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Katalyst

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Wednesday 10/31/2012

Head to my friend's party in Brooklyn. Awesome time. Literally danced for 2 hours in my construction worker costume. She and her homeboy spun a good choice of music. I dance but it's not just for sake of dancing to unstifle but tonight was just pure enjoyment. I'm a bit of a music snob and pretty much loathe the top 40 bs I usually I hear out (which I need to work on enjoying) and just let go - tonight they played that tropical shit I love.

Obviously I'm not there to just dance by myself the whole time:) Start rolling around - run into some cute short girl w/bangs dancing w/her 5 friends. She ends up being my main girl for the night. Isolate her a couple of times, I'm really the prize of the party - having the most fun, clapping, dancing, screaming random shit in Spanish for self-amusement, it's great. I really wish that there were more girls at the party.

I'm not too keen on the main girl because she's 18. Idk in retrospect, I should have probably stuck it out w/her but it's always that player's dilemma - to stick w/the one girl that gives you a boner with poor logistics or to run around and try to find something better. End up bouncing around, coming back from time to time, making out with her. Chiling back, eventually i decide to # close and go to another venue nearby.

Go to the other venue, idk y i'm stifled. Weird new sticking point. Eventually get rid of it, approach every set in the building, am way more charismatic at the end of the night, but nothing of real substance comes in. Think I was expecting to just say hi and have some girl be all over me instead of offering value and being as FUN as I possibly could be.

I think a good goal to set for the month of November is just to have as much FUN as possible every night I'm out and being as LOUD as possible. That's it. Those are two goals just to focus on. LOUD AND FUN.
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That's a fine journal that you're keeping young man.
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Don't worry about the stifling. I do it as well so it's something I have to work on too.

However, the reason you worry about stifling is derived from the fact you don't believe you are enough without game. Don't buy into it, Katalyst is enough EVEN WHEN STIFLED.

Next time your out just feel the stifling and say to yourself "Cool. No big deal. Let's hit it up and have some fun." Don't give that thought or emotion any power.

The truth is no matter how good you get at game, you will ALWAYS GO OUT STIFLED. That's a universal truth about game because you, me, Owen, and almost every normal guy does logical shit throughout the day. We're going to go out stifled.

So don't sweat it. You know the process and what needs to be done and you do it. Don't give it any power.

Besides, you're starting to get consistent results. Once your entitlement begins to catch up, you'll look back on this and wonder why you even cared.
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Katalyst

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Agreed - this I AM ENOUGH/entitlement principle is so so crucial to internalize. 

As far as being stifled yea you're right it's part of the process especially if you're logical. I'm actually usually pretty social and have ridiculous amounts of social momentum so I think I wasn't used to being stifled over the past couple of months.

I think blasting Tolle on the way to the club can kinda make you stifled although it has become slightly self-amusing in some aspect especially if i row down the windows.. O mann I can't wait till I pull girls and blast Tolle on my way home. that shit would be hilariously uncalibrated. 


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Don't worry about the stifling. I do it as well so it's something I have to work on too.

However, the reason you worry about stifling is derived from the fact you don't believe you are enough without game. Don't buy into it, Katalyst is enough EVEN WHEN STIFLED.

Next time your out just feel the stifling and say to yourself "Cool. No big deal. Let's hit it up and have some fun." Don't give that thought or emotion any power.

The truth is no matter how good you get at game, you will ALWAYS GO OUT STIFLED. That's a universal truth about game because you, me, Owen, and almost every normal guy does logical shit throughout the day. We're going to go out stifled.

So don't sweat it. You know the process and what needs to be done and you do it. Don't give it any power.

Besides, you're starting to get consistent results. Once your entitlement begins to catch up, you'll look back on this and wonder why you even cared.
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Katalyst

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 Thursday 11/01/2012

New month. new swag.

My only goal for the month is to ALWAYS BE LOUD and to be having fun. Mix these two together and everything else syncs up together.

I really wasn't even trying to go out because I still have shitloads of coding to do and I slept ALL DAY and did NOTHING productive but I was talking to my homie Adi and he's like good luck tonight. I'm like damn it might as well.

I head out to my neighborhood bar. Get there and chill outside with the bouncer I usually talk to. See 2 girls and 1 guy chilling a couple of yards away having a cigarette chilling. A little bit stifled. I go in and open the girls with "yea we match". Get the look of death, plow through, 5 minutes later they're fuckin laughing their asses off. 15 minutes later - "omg you're the coolest dude ever - let us buy you a drink". Go inside, something tells me that I'd be limiting myself staying at my neighborhood watering hole so i leave. For some reason, talking to them made me feel really good and set the tone for the night. Just felt good to offer value and really not want anything in return. Complete buyer frame.

Roll out to a second bar in my neighborhood. Karaoke night. It's dead. Approach one girl but she quickly runs off to some other dude. Ok.

Head to next bar which is 15 minutes away. head in. Talk to some girls. They're not even giving me a chance but I just run some push-pull shit on them and slowly win them over. They're like 6s - but whatever practice makes perfect. Talk to ALL the girls. Be the buyer. If she sucks, just move on to the next set. Run into some cool dude from RSD. I'm usually not interested in making friends and am self-admitedly can be a snob from time to time but dude is cool and puts in mad work so I chop it up with him. We wing each other from time to time.

Roll up on these 2 artsy girls. I love one of them but she's immature and all on some "i have to dance w/my friend" bs. She seemed really cool too. why you the acting up ya bish.

Head to the bar for some water. I don't feel like waiting for one by myself so I extend my hand out to this chick with her hair dyed blond out of this 3 mixed set yelling "YOLO". They all chuckle and cheer the girl on after she initially resists me.

I get my drink, chill out with her, the usual 1-2. 20 minutes later she kisses me. Find out that she's actually originally from Mexico CIty and studies in London but couldn't tell at first because she's isn't the usual tan Mexican and is visiting her sister and BF. Put up a lot of false barriers to fuck w/her as well as self-amuse. I'm trying to bounce her to another bar because I want to get her comfortable with her following me around. She's also pretty emotional from what i can tell but it's because she's high and drunk.

She goes over to tell her sister and her sister's BF we're going to another bar. This ends up taking over an hour. While this is going on, her sister's BF and his friend start asking me shit load of questions but I'm sly just having fun and dancing being stupid. Eventually I realize nothing's going to happen unless I meet all the friends. Talk, make them laugh a bit and they're like "damn dude you're money".

Everyone likes me but the girl's amazingly cute sister. Which makes sense since the girl is from Mexico and doesn't have an American phone so some random dude in the bar is going to get scrutinized but I do a good job of oversell the bar down the street and they're like what bar and I didn't even know what bar but I just told them that i was tired of the bar we were at. Just chill out with cool dude from RSD for a bit again, talk shop, dance, am stupid. Girl comes back to me, we share a beer. I introduce her to the other girl i was talking to as "mi esposa" fuck w/her, am playful. Eventually 3:30 we leave with her sister and her sis's BF.

Her sis and BF get into a cab, I walk down the street pretending to go to another bar until they leave. Walk to my car, drive us home.

Tease her for a bit on my couch. I make these gals wait. This girl wanted it and was super real about everything. Still tease her. Eventually get into my bed. Turn on the Weeknd. Clothes come off.


End up doing it for like 4 hours. Plenty of condoms used. She complains that i fuck too much.

Yeah yeah :)

i'm unable to sleep at night from sleeping all day. brain is in full short-term mating mode at the moment. Wake up. I make her meditate with me - which she says she does for 25 mins every day - and i'm like damn impressed with her. Absolute wonderful girl. true class act. I ain't all infatuated with her but she's so fuckin delightful to be around.

Still running slight playful push-pull on her even after we bang (tell her my roomie is my baby momma) just to keep her in check. We get breakfast as I check and write work e-mails. Drop her off at her sis BF's house around 2pm. Finally pass out.

5 pulls last 6 nights I've been out.

Ridiculous.
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Katalyst

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 Friday 11/02/2012

I keep rolling forward as I'm in absolute scintillating form at the moment. Another interesting night.

Wake up around 7:30. Bullshit for a little bit, then code for a couple of hours. Got to stay productive. A big part of my identity at the moment is based around how much action I take and how much I I push myself outside my comfort zone. Only difference is now I've come to realize I work on myself more than 99% of people out there that I know so I stopped beating myself up for missing out on certain tasks. I'm only human, not some perfect robotic machine and shit comes up from time to time.

Roll out to another bar in my neighborhood around 1. Love this bar. Walk in hipster central, really really good music is playing. good vibes. Head out to the back room. First girl I walk up to vibe with her, she loves me. Then realize she's a 5 and I will NOT fuck the warmup. Bounce and roll around.

Run into these 2 girls. One's tall, one's shorter with bangs. Taller one is a 7.5, shorter one with bangs is a definite 7. Take a look go for the shorter one. I ask myself why i do this. But I end up thanking myself for going with the shorter one. Totally even though they both love me eventually - i think intuitively i knew the taller one would be way more retarded.

Start dancing with the shorter one with bangs. I love bangs and hipster shit btw. It's fuckin funny to me. Tall girl starts cockblocking - I'm tempted to be flashy and tell her to fuck off but the shorter girl loves me so no need to be all stupid and shit. Short girl gives tall girl the look and she just buzzes off. Flirt with the short girl - some 1-2 push pull so she knows i'm not some fuckin fag. Start making out with her when the friend's not around. Lead her around, and run into her friend who is accompanied by some creep. She's complaining that the creep approached her by straight up rubbing her love handles. creepy guys with aspergers *facepalm* I put my arm around them and lead them to the bar as my head hurts a little bit. I get a drink and they just wait for me and I talk nonsense.. I'm trying to find some respectable dude to wing me but fuck I'm in hipsterville. Any sort of normal wing would have dealt with the other girl with ease.

Eventually the tall girl just sort of runs off and leaves me and my girl alone. We know the same kind of people thru our day jobs. Find out that we live on the same street. The warmup girl shoves me and my girl out of contempt. Get loss - you're like a fuckin 5.5. Take my girl to the other room, we start dancing again, I'm having a ball as they're playing good music. Having an absolute blast. Make out w/her slightly for a bit. Say "let's get out of here". She says "ok". As i get my coat I run into her friend (who i find out is her roomie) and the fuckin creep. I tell the creep "to fuck off because that's my homeboy's girlfriend". My girl is rolling her eyes.

Eventually tall girl is following us so I just decide to bounce them to another bar - hopefully another dude will step up to the plate at the bar near my house. Tall girl is drunk and crying outside in the cold about not being able to meet a normal guy. Feel some slight empathy for her. Decide to change emotional state and roll over to the other bar. Get a drink, and i find out that tall girl is ridiculously awkward and pretty annoying. My girl runs over to the atm to get cash. I get a drink although i should have gotten my girl to pay for it (she offered). I'm at the bar and there's another girl that I pulled a few months ago a couple of bar stools away. This shit could get awkward. Talk to my girl's roomie for a bit. Eventually we leave.

Walk them home, get inside their crib. Me and my girl tuck her roomie in. We're chilling in her living room and the roomie is in her room just screaming shit about being unemployed, her cat, and being awkward 3rd wheel like a baby to us. This has started to turn beyond comical. tall is fuckin retarded OMG. Eventually my girl is like I really have to talk my roomie to sleep and give her boat loads of water. I start to kiss my girl thinking her mind might be changed. She gives me her # as her roommate continues to be silly and begs me to call her. Uhh groan.

As I'm walking down the stairs, I hear my girl sigh in frustration.

I probably should have been more aggressive here and groped the shit out of her and started to finger her on her couch. really be more aggressive and make sure it happens. I actually just thought now that I should have went for the threesome. For sure. Idk why I didn't but both of these girls just wanted to get laid. I could and should have made this happen but it was a bit outside my reality. I think the thought crept up into my head but I kinda dismissed it. Next time. I'm meditating and visualizing over this principle.

It's 3am - i decide to head back to the first bar to clean up shop. Anyone who knows me I will play to win to my fuckin death. Just the warrior spirit in me. Roll back in and I run into this girl I met as I was getting off the subway about 2 weeks ago on the way to go get my haircut. I see her and we sort of recognize each other and I just start fuckin insulting her like no other for not replying to my texts or calls. 2 minutes later, we start to make out and then i just am a bigger ASSHOLE to her. Bounce her to another part of the bar, she introduces me to her guy friend. It gets a bit weird and she goes to the bathroom. I go back to the room in the back with music. Flirt with other chicks.

Start over gaming this one girl that likes me a little hard, so I tone it down. Then I merge with the girl that I met previously from the subway. They're both weirded out by this and I keep talking to the one I was over gaming. Still flirt with the other girl for 20 minutes, we walk outside as she's leaving and the girl from the subway is outside as well. I see her watching me as I flirt with the other girl. Other girl leaves.

I walk around, find another girl. It's like 3:45 at this point. She says she lives w/her BF in DC, introduces me to her chode friend standing w/her and I just out of self-amusement tell her "it's all good, I've just slept and fucked my whole week away". She's like "o interesting, lets go dance". lol wtf. And chode friend dude just follows us. I'm back on the dance floor. I see girl that I met two weeks ago on the subway chilling with her two dude friends. Fuck. this showdown bs. I'm dancing with this cute girl from DC and after 5 minutes I say fuck it and I introduce her to the girl from the subway.

Girl from the subway is weirded out again by the merging but this time instead of going with the other girl, I just ditch the girl w/the BF and start grinding w/the girl from the subway. We dance for like 20 minutes, i'm spitting gold, self-barriers, stupid shit, the two dude friends eventually poof. She makes note of this "you made those guys i was talking to leave" and afterwards I start making out with her. I wait it out until the venue is closing and dance some more to the point where the DJ is only playing records off one turntable (i used to do this as I would pack my shit up as well to save time). I just say "let's get out of here" and she says OK.

Walk out, drive to my place and she laughs at me for being a lazy fucker but is w/o a doubt intrigued by me.

Get inside. No sexuality, no kissing, we just wait on my couch, talk and I ask her if she wants to play Mario Kart 64 and she gets excited that I have it. Take a while to set up - I notice she's sitting really close to me so this is a mindfuck. Proceed to dominate her 50cc style and get all 36 points in the mushroom cup. Lol. Make her watch that lame trophy shit at the end.

Start making out with her as I take off all her hipster layers. Foreplay for awhile, then slip it in.

Hmm :)

After round 1, i really interrogate her about why she didn't' respond to my texts. She said she didn't know but she really really liked the voicemail I left (I left her one last Friday). I'm trying to get to the end of why my # close to date ratio is so spectacularly low IMO. Something I have to pester Manwhore about more frequently for sure. More rapport talk and we recall the first time we met. I actually liked something about this girl.

Continue to bang her and she's like god you have too much energy. Common complaint. But mann it's a great nice shift in reality that I can just fuck for hours.

She falls asleep shortly after and I for some reason feel like being nice to her while all motherfuckin signals probably point for me kicking this girl out for me to keep her around. Ahhh i get lazy sometimes.

I'm only able to fall asleep for an hour or two for some reason and she sleeps till like 2 while i'm outside coding and talking to my roomie who I can tell seems pretty fascinated with all my recent sexual activity as she's asking me dumb ass questions and trying to stroke up random convo. I'd fuck her cute ass but she has absolutely no emotional control and watches too much TV.

Eventually girl from the subway leaves although I want to bang again. I tell her I hate her and won't call her.

I should have kicked her out and told her I had school 30 mins after we finished fucking but I really thought we were going to fuck again in the morning.

Not going to beat myself up.

I've pulled 7 girls the last 7 nights I've been out. I've only been out 7 nights in the past month after taking an unexpected 3 week break from gaming at night.

fuck me.
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Katalyst

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 Sat 11/03/2012

Head out with hipster aspirations to continue this ridiculous romp I'm on.

Pretty glad I've been able to remain even-keeled with getting work done and what not the past couple of days. Really important I keep my "taking action" identity up and not have this shit get to my head. it's just chicks. it's cool but doesn't mean my life has changed. still got to put food on the table for my 10 kids, still have to pay rent on time, still have to punch the clock to make sure i learn all the necessary skills to live the dream lifestyle 3-5 years from now.

Head out in Brooklyn, Mexican girl from Thursday wants to meet up. I'm open to it but still want to see if i can continue this run I'm on until I meet up with her.

Go out. Roll around the bar. Hit up some chicks, run into some non-rsd sort of natural yet goofy dude that I previously used to pimp with it from time to time before I met turok. Catch up with him.

Run into some sophisticated black girl - she's kind of elegant. Start calling her Michelle Obama, and chill out with her for about an hour, and # close.. She's with 3 other roommates so logistics seem kinda unfriendly for the pull but I enjoy talking to her so I chill out with her.

Flirt with more girls, Not everything is hooking like my brain wants it to but I'm having a blast and completely on my own dick. LOUD AND FUN is the only goal. Keep texting back and forth with Mexican girl. I'm still running around the club and I haven't told her where I am and I see her. I'm wtf as I didn't tell her where I was. Damn she's cute - she's here with her little sis and the sis' BF. They keep calling me YOLO from my opener on Thursday and laughing. chill out with Mexican chick for an hour. While I'm chilling with Mexican chick, some girl opens me and asks me for shit. Sort of flirt with her but doing ultra discreetly. Her sis and her sis BF ask if i want to smoke weed - I'm uninterested.

Ok chilling with girls on a "date" at a bar is retarded. Eventually we leave.

Get back home, more bang-town usa time, more rapport.

Wake up in the morning, she's begging for us to bang again, i'm tired and hungry and my dick is sore but I'm a sex addict for sure and eventually we have another marathon session. We wash each other in the shower. She helps me clean my messy room and buys me food at the deli. Investment for the win! She leaves for Mexico City in a couple of days, and then I think she restarts grad school in London in a bit. She wants to hang out again and kept mentioning that she's scared I'm going to get a GF when she comes to visit her sister in the coming months. Fine girl and really really sweet.


Limiting beliefs destroyed:

1. Yes you can get laid off cold approach and not need some social circle bs to get good at game.

2. You can get good at game with a day job.

3. Chicks will fuck you for hours in a messy ass room.

Thanks very much lets have a coffee.
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 So pumped for you dude!

Look on the main forum for a little embarrassing surprise for your ass ; )
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My boy. I love you. :)

So happy for you man. I'm like glowing right now. Can't wait to see you and catch up next Spring. I'm super excited.
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 [=Noteworthy]basically three lesson from reading this.[/]
a) be the prizeb) do not be the nice guy, do not be the nice guyc) BE Loud
also i had a similiar realization last month,  i was basically driving myself into the ground with like 3 hours of sleep and overdoing other work things. i took some time off, and changed my schedule to get more sleep, and do less work and the drive and horniness was 10x more lethal in field. luminosity FTW
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