THE FORUMS

SRSLY

 6-16-12  Saturday night.  (28/30) + 5 

My mind has been a mess lately. Meditation was done for about a week before my vegas trip, then the trip happened and I got lazy on habits. Mind has become lazy unfocused undisciplined. Began meditation again yesterday. Today I woke up at 7:30 pm. (Went to bed at 8am sat morning) Didnt get a chance to meditate before going out. Dang. Procrastinate going out. I feel lazy I dont even want to go out. Muster the energy to walk to the bus stop. As i get to the bus stop i see the bus driving away. Fuck. 20 minute walk to downtown. Blessing in disguise, the walk over is a good chance to meditate really. 

Get downtown. Start talking to girls. Momentum, build it up. I am in a bad head space, yet I see hot girls they make me smile and I approach them. Have to see what happens. I open alot, dont even plow past the open. Just hope they respond well and if they do I keep going.  Open many sets tonight. Probably 30 or so.

Couple notable sets.
This one girl fake boobs. Really nice. I hug her feel her tits squish on my chest. Then I see her multiple times in the night. Towards the end of the night they see us again, hug bt pump then they run away squaling its funny. She had nice tits.

Set towards end of the night. I see a couple girls I know. I found a fake boob implant on the ground a little silicone pad. I had been kicking it around for half a block. I used the boob as an opener. I was like girl I got you a present. I see these 2 girls I already know. Do the fake boob present opener. They get confused but then happy to see me. First girl hugs me. Second girl hugs me. These are the same girls that I went out with 2 weeks ago and kisssed each other then drama'd and ran away. When im in with this other girl, the first girl is shouting "Dont make out with roadrally" Hahahahaha. I just went in and said Hi,. got a little bit physical. The second girl is like lets hang out right now!! Her friend is screaming dont make out with him. We are clawed up on each other its physical. Lol. They end up going somewhere to after party. The girls whos up on me flirting also has a guy with her. Im like afterparty lets go, and she drags the guy along. So im thinking like fuck. This is going to make things difficult if the guy comes. So I end up leaving the set and letting them go off. They were saying afterparty and said they were going to some bar.  I was like nah and let them go. In hindsight I should have probably stayed with them. Fuck. 

So also a couple times tonight, The girls would get confrontational with me. Like it becomes like an alpha male frame control standoff. I am pretty unreactive and uncentered. But then I usually just end up leaving the set with the girls. How do you channel that like conflict energy into something more win-win harmony teamwork yay celebration frame.


Ever since I got back from vegas with the beastmode crew. I been opening a shitload. Which is really cool. The 1/3 1/3 1/3 rule is in effect open more girls then some will just like you. Also every approach builds up the momentum.

Oh yeah end of the night twilight zone street game. Sooners123 opens a set. I wing him on the friend. Basically tell the girl im in love and we should kiss. She agrees. Makeout. Im like what the fuck was that shitty kiss. Shes like I liked it. AHahahah. 30 second make out. cool :)

 6-17-12 Sunday. (29/30) + 5

Wake up at 1:45 to meet up with sooners123 and this other guy for daygame at the mall. Its way too early for me. I feel super cranky because I havent slept for as long as I want. 
Im at the mall eating my food from the food court. i want chickfila closed again sunday >< 
Im also super tired I just want to go to sleep.
I follow around the other 2 guys. For 30 minutes or so. Dont open.
Then leave at 4pm. As I leave I see a really cute girl walk in the mall. she walks by then Im like hey youre adorable. Then I ask her to come with me to next place im going she declines of course.

Drive to barton springs. Hang out with sooners123, some friends of mine and some friends of his. Im just chilling relaxing. Dont even feel like daygaming there. 
id rather act like a chode. I talk to my civilian buddies. I want some girl to hang out with tonight. I have 4 numbers from this week to hit up. Hes amazed that I have 4 numbers.
Im like 4 numbers meh they dont convert to d2s. 

End up not approaching there. Text a couple of the girls. Like I feel they are responsive to my texts, but they are not down enough to meet up.
So thats a big text game sticking point I have. how to convert girls from responsive texts into D2s. Admittedly I think the % is pretty low in general thats just the nature of game. Cant fuck a phone #.

Go home, rest. Watch game 3 heat win. Play BF3 with a buddy blaze Watch half of hangover part 2. then its like 12:30 im like fuck gotta go out.

Go out to sixth street. Feel like I just want to be hanging out with a nice girl right now. Instead im all alone journeying down 6th street in search of adventure.
It doesnt feel great. Still open 3 sets. First one is pretty lame by me.
Set 2. Girl is receptiveish. I get a hug from her. Then I dont talk anymore and she walks away.
Set 3. Drunk 6s from australia. They are definately looking for some dick tonight. Not sure if I want to give it to them. Decide that I'd be down. Then I go in and I dont say a whole lot so they just wander off in search of more stimulation. 

I have no energy, and am out solo. I just call it a night. I am like trying to leech into the girls movie. My movie not your movie. Tonight that was a really clear distinction. If The interaction was dictated through my movie, the girls are interested in playing a part. But if im trying to get into their movie, they are not interested.

Neat little learning tidbit from a short little 30 minute blast session.
I also went into 3 sets tonight. 2 of those sets I got at least physical with a hug. It means im a pimp. More and more experiences of me being a pimp is happening which is sweet.

My field results are more and more becoming aligned with my vision of success for myself. There is clear progress in the results that I am expereincing which is super sweet.