THE FORUMS
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Friday the 2nd of March and yes I’ve pussied out on a Wednesday AGAIN. I need to sort this the fuck out. Just an hour would be better than nothing. Gaaaaaaahhh.
I’m back home again. Sometimes it feels like I spend more time in my home town than I do where I live now.
I self-talk for about and hour in the car on the way home. I then had a terrific night out. Coincidence? Madness? Who knows!
I get home. Eats and then hit my mate’s house. We chat. We hit the usual club.
I dance with my mate for a bit, but I’m not feeling it. I should be approaching. I promised myself I’d open as soon as I got there, but I didn’t. I chat to a couple of girls who get sucked into my mate’s coolness, but it’s too loud and I’m too stifled. I promise myself I’ll get started at twelve. It hits, I signal to my mate that I’m off upstairs and he leaves me to it. So cool. I hit the dance floor upstairs and chode for a little bit before see a really cute one. I open and it opens soooooo well. It freaks me the fuck out. It goes well and I kill it by trying to get physical. I’m clunky. This was great though. I needed to get physical, so I did so at the risk of killing the interaction. This paid off soon enough because I was physical immediately in later sets. Sad to see this cute thing go I…NEXT.
I see a two set. Not really my thing (read as unattractive), but I boot into it anyway. They’re lesbians apparently (they’re not). Oh well watch me go talk to these three girls over her. Hey their cutey…ouch not so cute up front! But her friend is, so I switch my attention to her. Fucking massive. Well over six foot in heels. Really hot. 18. Sweeeeet. I dance and joke with them they’re really shy and cute. Dancing in their little group. I dance some more then bail. I don’t know why. I dance alone and scan. I see a cute little blondie. No perfect, but I’d fuck her. I point at her and take her hand. I pull her in. She’s in my arms. I’m chatting. I don’t go instant, but it’s sexual. She’s not surprised I come from near London. I’m really confident. I ignore this all. I know the real reason I’m confident is cos I am, not because of geographic location, but let her slot it into her pretty brain however she like. I kiss her. She’s not a great kisser and I sad. I move her to the bar. I do not buy her a drink and this isn’t even mentioned. I kiss her some more and tell her to open her mouth, I already know she’s a smoker. LOL. She’s a dancer. I like her, she’s sexy. I take her to her mates. I intro to the friends. I get her digits and then kind of manoeuvre myself out of the group. Weird, but I’m ok with it.
I then see a social circle girl. It’s a girl I fucked ten years ago when I was 21 and she was 16. She was wicked. I was a chode. She’s boyfriended up now, but I’m told she still has a softspot for me. However, she is in the same social set as another girl who has a BF who I’ve snogged. It was too much hassle going there. Not again. We natter I holler the lads and then walk straight into Tiny again, the massive girl from the three set earlier on. It’s a lot more physical and soon we are kissing and grinding. I get her number and move on.
I get some air and joke with a lad from Dancer’s set earlier on. He’s cool. Dancer comes over and is a bit out of joint. Maybe it’s cos I wandered off. Maybe it’s cos she saw me with Tiny. Maybe it’s because I’m now owning her peer group. She announces she’s off to the bar and none of them follow. I want to get back on it, so head back in.
I bump into a previous makeout girl and I am clearly in state because she goes batshit crazy for me, I go for the kiss, but she says she can’t cos she’d upset another guy she’s been kissing. She tells me she has four on the go. I tell her I don’t care. I mean it.
I bump into my bessie and we’re gonna try another floor. A couple of girls he knows socially are in tow with him. They’re leaving. I’m into both, but one looks like Scarlet Johansen and she is the one I want. She’s talking to my mate, so I settle for the other who to be fair is cute too. I tell her she should stay, I tease her, I’m charismatic, I’m me. Now she’s not sure if they’re staying or going. It’s a beautiful thing. I maybe should have stuck with it. Turns out Scarlet was asking my mate if I was a slag, to which he answered ‘Yes’, good lad! She was proper screen him about me. Her friend wants commitment, she doesn’t want to just have sex. Of course she doesn’t, we totally believe you. That is soooo cool, now let’s go and fuck.
In the end I let it slide as I’m in a great mode. It turns out we left before them anyway lol. My mate decides it’s time to go and I’m done. I like the idea of a coffee with my mate. I get my coat and Batshit girl is bent over the desk. I feel her ass up. I get my coat and she’s distraught. She doesn’t want me to go. I’ve made up my mind. She wants me to stay badly. LOL. You’ve got a fella. She’s not happy. She’ll fuck him. He’ll suck. She’ll want me another time. Fuck I’m cool. I text Dancer and Tiny and tell them I’m bailing. Tiny’s been texting ever since. Just passed her driving test. She needs the practice. I suggest she drive down and see me sometime.
Friday the 2nd of March and yes I’ve pussied out on a Wednesday AGAIN. I need to sort this the fuck out. Just an hour would be better than nothing. Gaaaaaaahhh.
I’m back home again. Sometimes it feels like I spend more time in my home town than I do where I live now.
I self-talk for about and hour in the car on the way home. I then had a terrific night out. Coincidence? Madness? Who knows!
I get home. Eats and then hit my mate’s house. We chat. We hit the usual club.
I dance with my mate for a bit, but I’m not feeling it. I should be approaching. I promised myself I’d open as soon as I got there, but I didn’t. I chat to a couple of girls who get sucked into my mate’s coolness, but it’s too loud and I’m too stifled. I promise myself I’ll get started at twelve. It hits, I signal to my mate that I’m off upstairs and he leaves me to it. So cool. I hit the dance floor upstairs and chode for a little bit before see a really cute one. I open and it opens soooooo well. It freaks me the fuck out. It goes well and I kill it by trying to get physical. I’m clunky. This was great though. I needed to get physical, so I did so at the risk of killing the interaction. This paid off soon enough because I was physical immediately in later sets. Sad to see this cute thing go I…NEXT.
I see a two set. Not really my thing (read as unattractive), but I boot into it anyway. They’re lesbians apparently (they’re not). Oh well watch me go talk to these three girls over her. Hey their cutey…ouch not so cute up front! But her friend is, so I switch my attention to her. Fucking massive. Well over six foot in heels. Really hot. 18. Sweeeeet. I dance and joke with them they’re really shy and cute. Dancing in their little group. I dance some more then bail. I don’t know why. I dance alone and scan. I see a cute little blondie. No perfect, but I’d fuck her. I point at her and take her hand. I pull her in. She’s in my arms. I’m chatting. I don’t go instant, but it’s sexual. She’s not surprised I come from near London. I’m really confident. I ignore this all. I know the real reason I’m confident is cos I am, not because of geographic location, but let her slot it into her pretty brain however she like. I kiss her. She’s not a great kisser and I sad. I move her to the bar. I do not buy her a drink and this isn’t even mentioned. I kiss her some more and tell her to open her mouth, I already know she’s a smoker. LOL. She’s a dancer. I like her, she’s sexy. I take her to her mates. I intro to the friends. I get her digits and then kind of manoeuvre myself out of the group. Weird, but I’m ok with it.
I then see a social circle girl. It’s a girl I fucked ten years ago when I was 21 and she was 16. She was wicked. I was a chode. She’s boyfriended up now, but I’m told she still has a softspot for me. However, she is in the same social set as another girl who has a BF who I’ve snogged. It was too much hassle going there. Not again. We natter I holler the lads and then walk straight into Tiny again, the massive girl from the three set earlier on. It’s a lot more physical and soon we are kissing and grinding. I get her number and move on.
I get some air and joke with a lad from Dancer’s set earlier on. He’s cool. Dancer comes over and is a bit out of joint. Maybe it’s cos I wandered off. Maybe it’s cos she saw me with Tiny. Maybe it’s because I’m now owning her peer group. She announces she’s off to the bar and none of them follow. I want to get back on it, so head back in.
I bump into a previous makeout girl and I am clearly in state because she goes batshit crazy for me, I go for the kiss, but she says she can’t cos she’d upset another guy she’s been kissing. She tells me she has four on the go. I tell her I don’t care. I mean it.
I bump into my bessie and we’re gonna try another floor. A couple of girls he knows socially are in tow with him. They’re leaving. I’m into both, but one looks like Scarlet Johansen and she is the one I want. She’s talking to my mate, so I settle for the other who to be fair is cute too. I tell her she should stay, I tease her, I’m charismatic, I’m me. Now she’s not sure if they’re staying or going. It’s a beautiful thing. I maybe should have stuck with it. Turns out Scarlet was asking my mate if I was a slag, to which he answered ‘Yes’, good lad! She was proper screen him about me. Her friend wants commitment, she doesn’t want to just have sex. Of course she doesn’t, we totally believe you. That is soooo cool, now let’s go and fuck.
In the end I let it slide as I’m in a great mode. It turns out we left before them anyway lol. My mate decides it’s time to go and I’m done. I like the idea of a coffee with my mate. I get my coat and Batshit girl is bent over the desk. I feel her ass up. I get my coat and she’s distraught. She doesn’t want me to go. I’ve made up my mind. She wants me to stay badly. LOL. You’ve got a fella. She’s not happy. She’ll fuck him. He’ll suck. She’ll want me another time. Fuck I’m cool. I text Dancer and Tiny and tell them I’m bailing. Tiny’s been texting ever since. Just passed her driving test. She needs the practice. I suggest she drive down and see me sometime.
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SouffléHead
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I don't go out for nearly two weeks after this. I don't have much opportunity however a Wednesday and Friday slip by that I planned on heading out. I hit the sack for a disco nap and then fail to get up when my alarm goes off. I guess I did it for a reason and that reason was to be pissed off at myself. I book the Saturday out with RSDMate and head over to London. We head out to dinner with his noneRSD mate. I mess with the waitress a little and noneRSD picks up the baton and lays it on her. He's really great at it. This guy is a serial dater. Not a natural in clubs, but you can tell he has what it takes. Me and RSD agree that we shouldn't ruin things by introducing him to this shit. He's got his ting and he's happy. Also he's a really cool guy. Sometimes it's best to just let chodes be chodes. Some guys just don't need this shit.
We head to a bar and meet some of RSD's mates and we have a great time. If I'd have started approaching in this place I could have done damage. One of his mates even ends up chatting up some chick. She looks hot. His mate, who is fucked, then proceeds to blow him the fuck out in order to 'save him from a fatty'. She's not even fat. I take great enjoyment from calling him a cockblock for the rest of the night and teasing his mate for letting himself get cockblocked. Then we move on and hit up a club. I get on it.
I approach a group of girls some sat down and tell one she's cute. She's skeptical as well she should be because I don't think she's that cute. Her unattractive friend is loving me. They're blocking a pretty girl who is sat down, so I can't intro to her and amend my choice. I have started to will myself to do this because that standard of not changing my mind inset was stupid. Why not go for a different one if i didn't notice how hot she was to begin with. I have actually done this subsequently and I'll talk about that in a couple of posts time. I move on and talk to a couple of cute girls who ignore me. Then there is a set of two tall girls I open the hot one. She's a 9. I intro to the mate who is a 7. She's full on load and trying to distract me and get my attention. I stick with the hotty. However, noneRSD comes in and interrupts. So I'm faced with loud mouth. I want to punch her. I'm not mad at noneRSD at all, she is well hot and I was enjoying talking to her, who can blame him. Plus he didn't know what he'd just done. I was a bit sadface, but I held Loudmouth as long as his interaction lasted. Then they were gone.
I then open a girl who originated from Germany. Boring fact for you there. It goes ok and then kind of fizzled out. It's gonna be one of those nights. I open another girl who is part of a group. Blah blah blah, you're cute. It's on. I'm not to bothered at first, but she kind of grows on me and she's nice and tall. I chat chat chat, but forgot to ask about the BF situation and when I remember it turns out she does. WTF. I chat a little more and move on. Sigh.
I catch up with RSD and we do the rounds and I get opened by some girl who thinks I'm someone else. I guess this is a line because it has happened a few times. either way it can't hurt to treat it as one in the future and just go full on physically. See what happens. It dies. We move on. We head outside and chode. RSD tends to do this a lot. I don't know what stops him. He was at summit and we did a lot of sets together. Maybe I'm just missing the ones he does. However he is really good at winging once I've opened. The boy can talk. I wish he could just push through and get in state. I'd love to be out with guys who just all hit state and have a massive blast. One day soon maybe.
We head inside as I want to crack on. I approach a sweetie doing crazy dancing, she's a bit alt looking. I tell her she's cute. Her mate is on me with bombs. I pass all shittests. I ask me girlie if she has a boyfriend, her mate goes 'why is that even important? Some of us want friendship. What do you want sex or friendship'. I'm like durrrrrr 'Both'. They both have boyfriends who are there. Friendship it is then. However, I get chatting to my girlie while RSD takes on the horror. We get talking about art and enlightenment and all sorts of shit I'm interested in. She has Anime eyes. She is so into me it hurts and the girl's boyfriends do NOTHING. WTF! Idiots! Not even an attempt at a drag away. Just a few pissed off glances. Artist offers me her Facebook, but I was off it at the time. I could have got her number. I didn't in the moment though. Maybe worth a look as to why. Her dude did not deserve her. He was a disaster.
I re-approach the first chick of the night just to have a go. I need to start doing this more to see what happens.
Then we're done and its home alone. Three nights in London with RSD and no lays or get offs. There's one or two coming though. It's inevitable.
I’m noticing more and more in these posts that I’m testing shit out. Stuff that I review and wonder why I didn’t have a crack at in field I tend to have a go at later on during another night out. More on this in a couple of posts time.
I should also state that tonight was a pretty fine effort as I had been to the rugby, so had been up from 8 in the morning before heading straight out later on. I am starting to see a pattern between tiredness and how a night out goes down. Again more later.