GONE GET GRAPED" face.

After about 20 mins of dancing with this (in front of eveyone of course so every other girl can see my moves and ooze with pleasure) i roll out. Ii pulled out my phone but notice im standing in fron of some girl so i put my phone away and just look at her. were just staring at each ohter and she asks me what i want. "Im not trying to make out with you" was my response and she says "good dont do it" so we start making out and then i tell her were not having sex. once again she says good i dont want to, so i grab her hand to leave and were heading out BUT THEN!!!!! her friend comes and drags her away lololol 

anyways partys over but i ended up getting snuck from behind. kid hit me square in the jaw but i didnt even flinch and i shit you not he ran away lol. guess that means i won?!

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"Now you can either hit the sheets or the streets. Don't make me no nevermind. That's your bag baby can you dig it?! No you can either go or you can cum." -Black Dynamite
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#12
Blackout517

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Another weekend of destruction.

I give less and less of a fuck when I go out now. I watched the video of juilians pick up game and the dude is just a beast. I want to be that.

So Friday I head out my favorite Friday frat. I don't even think I drank at all that night just raging and having fun. The party was over but I ended up going upstairs with one of my boys. I walked into a room and it was a bunch of people just doing coke and some people were rapping. I started rapping and shit (black people stuff) and killed it. Then ended up leaving with a group of people to a studio to record a song and blaze. Then I wrestled some kid lol. No hook ups but still a fun ass night lol.

Saturday
Saturday was a different story though. Started day drinking at my boys frat and there was some girl there smokin hot. was on my dick so bad. She called me a "buttface" though and my boner left hahaha. Drank and broed out some more then ending up passing out at like 5 lolol.

Woke back up at 9 and headed to my boys pregame. I get there and they said some girls from the apartment above them invited then up so we go. We get there and it's 5 girls 5 guys and all 6 of us dudes rolled in. But we are the shit and within 6 mins the other dudes left and 3 other girls showed up. These girls were super chill and all were receptive. I broke a mirror in their apartment and they all loved me so much they weren't even mad. Definitely going back sometime.

After the pregame we headed to the saturday frat. For some reason I kept my hoodie on so I looked shady as fuck hahaha o well. Get there and everyone I met last the night before in the coke room was there all strung out on coke lol. So I'm getting social proofing out the ass and I see eyes all around the room oogleing my dick. One of the girls from the night before starts telling me I rapped about her boObs the night before but she's getting implants soon. I started playing with her boobs then got her number and moved on.

Then I see some girl and go up to her and notice she's wearing a Jewish star. I know Hebrew and that added to my blackness equals my dick in her vag. Get her number but she had to leave.

Nowwwww Im with my boy and he says to me "yo that hot ass girl is eyeing you up" I turn around and point at the hottest girl I see point and yell "HER?!?" then I just walk up. Beast mode full effect. She's in love but then some dude rolls up. I look at him and she starts talking to him and I'm just standing there. I'm just fucking standing there like a chode. soooo I grab the girl and push the dude by the face and yell you can't protect her. She smiles and we go back to eye fucking. THIS MOTHER FUCKER come back so I bear hug the girl and walk her to the other side of the room. TWO SECONDS LATER HE ROLLS UP AND WHISPERS SOME SHIT IN HER EAR. So I pick this girl up like I'm Rambo and run away with her upstairs. She thanks me and says he said he wants to stalk her. Hahaha he has a good chance. I start hooking up with her and she says I'm forward. I said I know and go back to making out with her.

I had to leave so I ask her for her number and she says "I don't give my number out" so I look at her and say so what is it and she gave it to me. If it doesn't fit in my reality I don't process it.

So I went home called sOme and fucked. Swag swag rack city
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#13
Blackout517

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 I just want to help with an issue ive run into from time to time. 

How do I get a girl to reply to my day2 text after getting her number. I send the "hope you got home safe" and get some replies but sometimes ill get nothing back
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#14
Blackout517

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 I have'nt written shit in a while because I'm a bitch.


Any way I had my first Insta-pull or whatever the fuck you call it. I said nothing. Not a single word.
It was a friday night and I was supposed to Dj a frat party but forgot a cord and had to run back to my apartment. I get there and I'm in the lobby waiting for the elevator with some hot blonde chick. shes on the phone whatever. Elevator gets there we both get on ...basic what floor shit. She hangs up the phone and we start to go up. I shit you not i looked her up and down and she looked at me and we started hooking up. No words nothing, but the the fucking door opens. Not a problem but fucking 30 people were trying to get in, luckily we still had to go up. door closes and back to making out. 

I took her from the elevator and lead her into the laudry room more making out but I knew there was a camera in there and they fine you for fucking in open places in my apartment lol. so I take her hand and say were going downstairs. Get to my room unlock the door pants hits the ground and its on. we both had places to go so i got her number and we went on with our nights. 

Since then the sexting hasnt stopped. All hours of the day she sends me shit, but she doesnt go here but is coming back up in 2 weeks. There will be sex. Yolo.

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Hopefully I can get back into this I've realised my game is good but I feel as though ive hit a plateau and I have a fucking cold sore so time to stay in and work on some internal shit. 
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#15
Blackout517

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Join Date: 04/13/2011 | Posts: 45

 It's been a while but fuck it.

Goals
-Get good grades
-Improve circle of friends 
    I want to be an object of desire. I want people to chase me. I feel that creating a new social circle is the way to do that. I will only include women 7+. 
-Fuck 3 girls a month
-Start going on dates

[FR]
Pregamed with 2 girls. Ones a maxum model the other is some ny latina. I'm not attracted to either one but the latina is well connected and might be able to help me get connected in NYC. Ripped som shots and headed over to my boy Cheers place. There were 2 girls here. One I've met before (A) and one I had not (B). Intros and Itake a seat and start drinking alittle. These two new girls were both 7 and I started eye fucking (A) after drinking for a while I decided to peace early. Ended up meeting with one of my boys smoking hookah outside. Yelled at girls passing by and got a few to join. After this It was about 12 so I hit up the bars. 

Got there and this is where things get weird. 

Side story: Freshman year I was a chode plain and simple. I got emotional and was a straight bitch. I met a girl ill call here  THE BITCH. I literally got so emotional over this one girl but she never wanted me but after changing who I am and how I act, even though she has a boyfriend she gets mad whenever she sees me talking to a girl she knows. 

So Im at the bar and i see a girl I hooked up with about a month ago there (BLONDE). I've known her for years and shes friends with THE BITCH. when THE heard that we hooked up she said she "did not approve"  so i look at (BLONDE) but dont approach. Not sure why but i realised this was a bad move. And that cost me. When i did end up approaching instant shit test. plowed but not the way I wanted to start our interaction. This threw off my state so i went to the other side of the bar and got 2 drinks. Said fuck (BLONDE) and just started talking and dancing. Got back into state and ended up talking to some girls in the vip. As soon as i walked over i heard a girl say who is this guy. So i walked over and said "I'm blackout im a dj and i get drunk" they started laughng saying it was a terrible. Then the shit tests plow plow plow plow plow plow. Finally they love me hugs all around and I leave them. head back over to (BLONDE) fix things then # close one of the bartenders. (A) from the pregame earlier shows up and she wants the D bad. Ill be working on that.

As i'm leaving though I run into a girl I've number closed before. She I fucking gorgeous Just dont know how to close the deal. 
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"Now you can either hit the sheets or the streets. Don't make me no nevermind. That's your bag baby can you dig it?! No you can either go or you can cum." -Black Dynamite
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#16
Blackout517

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 [FR]

This is college. People will flake all the time. Knowing this I never make solid plans. In fact I dont start planning my night until just before I go out that why the time for things to change is at a minimum. So I get a call from my boy in beta sig. theyre having a social to come through. Done Deal. Before this my boy said he wanted to have a pregame so my night was set. 

Everclear intake then head to my boys pregame. Walk in no one. except 2 dudes. 1 claims to have met me I agree correct details in his story and we move on. I take a few more shots and head over to beta sig. 

Get there and see the back door is wide open so I walk in. Few girls I've seen before see me and are like wtf. Eye fuck everyone then head upstairs. Walk into my boys room boom social proofing. Everyone is hype to see me. Sit down for a bit and small talk then head out into the hallway. More social proofing Drinks start flowing and everyone is having a great time. Then everyone decided to go to the frat next door. Get there and its pretty dope. Head upstairs and bro out a little then head back downstairs to chill with people.

Then I blacked out (WHICH HAPPENS ALL THE TIME)

Next thing I know Im carrying a girl around (COVELLO HB8). [Im putting in text game with this girl trying to make the move soon] After this more blackout but decided to head to the bar. 

See a chick who texted me earlier trying to chill. See her we talk I lead her around. She tells me she doesnt want to fuck and instead of being honest I went into chode dialogue.
"I want to get to know you"
"I like you for your personality"

Anyways she ends up talking to some other dude the rest of the night. A one point I walked up tooled the dude out started talking to the girl again but "Shes known him for years" Whatever I move on later see her grabbing his dick [Revenge coming soon bitch!] Any ways I end up on the back deck of the bar sitting in a chair by myself. I dont know why I wasnt upset or anything In fact i was still having a great time. Some blonde lady sees me and tell me to smile. **Cold stare** "I am smiling"  She pulls up a chair right in front of me. Its like an interview. I'm lnot interested shes like 45 and not the type but she ends up being really sweet though. As soon as she gets up some girl sits down. Ive known her since freshman year always knew she was into me. We talk, well she talks and I just give her fuck me eyes. I kept words to a minimum but eye contact never shifted. I dont even think I blinked. She tells me to stop but obviously wants it, but shes DD and has to drive her friends home. 

Start heading home texting the back up when I get a call from the DD chick. she says she wants to come over and 15 minutes later shes in my bed.
Sex was dope. Head sucked but this was the first tattooed pierced up chick Ive been with . Had her vag peirced and just wanted to get destroyed. Solid night. I came. 
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#17
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Didn't go out sunday. Spent it watching movies with a girl in rotation. Fucked.

[FR]
Last night I started drinking at 8:30 and fucking fuck I felt drunk for hours. Went out with my roommate and his girlfriend to my friend franks place. It was him some frat bros and 2 girls I know. 1 I've hooked up with didn't fuck thought because it was shark week. The other is an emotion wreck and fucking her will ruin your life. Were all drinking and shit and my roommates girl is super drunk and starts hitting on me hard core. Getting super physical but it's bros befo' hoes. Now be gone. We all still drunk so we leave and get some food. I ran home to get a jacket cause it was raining like a mother fucker. So I decided to head to my boy CHEERS place just to say what's up. Drink a beer and we plan to meet up later at a girls birthday party. I head over to a frat and shoot the shit. Play bouncer for a bit it's all good.

But a few things happen. I was downstairs and saw a girl with a great ass and let her know but Just made the comment and went back to talking to my boys. I notice her then pointing her ass at me and I more around the party. About 20 minutes go by and I end up approaching and instant ahit test from her friend. [Sidenote: I'm not in the frat but I'm known as an "honorary brother" I would be in it but it's to late to pledge but all the dudes love me] she asks me if im in the frat and let her know that I'm an honorary but she just started laughing. I then realized I just fucked up and just bailed. Head up stairs and some girl approaches me. Puts her number in my phone as "hot bitch" text her later in the night she seems cool but no next day response. Will text her tonight if not fuck bitches get money. Headed out to leave got invited back tonight for a birthday party. Swag.

Head over to meet back up with my roommate and hes at a n apartment packed with girls. None of whom I find attractive but I still talk to some and have a girl wanting me hardcore. Left the party on a highnote. Start the walk across campus to the cheer party and see big butt girl again yell at her to give me her number but don't even stop walking because honestly I didn't want it. She yells back 8675309. Stupid das not funny.

Cheer party was a mess. 2 girls start fighting everyone is drunk and half these bitches have their vags' hanging out. Talk to some girl number close but CHEER is talking to her so I won't even try.


THEN SHIT GOT WEIRD. I see a pack of smartees candy will like 3 left so I go to eat it but for some reason I lick it before I eat it. Not sure why but thank god I did. I look and the pill has an "E" on it. I'm like fuck yes! Ecstacy. I turned to some dude told him and were down to talk them but one dude goes hold on and does a google image
Search. While he's doing that some girls over hear us like yes we found e! And I hear her say to another girl "don't take it. I already took some" so I'm like yes this shit must be legit. But the then kid doing the google search finds outs it fucking pills you take when your pregnant and lactating. Fuckkkkk. I woulda been fucked lolol. Shot the shit for a couple more hours and ended up talking to a girl about working at Hollister. Start heading home tell a girl to meet me. She comes over but isn't bout it bout it. I hit her with my new favorite line from Black Dynamite [btw watch this movie. Its a funny movie but this dude is so smooth and confident. In a weird way it can help you learn tonilty and how to lead.] told her "you can go or you can cum. The choice is yours" she left but I'm glad I got to use it. Called rotation girl and just cuddled.

I'm noticing I can go out alone more often. I still go to places where I know someone but I don't need anyone to "make an entrance" with anymore. Also making lots of friends.

But I feel like I'm relying on my set girls too much. It helps with being outcome independent but I also feel like its kind of a crutch. It's keeping me from going out do or die style.
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#18
Blackout517

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 Got off of work at 11 [school radio station] and Had the choice of 2 birthday parties and the bars.  The girl who's birthday it was called me saying there were no guys and that I should come. Done deal. I meet up with one of my boys on the football and another one on the track team and we head out. Get there and there are literally 5 guys 20 girls. I walked in just to check out where people were and some dude stops me and says "are you Blackout517? I'm a chode and I'm HANDS boyfriend. I'm supposed to meet you. " I was like ok. Small talk then walked away. Shoot the shit and see some attractive blonde. Nice eyes [GLON] so we talk for a bit exchange numbers. Make out a little but she pulled back the second attempt. No biggie she said she wanted to hang out the next day. I hit her up this afternoon and were meeting up later. I get bored go to leave and bum into HAND. Tell her I met her boyfriend she's like he's annoying touching me all over but I don't want to start anything and I'm already about to leave. Head to the bar. MAD DUDES. Talk to some bitches I know follow me on twitter they know me because I used to fuck one of their sorority sisters lol. About to leave the bar and a girl opens me. Says we ate hot dogs together. Number close but I don't really want it. So im heading home and get a call from a girl saying she wants me to buy her pizza. I say meet me by the pizza place. It's right next to my apartment. I head into my apartment lobby see her and tell her to come in I've gotta get my money from my room. EL OH EL. get to my room mad LMR but damn triple D's  plowed through LMR and f-closed. She left at 4 am. 

Shits going well. Can't complain. Been watching the blue print de-coded in small parts daily. 
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Blackout517

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Didn't go out last night because I day drank for 2:30 to 7 at a party I djed. While I was there I number closed 2 girls in the same group. 1 ha a boyfriend but the one I want is single. 

Never met up with GLON. Whatever. 

After day drinking one of the rotation bitches hits me up. it's about 8:30. She comes over. We fuck. She leaves for a birthday party. I was so drunk I knew I wasn't going out.  So I hit up another rotation girl. She spends the night we fuck. The whole time the other girl is texting me to come over. 

So since there is no Field report I'll breakdown my rotation/backup bitches. 

[LAY] = sophomore I met at a frat. Super smart and sweet. Down for anything except I can fuck other people. Lol. 

[SULLIVAN] = sex fiend. Wants dick all the time. Maybe too much. 

[KARDASHIAN] = this took so much work but she's fucking hot. Has a lot of trust issues from the past. Also wanted to date her but then I realized that's dumb. 

[TATT] = met her freshman year. Dtf. Squirts. 

These are pretty much the girls I can hit up when ever I want. It's actually amazing because when I look back on it I never would have dreamed to have such a thing. And aside from the one, I could date any of these girls. Having that option is awesome. 

But I want to work on approaching ideal 10's. Me and my roommate were having a talk and we started talking about how girls we are with to us seem ok or average but to others are very good looking. I think this goes back to entitlement and self worth. Ours seems to be in the HB7-9 region of women we want/attract. I had a girl say "you either hook up with good looking girls or super hot girls. Never ugly" that felt good. That people see the type of girls i associate with. 
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#20
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Went to the bars last night. Opened mad girls. Got numbers that flaked fucked a rotation. I'll go more into the FR idk not really in the mood. Watching gallery girls. Judge me. 
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