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SexyMachine

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Yeah, I've had these "why am I going out, why am I doing this" type thoughts, especially when I'm in a low state.

I decided that I needed focus, clear goals for each 30 day challenge.  The first one was just going out every day, simple enough.  I lacked focus on the next one, so it was kind of lackluster and I had lots of these "why am I out here on a slow nite" type thoughts.  Now, I have a clear focus and goal for the 30 day challenge, so whenever these low state thoughts come up, I can focus on my goals and push forward.  Kind of like meditation, focusing on breathing and letting go of the mind chatter.
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UtopiaFive

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tues night

hit up some street shit in palo alto w n.  

i tell him YOU GOTTA PLOW ON URSELF TIL U OPEN.  he does this WELL.  FUCKEN WELL. Then I realize SHIT I GOTTA DO IT TOO.  

open some random shit, a few sets.  later open a hottie and her fatty friend sitting down.  n comes later too.  

its all good then i want to bounce.  i dont go for number so then n does.  he tells me he should give me the #.  meh.  

anyway then i go out w gandhi

stop at some other venu on way to places we r actualyl going.  i stand around a bit.  gandhi and i say some shit.  he tells me 'go open they look foreign'.  i do.  they are.  we chat a bit, mess w these girls, one has a bf i tell her I DONT CARE.  we chat more shes all IF YOU DONT CARE WANT TO BRING ME TO MY HOUSE WHERE MY BOYFRIEND IS?  very interesting.  if i got her in my car bet mouthraping woulve happened.  i didnt feel like this situation though.  


a lot of these girlz leave.  me n gandhi r leaving, i open some set on way out w retarded comment on them telling each other secrets.  it hooks.  other girl is talking to punjabi fools.  theyre all "LETS GO TO BLAH CLUB".  NO ITS TOO LONG A LINE.  They don't believe.  idiots.  "OK if its longer than a 30 min line you buy me a shot, both of you."  i drive w girls they tell punjabi clowns to meet us there.  

i lead my girl around a bit between the line and grocery store etc.  playin cool, laidback, etc.  
we get in 20 mins later.  
lead her up past the wall of fucken creeps.  get drinks. she downs hers IMMEDIATELY.  whoa.  
go out to smoke.  as im talking to gandhi i start massaging her shoulders.  (was like 30+ mins of interaction pre physicality, interesting)
then walk around, makeout, etc.  cant get back in, she pouts, i stay chill and tell her lets go sit in car.  makeout.  she smokes w window open meh.  
drive to eat then friend calls.  we go pick her up.  ditch punjabi clowns.  get pizza, i get it TO GO.  friend is all 'where are you eating ur pizza tom' --> IN YOUR HOUSE BUT I HAVE TO GO QUICK.  cool.  

we get tehre, i park in a weird spot, we go up, eat pizza they also serve me icecream.  friend is STAYING W THIS GIRL.  friend si cool though she's all 'i can leave so u guys can be alone.'  my girl is odd aobut this.  my girl wants to smoke outside.  she smokes.  i makeout.  finger her.  she expresses some doubt, uncertainty 'u ust want to fuck me huh?'

i say something like 'meh ur cool i dont give a shit well just hang out another time' while still fingering thru pockes.  move to fingering down the jeans.  makeout.  'i want to fuck you, lets go to my house.'  

she says 'lets just do it in teh car'  

we drive around find some suitable area which is just a stretch where it looks like nobody is walking around (no alleys in the fucken sunset).  

weird to get buck naked in the car where ppl could just walk by and see, but we do.  

pull out the one condom in the car, pound it out...pretty quick.

then eat her a bit.  

i look around find another MAGIC condom.  put it on b4 dick gets hard again.  WHOOPS.  tell her to suck it a while.  gets hard.  try and recycle condom.  after 5 mins it comes off INSIDE HER.  with some indie jones style excavation i pull it out (OMG could have just stayed up there lol).  find a random THIRD condom and bang her again for real.  

tell her to go up and get her shit tell her friend nitey nite so i can take her home and bang her for real.  

2 times again in the night, 2 in the morning.  

thats 5 in january.  

JANUARY IS THE WARMUP MONTH.  
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Beast Von Gandi

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The girl was an s.f. 10. She wanted to fuck you instantly and looked pretty horny.
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Boners not kino man. My entire crew is basically composed of retards and sex addicts. There's not a whole lot of "thought" going on per se. Just beastmode and dong. Why do we fuck these girls? Because they get our dick hard and it is also a great form of exercise. DURR Never ask. Never narrate. Mumble gibberish and take your dick out. Some girl looked at you this one time at Starbucks HURRAY
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UtopiaFive

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she was hungarian for my dick
Beast Von Gandi wrote:
The girl was an s.f. 10. She wanted to fuck you instantly and looked pretty horny.
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Beast Von Gandi

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Girl asks me if I have a condom as I tell her to come with me to the van
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Boners not kino man. My entire crew is basically composed of retards and sex addicts. There's not a whole lot of "thought" going on per se. Just beastmode and dong. Why do we fuck these girls? Because they get our dick hard and it is also a great form of exercise. DURR Never ask. Never narrate. Mumble gibberish and take your dick out. Some girl looked at you this one time at Starbucks HURRAY
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UtopiaFive

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did you have a condom?  :)


Beast Von Gandi wrote:
Girl asks me if I have a condom as I tell her to come with me to the van
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UtopiaFive

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Just putting this in my journal, pretty good clip of joe rogan podcast.  

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UtopiaFive

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 [youtube]7o4O3U220GE#![/youtube]
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Beast Von Gandi

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yeah...but man such an urge to fuck without :)
UtopiaFive wrote:
did you have a condom?  :)

Beast Von Gandi wrote:
Girl asks me if I have a condom as I tell her to come with me to the van

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Boners not kino man. My entire crew is basically composed of retards and sex addicts. There's not a whole lot of "thought" going on per se. Just beastmode and dong. Why do we fuck these girls? Because they get our dick hard and it is also a great form of exercise. DURR Never ask. Never narrate. Mumble gibberish and take your dick out. Some girl looked at you this one time at Starbucks HURRAY
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Beast Von Gandi

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yeah...but man such an urge to fuck without :)
UtopiaFive wrote:
did you have a condom?  :)

Beast Von Gandi wrote:
Girl asks me if I have a condom as I tell her to come with me to the van

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Boners not kino man. My entire crew is basically composed of retards and sex addicts. There's not a whole lot of "thought" going on per se. Just beastmode and dong. Why do we fuck these girls? Because they get our dick hard and it is also a great form of exercise. DURR Never ask. Never narrate. Mumble gibberish and take your dick out. Some girl looked at you this one time at Starbucks HURRAY
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