THE FORUMS

3 approaches. 2 hooked, no escalation(edit: escalation is not part of the challenge and maybe rightly so as I need to get calibrated to going full sober).

I know I just exploded on this new 30 day challenge with no explanation. Just a little bit of background about my thought process:


During the hotseat Tyler pointed out the exact reason why he does not drink. It is because this is his lifestyle, so if he drank habitually it would destroy him. He made the distinction of going out for self development and going out to "party". When you go out and drink the purpose behind it is to party.

Understandably mostly every beginner may need beer as a crutch to just aproach and get used to it. However once you're used to approaching, and can prove to your inner gangster that approaching girls is something you can do, it is best to cycle off the liquer for MANY reasons: Health, anchoring behavior to being sober while you approach, increased performance as the night goes on, no hangover, and no excessive taxing on your life due to feeling like shit and having hieneken breath.

Out with Trojan last night.

We were both on. Hooked the first (and only) 2 cuties at the bar. My girls BT was on point she was leaning in, touching and trojan had his girl entranced too.

Lol we pretty much went into crocodile and owned everyone. It was still pretty dead and I was scared to pull so we bounced to L P.

Trojan was on fire here too, my state dropped a lil bit, still openned sets ala Owen Cook. Had about 5 approaches tonight and also kept up w everything else(meditation, cardio, hw)

So yeah I am scared to pull a hot girl. At this point I know I have the mechanicals n all necessary to do it, but its like such a reallity shattering thing that I literally feel like I'm jumpin off a bridge

:P

Friday night started at 5pm for me. I began drinking and, didn't stop till like 4 am.

Since I won't be using beer as a crutch anymore (esp. after tonight) I savored the increase in confidance that comes with it. Openned 1 set at Simone's. Than bounced to my place (already drunk) in time for HBsmiley2.0 to pick me up and go to Hearts. Inside I knew this would be a bad idea, and I even told her, but I was too drunk and asshole-ish to give a shit.

We go into Hearts I openned like 2-3 cute girls there, maybe more, wait yeah definately more, like 5-6. I was all over the place with my buzz. Linked up with my boy, than we bounced to Crocodile. As soon a s I walk in I approach the first cute blond I see. Opens, and hooks than I grab her head like a basketball and proceed to mouthrape. haha, as I thought she was fretting at first, but than eased into it, and it was kind of passionate, than her friends pulled her away.lol. I don't blame them.

After this I grab another beer and pizza, and scan for more sets. It wasn't that crazy here tonight, I may have opened like 2 more sets and than called it a night.

So yeah about 9 approaches, not bad but its what I now expect IF I do choose to drink(which I won't for another few weeks). When I drink it taxes me so much in many things, I literally was picking them out.

So yeah, awesome friday, the "self development" continues tonight and for the next 24 days STRAIGHT!.


=)

2 approaches

"eh" night