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May 18th, 2013
Level 3- The post bootcamp internalisation process
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#91

detourxl~

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Game, like any thing in life involves a lot of embarrassments and successes.

The funny thing is though, you don't remember the embarassments. Just the glory.

In fact the embarrassments are good for you!!

They help grind your ego down
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

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#92

detourxl~

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At some point in the journey you need to STOP, look at yourself and accept.

"I've made that identity level shift"

I'm no longer that chode of the past who sucked with women.

I am naturally attractive. I am enough.

Today is that day for me. It's a beautiful thing.

It's like I've had SO MANY reference experiences that inam attractive to women after A3 years in this shot. There is a point where you have to draw the line and accept. I MADE IT.

I did what I set out to do.

I was a "success". I was one of the ones who stuck it out. Didn't settle down and got to the level of skills I wanted / dreamed of at the start.

Anything from now on is a bonus.

Thanks Alex~ for a great bootcamp, thanks Owen and RSD nation and thanks ME for all the inner work I've done and am currently doing.

My life is like a movie.

A girl I went on a date with on Sunday actually said that to me and it was awesome!

"it was just like a movie how we met in the street" Emma architect
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

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#93

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I NEED TO ACKNOWLEDGE THIS TO MYSELF I AM TOO HUMBLE.

1. I am 29 - I have an amazing 30 years ahead of me
2. I am in the best physical shape of my life and am heavily into health and nutrition
3. I have travelled the world and cloned the highest mountain in Africa
4. I am tall, dark and handsome
5. I dress well
6. I am happy, self accepting and confident
7. I have the skills to meet women in either the daytime or nightine (take your pick). I also have the skills to bed them
On ons, through traditional dating or even settle them
Down in a relationship
9. I play guitar very well and am a singer
10. I have my own place and am financially stable
11. I have a nice car
12. I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME
13. I have a long term vision for myself

Damn man. life is sweet :-)
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

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#94

lightsout

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Awesome dude, are you from Norway ? :)
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#95

detourxl~

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 @ Lightsout - Cheers bro. Nah, I live in UK. Took my bootcamp there thought. Fond memories of Oslo!
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

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#96

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I'm watching blueprint and it's actually making sense!!!

It's weird but this new reality is solidifying. Identity level change ...

Off to Belgium for 2 days. Think I might game solo abroad in between meetings. Nothing to lose. LOTS TO GAIN.
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

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#97

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Just arrived in Belgium for my two
Meetings.

For the record, to show how far I've come:

3 number closes on the way from the airport to my hotel!

1. In bus from airport to city - Irish. Nice girl. Not insanely hot but defo bangable.

2. Beautiful Moroccan girl - though some potential issues as she is Muslim.

3. Half german, half Malaysian - four star.

I have to decide how to work this but this was literally dine with my suitcase in hand so I'll go out now and hammer a good 1 hour of proper game.

Will probably bang out the Irish tonight, we defo clicked. Half german is hot but she said she could only have one drink as shes at work.

We'll see. I dont really care as after all the adventures these last 3 weeks. the game is more about fun and celebrating who I am.

I had some CRAZY adventures in London last weekend but can't be arsed to type up.

For learning-

I approached a five star girl today as well. Was going very well, but less IOIs. I think this is the Cade with the super duper hot ones.
Could have persisted but at least I went to close the second (she was 4.5).

I'd say the best lesson I learned was the girl I didn't number close.

This was through alex indirect method, which inthink is personally pretty weak but seems to get solid day 2s.

Well toodle pips.

Thanks again alex ~ for a great bootcamp. The adventures have slowly started to trickle through.

Si
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

POST BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - holding myself accountable, seeing how far I can go. http://www.rsdnation.com/node/201364
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#98

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Met up with Irish
Lady last night, originally
Met her that morning on bus to airport.

I really wanted to bang her out that night but alas ... NO!

It wasn't to be. It would have been a great reference getting my first same day lay, but doesn't mean it can't happen.

Good things were I was not fucking about. It was obvious I wanted to bang her that night and did my utmost to pull her back to hotel.

We've made tentative plans for tonight as flying out of Brussels tomorrow.

Ha ha - she was trying to make out and I was dodging and going for neck kiss to turn her on and not give validation of makeout. Makeout is for sex location (social robot).

I'm not sure what to do:

I'm not sure if she'll meet tonight as I was pretty sexually aggressive (though in my heart I make no apologies for this as I'm dialling that sexual pimp side of me and eradicating the nice guy)

Other options are the other two girls I
Met yesterday morning. I could set up provisional dates ESP with germomalaysian (as I think has best chance of one night bang) then flake her if Irish down

Other option is go out and meet girls now during day for romance tonight. Tourist girls would prob be my best bet.

Anyhoo will report how it pans out

Embarrassments and successes. They BOTH Go hand in hand
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

POST BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - holding myself accountable, seeing how far I can go. http://www.rsdnation.com/node/201364
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#99

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My recent successes actually ended up putting me into a downward spiral of severe depression!

If any of you watch blueprint - the "it didn't work" mOment happened re: game.

When you get the skills, you want to keep pushing for crazier and crazier things. It's a lot of fun.

It is SUPER gratifying to your ego.

But for true happiness and peace, you have to GO DEEP. let go of wounds. Then when you reacclimatise to 24hrs happiness and peace from within you can make CONCIOUS decisions on how to live your life.

G has introduced me to Sedona method, it is a path. A very real path.

Thanks a lot RSD, the adventures have been crazy!

I need to refocus and see if I want to keep continuing and getting better, or whether it was ego all along.

Just reread my post BC journal - the transformation has been awesome! But so is the work I've put in.

Reading paragraphs like this blew my mind!:

"Quick fr- went out in Bolton for 1 hr practise. Within 1 min of entering club I get opened by girl. Then I instantly take her to sofas, makeout. Get her to grab my dick. Then proceed to pull her out of the bar by the hand to come for "adventure times". Ie. 3min car pull so she could suck my meatjsbber."

When I was waiting in airport a few weeks ago I had 2 hrs free. I was bored so I daygame instadated two beautiful girls. One Italian then one french.

The reality becomes pedestrian BEWARE. that's why it's important now that the happiness has to come from within.

No more happiness from external sources- I'll keep everyone posted
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MY PRE BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - a very honest account of a guy trying to transform this area of his lifehttp://www.rsdnation.com/node/176546

ALEXANDER BOOTCAMP REVIEW - Oslo, September 2011 http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200440

POST BOOTCAMP JOURNAL - holding myself accountable, seeing how far I can go. http://www.rsdnation.com/node/201364
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LethalLex

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detourxl~ wrote:

"Quick fr- went out in Bolton for 1 hr practise. Within 1 min of entering club I get opened by girl. Then I instantly take her to sofas, makeout. Get her to grab my dick. Then proceed to pull her out of the bar by the hand to come for "adventure times". Ie. 3min car pull so she could suck my meatjsbber."

When I was waiting in airport a few weeks ago I had 2 hrs free. I was bored so I daygame instadated two beautiful girls. One Italian then one french.

That's awesome stuff man!

I think the whole depression thing is normal. Even when you logically say to yourself you're not trying to gain happiness from girls, I think for most people this is still the case. I know it is for me. But part of the journey then is to move away from the external gratification and towards internal happiness, like you said.

So I say YES, you SHOULD continue and keep getting better, just make sure that's part of your process too ;)
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