THE FORUMS
I know what you mean about the ambiguous reality, though yours is prolly a bit more advanced than me admittedly. The way I see it, is that the ambiguity and weirdness is your personality resisting change. That's the feeling of pushing your personality to change, of breaking through to higher levels. As long as you recognize that feeling for what it is, then you know that you should keep proceeding along said path.
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Meanwhile had this lunch date with a girl that didn't turn out very well, but I kept the frame, and was the one leading, so that was cool.
My reality is so malleable right now.
I'm like in the middle, and still havn't FULLY internalized that I can escalate, and pretty much bang girls at my leisure. That makes my congruence shit, but I just trust in the process I have come up with, when I do EXECUTE I usually get the oppurtunity to pull. From than on I think it is a whole different monster, or it may even come to be a lot easier to fuck after that than I think, won't know until I'm consistantly there.
Anyway Joe's and Stone Lotus tonight
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