THE FORUMS

 Day 44 12-27 Waikiki beach game

Met up with wing again. 

First set, opened this girl, crazy looking hair like a girl from burning man so I told her that. Turns out she was a model and they had her chop her hair off for a look. Then they didnt need her anymore. Being a model is a tough job, so many hot girls. She had a bf, so we just talk for 15 mins, good warmup, she called me a player. I been getting that alot recently. Good thing or bad thing? I think its good.

Saw the 2 set from yesterday, we bounce them down the beach to look at a seal. The seal swam away. me and wing jump off wall. Talk to the girls more, offer to give them a ride back from screen to ilikai, but they choose to walk.

Wing opens one girl, turns out shes drinking on the beach by herself so shes drunk and super friendly. She keeps playing with her boob and talking to us. Wing gets her number to hang out tonight, he called her no answer. 

Sad story, I am a little horny and frustrated and wondering when I will get laid (aka stick my dick in a nice warm hole) 

Yeah local girls are not worth my time/energy
I stick with tourists I have found much better success rate and way more receptive.

 Day 46 12-29 Daygame Waikiki beach

Aiyayayaaaa. Another day anotha dolla. Not I dont make $$ no job. Just hit on girls all day. Lol

Anyway stayed up late last night watching blueprint. I try to watch about 1-2 hours a day. Woke up very tired 11am.

Texted the girls. First one didnt reply 2nd girl did.
Heres the convo
Me : hello broken phone girl
haha hi!
Me : are we chillin today??
I just think we are staying at the hotel today but ill let you know!
Me : Boo hang out!!
         I know this really cool beach we can go to. Dont be lame and boring.
Were sleepy
Me: Aw shit its cloudy.
        If the sun comes out.... yeah
       Go back to sleep :)
I am! Good night!!


HAHAHAHA and then I got super butthurt that I wasnt going to hang out with these girls today. I had planned out the day in my head, and fantasized about it in my imagination. And then it didnt come true, I got super butthurt. Like I imagine these elaborite situations and then reality doesnt turn out that way and my world comes crashing down. I become super dramatic. Whiny and complainy which doesnt do anything. 
I am still sleepy so I go back to bed for a couple hours, wake up at 1PM. I gather my things and leave my house quickly as possible. 
So I get to waikiki beach im still butthurt. Open a couple sets, they just brush me off quickly. 
Boo hoo mee is stil lbutthurt call the girls from yesterday, no answers. Damn. 

Do a few more sets, am getting into the swing of things. Sets 1-3 i just was resisting fully didnt want to even open girls. Set 5 was a good one. A hot girl I walked past and thought about opening and pussied out and kept walking down the beach. When I came back she was still there so I just rolled up and in. They were asleep so I had to wake her, the the hottie woke her friend to spectate. The set was a 2 set. One hottie and One whale friend. Opened with Hey you guys look friendly had to meet you. I talked about how I was a sad man because I was supposed to hang out with these girls and they didnt hang out with me and every time the girls looked akward I would just say Im and idiot. I had them giggling profusely, and I would be like why are you laughing so much. Just balbber random shit, this hot girl gave me validation of me. By her laughing and energy It felt good. I was totally energy sucking them but also making them laugh with my randomness. Couldnt figure out how to escalate or whatever, I could tell she wasnt really receptive but then again I never know. Left the set and felt good about myself. 

Haha, what a silly day, got butthurt. But now at the end of the day im okay. Before it would take me a few days to recover, so thats good.  Will talk to the cali girls again tomorrow try to meet up and hang out. Tonight this girl i been dating for a while called and wants to hang out. So I will. 

I feel like this video from tyler pertains to my situation. 

 Day 47 12-30 Waikiki Daygame

Hit it today. Proof not promises. I was building up momentum and state and just hitting sets. Nothing really hooked. Sort of felt unpassionate just going through the motions opening. Today there werent HOT girls out, only cute girls, so that was a little less motivating. Did about 10 sets pretty quick. Nothing really sticked. 

One cool thing happened, I saw a hottie walking across the street, and I quickly ran across the street and opened her. She kept walking and ignored me, lame. Then this guy saw me do that, he asked If i knew her, I said no, He said cool got to try. This guy I seen around waikiki hes a club promoter, often has girls around, kind of player for waikiki standards, and he gave me props, that really made me feel good for some reason. I guess it was kind of a rough day in terms of nothing sticking and no validation coming, but at the same time, I was totally opening every girl I saw that was mediumly attractive today cyborg tyler style. 

Have not meditated in 2 days so that is not ideal. 

After my daygame beach session, I hung out with the girl from a few days ago that was drinking on the beach. my buddy opened the set but wasnt into her so he passed me her #. Met up with her at her house to smoke some trees. She was home alone, so logistics were good. I leaned in for a shotgun hit, and she backed off. Haha ohwell. Chilled and talked with her for a little bit. 

 Cat, thanks for the feedback. 

I try not be affected by the validation, but I cant help it... Its like hot girl infront of me in bikini... I like it, hahaha.
Definately some good ideas in there.


Day 47 nightgame.

Out with some buddies. Not community peeps. Just fun guys. We go out and dance to house music and have a good time. Usually dont really hit on girls. Just dance around and hope some girls notice, hahaha. Went to this club, im dancing having fun, get proximity from girls, dont do anyhting about it lol.

Towards the end of hte night, see a girl just chilling by the wall shes kind of cute so I go talk to her. I go in very chill and she starts afc girlmode questioning me real quick. I get her number. She says she has to go and then keeps talking to me. Hug her, she goes. I text her a little later asking her for a ride thinking maybe I could figure out some late night action, but she doesnt meet up.