THE FORUMS

 2-18-12 Austin Dirty 6th!

Tonight was celebration for mardi gras, apparently. At the end of the night, when I streetgame, there was some sorta chubby chicks showing their boobs for beads. That was pretty cool. 

Anyway FR, Get to 6th street at about 11pm. Theres lots of old people walking around and it seems like the college girls havent made it out yet. Oh well time to get warmed up. I have been practicing the momentum building process for a few weeks now, and the process happens pretty smoothly. My brain doesnt fight me so much anymore. I get out and its like damn, dont want to open. Oh well do it anyway because I know that good shit will happen. After working on this momentum warmup skill, my brain even thinks about AA differently. It used to be like a feeling of like afraid to death AA. Now its just like oh well just get in there and go. 

So I hit the sets, it doesnt even feel like I get into state anymore. Before "state" used to be this massive emotional surge that felt awesome. But now its just like a chill feeling of everything is okay, and if I see a cutie I can easily just walk up. 

There is a DJ playing at Maggie maes. I am super impressed by his mixing skills. I used to just take that for granted hearing DJs play house music in LA and Vegas. Then the other night in Austin I heard a DJ that couldnt mix at all. Kind of amusing to me definately. So I walked up told him hes the best DJ in Austin that I know. He was pretty cool. 

So I was up there talking to him and this hot blonde comes over and starts talking to me, shes whispering in my ear and I claw her in. Maybe she thinks im with the DJ, I dont know. The DJ thought I was with her, but I was like nah and he was super happy to talk to her. Give value all around. Cool.

I have reached a point of such abundance of women. Like they are hot or whatever, but still whatever. I can meet so many of them so easily. I am totally just left super chode reality behind of every hot girl being special. The other night I was walking down 6th, and a group of chode guys was talking to a chode doorman. The conversation I heard was: Doorman - All I know is there are hot bartenders with nice boobs in there and they are nice to look at. And the way he said it, it was so clearly putting the girls on a pedestal. I thought yuck and funny at the same time. Alot of shit is just amusing to me nowdays.

Im ranting and blabbering because I feel like it, and theres not alot to write about as far as the girls go. Basically hit my warmups, those sets are just throwaway usually. Then I get super chill just walk up to the girl and start talking. I get physical, whisper in their ear. To an outsider it looks real good like we are together and its pretty smooth. So thats awesome. 

Sometimes I get some wierd blowouts but thats because I dont commit to the set. If i just reach at them or yell at them, its ignore or brush away. But if I walk with them and go in hard, its all good. 

Anyway one good set tonight. See this girl chillin on the stairs by herself, shes cute. Go up say hey whats up. For the first few minutes I talk about nonsense. I show her my earplugs that I got to protect my hearing. Tell her about how I met the DJ tonight, tell her about how the DJ sucked the other night. nonsense basically. Then I ask her for her number. She says she doesnt just give out her number to anyone. I think thats a little wierd because usually girls just throw that shit out there. Anyway, talking to her, I start to get bored so im like okay time to move her. I take her upstairs to the dancefloor. As we are walking up some guy starts talking to her, I grab her hand keep moving her, the guy persists and keeps talking. Im like fuck that. Grab her pick her up and walk her away. Inspired by hotseat, fuck yeah! I say okay none of that. She tells me hes some random guy she met earlier, whatever. Keep walking to the dancefloor. She has really nice squishy skin, and I tell her that. She gets a little mad saying I called her fat. I laugh. Then she seems really mad so I hug her and say I like squishy. Then she sees another friend and runs over and says hi. Im like what the fuck. And I leave. She just did a take away on me. Damnit.

Im a little bit pissed. Because shes pretty cool. And shit was going well. I feel the Tim fury. Its inside of me, im like fuck. Okay keep hitting sets. I wander around, its kind of hard to open because I really liked that girl lol. I text synergist to meetup, he went home early... WTF... ditched me, forever alone. Im sad.. :( haha. Anyway keep hitting sets nothing is sticking.  Super proud of myself for battling through that shit. My heart got crushed and I continued to take action anyway.

Then I see the girl again. Walk up, hug. We are hip to hip. Im talking to her. Im just like feeling her ass. Putting my hands in her pockets, feeling her hips, her body. Its nice. Keep talking, she still wont give me her number. Shes texting her friends. I yell at her Focus focus. She finishes texting and tells me sorry. Its almost time to go. I tell her to text me. She says okay, I guess youre okay. I tell her I dont usually give out my number (this is a true statement, I usually just take girls numbers, lol). We hug, and kiss. Cool. Then im about to leave. Hug her again, and kiss again. Awesome!!! =) Shes happy smiles and says bye. 

We'll see if I ever see her again....

Anyway, Im feeling pretty good. The place closes and then its time for me to hit street sets. I think I do 1 or 2 sets on the street. I have not so much motivation because I just had a good set where I kissed the girl. After good sets, its almost like I blow my load and I just feel content and happy instead of continuing to push it for the close. This comes up pretty regularly, I always battle it so its just a matter of time until I demolish it I guess.

Anyway, so streets at 2am after everywhere closes is chaos. Someone gets shoved into some EMT bikes or something, The police run over to grab the guy. Hes drunk and kicking, so like 4 more police grab him and tackle him to the ground. Ouch that probably didnt feel good. He gets arrested. And walked off. I imagine they just keep him for the night on a public drunkness and let him out in the morning. Then I see a couple of average chubbys flashing for beads. That was pretty cool. First time in my life I seen girls actually show boobies for beads. Only seen it on TV before that =)

Another crazy night in austin. Probably opened about 15-20 sets. Good work. Hooked one set pretty good. Spent maybe 1 hour with her, and kissed her. Will follow up the number. Then wandered around the street and saw Austin PD gangtackle a dude, I felt like I was one of the #OWS Occupy wallstreet people just watching a group of police mass, shout and tackle a guy to the ground. Then I saw girls flashing boobies for beads. 

Going out is so random, so fun. Haha life is pretty sweet. =)

 2-19-12 Daygame at UT

Hahaha I love austin. This place is sweet. Did some daygame today at UT campus. Was rolling with synergists friend. He hit up 5 sets cool. I think I did about 10 sets. Daygame is so sweet because I dont have to beat the energy of the enviroment aka clubs. When I roll in, bam ras just slams onto me. And then I am chill. This shit is so easy they are attracted and into me as soon as I walk up. 

So 10 sets, no blowouts really. Got 2 numbers and one facebook. One number was a girl going to some meeting, she didnt even give me her name haha. So that number was lame. But the other girl I texted her and she texted me back, so it seems decently solid. 

It was a wierd experience, It was just so chill the whole time, no struggle no challenge. just get numbers easy. Cool. Thats pretty fun. 

I guess if I learned anything today, it was more reinforcement of hot girls knowing whats up. And then average girls just get kind of flustered by your approach. So approach girls that I want. Simple enough.