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Distant Light:"10 Game" Lifestyle Design (Pics/Vids)
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Distant Light

Distant Light

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Join Date: 08/22/2006 | Posts: 2390

Might've fucked up a relationship with one of my PICs...

No clue as to why but I somehow get very annoyed and meet a new girl who I try to bounce, no go. While leaving run into a girl I know they want to bounce me to another club but I go elsewhere.

In club I hit solo, I meet one of the bottle girls from another venue and I confess that I know one of the bottle girls she works with wants me. NO CLUE WHY but start mentioning that she knows who I am talking about. This particular girl wants to hang but she is with a dude who wants her bad so I let her be.

Before I leave meet some girl textbook shit we makeout in less than 1min, her friends wanna go home so I let her no #s exchanges. I bounced elsewhere meet 2 chicks before i hit next venue but the guy thinks i don't have stamp and so I lose the girls.

Wake upnon train pissed for no apparent reason...

Oooooo but how could i forget my model friend who is now engaged. I witnessed a fucked up situation where she basically stated she runs the relationship. Basically when we ran into each other i was fucking around about 3somes. She was VERY INTO IT, to the point that she wanted to meet the girl I wanted to introduce her toi when i ran into her at the start of the night.

Infront of her soon to be husband she mentions how she wants variety and wants to dive down on a girl. This gal is a nice one, wish she wasnt married cause she would be cool to have around on that level. I wouldnt fuck around while she is engaged though
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Zeta

Zeta

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Join Date: 01/28/2012 | Posts: 159

Hey Distant Light , are you planning on posting something in the Main forum for your 2000th post?
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Distant Light

Distant Light

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Join Date: 08/22/2006 | Posts: 2390

^^^^^
Hahahha yea already had something I was writing up plus a 9min video since I can never really show my 30min facebook video I'm making. Gonna be huge...

Been mia due to...

Totally fucked cant pay phone bill due to parents car breaking down. All this time spent on all this shoulda been spent on learning to make atleast some money...

Sucks I was just about to start working in my ideal situation. Not only did I lose all contacts but now no one can text me. Plus off the radar again kills things. Danish chick is coming soon too.

Anywho a nice mixture of fuckups. Only myself to blame...Hopefully back by this weekend. I am dying to be out.

In mcdonalds on wifi, yes its come to that, missed 3 bdays only being gone for 5 days now.
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Distant Light

Distant Light

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Join Date: 08/22/2006 | Posts: 2390

Madison* wrote:

Distant Light wrote:
 He's the one who got me into wanting to make videos of my life for my social circle.


Hey, what do you mean by this. Taking videos FOR them? Thanks


As in he inspired me to make vids cause it actually pumped me up to see his videos. Made 3 (one got wiped before I could upload it on FB) and I found it really good in terms of keeping girls I used to talk to in the loop of things. Most people just loved it overall and wanted me to make more so they can see themselves again. A few HATE IT due to the shit I caught which I usually always delete. A hottie and I no longer hangout due to recording.

Ironically, I hate being the one on camera as I think I'd scare people hahaha everyone already thinking I am a huge drug user due to moments when I am having a blast. Overall though vids are like an archive for me in the long term and for others who are apart of my network but living elsewhrere. Lots of model chicks on my FB who are flying all over and so I see them every so often.
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TheSteak

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Join Date: 03/07/2012 | Posts: 51

Omg Ive been reading MBT quite much, and is doing medidation and "discovering" npmr. But I had this weird dream that every1 who got into npmr was like totally weirdos irl. In my dream some guy said "Hey there is distant light" and pointed at a white dood who was laughin while lookin down into the floor, then to us, then back on the floor. weird shit.
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Ahash31

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Join Date: 05/14/2012 | Posts: 7

Sounds like you're struggling to grow up, or adjust to the social pressure of changing / being different than everyone else. Sure, these ideas are certainly "weird" compared to the what everyone believes , / doesn't even care to think about. But who cares?
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TnTDub1000

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DL, how do you relate to the body? How do you see other people, as bodies? Minds?
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Distant Light

Distant Light

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In mcdonalds again hahaha, craving to go out and partay!!!! Think I might just go out creating chaos phoneless...

In these situations i try not to contact anyone since I hate explaining why I cant meet up. Got messages on FB from girls looking for me...

Anywho, been doing alot of OTHER STUFF lately...
- Exploring NPMR a whole lot lately, need to get in touch with my consciousness. Been meditating for 1 hr before exploring fears and my overall being.
- Read 2 books, one about getting finances in order and other about population ACTING RICH living above their means. This put things in perspective and I decided I will stay at home for a few more years. Also cut literally everything money wise in terms of what I want.
- Reading up on sex abit more I've been thinking about all the amazing experiences I've given women sexually. I want to continue developing my "style" of sexuality.
- WORKING OUT!!!!! On flexibility finally soon to add abit of "free weight body exercises" (think its called that hahah)

Going to reread MBT again...

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All experiences are personal, only you can truly interpet stuff as you experience more and more gaining better understanding on how you interpret the world. (For instance I am black but that doesnt really matter in NPMR so longs you learn from the experiences)

Ahash31
Not sure if you were mentioning me but it made me think of an experience last night. Showed my mother a video I made that same day she thought I was on DRUGS when taking that video. I am home 100% sober just playing around. If even my mother interpret my behavior as on uppers hahaha then no wonder everyone assumrs I be on all sorts of drugs.

Tntdub1000
Funny you ask this because I have gained a larger perspective on this recently...

I understand what people say about "all one" and other new agey stuff. Were all really a consciousness and this is a virtual reality JUST DATA. Were all hallicunating a phyiscal experience. When interacting though were basically are seeing mirrors of ourselves. This is what helps us see possibilities and new ways of beings that are profitable.

When I go out having a blast people see me and are inspired to live it up too. They're just saying a reflection of themselves. I too see it when I see them hyped its like "omg thats similar to me!"

Also when I see people in a similar state of mind dancing I tend to take on my own variation of what I seen them do. My homo erotic mating dance is just a collection of dances.

Macavity
I seen his 2-3hr video and another video where he is showing one of his fav clubs. I like what he's saying overall...

Certain parts I don't agree with in terms of time is your ally and certain other minor things. For me I like just doing whatever not really focused on the girl maybe 2-3 min interactions and based on that I'll either hookup or give my number.

I have a huge boundary on wasting time with random girls or wasting time for sex. I am not going to be her BF or an actual fuckbuddy were just going to play in the moment if we want and leave it at that. Maybe we play again maybe not. I only want them around if I deem them enjoyable which I then prefer she hangs with me and if I feel like it I will hookup again or not.

Many girls fall through the cracks due to this but at the sametime my time has never been wasted. (Atleast overall hahaha those few moments I slipped up which is why the boundary is stronger)

So if I want to kiss a girl I will do it asap, if I want to flirt its asap, if I want to pull its asap. They all already want to do it especially if they have seen me and I havent approached. I have had many girls come up saying "I've seen you many times and always wanted to meet you".

I would say 100-200 women feel they have rapport and know me without me actually even meeting them. They mainly all seen me having a blast and being crazy. This is also why I always kiss every womam on the cheek and say hi if they look at me for more than 2-3secs cause if I don't i start thinking I am a dick cause they know me and I don't remember hahaha. Regardless if I don't they just act like they do and run with it cause they still wanna meet hahaha.

Expect a report if I go out tomor...
- Sunday I know I can hit a day party, free dinner, clubs while phoneless
- Monday/Tuesday I know I can hang with my model friend. She was recently in italian vogue. Funny seeing all these models in real life. Men in general really put women on a pedestal cause she is a normal girl. Her spread in vogue she looks DASHING.
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HIJKLMN

HIJKLMN

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Join Date: 01/12/2012 | Posts: 60

Have u tried google voice? Bills suck, or get a prepaid curve.

Work gh w me fridays, the counts are good, and u can get in amost anything latley. 

I had 31 the first night

And with nice groups we can get the top table. Then work WIP in the winter.

But promoting wont work without the phone being solid....
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Distant Light

Distant Light

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Hahahaha i don't even have any contacts remember phone broke...

Those dudes been calling me for the 100$ if I bring 3 girls which is amazing since the swedish from last year and danish chick from last month or so is coming back. I currently have 1 chick who almost always is looking for me she's 5'10 so I can go every. Plus this one tall hipster whonrolls with a tranny that is tall in skinny so its like 5 girls hahaha.

Also your instructor friend wants me work, if it comes down to it I might be forced too since I must keep my phone on.

In other news finished 2 more books and now really want to make money to INVEST. Also taking my exploration of consciousness to the next level. Been listening to lots of mbt Q&As thats main reason i at mcdonalds on wifi.

This thread wont kick back up till maybe next week.

P.S...if it comes down to it I will pass through gh fridays if I ever have medicore chicks. Then I will leave them and go to wip hahaha so I can mess with the models at my boy table. My biggest thing is staying within reach of the scene of models and tall girls. Or else then I will simply give up and hang in the hipster/gay scene to have fun with all the liberal women haha. One of the girls live across the street from me she hass shwon me vids of chicks pissing, getting eaten out in clubs, and I personally was with her as her 3 friends start taking off their close.

Guy at one bar wanted me to work there I met him through his model soon to be wife who I met last year. She wants me to work there so we can hang. So if none of these ever work out I always get the urge to just be a full blown hipster hanging in all those venues and doing all sorts of shit. Heck thats where I pulled in bathroom but that place is more model-hipsterish.
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